i should really have told you from the start that this book ain't gonna be that child friendly.

❝what do you mean they made out inside the restroom!?❞ hendery ran a hand through his hair stressfully, letting out a heavy sigh for the nth time that night.

it was supposed to be him going out there and watching, definitely not stalking, the two that are out on a date. but he knew very well that he'd get easily spotted by either of the two, thus leaving him with the greatest idea yet to let his most trusted employee to go out for him and follow the two. although, he did told the head of finance not to disturb the date they are having. watching from afar is fine. now that he's at the living room and finding himself comfortable down the sofa, he was slowly regretting not being out there.

the moment he found out about them making out inside the restroom, it made him have the urge to there and join— no, wrong choice of word. not join, but stop them. it's a public place for god's sake. that's truly the reason, he should be there to stop them from doing something more inside a public restroom.

a chuckle was heard from the other line, finding the ceo getting all stressed about this funny. "they are now at your sugar baby's apartment."

hendery's eyes widened, already having tons of scenarios as to what could possibly happen there. ❝what the fuck are they doing, lucas?❞

the man that hid inside his car while having it parked in front of a small building planned to tell him the truth about the two just simply hanging out. watching them the whole time from a distance actually made lucas warm and soft, it's as if their relationship is innocent. it also made him snort at how hendery is the only one who dared to taint their innocent relationship by joining them.

but then, telling the ceo the truth would be no fun. might as well play with him, he wouldn't be able to face his wrath anyways. "hendery,"

the sudden change of the man's tone of voice then made the ceo gulp, nervous at what he could possibly say. ❝why?❞

"i heard moans."

fury was seen in hendery's face, eyes fuming and was now glaring out of space. he gripped on his phone real tight and now had his teeth gritted. ❝lucas, i'm going there.❞

a loud laugh was heard from the other line. "calm down, i was just playing with you!" the man then wheezed for a good minute before he got to continue speaking with an unamused ceo was listening to him. "they are just hanging out, cuddling probably. they aren't out there fishing, neither having each other feel the need to fly."

❝have i told you already how much i hate you?❞ hendery told him with a groan of annoyance.

but he only received a giggle from the other line. "hey, the more you hate, the more you love."

❝but with you—❞

"therefore i conclude, you love your sugar baby."

lucky for lucas, he's not standing right in front of the furious ceo right now. if he would be then hendery won't even hold himself back from choking the man, suffocating him. he doesn't even admire his secretary in that way yet lucas is here telling him that he loves him? outrageous. sure, there are teases that are sometimes over the boundaries but that's simply because he likes to see how his secretary easily turn to a blushing mess with it. he's fun to play with and that's it.

there's only one person he loves and that's his boyfriend.

❝can you stop with those nicknames?❞ he then told him.

hendery might not see lucas but he could imagine him having that mocking pout of his. "but it's adorable. you're like a sweet father taking care of a sugar baby and a glucose baby."

burying his head down to the palm of his other free hand, the ceo started to grumble. ❝you're rubbing it to my face that i really am a sugar daddy.❞ actually no, it more or like saying that he's a father of two kids.

" because you are— wait, your glucose baby is getting out of the apartment."

❝lucas, stop that!❞ he couldn't focus with this plan of his because of the man's accurate nicknames. ❝well? is he crying, sad, anything?❞

a hum was heard, "he's happy." and then a short pause before the man gets to say another thing. "and he's hopping. the date must have ended great and i think he's going home."

❝alone!?❞ hendery scoffed at how xiaojun just let his boyfriend off like that, walk home alone late at night. ❝go and give him a ride!❞

"sure—" lucas then let out a loud gasp, worrying the ceo more. it took him another minute before he could speak but in a quiet way, hoping that hendery won't get mad at him for this. "fuck, i lost him."

he just looked away for a second and as he turned back to his boss' boyfriend, he's now gone.

hendery didn't waste a second and ended the call he had with the head of finance. though, he didn't forget to send him a message about getting home safely. after all, it's still his friend. but he quickly went on dialing his boyfriend's number, tapping his fingers impatiently on his thighs. he waited and waited till a full ten minutes passed, his boyfriend wasn't answering his phone. the man then threw his phone down the sofa in frustration.

the cat that sat there the whole time was unfazed by how hendery was throwing his tantrums. louis just licked his paws and watched at how the man was getting worried as minutes passed by.

appearing at the living room, the beagle dog barked and rushed towards the front door that opened and showed a happy male.

❝hey there, bella.❞ the person then crouched down and engulfed the excited dog to a tight embrace. he then let out fits of laughter when the beagle dog greeted him with countless of licks.

meanwhile, the man that stayed there on the sofa was glaring at the person who got home late. he was damn worried, none of his calls were answered. hendery wanted to act like bella and also give his boyfriend a tight hug to welcome him back home but he felt the need to sulk.

❝looks like someone enjoyed their date.❞ he mumbled loud enough for the other to hear, crossing his arms and avoiding the younger's gaze. ❝my calls weren't even answered.❞

gently placing the dog down, the student that was still in his school uniform. he had to remove his shoes first and drop his bag right next to the rack. he then ran towards his bored boyfriend and jump on to the sofa, making sure to sit comfortably down right next to him the next second. ❝my phone died, ge.❞

hendery raised a brow when yangyang showed him his phone but quickly diverted his eyes to another thing after.

❝and, yes.❞ the student couldn't help himself but squeal. ❝the date was fun!❞

because the ceo wasn't giving him attention, he puckered his lips as he crawled his way to his boyfriend's lap. he first adjusted himself to a comfortable position before finally taking all the older's attention.

yangyang then smiled. ❝dejun ge is so sweet. he almost bought the whole ice cream parlor for me.❞ which made the student laugh as he could see the look on the guy's face when he went to check his wallet. although, he made it up by paying their food at the restaurant. ❝we also went to his apartment and cuddled! i got to know him more as we talked. he even insisted to walk me home but i didn't want to burden him more.❞

hendery raised a brow, holding himself back from snaking his arms around his boyfriend's waist as he wanted to sulk. ❝talked?❞

the student then hummed, reassuring him that they really just talked. well, kisses here and there but his boyfriend doesn't have to know about it. ❝he also introduced me to his landlord and he makes mouth watering foods, ge!❞

❝that means you already had dinner?❞

❝together with them? yeah.❞ yangyang said with a smile. he then started to lean down and was about to greet his boyfriend a kiss on the lips but the older leaned back and avoided it.

what startled the student more was how hendery placed him back down on the space right next to him and stood up without even giving him a look. ❝i'll be having dinner alone then.❞

yangyang tilted his head to the side as he wondered what pestered his boyfriend to act like that. taking off his school's tie from suffocating him and also unbuttoning the first three from his uniform, the student waddled towards the kitchen where the older male is at and caught him making noodles for his dinner.

he walked to the kitchen island and crossed his arms. ❝we are also invited to sian's birthday party that would happen two days from now.❞

❝great.❞ but his voice sounded lifeless.

puffing his cheeks, yangyang stomped his feet towards the man and made sure to stand behind him as he was busy making his dinner. ❝ge, are you mad at me?❞

❝mad? no.❞ he isn't, really, which he wanted to question as to why he didn't feel slightly bit mad when his boyfriend is out there dating another person. ❝why would i be?❞

❝you're acting strange.❞ the younger peeked his head to the side in attempt to get the ceo's attention but only failed to do so. ❝you were fine with me going out with dejun ge, why are you like this?❞

❝hm?❞ rolling his eyes, hendery did his very best to ignore him. ❝i wonder why.❞

yangyang followed the man from behind looking like a puppy wanting attention from his owner. meanwhile, their beagle dog was also present there just watching them. ❝you told me it was fine for me to like dejun ge.❞ he groaned when hendery went from one counter to the other, looking busy, while he's just trailing behind his back. ❝i just wanted to take things to the next level and show my sincerity through this date.❞

not short phrases, a word or two at least, or even a hum. hendery was now completely ignoring him while he's focused on the noodles.

❝ge, stop this.❞ the student kept on huffing in annoyance, moving closer to his boyfriend's back. ❝didn't we talk about this already? you even said it was fine as long as i still love you.❞ gathering the courage he had left, yangyang raised both his arms and hugged the older from behind. ❝i still and will always love you. it just so happens that someone else is starting to join you inside my heart. but even so, nothing will change with the feelings i have with you.❞

this was one of the rare times where yangyang needed jaemin here with him. he wanted for him to put that powerpoint of his to use and show his boyfriend just how his relationship with his two boyfriends work. maybe in that way, hendery would be able to understand how he feels.

honestly, yangyang thought it would be easy after seeing his friends. the three of them looked like they were able to give love and affection to each other equally. it could be because the three actually loved each other unlike in yangyang's situation where it's only him that's having feelings for two people.

but doesn't xiaojun and hendery have something? he can even notice the thick tension between them.

❝ge, talk to me.❞ burying his head on his boyfriend's shoulder, the younger male groaned.

he only got a silent treatment from the other.

it got to the point that yangyang grew irritated and impatient at how the older still kept on being sulky even though his explanation was now being said. knowing how he could get for his boyfriend to speaking, the student tilted his head to the side and had his lips parted for his warm breath to ghost over the older's exposed neck.

a smirk was shown on yangyang's lips as he saw hendery gulping, giving him confidence to do more. normally, he isn't like this, but he's just fed up with how his boyfriend would always act.

hendery wanted to focus on the noodles but he could feel his heart racing when he felt the student's hand going dangerously down. he closed his eyes and tried to think of rainbows and butterflies, convincing himself that his boyfriend is just dozing off, but he let out a quiet gasp when yangyang glided his fingers over his almost visible tent.

it made the ceo turn the stove off. ❝yang, don't do that.❞

❝but this is the only way to get your attention.❞ hendery had his head leaning to the side as the younger male started to place short kisses on his neck.

❝i said,❞ having enough of being teased, the older clicked his tongue and took hold of his boyfriend's wrist. he then turned around and glared at the innocent looking student who's acting like he didn't do anything wrong. ❝don't do—❞

but he didn't get to finish his warning when yangyang provoked him more by smashing their lips together. everything was taken to fast when hendery had his sinful hands making it way to the younger's bottoms and lightly smacking it, causing for the student to moan and giving entrance for the ceo to enter his tongue.

letting out a quiet whimper, yangyang whined while he had his body glued to his boyfriend. his arms thrown over his shoulder and chest sticking to the other's. to make things literally harder for hendery, he slowly grinded himself on to the older who was already getting turned on by how he just got submissive that easily.

hendery then didn't say a word, neither did he pull away from the kiss, and just carried the male up. it didn't take him a while till he could now place him down the kitchen island and that's where everything started.

❝god, why is hendery so forgetful?❞

lucas was about to go home but in the middle of traffic, he got to see a laptop inside his car. it then reminded him about how they attended a discussion from another competing company and that they had to use his car because hendery was too lazy to drive. having no choice and seeing that he still had time till his husband calls out for dinner, he thought that it would be a great idea to go visit his boss and give his laptop back. the ceo also has his files and documents that needed to be revised there so he probably needs it for the night.

not knowing the storm happening inside his boss' house.

parking his car in front of the gates, it didn't give lucas a hard time to get inside and take a minute to walk to the ceo's front door. he knew he'd get scolded for not being able to give his boyfriend a ride but what matters to him is that he could give this laptop back.

and plus, his glucose baby might have been home by now.

opening the door after a knock or two, a head peeked inside and the head of finance had his brows furrowed after seeing no one. he then invited himself inside and rolled his eyes seeing that the ceo's phone was just left down the sofa, which explains as to why his messages weren't answered.

lucas then placed the laptop down the coffee table after waving his hand at the unbothered cat. ❝hendery i—❞

"a-ah.. ge.."

the head of finance slapped a hand over his mouth after hearing moans coming from the kitchen. he turned his head to the cat and he felt like he was being judged by. placing a finger over his lips, lucas hushed the cat down and silently made his way back out.

he can't wait to tease the life out of the ceo about this.

back to the holy kitchen, the beagle dog being present there just wagged her tail. the dog didn't even notice a presence that's by the living room minutes ago as she had her eyes focused on the two that's taking things heated by the kitchen isle.

the noodles for dinner completely forgotten.

yangyang had his breathing uneven, sight getting hazy, bruised and swollen lips parted, face all flushed, and to top it off, his uniform that's halfway unbuttoned was drooping to the side and revealed his shoulder that's covered with red marks. ❝mm.. ah..❞

he threw his head back when hendery went to attack his neck again, adding one more mark to a dozens that's going to be hard to hide. ❝so, does dejun make you feel this way?❞

❝d-don't say t-that.. hahh.. ge..❞ the student started shaking his head in both pleasure and also to show that his question was wrong in so many ways. yangyang's hand was lifted up and settled behind his boyfriend's head and played with his hair. ❝you and d-dejun ge are d-different.❞

hendery went to raise his head up and give the student a light peck on his swollen lips before trailing his kisses down till he reached to his clothed pink buds. with his free hand, yangyang covered his mouth when the older was sucking and licking his buds, soaking his uniform with his saliva. he let out a yelp with a mixture of a moan when hendery started to bite it a little bit hard.

that mayhaps caused him to release without knowing.

it was just when the older went to touch him that he pulled away only to chuckle after seeing how drenched his hand is. ❝you're wet, yang.❞

that made the student's cheeks to heat up. ❝i-i'm s-sorry.❞

❝you don't have to be.❞ god, how can he be so adorable but at the same time so sinful? hendery moved back nearer and captured his quivering lips, kissing him for a good minute before pulling away just to let him breathe.

❝ge?❞ his voice that's getting softer caught the ceo's attention. ❝p-please don't compare yourself to dejun ge, you two are different.❞ he told him, managing to sound serious even when he's still gasping for air. ❝the only thing that's similar is me having feelings for the both of you.❞

hendery was doing his best not to frown at that statement, slapping him real hard to the reality that if he wants to keep his boyfriend with him then he had to share. and sharing was never his thing. ❝come on, i need to clean you.❞

he still was in his uniform and he just released with just by kissing and making out, what more if it's the real deal? hendery didn't want to think about it. he was already hard down there and he needs to calm down before he does something more unimaginable.

❝ryry ge,❞ yangyang brought his hands up and cupped his boyfriend's face. he didn't know if this question would change anything but it was worth a shot. ❝don't you like dejun ge?❞

does he like him? a small part had the true answer but hendery didn't want to say it. actually, he didn't want to admit it. ❝i have told you before and i will say it again,❞ he then started to fix the younger's uniform. ❝i only have one boyfriend and that is you.❞

with that being said, he hoped that yangyang would know that it's only him that he has in mind.

even though he really was starting to fall for the other.

he didn't want for the student to think that he's not contented with him, that he doesn't appreciate him anymore, that he doesn't love him.

yangyang then puffed his cheeks. ❝but i like dejun ge.❞

❝that's you.❞ the older told him, using his clean hand to brush it on the male's hair. ❝and when it's me, i only love you.❞

he didn't want to force his boyfriend anymore. maybe this type of relationship really isn't his thing and this only makes it hard for him to handle because it's not going out like what jaemin's relationship is. he was scared that maybe one day he'd have to choose between xiaojun and hendery.

the student was silent, making the ceo understand that he was having a lot of thoughts in mind. he didn't want to bother him more about it. ❝come on, let's get you cleaned up.❞

placing a hand on the younger's hips, he helped him get down the kitchen island and held back a snort when he saw the island also having his liquid dripping down. he'll clean that up later.

❝oh god— ge!❞ yangyang covered his mouth as he just realized, it even startled hendery who was about to drag him out of the kitchen.

❝what?❞ he questioned with his brows furrowed.

❝bella was watching us!❞

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