??'s P.O.V:
Chen su was finally done beating me near to death, he pants and tears was in his hating eyes. He drop my worthless mechanical, and fragile body on the cold floor. I whimpered quietly and held back tears so he wouldn't see.

"She trusted you.. I.. Trusted you.. And you..." I look up at him weakly with my only eye, he growls darkly at me and his dirty oiled hands turned into fists.. "You destroyed that trust.. You destroy everything..." chen su says in a dark tone, his emerald green eyes explained it all..

Hatred..

Anger..

Sadness..

My ears pin back as he circles me slowly, he grabs a tool.. A bloody tool .. My eye widens.. I knew what he was going to do.. No.. Please..

Chen su look down at me with dried tears, he kneels down in front of me and soon grabs my mechanical neck as I squeak slightly. He glares. "You don't deserve mercy.." "N-no.. No more.. Please- AGH!!"

He shove the pair of surgery scissors up at my jaw as they slice through my mouth, I gagged in my oil blood and the pain didn't help. More oil tears slid down from my cheeks endlessly and Chen su didn't seem satisfied with my punishment as he shoved it upper causing me to scream a muffled cry.

Soon.. It all went to a blur..

I woke up to be in.. A bed.. I sat up and winced in pain from earlier.. Seem that chen su didn't go easy with the torture.. Heh..

"Mary.." I gasp. It was.. Uncle night..
I turned to look at him, he look very tired and his lab coat hung loosely from his shoulders slightly as he stares at me with a, and sad tired look. "Please go back to sleep, you need rest." he says, even his tone says it all. My heart sank, I sit up ignoring the pain that vibrated through my weak body.

I limped over to uncle night as he stares at me with confusion, "mary, please.." I didn't listen, I hugged his waist since I was short, he gasp softly and soon hugs back slowly. Uncle night carries me like a baby and cradles me close, I felt much safer whenever I was near my uncle. He was more of a father figure for me, he took care of me much longer than anyone else did. And I love my uncle to pieces.

I let out a shaky sigh and I laid my head onto his chest, listening to his heartbeat. Even though he died at age 15, his heart beats lively than anything. "My little butterfly.." uncle night mutters to himself, "I'm so sorry..." I look up at him in confusion, he had tears in his eye. And it broke me.

"W-why would you ever be sorry?" I asked softly, he sighs through his nose and puts his forehead to mines. "I couldn't protect you.. I'm so sorry.." uncle night should NEVER be sorry. Everything was my fault anyways, and he had everything on his plate. He shouldn't be sorry. I should be sorry..

I looked up at him again, my ears flattens. I soon spoke, "please.. Don't ever be sorry.. It's not your fault.." he lets out a shaky sigh, he sits on the bed I was laying on as he cradles me. Uncle night sings softly to me, and I feel calm.. Safe.. Happy..

Soon happiness that overflowed me fades, as I remembered he sang to me and..... Cindy..

The one who was more than my cousin... She was my sister. My only friend in the cruel world.. And I killed her... I didn't know what came over me or.. What triggered me.. And now I lost my only cousin that loved me no matter how fucked up i was..

I cried in silence.. I did things.. In silence.. I always did..

Uncle night held me closer, but I can never get rid of this guilt of all the things I done. I couldn't hear him sing. All I heard was the dark and familiar voices that rang through my mind.

You're a monster

What have you done?!

Go to hell where you belong

Demon nightmare

Murderer

Liar

Psychopath

Insane

Twisted

It's all true.......~