You three
You completely
Utterly
Ruined
Me
Don't think you knew what you were doing
But I was a shell

I hope you are happy
I really truly do
Because I don't think I'm bitter any more
Well
At least not towards one of you
But I'm just truly sorry
That being me
Made things happen
I'm sorry that I was me
Does that make any sense

I think I'm worrying people
I don't want to
I used to worry you three
I think
I'm sorry I did
I'm sorry I worry people
If I do
I'm sorry I worry you
But I can't say it won't happen again
I'm sorry I worry you
Does that make any sense

It probably doesn't
I'm at my best at night
A night owl - that's me
I'm so alive at night
Maybe too alive
Does that make any sense

You three
Do you have any idea
You fucked me up
Pretty bad
I gotta admit
I mean
I guess it was only the two of you
My fault with you, truly
Does that make any sense

You, don't know if you know it's you
I'm playing the pronoun game here
You're one of the ones
Who could absolutely ruin me
And I'm sorry that I worry you
You know which you I'm talking bout now
Don't you
You're smart
Don't worry, I'm just being melancholy
Does that make sense

I'm not sure this chapter quite makes sense to anyone who isn't me
It's one of the longest I've written for this
Dunno if that says anything

Does this make sense