I walked into the kitchen to pour myself a glass of wine, because I'm just not a big beer drinker.. Also I could really use one, I saw Joseph and his little Staten Island groupie.. And I don't even know what to think.. I grabbed the cork popper from the drawer and popped the cork from the wine bottle. I reached up and grabbed a wine glass from the cabinet. "Nicole." I jumped almost dropping the glass on the floor, I turned around and saw Joseph, staring at me.. "Joseph, what is wrong with you? You can't just sneak up on me like that." He walked up to me and grabbed the cup from me. "Give that back to me." "What is your problem?" "Excuse me?" He placed the cup on the counter "What is your deal? First, you return back to WWE with telling anyone and now everywhere I go, you just happen to be there.. So I'm asking you, what is your problem?" I chuckled, I honestly cannot believe what I'm hearing right now.. "So what? I can't even come to my sister's house, my twin sister's house because it bothers Mr. Superman.. Are you serious, Joseph?" "Yes I am.. I know what you're trying to do.. You're trying to get inside of my head, you're trying to make me realize the errors of my ways but guess what? I don't need you to show me, I see the errors and the mistakes I've made, thank you very much. I know what I've lost, I don't need a daily reminder of it." What? I looked at him. "Joseph, what are you talking about? I'm not trying to get into your head, I'm not doing anything and I'm not trying to do anything to bother you.. I just don't know what else you want me to do, why do I bother you so much? Don't you have Carmella now? I shouldn't even be on your mind at all. What happened with us is the past-" He grabbed my face and smashed our lips together. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his arm wrapped around my waist. He picked me up and placed me on the counter, not once breaking the kiss.. The kiss felt just like the one we had on Smackdown.. Passionate, soft, and like if we never left each other.. But then reality struck me, we can't do this. I placed my hands on his face and tried to pull his lips off me.. "J-Joseph stop.." He groaned and held my hands, we were still kissing.. "Hey Roman, Carmella is-" We both jumped and stopped kissing, we looked over and saw Brie and Dean smiling at us.. "Um sorry to interrupt but Roman, your groupie wants you." I chuckled "When doesn't she want him?" Roman looked at me while Brie and Dean laughed before walking off.. I hopped off the counter and poured wine into my glass, I tried to walk past Joseph but he grabbed my arm.. "Nicole-" I shook my head "Joseph, stop.. Carmella needs you." And with that I walked out of the kitchen.. The kiss still replaying in my mind.. I walked out to the front of the house and sat down on a chair.. Ugh! I wish everything was easier.. I closed my eyes and tried to erase the kiss from my brain.. I felt someone tap my shoulder, I opened my eyes and looked up to see Finn Balor.. "Oh hey Finn." "Hey Nikki, what are you doing out here all by yourself?" He asked in his smooth Irish accent, which is kind of charming. I shrugged "I don't know, just thinking.. I guess." He sat in the chair next to me. "Can I know what you're thinking about? I don't want you to feel like  I'm all in your business." "I don't know.. Have you ever made a decision that you thought would be a good one, but it just ended up changing your life in ways you never even imagined?" He looked at me "Well I think that sometimes not all decisions are bad ones.. Some work out, some don't.. And sometimes certain decisions make you think about you really want or what you really deserve in life." I nodded and took a sip of my wine.. Me and Finn sat outside and talked about random things, until we heard the door open.. And out walked Joseph.. and Carmella. "Oh, what are you guys doing out here?" I huffed, is this girl crazy? Does she really think I'm gonna have a nice conversation after what she did on Smackdown? I got up from my chair and walked to the front, I pushed Joseph as I walked into the house.. This is the problem, we just shared an amazing kiss but he makes it seem like the kiss had no meaning.