Bad Boys Girl - [4]

(Flashback in sanskar pov are in italic) it's the same scenes with sanskar feelings and emotions..... of course with new ones

Bad Boy's Girl-  [4]

His Pov

Life is ironic isn't it, when you thought that everything is going on track something happen and make your life upside down. Me, sanskar maheshwari. A ruthless mafia, for me nothing matters, feelings, emotions, love, and all sort of things which makes me a human was far far away from me until one day that changes everything. I sadistically smiled as i look at the gun in my hand and remember the first day i met her.

I walked out of my car tucking the gun inside my pants. Today was another day when I was going to tell world who sanskar maheshwari really is. There is no one who do not fear me and I like that, I like when someone fears me, I like when they got scared seeing me. I was standing infront of my prey pointing gun at his head while he was begging for his life. For me it doesn't matter, for me betrayers are betrayers and they don't deserve any second chance, not from me tho.

"You shouldn't have double cross me", I said as I aim my gun at him while my other two men's hold him from each corner.

"I...I sor..ry", he begged for his life infront of me which I hates the most.

"I hate pleadings", I said in a dangerous voice and before he could utter another word I triggered my gun sending him to his deserving place. I smirked as I pull back my gun when I heard someone's voice behind the tree," what the.....", the voice shouts which is of a girl.

"Whose there- Catch him", my mens shouted as they begins going towards the direction of voice.

"I want the person alive", I uttered as i want her alive, I runned from there to the opposite side as I cant let my prey to go away this easily. I goes and stands in between the road as I knows there is no other side the person could run and as I guessed, I found a lean feminine figure running towards my direction. She bumped into me and fall on ground. I guess she really didn't look up while running.

She looks up at me probably checking out the handsome hunk infront of her and I didn't stopped either but I cross checked her, she was wearing some sort of uniform which is by now is all dusty as if she have fallen on road, her elbow was slightly bleeding from its corner. My eyes stopped at her face, she blinks her eyes as she look at me. Beautiful face with almond shaped hazel color eyes, chubby cheeks which everyone's want to kiss, a cute nose and rosy lips. Damn she is a beauty from heaven. She is still looking at me as if she is trying to remember something.

"Where do you think you are running honey?", I asked her with a smirk landing her back to reality. She looks at me her confusion was replaced by anger as she stands and marched towards me," you creep, how dare you to hurt my friend", she shouts as she lands a slap across my face making me startled. My eyes widen in shock when she lands another slap on my face welcomed by other and before she could slap me more and have the damn lucky chance to touch my face again with her delicate palm I got hold of her, my eyes now turn cold and it emits fire as I look deep into her eyes but what surprised me was the same fire as mine in her eyes. No one ever dared to look at me like that nor they can lay a finger but this girl infront of me dared to do it. She surely is the unlucky person alive, my eyes turn darker as in the next second I made her kneel infront of me which she didn't have guessed, a smirk appears on my lips as I saw her eyes widening in fear as I pressed the gun against her head.

"You did a very bad mistake MS.", my eyes stopped at her name badge", Ragini", I uttered and she look at me, she is horrified not because she is going to die but because of the way she is going to die. My hands seems stopped at a moment as I look deep into her eyes and Before I could press the gun against her head one of my minion hits her with the back of his gun making blood oozed out from her head and her tears flowing out because of the pain she is in, I stood froze not being able to understand why didn't I killed her at the moment???

It was the first time I ever let anyone alive after messing with me and this time I did that and I dont know why, my hand unknowingly reached my cheeks where she slapped..it surely enraged me but makes me confused at a same time. I look at her unconscious figure and signs my mens to take her, you are surely taking a bad decision 'my instinct says' but I ignored it as i pretended to ignore it not knowing whether letting her alive was my biggest mistake or something else.

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I was walking when I heard some muttering sounds from the place where I have kept her, she is awake. I walked inside the room and stands there waiting for her to notice which she didn't,"Is he my killer? Did he shoot me and i died", I heard her low voice." But why do i end up being in hell? I didn't do any bad to anyone", I couldn't help but chuckled hearing her sentence. Hell? She thinks she is in hell. Well, she is right I guess, I didnt heard her saying anything for a minute," Wh..Who Are.... You?", I heard her stuttering voice and Alas I smirked as I walked into the room revealing myself once again to her," Forget me so soon honey?", I uttered in a husky voice. Her eyes wide seeing my face and her face lost all of its color. By seeing her expressions I guess she didn't expected me to be here," We are not dead if that's what's you thinking", I uttered somehow reading through her mind and guess what I was right as her face expression changes again. I chuckled seeing her reaction and shakes my head. She is surely something. I thought as she opened her big mouth again. Well,technically she is the first alive who don't fear me rest are dead. I never let anyone to answer me back, she is the first dared to do that and last too. The time she opened her big mouth again she regretted it because i hurt her. I deliberately hurted her making her loose her concious. I covered her with blanket and call the doctor to change her bandage and left the room.
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I entered inside my room and for some reason it didn't go well with me, i look at my hand which had her blood and my chest tightened. I let out a frustrated growl because that's never happen with me and goes to take a shower to release my mind from her thoughts.

A tear left my eye as i remembered that day," i hurted her", i whispered against my breath. I closed my eyes and took a long deep breath and remembered the day when i crossed all my limits.

"What the hell?", i shouted as i found the room door locked. I banged the door loudly." Why the hell this door is lock?", i shouts while anger erupted inside me. My heartbeat was accelerated, all i was having this weird thoughts about her. What if she harmed herself? Damn it.

"Ragini", i shouted her name. I was about to explod with rage and my mind was occupied with her thoughts. Before i could decide to break the room door, i heard her voice.

"What it is?", she shouts from inside and for an unknown reason i felt relieved. I release a sigh as i lean my head over the door, but wait? What the hell she is doing with door locked? I thought and again anger took over my concern.

"Open this damn door", I shouts in annoyance banging the door. She knows that i am getting angrier by each passing second. I'll break the door along with her.

"Be patient i am", she replied and my nose flared with annoyance. The door unlocked and i barged in shouting.

"Why the hell door was loc...", i couldn't complete as my eyes land on the room. My eyes turned darker as i look at the paintings. My eyes travelled to her who was sitting at the corner of the room as if she didn't do anything. My hands turned into a fist as she blinks innocently at me.

"What the hell?", i shouts making her stumble at her place.

"What the hell did you do to this room?", i shouts as i marched towards her angrily holding her from her shoulders carelessly. I look at her with the most darkest gaze i ever give her. I tightens my hold as i holds her closer.

"What the hell you did?", i again asked the question dangerously. I am loosing my patience, she gulped as she looked at me.

"I...i just painted it", she answered my question as she try to release herself from my hold but i tighten my hold more causing her pain. She don't know what this meant for me and she did really bad by ruining it. She'll pay for it.

"Who? Who the hell give you right to ruin my room haaan", i shouts in her ears completely loosing my senses. Tears left her eyes but i didn't budge.

"You are my mistress do you get that and you have no right to do anything to my place", i deliberately uttered causing her pain right in her heart as i got to know about her a little. Her eyes goes wide as her mind registered my words and she pushed me with full force making me stumble and her eyes turned red with unshed tears as she points her finger at me.

"I.Am.Not.Your.Mistress", she grits her teeth and my head shot up at her," What did you say?", i asked. She clearly underestimates me and she needs to know that.

"Incase you are deaf mr.devil i just said that i am not your MISTRESS", she shout in her top voice emphasizing the word MISTRESS. This girl and her guts.

I marched towards her and pushed her towards bed caging her in my arms,"I have told you before that don't talk back to me", i bored my gaze into her fire ones. "You just wake up the monster in me Ragini , do you know that", i said as i tightened my hold on her. She laughed humorlessly influencing me more.

"Woke up? Are you kidding me? You were always a monster", she uttered in disgust and spit on my face.

I closed my eyes tightly and wipes my face, she crossed all her limits. I look down at her and my eyes turned darker and darker as i move down and hold her.

I holds her face rashly and crashed my lips on her. I kissed her carelessly taking out all my agression in that one kiss. I could feel her tears but nothing stopped me at the moment. She tried to resist me but i kissed her more instead, she punched my chest and i deepened the kiss clearly telling her who is incharge. I moved back when i lack of breath and look down at her catching my breath and she look at me with pure hatred while tears flow from her eyes.

"You taste good", i said as i release her and turns my back over her," next time think twice before waking the monster up, MISTRESS", i said as i smirked. No one messes with me, now she'll regret for opening her mouth. I was about to move when a hand grabbed my shoulder making me turn, i look up at her confused while her eyes blazed fire. Before i could read her expression and figure it out, her hand was imprinted on my cheeks blocking all my senses for a moment. She holds me from my collar and brings me closer as my mind still echoed the slap she just gifted me, i look at her who was looking at me with all red eyes ready to kill me in the moment.

"I Am Not Your Mistress and that's for kissing me without my consent", she told me spitting fire at her every word. She slapped me. This girl did it again. Blood boils in veins as i stare at her with the same fire she was staring me. Before she could react, i pushed her to the floor recklessly and hold her from her neck. This girl just invites her own death.

"You just invite your own death", i whisper dangerously against her hairs as i rashly pulls her up and drags her outside the room with me. She is going to face the wrath of sanskar Maheshwari and none can save her now.

"Leave mee", she shouts as she struggle in my hold. "Leave", she shouted as she continuously hit me with her other hand and bite me with her teeth but none effect me. Silly girl is doing nothing but adding more fuel to the fire inside me. I drag her down from the stairs and all of my pets runs towards me. I just give them my one dangerous look and they all vanished but this girl didn't even budge. I take her inside my terror room, which'll she soon regret stepping in. I smirked as i blind folds her.

"What the....", before she could open her big mouth again, i shushed her by keeping my palm on her mouth. We could hear each other Heartbeats clearly in this dead silence. I smirked as i brings my lips closer to her lips," sshhh just wait and watch", i whispers as i drag her holding her both hands and pushed her to the ground. Before she could even move, i prick a needle inside her skin. I tranquilized her.

"What the hell", she shouted as i removed the needle and stand. I smirked as i removed the blind cloth welcoming her to the darkness.

"Enjoy your time here honey", i whispers huskily. By my voice she could even guess my satisfaction and her trouble. I walked and lock the door ready to give her the punishment for her worst mistake.

My steps halted when i heard her calling my name. An uneasy feeling crossed my body, i turned my face towards the door where she was in. I was about to take a step forward when the slap echoed in my ears and my hands turned into a fist," I'll not let you distract me", i grits my teeth as i headed inside other rooms where my cameras and microphones are which i installed in that room. I turned on the camera's and saw her. By the horror look on her face i could somewhat guess what is she fearing off. I smirked with uneasiness in my chest and turned on the lights of the door giving her the best gift of her life," won't you see your new friends honey?", i speaks through the speaker. Her eyes snapped open hearing my eyes and she received the biggest shock of her life. I analyze her every expressions and read her. Her eyes went wide while her chest rose up and down with fear, sweat beads formed in her forhead while her lips shivered but she couldn't move,"Nooooooooooooo", she shouts while i jerked a little hearing her. Tears flows from her eyes finally making her vulnerable, she tried to move herself away from those creepy crawlers but she couldn't," sans....skaar", she called my name.

"Enjoying hun?", i asked through the mic with my playful smirk. "Please", her voice was low but audible. She was laying paralyzed on the floor while those creature's were coming towards her with every step they take i could feel my heartbeat pump. "You can't move your body honey your body is tranquilized", i told to escape myself from this situation. Her eyes went wide with horror,i know she is in vulnerable state and this is what i want. "Please", she cried.

"Sanskar", veer barged in the room and my all attention went to him. "What the hell are you doing?", he shouts as he look at me and then the screen. I closed my eyes ignoring him, i don't want to clash with him. "Vee.....", before i could say a loud scream hits our eardrums and our both of head turns towards the screen where we could see a scorpion on ragini's neck. Both of our eyes wide in horror while the scorpion pricks her skin. "Sanskaaarrr", my chest dropped as i saw her loosing her consciousness after taking my name. Veer with no wasting time run towards the room while i stood rooted and i feel unable to move.

"Sanskar", veer's shout broke my trance and i runs towards him. "Open this damn door", he stated as he saw me approaching. My throat went sour as one more realization hits me," it's time locked", i murmured looking down for some reason. Veer punched the door with his fist and glared at me," i didn't wish too see you like this", he mumbles while guilt washed over my face. "I lost it", i mumbles back not knowing how to justify it's action. She was there inside unconscious and surrounded by those creepy crawlers because of me, this is what i wanted right? I want to punish her right? Then, why i am not happy? Why i am feeling guilty? Why i am feeling like to dig a grave and bury myself in it. Why was i feeling like the most ugliest person on earth? Why?
Veer knows it's impossible to break the time lock code of my house but we needed to do it. Without wasting one more second i runned outside my house and brings two axes with me. We need to break this door and this is the only way. Veer who was kicking on the door saw me and his expression changes. I know he is worried for her but, this much? I let go of my thoughts and handed him the other axe and with the count of 3 we started breaking the door while i called some of my minions to help us too. I kicked the door and it's finally landed on floor. Both of my and veer steps halted as we see the scene infront of us. He turned his head towards me and gives me the disgusted look while i saw tears shine in his eyes. I took two steps back and my hands turns into a fist. She was totally surrounded by those creepy crawlers and that too unconscious. My chest feels heavy and i could feel something in my eyes, which cant be tears for sure. Veer rushed along with my minions who locked those creepy crawlers back in their cage while veer picks her up in his arms and runs outside calling for a doctor while i stood there feeling terrible.

I look at myself in the mirror remembering that day, tears left my eyes as i makes a fist hitting my reflection in the mirror. A whimper left my mouth as i closed my eyes. My heart felt heavy, i never apologized for that incident. That was the first time i realized that i was beyond my limits but, i couldnt help because i was always this heartless until she entered my life. I remember what happened after that...i closed my eyes remembring.......

I was sitting besides her staring at her face, for the first time in my life i felt regret and anger. I have hurt and killed several people but nothing effects me like this girl. I was staring at her when i saw her moving, i immediately get up to go out before she saw me but stopped on my tracks when i saw her body in tense mode and she was gasping for breath.

"Get off me, No No No get off me", she started shouting hitting her legs and hands on bed while i stood froze seeing her in panick state. She is in semi-councious state i guess.

"Ragini", i didn't why but her name left my mouth and seeing her continuously struggling i was sure she was imagining those things. I took a deep breath taking slow steps towards her.

"Get off mee...get ..off", she shouts struggling for breath which made my hands trembled for the first time and i felt uneasiness on my chest.

"Noooooo", she shouted as tears stream down her eyes and i couldn't control myself and embraced her in a hug. Her body instantly relax on my hold which made me surprised as i held her close to my chest.

"Shhh relax", i whispers against her head gently caressing her while she clutched my shirt tightly sobbing which for some reason makes my heart pace fast and i felt guilty. I gently caressed her hairs giving her support while she digged her head more into my chest crying.

"Those cre..epy", she was struggling while i could understand her turmoil.

"Shhhh there is no one here okay", i told her as she cried more. I felt someone stabbing my heart. This isn't me. Why i am hurt after hurting her like that?

"I don't want to go there, i don't", she told me while crying while i caresses her back like a mother consoling a kid and giving ease to him.

"Shhh its okay", i told her as i kissed her forhead to my own surprise and she tightened her hold more on my shirt pressing her head against my heart. She can hear my abnormal heartbeat clearly. She keeps crying in my embrace until she falls asleep.

I gently placed her on the bed and covered her with a blanket, i looked at the drip attached to her and then at her face, i gently bent towards her face and wipe the tears with my thumb and caresses her face with my thumb. I never felt this way with anyone then why her tears are putting me in so much agony? I wonder.

"You'll be okay soon", i whispers against her face as i gently kissed on her forehead with my wish and sits on the chair besides her looking at her. This time i won't leave until she herself wants me. I clenched my jaw and shuts my eyes trying to get away from the pain i felt in the moment.

I smiled painfully as i shuts my eyes. That was the first time i realized that she is no ordinary girl in my life but something special. But, me being sanskar was never going to accept that. You know what's irony that even after hurting her that time she was relaxed in my arms. I consoled her which i never did to even myself. Her state made me guilty for my doings for the first time. I never got answer for my question that why i didnt kill her? Why? Maybe the innocence, the light in her eyes made me stopped. The next day when she woke up made me shocked because she never behaves this way. She was behaving violently which made me dazed and guilty at a same time. I never thought i would see her hurting herself and shouting and breaking everything. I felt my chest heavy and i obeyed her when she shouts me to get out. She was the first person who shouts me to get out and even throws things at me and for the first time i stayed silent. I tried to hold her but she starts pulling her hair and crying which made me loose my mind and i silently left..... if there was some other person then ragini, i am sure the person must've been dead by the moment when he opens his mouth but, in her case it was totally opposite. I also had a little argument with veer that day, i know i was guilty and he made me more. So, we decided to talk to her when we found her missing. The monster in me was wide awake when i saw her missing and i clenched my fist ready to find her while in other part of my heart i wished for her safety because of the weak state she was in. Without wasting a time and runs to find her along with others.

I found blood traces everywhere which makes my heartbeat paced fast while my forhead was ceased with tension. I don't know why but, i was having this uneasy feeling with me which makes me mad. I was shouting her name constantly finding her. Where the hell did she get vanished? Why couldn't anyone find her till yet. I hope she don't get unconscious in the forest because of her weak state as there are many snakes which might attack her. This thought again passed a tension as i runs with veer to find her. I don't want her to go atleast in this state. Please ragini, don't play with fire and come back. My steps instantly frozed as i heard my name being calling out.... "Ragini", my mind chanted her name and worry flashed over my face as i run towards the source of voice. My steps instanly froze seeing the scene infront of me and i felt anger built up inside my body. She was being caught in between my two men's while trying to release herself. I pull out my gun instantly pulling the trigger letting them know who arrives. My gaze was intense burning fire as i saw her instantly looking at me. I could see her relax seeing me as if she was waiting for me only. I gazed towards the person who was trying to harm her, my one look was enough to send shivers to them. I clenched my fist looking at them before, i could march and beat the hell out of them something unexpected happened. Ragini kicked him in between the legs causing a loud scream left his mouth while she lands to back to back punches on the other filthy creature causing his nose to bleed. I could see a satisfied smile on her lips but, i was beyond shock to be understatement and i know veer was in same state too seeing her. Is she the same girl who threatened to take her own life while back? No ways.... I still can't understand this girl. She is beyond prediction. I was in my own world trying to put myself together when her movement caught our attention and we know what's going to happen next...

"Ragini", we shouted her name but she didn't budge and she runs with all the strength in her. This girl will make me mad. We rushed to catch her.

"Stop Ragini", veer shouted.

"You'll get caught ragini stop", i shouted as i paced faster to catch her

"NO.....NOOO", she shouts and i could see her energy draining out and alas i caught her.

"Where do you think you'll go after running?", i asked her in a cold tone holding her from shoulder while catching my breath while she catched her.

"I'll not go", she utters making me mad as i pulled towards me caging her in between my arms. "And who ask for you consent?", i whispers against her face looking deeply into her eyes. Her expression changes and before she could do anything i pull her up in my shoulder like i was carrying a sack. I know she must be shocked but babe you don't know me. She struggles to get out of my hold by digging her nails into my shoulders and constantly hitting me but, i didn't budged instead i tightened my hold. You'll have to pay for running away little mice. "Get me down your monster", she shouts while i felt like chuckling hearing her. You did not want to see the monster in me little mice..i am sure..... "i hate you", she utters continuously hitting her while my body becomes rigid as we headed back to mansion. She stops after sometime when she realized that there is no way of going back from the devil. I smirked as we reached and let go her off. I signalled veer and ask him to take those two with him and he understand. I look at ragini who tried to run away and landed up in kitchen. She threatened with me butterknife.... it was the first time i have laughed so hard at something. This girl is mad and made me one too.... i shakes my head as i forcefully took her to room and tried to bandaged her feet which comes out in other thing.....i know her turmoil at the moment but i don't know why but i am not be able to see her pain.

" i am going to bring doctor to check on the bruises, he'll give you some medication until you get some rest and I'll send food for you", i told her in a calm tone. I know she is not used to see this sanskar but i cant be more harsh on her. I get up and starts walking towards exit.

"Aren't you ashamed?", i stopped in my track hearing her voice. I didn't turned.

"Have you ever thought what will your parents will think of you after knowing about all your deeds, they will be ashamed of you for calling you their son", her words hit my eardrums making something flashed in my eyes as i clenched my jaw and fist in anger as i turned and glared her hard. Don't play with fire ragini.

"Don't", i grits my teeths to prevent myself from killing her. None can effect me. None.

"Why? Truth is bitter isn't it? Sanskar", she said while i tightly shuts my eyes with the burning anger inside my body. Stop. Stop. Otherwise I'll chock her to death.

"Shut up Ragini, otherwise...", i shouts in my top voice while she smirked which added fuel in the fire and i could feel my heart burning.

"Otherwise what haan? You'll send me again to those creepy crawlers or you are going to hang me to death or wait you are going to punish my family for my big mouth ? If so then please do it because i have no one in my life for which life you'll threaten me", she said with a sadist smile on her lips making me remembering my mistake.

I raised my eyebrow as i marched towards her pulling her closer to me by my waist," is it? ", i asked as i glared her," what about your only friend then haan? Aren't she your only friend", i whispers against her face while i could see her eyes welling up and i moved back leaving her. She left me with no choice.

"Don't she matter to you?", i asked in a taunting tone while a hot tear leaked her eyes which she quickly wipes it glaring me.

"Kill her", she hissed glaring at me while i stood dazed hearing her answer as she smirked and stands infront of me. She can't be serious.

"I actually want you to kill her so that i can know how more stoop you will low", she utters with hatred evident in her voice while i shut my eyes quickly while making a fist and i feel uneasy in the moment.

"Yes Sanskar go and kill my friend then come and kill me too", i felt a pinged in my heart hearing her and i snapped open my eyes looking at her.

"I. hate. you.", she hissed as she glared at me," i hate you sanskar", she shouted while i moves back as her words directly hit my heart giving me a burning sensation. " i hate you and i want you to die, i want you to die so badly that you rott in hell and never come back", she shouted in her top voice while i stood dazed not be able to say anything. Her words ringed in my ears as i kept staring at her. I could feel something inside me. Pain. Which was far away from my heart. I makes a fist turning my back on her as i felt agony rising inside me. I walked outside as her last shout, "Go and die".

I marched downstairs as her words ringed in my ears making me undergo pain which i only felt once when i lost them. She makes me remember the most drastic day of my life where i buried my old self until today i felt the same vulnerability and helpless which i felt that day seeing them lying in a pool of blood taking their last breathing. I clenched my fist, i am thirsty and i want bloood. My eyes helf fury as i marched towards where veer have kept those two who misbehaved with her. I stopped as i found them tying with ropes while my minions were beating him. "Stopppp", i shouted in my top voice making everyone flinch at their place. That's sanskar Maheshwari for you. I smirked evily as i walked towards my prey while veer looked on dazed seeing me.

"Like touching someone...hun?", i asked with a smirk i hold the man's hand who was trying to kiss ragini. He looked at me shivering...."i.....i", he tried to say something but before he could i twisted his hand making a loud scream left his mouth echoing the room. Everyone looked on dazed as i smirked and give him a tight punch on his face making his nose bleed.

"Sanskar", veer voice reached my eardrums but i was in no mood to stop. "Everyone out", i shouts making all of them disperse leaving veer, me and my two preys behind. The beast was awake in me and i started beating him dislocating his facial features. A jerked my fist as i looked at the other one who was sitting numb and terrified. I liked my terror. I was about to walk towards him making the first one unconscious when veer held my shoulders," what the hell is wrong with you? Leave sanskar", veer shouted and i turned my angry gaze to him and he stopped seeing my look. He knows that i am in no mood of stop. My knuckles bleeds but more then my heart as her words kept ringing provoking me more and i marched towards the others who was shivering,"i am sorry sir....please...leave....me.....please", he pleaded and i smirked, " you should have thought about it before", i uttered kicking him along the chair and starts landing punching as i could feel more anger rising in me.

"Sanskar....stop please......stop....sanskar.......what will ragini think if she comes to know about this...", veer shouts making my fist stopped in the mid air. I shut my eyes tightly, "i hate you..... aren't you ashamed?", i emembers her words and look at the person who was in semi conscious state. I angrily turns and punch him making him loose his concious and stands turning to veer with bloodshot eyes. I walked towards him,"don't let her know", i whisper as i walked forward and takes out gun from my pocket. Without turning i shot both of them down and leave the room. The gun shot echoed the room and blood was splattered all around the room, veer shut his eyes tightly looking at the two dead bodies infront of him and left.

He smiled sadistically, " she still don't know that those two morons are dead", he whispers to himself when he heard a knock. "Come in", he shouts as he keeps the gun back in drawer and wipes his face. "Missed me?", veer peeped his head inside the room while i smiled slightly shaking my head. The annoying brat is back. "Not even a second", i told him as i walked and sits on the couch while he grins entering inside,"you know you cant lie anymore because you aren't the old one", he told while my face expression changes. Yes, i am not the old one but still nothing changes. I was lonely back then and i was lonely now too. "How's she?", i asked not able to hold myself. "Why don't you go and see yourself?", he replied making me irritated. "Don't play with me veer", i said gritting my teeth while he sits besides me. "Why not? You can see her from far if you're this much concerned", veer stated while i snapped my eyes at him angrily," and in the next moment you'll found her here with me", i stated as i shuts my eyes. Yes, i am no more the old sanskar but still i have that one in me and i know the moment my eyes land on her she'll be again in trouble because I'll forcefully will go and will kidnapped her again and this time she won't be able to leave. "I also want that.... let's go back brother", veer said as he keep his hand on my shoulder.

I sadistically smiled," I'll go the day when sanskar maheshwari will die". "Sanskar", veer shouts and i shakes my head," look brother i am telling you it's been 8 freaking months you are going from one place to another. Have some mercy on me, i can't handle all of this alone", veer says in frustration and i couldn't help but felt pity on my friend. Yes, i am hiding. Not because i am scared but, because am planning something big to end all of this at once. The scoundrel raghav told about me to everyone who was unaware of me which lands me in trouble but i am not worried because i know my last step will bring destruction for all and the monster will die as per her wish. I can go back and finish each and everyone who was even thinking to lay a finger on me but, i couldn't. All those days which i spend with her gives me a new perspective and I'll not shed blood once again instead I'll end if for once and all. Maybe that'll make her realize that i was changed even for sometime but i was.

"Sanskar? You okay?", veer shakes me as he wipes the tears which i didnt even notice. I looked at him and smiled painfully," sorry", i uttered while he engulf me in a hug. The only support i have with me now. "Please don't do this to yourself", he whispers and i break the hug shaking my head," i am fine", i lied and i know he knows it too by seeing his angry glare.

"Enough is Enough Sanskar", veer shouts while i sighs knowing what's coming. "Damn...... why the hell did you asked her to leave when you yourself cant stay away from her. Why the hell you let your love go? Why idiot? Why?", veer shouts and i shuts my eyes painfully remembering the day.

You are a monster.

I can't live here. i cant live with a cold bloody murderer like you... I can't

You are a heartless monster and will remain same...

I remembered the day when i last saw her. I remembered her words and it stills hurts with no ease. I hate you ragini. I hate you for making me this vulnerable. I hate you for bringing me back to life and leave me. I know you didn't meant what you said but, you broke me that day. You bring light in my life and leave me in darkness. They were there to kill you and they deserve to die even thinking something like that. You didn't give me a chance to say. You just labeled me as monster again when i thought you are the only one who understands me till now but it all turned to be dust. You broke me ragini. Yes, i am no more heartless and it hurts me. I wish you never uttered those words. I wish you could understand me. I wish i could tell you how much i love you despite i hate you. I hate you ragini for breaking me and I'll never forgive you for this. I wiped my tears which is continuously flowing from my eyes," let's go back brother", veer said and i look at him.

"I'll go but not for her. But, to end everything once and for all", i stated as a glint of fire flashed across my eyes and i clenched my fist, "it's time to say Good Bye to world", i smirked looking at my potrait which ragini made for my birthday. I lOVED YOU.

To be continued.......

Tadaaaaa.....finally wrote part 1 of epilogue after being hanged at one point for several month. Well, most of the story was same except his feelings which i tried to show in this. Well this story was one of my fav i writtten till date and will always be and how can i just at there without a proper end 😋dont know will ragsan be ever one or not but it'll be interesting to see some old sanskar things.....isnt it??? So did you missed ragini in this chappy???

One more thing, epilogue is of 3 parts too...... and tell me do you want more old scenes with sanskar pov or is it ok? Cuz you'll get some flashback of RagSan in next.

Here you go Anto 😋 ab tu apna koi story de new new 😍

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I'll be back soon, till then take care ,be happy....stay home and stay safe....

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