having the younger male's legs wrapped around his waist, hendery used his arm to carry him up while the other hand fumbled on to the door knob that he has been trying to open for seconds now. he then pushed the door to their room opened and got inside with his lips still dancing along with yangyang's that is showing a hint of hunger.

wanting to take it slow, hendery closed the door using his foot before he walked over to their bed. the yangyang quietly whined at the loss of contact with the older's lips only to know that he was being placed down on the bed gently.

breathing heavily at the sight of his boyfriend putting on a show for him by unbuttoning his dress shirt and taking it off slowly, the younger sniffled as he was craving for his kisses again. ❝ge..❞

❝hm?❞ hendery threw his dress shirt to the side and remained topless for the student, hovering over him before nearing down just to connect their lips back again. ❝it's alright, i'm here.❞

by taking the pain away, yangyang hoped that this was enough.

while having his lips being abused by his boyfriend, yangyang was then snapped back to his senses when he started to think of someone else. his bright smile, the way how he's always making jokes despite of the gloomy situation, how he's hardworking, not to mention his kind personality, and also how bella favored him so much.

he knew they had to talk about this. ❝ge, y-you're aware of.. hm..❞ the student paused for a moment as he was cut off by a pair of lips playing with his again. finally having the older pulling away and going for his neck, yangyang lifted his hand up to play with his soft hair as he continued. ❝jaemin's r-relationship, right?❞

subtly raised the younger's shirt up to his chest, hendery started to glide his fingers up and down on his boyfriend's tummy and caused for the student to squirm under him.

while doing that, he had his lips busy placing kisses trailing down on to his collarbones. ❝about having two boyfriends?❞

❝h-hm.. y-yeah..❞ yangyang gasped softly as he had his back arched at the sensation of the older's fingers going everywhere and simply just feeling him. ❝what i-if..❞

hendery now went back to his lips and made sure to have his hands busy playing with his now pink buds, rubbing them in circles and caused for yangyang to be in a moaning mess as they kissed. throwing his arms over the ceo's choulder, yangyang pulled him close just to deepen their kiss and even had their tongues involved. he parted lips lips apart and gave him permission to taste his warmth and hendery gladly did that with a smile on his face seeing how obedient his boyfriend is.

he then felt a tug on his hair, having the younger signaling him that he can't breathe already. they had to pull away after another second of tasting each other and hendery could already see how much of a mess he already was in just a kiss. plus a few touches here and there.

❝g-ge..❞ and as he was catching his breath, yangyang started to speak. ❝what if i-i'm also l-like him?❞

just admiring his boyfriend breathing for air under him with his shirt up and exposing his chest and tummy, hendery hummed in a questionable tone as he played with the younger's hair and messing it more. ❝like who?❞

❝l-like jaemin..❞ he managed to say despite of still wanting for more air.

yangyang didn't have to explain to him further, hendery could already understand it. and judging by the look on his face, with a frown being deepened and brows meeting in the middle, the younger knew he didn't like that idea.

little did he know, hendery was also thinking of someone else at that moment. he actually forgot about this person the moment he had started to make out with his boyfriend. yangyang also didn't mention his name but he already knew as to who he was referring to. was he hurt? strangely, a tiny bit. this confused him a lot because just a while ago, he had the large urge to drink and get wasted even though he knew it would be wrong to do so.

but now hearing his boyfriend say this, something somehow started to change.

shaking his thoughts, hendery had to get rid of it and focus as to what what happening right now. leaning down once more, the ceo caught his boyfriend's pair of lips the moment again. softly nibbling his bottom lips before pulling an inch away just to say, ❝yang, i love you.❞

eyes half lidded, cheeks heated up, and face all flushed, yangyang had a small smile on his face as he placed a hand on the older's cheek and caressed it slowly. ❝i love you too, ryry ge.❞ but something inside him found it odd, finding the need to complete the sentence as if it isn't finished yet. opening his mouth, ❝but i also like de—❞

hendery didn't let him finish his second sentence and just went in for a kiss. they let their lips move in sync, following each other's movements, and just simply tasting each other. trying to grasp for air, the older had his forehead rest on to the student's for a while.

all that was heard inside the room was their breathing. closing his eyes, hendery settled a gentle peck at the tip of his boyfriend's nose. ❝just focus on me for tonight, please?❞

call him selfish, because he really is.

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sadly, unfortunately, unluckily, disappointingly, and unhappily, the two didn't go further more than just kissing and making out.

well, hendery could have gladly continued and had taken their relationship to another level if it weren't for the uneasy expression from the younger as he knew where it was going. he respected his boyfriend and if he wasn't comfortable with it, he won't force him. there's always a next, he can also wait till he's ready.

wait, actually, they did take it to the next level aside from just making out. this explains as to why yangyang's face is so flushed right now as he couldn't get the memory from last night out from his head.

although his boyfriend wasn't ready yet, he still can't help but be happy and satisfied from last night. they actually took it to the next step and were dry jopping from each other— but you don't hear that from hendery. neither from yangyang who's a blushing mess right now.

but hendery was just glad that he got consent from his boyfriend in doing that without making him feel pressured to make a choice.

❝hey?❞ hendery spoke, breaking the ice between the two of them as he was driving yangyang to his university. a smirk formed in his face as he took a glimpse from his side just to see the student turning redder than ever after hearing his voice.

lowering his head with his lips pressed into a thin line, the younger spoke while stuttering. ❝h-hey..❞

a chuckle escaped from the ceo's mouth, having his eyes on the road even though he'd love to stare at his flustered boyfriend the whole time (he said to stan safe driving). ❝still thinking about last night?❞

the mention of it was enough to make yangyang feel like he was about to blow up in embarrassment. he couldn't help it, he got so submissive last night that he can't even hold back his voice. ❝i-i'm sorry.. d-did i..❞ a lot of thoughts came rushing to his head and it made him bury his face down to the palm of his hand. ❝w-was i-it not..❞

he can't even make up a sentence just because of how embarrassed he is.

the older male was seriously holding back the urge to coo, knowing that it'll only fluster him even more. ❝look at me,❞ hendery then stopped at a red light, at a right time for him to finally face and take a good look at his tomato boyfriend. ❝liu yangyang.❞

with a pout, the said male raised his head up and turned to look at the ceo who's giving him a small smile. seeing him lean towards him, yangyang felt a pair of lips tasting his for a short while before pulling away with a smile to reassure him.

❝you did well.❞ he told him. ❝plus, it was both our first if you think about it—❞

❝ah, no!❞ the first statement was already fine and actually made yangyang feel better. but hendery being hendery, he just had to add another thing to make things awkward. this is why the student had to cover his mouth with his hands and cut him off before he says something that can make him jump out of the car without hesitation. ❝i'm n-now fine!❞

smiling behind his hand, hendery took it and kissed at the back of hand before moving close to yangyang and settling a soft peck on top of his forehead. ❝i love you.❞

the student first waited till hendery started the car back again upon the green light was shown. nearing the university, yangyang broke the comfortable silence between them as it took him minutes before he answered back. ❝i love you too.❞

hendery didn't know, but he was actually waiting for something else. the student noticed the look on his face and wondered what was bothering him. the ceo first waited patiently till they had arrived in front of the school gates and parked there, hoping that there were no other cars waiting from behind so he could have this conversation with his boyfriend.

❝and?❞ the older asked.

❝and..❞ yangyang tilted his head to the side, not understanding what he meant. ❝and i care for you?❞

shaking his head, hendery faced the puzzled student. ❝and, who else?❞

the younger male widened his eyes, not expecting for them to have this conversation right now. maybe the ceo still can't accept him being like his friends. well, he can just lie, right? yangyang then encouraged himself internally before putting up a smile that he hoped hendery won't find it fake. ❝it's only you—❞

❝and you like dejun.❞ that was what the older was waiting for him to say. he heaved out a sigh before taking the nervous male's hand and caressing it softly. ❝you don't have to lie to me.❞

❝b-but..❞ biting his lower lip, yangyang tried to find the right words to say. ❝you won't like to hear that.❞

❝hey, you still love me though, right?❞ he told him, putting up a smile and didn't even look forced out. maybe he was slowly taking baby steps to accept it. ❝your feelings for me still won't change, right?❞

throwing his body towards the ceo and even he's an uncomfortable position in that, yangyang tightened his embraced around the older's body as he buried his head down on to his boyfriend's shoulder. ❝i still love you, so much.❞

❝and if you like dejun, it's fine.❞ although, he was doubting that it is. it still hurt knowing that his lover still laid eyes on someone else but then again, he's the one to talk. it's as if this someone they were talking about never gave him butterflies inside his stomach. ❝i'll try to accept that.❞

the bad news is, yangyang already told xiaojun to forget about everything. letting out a long sigh, he didn't want to talk about it. what's important is that his boyfriend was understanding him. ❝thank you, ge.❞

not wanting to take too long in talking about this, hendery lifted his hand up and rubbed circles behind the younger's back. ❝i'll pick you up later, alright?❞

and finally, they were back to being okay. that made yangyang smile and snuggle close to his boyfriend even though they were in an awkward position. ❝okay.❞

❝also, yang?❞

but before he could let his boyfriend pull away from the hug, hendery would like to tease him once more.

he leaned closer to the student and made sure his warm breath was ghosting over his boyfriend's ear. ❝you were adorable last night.❞

that made the student immediately separate himself from the hug and quickly open the door, not forgetting to smack the older's arm before completing leaving him laughing alone in the car. hendery had a wide grin on his face as he could see how flustered he was back again. he then first made sure that the younger could step foot inside the campus before driving away and finally go back to his company.

silence engulfing him inside the car, hendery arrived moments after without even noticing. he had too much thoughts scrambling inside his head to even see that he was already there.

something caught his eye though, a black car stopping by right in front of the building. it's not the car he was eyeing on, it's the person who came out of it. his grip at his stirring wheel then tightened, watching him interact with someone that's inside the car with that bright smile on his face. he had his tongue poking at his inner cheeks before finally decided to drive off towards the parking lot as he could see that they would take long talking about whatever it is.

quickly halting the vehicle, hendery took his phone and car keys before getting out and slamming the door shut. he took heavy steps as he made his way towards the building, seeing the car already driving away with the person coming out from it getting inside the building.

not wanting to look like a creep, the ceo was following from behind. it was until he could see the person taking the elevator and seeing that no one was inside. taking this chance, he fastened his footsteps and finally caught up with the person without looking obvious.

when he already is.

the way how he panted for air the moment he got inside the lift, how his hair was messed up looking like he was running, and how his eyes would look at the person from time to time.

and since the person noticed him, he couldn't take it breathing inside the same box along with him. he was still salty about being punched, not to mention about how his explanation wasn't heard. also at how he he raised his voice at his boyfriend who was crying.

what kind of man does that? ❝i'm sorry.❞ the person spoke, getting hendery's full attention. ❝i'll drop by to another floor and—❞

before he could even press the closest floor number they were currently in, his wrist was now being gripped on by the ceo and in the blinked of an eye, he was already being pinned to the metallic wall with his one arm glued above him. his eyes widened at the familiar position they were in but he mentally cursed at how his heart was beating so fast at how dangerously close their faces were.

❝dejun.❞ great, and even the way how he called out his name sounded attractive.

this man punched him for god's sake. he is in no place to find him attractive, to check him out and notice who his hair was disheveled, to gulp at how hot he looked as he breathed heavily, and to eye him from top to bottom.

but to his disappointment, he did all those.

❝you must be so happy right now.❞ scoffing, hendery tightened his grip on to the shorter's arm as he leaned closer that their nose were almost touching. ❝finding out that yangyang already likes you.❞

xiaojun furrowed his brows, having his frown deepened. ❝if you want me to lie, i can just say that i don't like him. you can just have him. all yours.❞

remembering how yangyang asked for him to forget about his confession hurt him badly. he couldn't even get proper sleep last night thinking of a lot of possibilities as to what hendery could do to him.

but if that's the best thing to do, forgetting his confession, then xiaojun is probably going to do that. it's for the sake of their of them getting into conflicts. it will hurt, of course, but it's for the best.

❝you don't have to, i already know.❞ the secretary leaned back when the ceo moved a little bit closer that caused for their noses to now touch. ❝i know that he likes you, and i know that you like him.❞

a groan got out from xiaojun's mouth, finding him annoying already. if he didn't want him making moves on his boyfriend then he can just say that, he'd stop. he can even avoid the student if he wants him to. as long as it doesn't take him out from the job, he needed this. ❝like i said, i can—❞

❝what about me?❞

what about— what? having his thick brows furrowed in a clueless manner, the secretary honestly had no idea what he was talking about. ❝what about you? you'll be happy because you can have him. just like what i said seconds ago, all yours.❞

❝no, what about me?❞ xiaojun felt his breathing hitch when hendery's warm breath started ghost over his lips that are now quivering because of how close they already are. ❝don't you have feelings for me?❞

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