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It was finally time to meet up with Jimin and I felt nervous.

I didn't want him to hate me.

I couldn't live with myself if he did.

Once I turn the corner I see Jimin sitting on a bench waiting.

"Jimin!" I call out.

When he spots me a smile lights up his face as he pushes his hair back and stands.

"Hey." I say once I reach him.

"Hey. How was your family?" He asks.

"They're doing well." I smile.

"I'm glad to hear that." He says in the same soft and gentle voice he always spoke with.

"We should sit." I say.

He gives me a questioning look but sits anyway.

"I wanted to talk about what you said." I say.

"About my confession?" He asks and I nod.

"I know you like me and I like you too Jimin but not in the way you want me to. I'm really sorry but I can't see you as more than just a friend." I say.

"I figured you'd say that." He sighs.

"Please don't hate me."

"Hate you? I could never hate you y/n. Sure I'm upset but I still want you in my life." Jimin says.

"Really?" I ask, my voice shaking a bit.

"Of course. I never want to lose you." He says.

"I'm glad because I don't want to lose you either." I say as I play with my fingers, not even knowing I had begun to do it.

"So, best friends then?" He asks, a smile lighting up his face.

"Best friends." I say and flash back the same bright smile.

No matter what, he'll always be a very important person in my life.

I love him, as a friend.
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Once Jimin and I part ways I head home and throw myself down on my bed.

I always wondered what it was like to have someone love you and now I knew.

I just wish I wasn't so hopelessly in love with a guy who didn't love me back.

Maybe then I could have given Jimin the chance he deserves.

Sighing, I roll over and let sleep take me.

As of tomorrow I would be back to work and trying my hardest to graduate from college.

As of tomorrow I would be back to the same old one sided love with the guy with bad habits.

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