Tonight is Thursday Night Smackdown, and I'm pissed.. Last Monday, Carmella took it upon herself to spout out alot of crap to Niki and get into her head.. Now Nikki isn't talking to me, my fiancée won't talk to me.. I've tried calling, texting and all I get is absolutely nothing.. Everything Carmella said was a lie, it was a trick she pulled to try to get into Nikki's head and by the looks of it she succeeded.. My phone vibrated in my pocket, I reached and grabbed it, I turned it on.. And it was a message from Nikki.

"You wanna talk? Come to my locker room.. Please."

I hurried out if my locker room and headed down to hers.. I knocked on the door and she opened it.. I bent to kiss her but she moved.. "Joseph stop, I told you to come over because y-you said you wanted to talk.. So talk." She walked into the room and I shut the door behind.. "Nicole, you need to listen to me.. What happened on Monday, with Carmella was a whole bunch of crap, we both know it." "Joseph, you know what? I've been lying to you and to myself.. My head has been filled with memories of past times, I have my doubts.. Yes, I want to marry you.. Yes, I want to be your wife, Yes I want to have a life with you.. But I've been having second thoughts and I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.. It's like Carmella and whatever happened between me and you in the past has been a nonstop circle that goes around and around in my head all the time.. And it's like I don't know how to breath, or what to think, these past few days, it's gotten so bad that I don't even know what to do with my hands." "Nicole?" She turned around "DO YOU WANT ME OR NOT?!" I looked at her shocked.. "Yes, you know I do.. The fact that you would even ask me that is stupid." She nodded and turned back around, facing the wall. "I love you.. I'm in love with you. I belong to you.. You control me.." She turned around and walked up to me. "NO! I BELONG TO YOU.. YOU CONTROL ME! YOU OWN ME! MY WHOLE LIFE BELONGS TO YOU!! MY EVERY FEELING IS CONTROLLED JUST BY THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE! I BELONG TO YOU! WHAT I WANT TO KNOW IS IF YOU WANT THIS! BECAUSE I'M NOT PUTTING 100% IF YOU'RE JUST LEAVE ME STANDING AT THE ALTER ONCE AGAIN!" "Look at me, Nicole." She looked all over the room instead of me.. "GODDAMN IT LOOK AT ME!!" I walked up to her and made her face me.. "Stop thinking that I'm going to leave you again.. I'm in this.. I'm in love with you.. I want you. I don't want anything else or anyone else.. You are going to be my wife and we are going to be together." She looked up at me.. "You better mean it.. I don't want you to tell that you're in this and just walk away from me.." "I mean it.." I pulled close and kissed her.

This is what I want.. Nikki is what I want and I will do whatever it takes to prove it to her.
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- Sorry is this chapter is boring😭 But it will get better.. I promise❤😭😍