Bad Boy's Girl~ [3]
Bad Boy's Girl~ [3]
I stood rooted at my place hearing the gunshot. I clutch the end of my shirts with my both hands and was about to turn when a strong grip hold me. I know who it was. He quickly protected me in a side hug manner. Wait, if he is here then who is the one with gun. My eyes horrified with the thought. We ara attacked.
"You idiot of a girl, i have told you to go home but no, you have to show your stubbornness, Now pay", sanskar shouts in my ears as he drag me with him.
"I.. I didn't know", i says meekly fear started to errupt in my heart as another gunshot is heard. GOD please save us. PLEASE.
"Hey stopp", i heard someone's voice while sanskar accelerated his speed holding me tight in his embrace.
"Don't turn", he whispers while i hold his coat with my palms tightly.
"Veer?", i asked him worriedly while my forehead beads with sweats, as i didn't see him, he was behind me.
"Finally you are here", veer relief voice is heard and i quickly turns my eyes to find him standing near the car. I sighed in relief.
Sanskar pushed me inside the car as soon as we reach near.
"Hands up", i heard a voice of people while my heart pounds with fear. I look at sanskar while he looks at me.
"Sans....", he cuts me off.
"Don't you try to do anything smart until i come back", he warns me as he took my glance before taking out a gun from his coat and shuts the car door and so did veer. My eyes horrified in fear while tears started to flow from my eyes.
"Sanskaaaarr", i shouted his name as i tried to open the car doors and window but all in vain. My heartbeat rapidly against my chest hearing continuous gun shots voice. I turn around to find anything so that i can break the window but found none. This blank tinted windows again. Why on earth he is so obsessed with this color? Urgghh i pull my hairs frustrated. I can't even see what's happening outside. Thank GOD i am not claustrophobic otherwise i would have been died.
"What if something happens to them?", i murmured to myself as the fear engulfed my heart as more tears flow. Nothing can happen right? Nothing can happen. Afterall he is the bad man. And bad people don't die so easily. Right? I consoled myself with numerous things but my heart doesn't feel ease at once. My all energy drained after trying to open the door. Damn these sounds, i quickly shut my ears with my palms and bring my body closer to me as i hugged myself.
Why the hell they didn't take me with them, i would have kill them. If they try to harm my sanskar and veer na then they'll face my wrath. I thought but my eyes snapped open at the thought. "Yours what?", my mind asked me the question while my chest tighten and i feel number of emotions going through me. I mean ...I mean he is my kidnapper. I am a good girl, i don't want anyone's bad. Yes that's the reason. I answerd my questions as i gulp a lump of saliva. "Then isn't veer your friend? Why didn't you call veer my veer then?" my mind asked me while i ignored it. I didn't want these thoughts in my head in these situations. I removed my palms from my ears. There was no voices of gunshots anymore.
"Why those voice stopped?", i murmured to myself as more tears started to flow my eyes. Are they okay? Did something happen to them? They were 2 and i dont know how many of them was? Sanskar.Veer. i started to bang the windows while i hits my leg continuously to the door. I need to go out and see. I need to go out. I continuously hits the window with my fist but nothing happen. A defeated sob escape my mouth as i cover my plam on my face and cries.
"Please keep them safe", i continuously prayed with my shivering lips and numb body. A panick run through my veins shivering me. Please. I prayed.
I heard the door opening sound and my heartbeat accelerated and i didn't move from my place. What if they are the attacker's?
"Ragini", i heard sanskar voice and my eyes snapped open and i quickly remove my plam from my face and look at him with teary eyes. He look at me closely as he sits besides me.
"Sans...sanskar", my lips shiver and i quickly hugged him as soon as he sat and cries.
"I...i was...sca..scared", i told him as i clutched his coat while my body shivers.
He was startled by my move.
"We...", i think he gulped a lump of saliva," we are okay", he said as he keep his hand on my hairs caressing it. My muscles instantly relaxed in his touch giving me ease. Damn what is he doing to me. Reality hit me and i instantly moves back and look at him closely, just then veer sits with a sigh.
"You both are okay right?", i asked as i wipes my tears and look at them closely looking for any injury and anything.
"Ragini, what happened to you? Why are you crying?", veer asked me worriedly as he glance at me from mirror. I shook my head.
"I...i was scar..ed", i told him stammering.
"Hey we are okay see", veer told me as he flashed me a smile. I nods and smile weakly at him. I glance at sanskar who was looking at me with questioning eyes, ofcourse after what i did he must have questions but unfortunately i don't have answers to it. I turn my face not wanting to look at him.
I took a deep breath relaxing myself as the car starts when his man sits.
"Are they dead?", i asked after minutes of driving still looking outside.
"No they run away after there all bullets got finished", veer told me.
"You could have take me", i murmured in a low voice which i am sure he heard.
"What did you say?", sanskar voice snapped at me and i turns my face to him.
" you shouldn't have done that", i told him as my eyes flashed anger. Ofcourse now everything is okay i am going to be angry, firstly because he pushed me and lock me in and secondly he didn't take me. He didn't know how was i feeling waiting for them to be alright. He didn't know how suffocating and painful that moments was, I'll not let him go easily.
"Done what? You were the one who wants to go to park not me", he told me as his eyes flashed cold.
"First of all they were your rivals not mine, so the park thing doesn't matter in any way, what matters is that you lock me in, you could have take me with you. I would have help you instead of panicking inside the car", i shouts as my eyes become red with unshed tears, i could feel the burning sensation in my heart as i say those words.
"What did you just say? Take you? So that you could die", he shouts as i flinch on my place," and who are you? Are you black widow who can kill them in an instant", he shouts as he gives me a dark glare.
"Why do you care if i die there or not haaan? You were also going to do same na ", i shouts as i can see his eyes having different emotions," and about black widow, don't you dare bring marvel in our fight", i shouts as i fold my arms across my chest and sits straight.
"What the.....", he shouts as i can see him giving 'what-the-hell-do-u-say' look with the corner of my eyes.
"Who the hell is marvel", he shouts as he look at me while my eyes instantly turns to him and my anger replaced by shocked.
"You don't know marvel?", i asked as i gasped while he gives me a death glare in return which gives me a NO sign.
"Then why did you bring black widow if you don't know what marvel is?", i asked as i give him confused look.
"Black widow is a spider who can kill people instantly with it's venom", he told me while i blinks several times to understand what he meant.
"Oh i thought you are talking about Scarlett Johansson", i told him as i smacked myself. He give me confused look again while i sigh, seems like his anger is also replaced by confusion.
Veer coughs," uhmm uhmm he isn't into movies", veer told me who gives me and Sanskar nervous look through raremirror.
"I was exhausted so i didn't disturb your fight", he again said giving us sheepish smile while i shakes my head not knowing when the anger replaced me. I sighs as i turn to look outside window. Ragini you are nuts. I told myself.
"I thought you want me to die, dont you?", my heartbeat instantly stopped at his question while no words come out of my mouth.
"Didn't you pray for me to die?", his voice again reached my eardrums while i could feel he needs a desperate answer to his question. I gulp a lump of saliva before turning my face to him.
"I do", i told him while my heart pained," i do pray you die", i said as i look into his eyes. Damn ragini. I could see his lips turning into a smirk as he stares at me.
"Really?", he mocked as he brings his face closer to mine while my breath got hitched," then why did you want to come with me?", he whispers against my face while i blinks gulping a lump of saliva," and this", he touch my face while i feel shivers run down my spine, he wipes the tears stains as he look at me. My heartbeat fast and i instantly moves back and turns my face releasing a breath while sanskar stood at his place confused and hurriedly adjusted himself for his sudden act.
"It's because i was worried for veer", i answerd not looking at him and look outside avoiding him. He didn't replied nor i said anything next.
All this was seen by veer who was all smiling.
"Kuch tho hua hai, kuch hogya hai", he murmured in his breath as he smiles and lean on the seat closing his eyes.
whats wrong with you ragini?you werent suppose to behave this way. He is your kidnapper FOR GOD SAKE, he hurt your friend too and he hurted you as well. why he matters to you? you were suppose to hate him. Remember how ruthless and cold hearted he is, his closeness should not effect you. You cant trust someone again. He is a monster who will kill you one day or other.You need to get away before he hurts you again. HE SHOULD NOT EFFECT YOU. I battled in between my thoughts,i was having an uneasy feeeling thinking about all this. i steal a glance of his face from corner my eyes. i was lost looking at him. You hurted me sanskar, you hurted me many times but now in this three days its different. Why? Why sanskar? why i am feeling this way about you? when did your life become important to me? why whenever i look into your eyes, i dont find the same heartless monster but instead i find a child who is trapped badly in dark. Why your eyes scream to look through it? Why sanskar?
"Why?", i mumbled uncounciously looking at sanskar who turns to look at me.
"what?", he narrowed his brows while i become startled for a moment, blinking my eyes i shakes my head in a NO and looks away. I heard his sigh, i shut my eyes removing every thoughts, i don't want to think. I don't. I stay silent glancing out not sparing my mind and heart to convey their thoughts or emotions to me.
I jerked as we finally reached his place after minutes of travelling. I quickly opened the car door and goes inside leaving the two confused soul behind.
Sanskar and veer look at each other as they look at her disappearing figure. Sanskar release a sigh while veer shakes his head as he walks towards the dikki of car and takes out the shopping bags and headed inside the mansion.
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I lock the door and walks inside my room all lost, i sits on the couch with a thud unable to hold my thoughts anymore. All those feelings and emotions which i felt while ago was something i never feel. I am behaving weird, so damn weird. I am confused as well scared with all this. These strange feelings and my weird behaviour, this all isn't good. I cant afford to have all these, these are strange as well as scary. They are changing not in a way i want. What's with the fear and pain and all? Remember ragini you are a girl born with unfortunate, you can't do anyone good. You are trouble and you bring trouble to everyone. No one's like you because you are annoying and so did he. He have told you many times that you are annoying so remember that, if you think by thinking about his eyes and questions you'll consoled your feelings then it's all your fake imaginary world, which you created. That's reality ragini. You are not reading any of your mafia stories in which the kidnapper changed and starts having feelings for his hostage but it's reality. A reality from which you cant run. Maybe you are sympathizing him because after what you said and veer told you about him,right? That can happen and no other feelings and all. Right. I consoled myself with numerous thoughts and fight battle within myself , in this all chaos one thing stay silent. That was my heart. Which was beating rapidly at the thoughts and struggle i am going through. My heart didn't jump in and said something instead it stays silent all the time giving me an uneasy feeling. And that doesnt good to my state instead worsened me trapped me in my own turmoil.
My thoughts got broken by the sound of my door, i inhaled a sharp breath before plastering a fake smile on my face and walk towards the door, only to find veer standing with a distressed face.
"You okay?", he asked while i nods at him. He sighs as he enters my room while i followed him.
"Look ragini trust me we didn't kill anyone of them, we tried to shoot them in leg or arm but they got saved only one person got hit in the arm otherwise all were safe without scratches even me and sanskar hide and safe our self so please don't think we kill them and stress yourself", he told me with a hint of worry in his voice. I blinks at him as i understand what he meant. He thinks i am stressed because i think they killed them but in reality i was stressed with the fact what if they got hurt or something? I didn't care about any of those man who attacked but instead i care for the person i think i hate the most.
"Ragini?", my thoughts broken by veer distressed voice. I look at him and inhales a deep breathe.
"Who were they?", i asked, i didn't know why i asked this question. He gives me a quizzical look as he try to understand what i asked.
He clears his throat before answering," i.... Umm we don't know", he told me in a low voice while my eyes snapped at him.
"What do you mean?", i asked not knowing his exact mean.
"I mean we don't know who were they because they werent are rivals because none know who sanskar and me are in real,other then our people and you because if someone know about our reality then the person doesnt live longer.... You know what i mean", he said stammering at his last words while i blinks my eyes continuously taking what he meant.
"But...but that attack", i don't know why but fear erupted in my heart's. If they aren't his rival then who were they?
"I don't know, they seems like a normal gang of theives who want to robbed, i think that's why they choose mall i guess", veer says as he shrugged his shoulder but i wasn't fully convinced.
"Ragini", he keeps a hand on my shoulder startling me, i blinks at him still recovering from the shocking news and fear.
"Take this medicine and sleep for a while you'll feel better", he told me while i nods taking the medicine since my mind was blank at the moment I'll listen to him.
"If you need anything then tell me and the door isn't locked incase you want to come out of your room", he told me while i look at him thankfully for his care as i eats the medicine. He is the genuine person afterall, my heart always says that he isn't a bad person nor does he want to kill people it's just that he didn't want to leave his friend alone on anything that's why he do that, maybe even he tried to make sanskar understand but he didn't listen afterall what had he gone through, I thought.
"And here you again stopped your thoughts at him? What's wrong ragini hold your grip", my mind told me while i tightly shuts my eyes. I need to avoid him, i need to stay away from him. I inhale a sharp breath before reaching my bed and covers myself with quilt. I keep my head on a soft pillow as i look at the ceiling lost in my own thoughts. I didn't know till how long i stare at the ceiling and soon sleep overtook me.
"Ragini, Ragini", i heard sanskar voice, i scrunched my eyes as i opened my eyes to look at him. I jerked as i found him so close to me. I pushed him a little and sits straight covering myself.
"What the hell you are doing here?", i shouts but instead of replying me he chuckles, the chuckle was dark which scared me as i look up at him. Soon he reached towards the socket and closed all the lights making everything dark around me just a moon light was coming through window from which i can see him little. My eyes widen in horror and my heartbeat dropped. I don't like darkness. I don't. I shakes my head continuously as fear started to errupt in my heart.
"Sans..skar", i stammers at my words as i could see him coming towards me with small steps. His eyes dark while an evil smirk playing on his lips which didn't give me good feeling.
"What do you think you can run away from me", he comes closer and look directly into my eyes," Ra.Gi.Ni", his voice changed while i felt myself numb at the moment hearing his voice. Tears started to flow my eyes as i shakes my head in a NO.
"NO NO NO", i shouts loudly as i clutched the quilt and shakes my head vigrously with tears continue flowing. Soon sanskar eyes turn into black while his face becomes all white and his appearance turns into a black one. He laughs darkly spreading his arms making me scared more and more.
"I'll find you, I'll find you", he said in a different voice as he level his face to mine. I felt horrified seeing his black eyes while he smirks as he soon turns into a bat and i shouts closing my eyes tightly.
"Goooooo Gooooo Gooooo", i shouts as i continue shaking my head.
"Ragini", i heard someone's panciked voice.
My eyes snapped open as i sits on the bed with all sweaty.
"Ragini", sanskar and veer rushed inside my room. I look at them and then at my surrounding. I covered my face with palm as i realize it was a dream. A very bad one. I sobs not caring who were present there or not the dream has indeed terrified me to no end.
"Le..ave", i told them in between my sobs while i felt my chest heavy.
"Ragini", veer worried voice reached my eardrums while i could feel sanskar gaze on me, i don't know why.
"Leave please", i told them meekly not showing them my face. I don't wan themt to see me in my vulnerable state but i am helpless. I heard their footsteps and door close sound after few seconds. I removed my hands from my face as i look at the closed door, i inahle a deep breath calming myself as tears flow from my eyes.
"It's okay ragini it was just a dream okay just a dream", i consoled myself looking at my reflection in mirror holding the basin tightly in the washroom. His black eyes flashed while i tightly clutched the basin as i shut my eyes and calm myself down. I quickly open the tap and throws water on my face several times. I took a deep breath as i look at my reflection and forced myself a smile. I can't fall weak, i am strongest. I wipes my face with a nearby towel and moves out from the washroom changing into the clothes which i already have. I inhale a sharp breath before going out of my room. I need fresh air, i cant stay in this room. I hold the door knob and walks out of the room.
My steps halted near his room as i glance at the door, while i shakes my head and headed towards stairs. I descends the stairs lost in my thoughts, i didn't know when i unbalanced and was about to fall when someone's hold me before i touch the ground, and i didn't need to know who it was, i raised my eyes to meet his. He blinks at me as he look at me closely, his eyes held concerned which makes me shock for a moment. Is this concerned for me? I asked myself as i look into his eyes to find the answer and to my surprised he didn't flinch away his eyes as he usually do whenever i try to read him but instead he grip me tighter brings me close to his chest. My heart pounds on my chest at our proximity.
"Are you okay?", his concerned filled voice broke my thoughts and reality hits me, my eyes widen in shock and his black eyes flashed infront of me making me to push him and cause me to fall on stairs. He looked at me startled while i starts shaking my head.
"Stay away", i said as i keep my both hand on the stairs looking down," stay away from me sanskar, please", i told him with glassy eyes. He look at me for a minute bewildered at my reaction while i looks away not looking into his eyes.
"Ragi..", he was about to take a step forward me when i show him my plam and nods in no.
"Please sanskar", i told him while i could see him shocked. He release a deep breath as he look at me and turns away, he look at me from his shoulders," come and have dinner",as he said those word's he disappeared to my sight while i release a deep breath as i wipes my tears. I need to stay away from him. I need to stay away. I calm myself down before headed towards dinning.
"Smile ragini smile", i told myself numerous time only to grit my teeth in return before reaching dinning. I could hear whispers from dinning and i know who it belongs. I could see them getting allert as they saw me approaching . I faked smile at them and i know they gussed it by seeing the looks on their faces. I quickly sits on the chair quietly. I could see both of their gaze on me which makes me uncomfortable. I think they both noticed as they looks away. There was an awkward silence between us, i know there were many questions on their minds but i didn't have any answers for it.
"Err.Ragini you okay?", finally veer breaks the think silence as he look at me. I averted my gaze from my palms to him and nods as i forced a smile," just a bad dream i guess", i said nervously as i scratch my head with a fake smile. A very bad though. I gulp a lump of saliva.
"Oh", escaped his mouth as he look at me and then at sanskar. All this while i didn't spare him a look because i know he is looking at my direction with questioning eyes and i don't want that. I need to avoid him.
I play with my food on my plate as again it was all silence around me. I felt suffocated, i want to get up and leave the place but i couldn't. I don't want to behave weird infront of them.
"Stop playing and eat your food", his voice reached my eardrum with a hint of anger, i didn't need to look up at the owner of the voice.
"Can i use your kitchen?", i asked him still gazing at my plate. I am not hungry but i guess a cup of coffee will work.
"You can tell maid what you want to eat", he replied, i know he is looking at me at the moment.
"No i want to make myself", i replied politely while i heard his sigh.
"Ok", he replied while i instantly get up and walks from there not looking at him once. Maybe it effects him or maybe not. I shrugged my thoughts as i walk into the kicthen and saw the same maid who come at my room that day. She looks at me nervously smiling. I know she must be feeling awkward seeing me. I walked towards her and look down," i am sorry for that day", i told her as i look down. I can see her surprised face.
"No..no mam", she shakes her head as she stumbles at her words but i hold her hand and apologize again for my behavior. She looks at me for a minute before smiling genuinely at me.
"Do you need anything mam?", she asked me while i nods no.
"I want to make myself a cup of coffee", i replied as i glance around the kitchen which was also designed beautifully.
"I can make it for you", maid replied while i nods in a no.
"It's okay i can make myself just give me the things please", i told her smiling faintly. She nods as she took out the things i need.
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"What's wrong with her?", veer muttered as he glance at sanskar who seems lost.
"Did you do anything sanskar?", veer couldn't help but ask, sanskar eyes shot up at him and he glares him.
"I.Didn't.Do.Anything", he grits his teeth while veer gulps nodding. Sanskar shut his eyes quickly and makes a fist. How can she avoid me, how can? He thinks in his head as he gets up from his chair and storms towards the kitchen angrily.
His step stopped before entering the kitchen as his eyes fell on her, she was making something for her while talking to one of his maid. She had a small smile on her face which didn't reach her eyes as it do. But atleast she is talking normally. He thinks as he release a sigh and open his fist. He hides as he stares at her from far.
"Done", ragini poured the coffee in a cup as she give maid a small smile who smiles back.
"Good night", ragini said as she takes the cup and walks toward exit.
Sanskar who saw her coming out widen his eyes and took a deep breath posturing himself stern and acts like walking in kitchen.
Ragini steps halted as she saw him coming, he stops and looks at her, ragini looks at him and looks away taking a deep breath and walks outside completely ignoring him.
He shut his eyes tightly looking at her disappearing figure. "Damnn", he gritted his teeth as he makes a fist.
"Do you need anything sir?", maid asked nervously as she saw him entering the kitchen.
Sanskar jerked and look at her,"No", he replied sternly as he leaves from there.
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I stared at the moon as i took a sip of my coffee, i want to go out in the garden but i am sure none will allow me to go so i decided to come back in this room, atleast i have window here otherwise i don't know how i am going to live here. Me, who never in her wildest dream even think that her life take a drastic turn in one day. In one day my life will take a 360 degree turn. I never thought that leaving shimla will cost me this. I never thought I'll be again in a mess. I never thought that I'll be this much distressed because of my own feelings. I never thought that i can trust someone after what happened to me there. Life is surely strange and it always take unexpected turns you never thought it'll take. I was happy in my life, i have a house, a supporting best friend, 2 jobs, chim and a peaceful life, yes yes i know that i used to struggle too but that was a part of my life since i am born. My life was never easy from childhood till now. I have faced one thing or other. On a age of 5 when children of my age started studying, i started doing job as a Labour. I know child Labour is crime but there is no one to support me. There was a person who then helps me and give me job and small house too with other orphan kids. I always wanted to study so i started saving my money keeping myself starving. Then after i saved enough money with the help of person i started going school, i used to give my own fees but then he started taking my expense being my angel guardian until he left the world and again i was all alone but that time i was become a strong girl who can go through hardships so i worked and study at a same time. I got annu in my life too who helps me and treat me as a family. Her mother also treat me as a daughter but her father not, he was strange. But i was used to live my life that way and then after that incident i come here to find myself, to give myself a new meaning. Annu already come here an year back and she called me here too. I got jobs, a house and everything was going perfectly until that day. The day when i got robbed, the day when i search for someone's help and found him killing the person. The day when i got to know about my friend's lover who wasn't the person she used to think. The same person i saw that day and the same who brings me here. I thought i was going to die but instead of shooting me right in my head, someone hit me from back which makes me injured and unconscious and after that day everything starts. I entered a new life i never imagined i Will live with a cold blooded monster and his friend. I never despise anyone in my life as much i despise him. I never pray for someone's bad but i did for him until that day, i don't know from the day he brings me back here in the mansion and treated me it's not the same, from the day i saw him broken, hurt. From the day i know about his past, it pained me, it pained me like i was the one go through it. I have gone through many things, but never ever it effect me the way he does. I started seeing him in a new light instead of darkness. Maybe no one ever tried to bring him back from the darkness he trapped himself in. Today also when he pushed me and look at me for a minute before taking out his gun, i can see his eyes saying 'I'll not let them harm you, i am here don't worry'. Strange isn't it. I don't know whether the way he effect me , i do him too. Today i realized the real fear of loosing someone, but why? I hate him right. Then why all this mess. How can i have these strange emotions for the person who captured me and tortured me ruthlessly. He is a monster and remain a monster. I shall control myself before i loose myself and broke myself completely. I am not a girl who can afford all these feelings only to get broken at the end. I need to hold myself before anything else happen. I need to avoid him as much as i can. He don't effect me. He don't and nor he can make me weak. I am Ragini who knows how to go through every hardship and struggle. Right.
I inhale a deep breath as i look at the moon and keep the cup on side table. After all these talks i didn't feel ease at once. I used to talk with moon and feel peace everytime but why not today? Why everything is changing around me why?. I frustratedly growls as i sit on the bed.
I point at my heart,"what's wrong with you? Why are you making me feel this helpless and restless?, Why are you giving me bad vibes why heart why?", i asked as i grits my teeth by the silent treatment of my heart. I look around the room and sighs turning around on bed. Please GOD i have bear enough for today no more anything please. I whispers as i shut my eyes. I lean my head on the bed as i hugged the pillow imagining it to be chim. I want to go back to my life.
I tried to close my eyes to have a sleep but those black eyes and the voice was circling around my mind making me more and more distressed and anxious. I am not having a good feeling about my dream,not at all. I make a fist and punches the pillow taking out all my uneasiness,frustation on it but nothing work, i sighs exhausted as i touch my forhead with my palm.
"What the hell ragini?", i shouts as i throw the pillow to my side. Nothing is working Nothing is. I need anu, yes i need my friend,only she can listen to me and sooth me. Damnnnn, why i am here? Why? I shouts helplessly , these feelings, these damn feelings. Please go away. Please go away from my heart. Did you listen? Go away. I sighs as tears started to flow my eyes helplessly. I have become a cry baby now a days. I didn't know i have this much stock of water in my body because I keep crying. I shakes my head as i wipes my tears and gets up going where i don't want to.
I stand near his door calming myself, i am feeling restless and i need to tell him, these damn bad vibes are scaring me and that dream too. Maybe after telling him about all these i feel ease because it's related to him right? I shook my head as i forward my hand to tap on his door but stopped midway. My hands instantly pull the door knob and it opens to my surprise. Don't he lock his door? I thought as i gulp a lump of saliva before entering his room. This is the first time i am entering his room after that incident. His room is huge one from mine, it had grey black walls with white ceiling , with the luxurious furniture and carpet. There was a huge painting of him hanged in his wall near his bed, my eyes instantly reached the person lying on the bed and my breath got hitched. I took small steps as i walks further towards him having clear view of his face. My breath accelerated as his face come in my view, his forhead was ceased with tension while his hairs were falling over his face,although he look cute while sleeping but there was something missing in his sleep and that was peace, his heartbeat paces fastly telling me how restless he is in his sleep, i couldn't help but move forward as i tried to touch his face but stop midway. My heartbeat stopped and i didn't know when my tears starts flowing bringing back the restlessness in my heart. He shot open his eyes as my tears fall over his face and i move back instantly shock as he sits up.
Anjaane ho tum jo, begane ho tum jo
Pehchaane lagte ho kyun
Tum ghehri neendon mein jab soye soye ho
To mujh mein jagte ho kyun
Jab tujhko pata hai dil muskurata hai
"What the", he shouts but stopped as he look at me shocked. Tears flow from my eyes as i moved back.
"B..ad d...ream", i utters stammering clutching the end of my shirt as i look at him gulping a lump of saliva.
Kya tujh se hai waasta
Kya tujhmein dhoondhoon main
"Ragini", he pull off his quilt and walks towards me while i moves back scaredly.
"I....i so...rry...", i look down shaking my head. He stopped at his track as he saw me taking a step back seeing him coming towards me.
Kya tujhse chaahoon main
Kya kya hai tujhmein mera
"Stop", he shouts while i flinch. He inhaled a deep breath as he walks towards me and stands in front of me. I quickly shut my eyes waiting for his outburst but to my surprise he gently hold me from my shoulders.
Jaanu na main tujhmein mera hissa hai kya
Par ajnabi Apna mujhe tu laga
"What happened?", he asked me concerned while my eyes snapped open at him. Tears flow from my eyes more and i felt helpless at the moment.
"D..re..am", i uttered as i look at him.
Jaanu na main tujhse mera rishta hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
He look at me as he remove his hands from my shoulders and gently take my hand in his wrist bringing me near his bed and making me sit. I look up and met my teary eyes to him.
"Tell me clearly", he gently said as he sits in front me and take my hand on his palm and pats. I felt turmoil of emotions gushed through my body at his gesture. I could see him worried. A sob escapes my mouth and i quickly keep my palm on mouth shutting it.
Tujhse taalluk jo nahi kuch mera
Kyun tu lage hai apna sa
"Ragini", his voice reached my eardrums and i instantly hugged him crying.
"Something is going to happen sanskar, something bad", i told him in between my cries while he pats my head as he protectly keep his hand on my back.
Dekhoon jo tujhko ek nazar jaaye bhar
Mujh mein hai mera jo khala
"Nothing is going to happen ragini,nothing ssshhhh", he said as he took a deep breath and caresses my hairs. I feel a fragile peice in his arms which he is protecting. I shakes my head as i broke the hug and sniffed as i look at him.
Zindagi mein khushi tere aane se hai
Warna jeene mein gham har bahaane se hai
"You....you that dream", i shut my eyes not able to speak.
"Look at me ragini and tell me", his voice again reached my eardrums and i felt his hand cupping my both sides of cheeks. I slowly open my eyes and meet his. My heartbeat stopped at the moment. He have the power to make me something which i never feel.
Yeh alag baat hai hum mile aaj hain
Dil tujhe jaanta ek zamane se hai
"I saw a ..dream", i told him as he nods listening to me and wipes my tears with his thumb gently sending butterflies to my stomach. I continued telling him about my dream and he kept listening patting my hand in his palm as he is listening and understanding me.
Jaanu na main tujhmein mera hissa hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
A sobs escapes my mouth as i finished talking, he sits besides me as he hold me close to his body. "Look Ragini nothing bad will happen, it's because of morning incident and nothing else, don't worry", he told me as he pats my head. I shakes my head and moves as i look into his eyes.
"I am feeling restless sanskar something ba..", before i could complete he keep his finger on my lips while i stares at him.
"When i am telling you nothing will happen then trust me", he said as he look directly into my eyes. I could feel my heartbeat stopped as we share an eyelock. I saw honesty in his eyes for the first time as he said those words.
"I'll never let anything happen to you,got it", he said while i feel burning of emotions in my heart, my eyes become misty as i hear those words, for the first time in my life someone said he'll protect me, for the first time, i open my mouth to say something but my mouth felt dry at the moment. I sniffed as i nods looking at him with a smile that appears on my lips and atlast i felt light. The ease which i didn't get after talking to moon, i got it now from the most unexpected place.
Jaanu na main tujhse mera rishta hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
"I Trust You", i said as i smiled at him but his facial expression changes as he look at me quizzical, i can see many questions and emotions in his eyes. I blinks at him while he keep staring at me. We both got jerked by the sudden sound of alarms that broke in his house. He instantly stand up and look at me while i looked at him quizzical.
"Damn", he hissed as he goes and take out gun from his drawer while my eyes widen and my heartbeat stopped at the moment.
"Sanska..ar", i gasped as i look at him. He look at me and took a deep breath as he walks towards me and holds me from my shoulders.
"Look Ragini stay here and lock yourself from inside", he said while i feel fear crawl inside my heart. I gulps as i nods no.
"This soun...", before i could complete i heart gunshot sounds and my mouth instanly dropped in shock and fear and i moved back and stumbled.
"Ragini", sanskar holds me and makes me sit but i feel numb at the moment. My fear intuitions come back to me and tears leaked my eyes.
"Ragini do what i am telling you to do, trust me nothing will happen to you, lock yourself from inside", sanskar said as he shakes me while i stood unmoved.
He makes me sit and rushes towards the door, he turns and look at me," NOW RAGINI", he shouts while i jerked as i look at him. We stare at each other for a second before he shuts the door and i feel myself collapsing on the floor.
"Why it is happening why?", i shouts as i covered my ears to not hear any sound.
"When i am telling you nothing will happen then trust me"
"I'll never let anything happen to you,got it", his words ringed in my ears and i instantly get up wiping my tears with my palm. I told him i trust him and i do. I know nothing will happen to me nor to them,nothing. I nods as i walks towards the door and locks it. I goes and sits back on his bed. All those gunshots, screaming shouting voices are coming making me distressed. I didn't want to go out and see all the house covered with blood. That thought horrified me but i keep myself in control, i cant fall weak. I can't. And pray for them.
I was fighting back the tears that were threatening to fall from my eyes. I wish this all turn out to be a dream, these drastic voices are scaring me to no end even if i try to keep myself in check. Why do i feel it's all because of me? Why do i feel i put veer and sanskar in danger because of me? That voice in my dream that was..... My thoughts were disturbed by the bang on the door. My chest explode with fear as the bang sounds become louder.
"Open the door girl", i heard someone's shout. It was neither veer nor sanskar. My eyes widen and finally the tears i was fighting back falls over my face. I gets up and hides under the bed covering myself.
"If you don't want to die open the doooor", another voice shouts making me flinch at my place while i cover my mouth with my palm to stop the sobs threatening to escape my mouth. That dream. That damn dream.
Thudd!!!! The door open with the jerked while my eyes widen seeing two people's foot. I covered my mouth not making any voices while tears continuously follows. My mind went blank and my body numb. The broke the door and i couldn't stop them. Where are you sanskar? Where are you? I close my eyes praying for them to be alright. The footsteps grow closer and closer making my heart explode with panic.
"Ahhhhhhhh", i shrieked as i feel someone holding my hairs, i open my eyes and found a man looking at me with a smirk.
"There you are", he said as he drag me out of the bed while i continuously shouts.
"Leave me", i tried to push him but he holds my hairs tighter making me yelp in pain while the other stood smirking.
"Boss will be happy", the other said while i look on confused hearing the word "BOSS".
"Yess", the one holding me replied looking at the other one, i took the moment of distraction and punch him harder pushing him. I tried to run when the other one holds me from my shoulders while i tried to punch him but he holds my hand and slaps me harder and i fall on ground.
"You witch", the other one shouts as he holds me from my neck while i tried to punch his hand off crying in pain. The one i hit look at his bleeding nose and then me with anger.
THA!!!
He falls on the floor crying holding his hand which was bleeding , my eyes instantly falls over the person and i smiled with my tears. He look at me as he put down his gun and nods looking at me. I crawled towards him but stopped as i felt something sharp on my neck. My eyes widen as i look at the knife.
"Stay there otherwise she's dead", the one i hit warns sanskar as he press the knife against my skin making me flinch.
"Noooooo", sanskar shouts as takes a step forward while i nods no teary eyed. My body felt numb and my eyes was looking at the only person in front of me. He looked at me as he makes a fist, his eyes red with anger.
"Drop your gun", the one holding me says glaring sanskar whose eyes turn darker looking at him.
He was about to kneel when he cautiously point the gun and about to hit my captivator when no bullets come out and i look at him horrified.
"Shit", sanskar shouts while the one holding me starts laughing seeing the empty gun. Tears flow from my eyes i look at him helplessly ignoring the pain i feel at the moment.
Sanskar took his moment of distraction and throw the empty gun to his head.
"Ahhh", he stumbled as he drops the knife and moves back holding his head. I was about to run towards sanskar when i saw someone behind him.
My eyes widen," sanskaaaaar", i shouts, sanskar look at me confused but before he could move further someone hit him from the rod on his head. His eyes widen as he holds his head with his both palm. My heartbeat stopped looking at him. Tears flow from my eyes.
"Rag...in..i", he fumbled at his words looking at me as he collapsed on the floor on his knees with blood dripping down from his head, his hand was red too. I stood froze and everything stop working.
"Sans...kar", i mumbled at i look at him without blinking. He was looking at me as he tried to get up from the floor. His movements jerked me and i crawled towards him ignoring the blood dropping from my neck. His head hit the floor and he falls unconscious and i was about to hold him when i felt a needle pierced my skin.
"Say bye love", i heard someone's voice as i tried to hold sanskar and blinks continuously, my hand touch his face and everything becomes black.
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My eyes shutter open only to find darkness around me. Where am i? The first thing my mind registered was the immense pain on my body, i was shivering. I tried to hug my body only to realize i was tied by the rope on something like pipe which was rusty. I tried to speak but my mouth was tapped too. The air in this place stinks to hell which makes difficult for me to breath.
My eyes roamed around only to find a broken window at far from which dim light was coming. The place seems like a abundant old factory or warehouse, my guess so far. I tried to open my hands but all in vain because it gives me only pain. I helplessly closed my eyes praying for sanskar and veer. I hope they are fine. A lone tear escaped my eyes but i hold onto myself because i know sanskar will come and fine me soon. I consoled myself as i close my eyes thinking about all the happy moments of life to distract myself.
The throbbing of my head didn't stop which made me to curse the person who brought me here. Wait. I am no related to mafia right? Then why the hell on earth i am kidnapped. My eyes widen. If they were sanskar rivals then why did they kidnapped me at first place. Secondly, one of his minion said boss will be happy but for what? For me? Do he know me? Do he know sanskar?
"No he surely don't. If he knows sanskar then he shouldn't have the guts to mess with sanskar at first place", my mind stated and i agree. After all these days i have spent with him, i have realized that he isn't easy one to mess with. His eyes, his action speak power. Power to destroy. His one dangerous look can send shiver to the other person but in my case i don't know why i always test his patience. I don't know why he didn't kill me at first place but whatever the reason is i never felt any fear yeah at some point i do fear him but after that i didn't. Sanskar, i just hope he is fine. A tear leaked my eyes remembering him and my heart pained. I know the mere rod can't take him down. He is sanskar afterall. I tried to smile but all in vain.
Where are you sanskar?
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"Bro", veer touch his shoulder as he sits up holding his head.
"Where is she?", he ignored his throbbing pain in the head and shot his questioning eyes to him.
Veer looks down as didn't have any answer.
"Answer me damn it", sanskar shouts as he tried to get up but the pain stopped him but he didn't budge and holds veer from his shoulder and glares him.
"They took her with them", veer replied as he look down guilty. Sanskar removes his hand from his shoulder and makes a fist as he looks on angrily.
"Find her as soon as possible", he hissed as he grits his teeth and look at everyone present in the room. Everyone nods and goes from there and his eyes travel to veer who was avoiding him. He sighs as he look at veer.
"I promised her nothing will happen to her", sanskar says as he tightly shut his eyes. Veer eyes travelled to him, his eyes red with unshed tears.
"Nothing will happen to her,nothing", veer mumbles as turns his back on him and walks outside leaving sanskar alone.
Sanskar open his red eyes as he look at his room. He inhaled a sharp breath as he remembers her.
"I am coming ragini", he mumbles as he saw the same knife which was on ragini's neck. He clutched the knife in his hand tightly making his palm bleed.
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I closed my eyes immediately as i heard footsteps thudded sound nearing me. I could feel someone presence near me due to the alcoholic smell. I tried my best to act faint when i felt a cold hand against my cheeks and i feel disgusted.
"Hey you girl, get up and eat", he taps my cheeks while all i want to hit the person Where sun doesn't shine to hit me. I act like opening my eyes as i his ugly face came in my view.
"Eat this", he said as he throws the food and i heard paper scraping sound. Before i could do anything i found him going. I tried to shout but all came as a muffled due to my mouth tape.
Damn. How the hell i am supposed to eat at first place when i am tied with ropes and secondly my mouth was tied too then how the hell will i eat, this idiotic of minion. I cursed as my eyes land on the food in front me which looks old. Not that i want to eat food but i realised Sanskar was much much better kidnapper then this moron who kidnapped me. Atleast i have a roof and food there not like this. I sighs as lean on the wall while my muscle pained to hell and the throbbing head was just making my state worst but i need strength to face the person who brought me here. I thought.
I didn't know till how long i have stayed in the same position consoling myself when i heard a thudd sound and piled of footsteps nearing me. I turned my head and 10 people entered wearing grey color shirt and black pant, i realized two of them were the same who brought me here but what caught my attention was the silhouette behind them who was taking slow steps towards me as if he is trying to make a grand entery.
My eyes widen as his face came into my view and my heartbeat stopped and i stood froze.
"Missed me beautiful?", he uttered as he walked towards me and bents to my level while i pray all of this turn out to be a dream. He tried to touch me with his other hand as his one hand was plastered.
I twisted my face rejecting his touch while i heard his ugly laugh.
"You are still the same Ragini", he utters while i felt disgust hearing my name and i feel burning my body as i remember his deeds.
"Why didn't you eat?", he asked me while i turns my face to him after hearing such question. I mumbled against my tied mouth while he gives me a quizzical look. I glared him hard as he removed the tape from my mouth.
"How old are you raghav?", i asked him as i look at him.
"28", he replied frowning.
"Good because your age is higher then your iq", i spat while he glared me hard. I didn't flinch nor react because i have seen the most dangerous glare already.
"Shut your big mouth otherwise", he warns as he holds my face rashly.
"Otherwise what?", i asked as i glared him.
He chuckled darkly as he warns"You'll face worst".
"I have already face worst so let's not count that and you'll not become terrifying if you chuckle like that you know", i said in a advising tone as i blinks.
"Youuu", he shouts as he holds me from my neck while i felt suffocated and i feel blood dripping down from my neck because of the earlier scratch.
"You'll die", i said in between my chocking while he left me and look at me surprised.
He laughs as he thinks i am joking.
"Who'll make me die? You?", he asked as he again laughed.
I smirks hearing him, so i was right he surely don't know about sanskar.
"No not me i don't want my hands filthy by your blood see", i said while his laughter dried as he look at me dangerous and it satisfies me to see him like that.
"You actually don't know with whom you messed", i said in a warning tone while his eyebrow twitched.
"Your boyfriend? Who couldn't even save you from coming here", he said in a taunting tone while i shakes my head.
"I pity you", i said while his face hardened hearing me. Should i need to shut up? Maybe. I thought as i glance his minions facial expression also changed.
"You slut how dare you to pity me", he shouts as he slaps me hard making some tears fall from my eyes helplessly. He holds me from my hairs and i yelp in pain.
"You'll die, you'll die by my hands", he shouts as holds my hair more tighter while i shrieked.
"From 8 freaking months i am finding to avenge you now see atlast i got you", he told me as he brings his face closer while i twisted my face to other side.
"Leave me", i shouted helplessly while he jerked and pushed me making my back hit on the wall. He laughs as he look at me.
"Tch tch now i pity you", he said while i shut my eyes not bearing the pain and let the tears flow.
"First i thought to kill you the moment i saw in the mall but then i thought why not torture your boyfriend", he said while i could feel anger rising in him as he mentioned boyfriend. My eyes snapped at him.
"I didn't know you'll trap someone powerful like him, who dares to mess with me. Me", he points at himself while i feel laughing at the moment. It's opposite, he didn't dare to mess with you but you did and you'll face consequence too.
"Raghav Khanna, he dare to hit me", his eyes grow cold as he look at his plastered hand and i realized he was the one veer was telling me that day.
"I want to kill him too after my man follow you back to your place but but i realized it wouldn't be fun so why not torture him by keeping you", he said with a glint of revenge which twinkle in his eyes which only add ugliness to his only disgusting personality.
"I'll make him a wounded lion who can't even move", he said proudly as he look at me smirking and i couldn't help but feel pity after hearing his thought.
"You know wounded lion is more dangerous than the healthy one, he always do something unexpected at the unexpected time you see", i told him as he look at me glaring.
"You'll not shut up will you? Do you really think I'll give him a chance to do anything", he smirks as he trace a line on my cheekbone with his finger while i turns my face away feeling disgusted at his touch.
"He cant even touch me afterall i have you", he whispers against my ears while i shut my eyes tightly controlling the anger rising inside my body.
"I'll see that when he comes to chop you off", i said in a carefree manner while he turns his face to me and stands releasing a angry growl which makes some of his man flinch at their places but it didn't effect me.
"Shut.UP or esle I'll slice your tongue", he shouts while i shut my eyes feeling pity for my poor ears who heard his bleeding voice.
"Go Ahead and do it so I'll not have to waste my energy,time and words on a jerk like you", i spat while he turns and slap me hard again making excruciating pain flow inside my body making tears pricking my eyes.
"I am telling you last time ragini, eat your food and shut up", he shouts while i open my bloodshot eyes glaring him hard. I wish he could die by my glare.
"Are you stupid or WHAATT, how the bloody hell i will eat with my tied hands", i yells at him.
"I am not that stupid who'll untie you", he hissed while i growls frustrated.
"Then how the hell will i eat? Am i going to do some magic spell so that the food can fly and go inside my mouth or whatttt?", i shouts as i released a breath glaring him.
He gritted his teeth as he glared me," i am going to untie your one hand and if you do any smartness then you have to pay the consequence", he told me angrily. Yess, my one hand is enough to punch you hard and make you bleed. I thought.
He barked order to one of his puppy who come and untie one hand and before i could do anything i feel 9 guns pointing towards me and one on my temple. I shut my eyes and cursed my fate.
"I am not that stupid you see", he smirks while i glare him hard as i could. This son of himself.
I ate the cold and old food in front of me while helplessly tears flow from my eyes. The food was hard to eat but i couldn't help myself at this time.
Come soon sanskar. Come soon.
"How much money your boyfriend can give for you?", he asked me as he look down at me. My hand stopped eating the food and my eyes travelled to him as if he just said the most idiotic thing in the world.
"Maybe 6 bullets in your skull", i replied in ensuring tone as i look at him. His eyes grow darker as he hits the food in front me and twist my wrist making me yelp.
"Shut up just shut up", he hissed as he twist my wrist more while i could heard my bone cracking sound. I tried to free my hand when his lips brush my ears making my skin crawl and disgust at his touch. Tears pricked my eyes and my body pained and i couldn't help but only shout his name"Sanskaaar".
A gunshot echoed in the dead place. Raghav instantly release my wrist and stands. I could feel my heart exploding. He ordered his men who discreetly moves outside taking their gun and he turns his face to me.
"Look like your boyfriend has come",he said as he take out his gun and loaded it. My heart beamed with joy hearing it, sanskar is here. He is here. Tears of joy released my eyes as i look at raghav who was impatiently waiting to die.
"Seems like it's our last meet", i told him while he glares me.
The gunshots is continuously heard making raghav impatient as he glance at everywhere while my eyes was searching for only one person.
A crept appears on my lips as i finally saw him coming inside with two gun in his hand. He was wearing the same clothes and his head was bainded. My heart pained looking at him while my eyes become glassy as my eyes met his.
"Ragini", he mumbled my name while i smiled weakly at him. Despite being hurt he is here. My dark knight is here fulfilling his promise.
"So here comes the hero of story", raghav said as he spots sanskar and smiled.
"You", sanskar shouts as he finally remembers him.
"Yes me the same one from mall incident", he said as he smirks. I could feel Sanskar gaze turning colder.
Sanskar tried to take a step towards us when raghav points gun at my forhead. Sanskar stopped in his track as he saw me. I didn't feel any kind of fear in the moment,i was just looking at the person infront of me.
"Leave her, you don't know whom you are messing with puny guy", sanskar hissed as his eyes flashed fire.
Raghav shakes his head and chuckled humorlessly ," you know i actually want to know who are you since she was saying the same", he said as he taps the gun on my forhead.
A smirks appears on sanskar lips which makes Raghav face expression changes.
"Do you really want to know? Raghav Khanna or i say Raghuvindar Rathore", raghav face goes pale hearing him while i looked on confused. Who is Raghuvindar now?
His hand shivers against my forehead while my eyes wide.
"Who are youuuu?", raghav shouts while Sanskar laughs hearing him. I could only feel my heartbeat rising at the moment.
"Leave her", sanskar said ignoring his question while i could see raghav going to himself back.
"Not so soon", raghav uttered with a smirk before i could understand he hit me hard with the back of the gun making me winced in pain.
"Ahhh", i shouts while i heard sanskar growl.
"Don't you dare", Sanskar shouts as he tried to come near when raghav points gun at him and sanskar do the same. I controlled my pain as i wipes my tears. I look at the two and i know who is going to win.
I know raghav is going to die but still what if Raghav bullet hit sanskar? No no no i cant let that happen. I look around to find something and my eyes fall on the food plate at some distance. I look at the food plate which is of steel, i discreetly took the plate with my one untie hand when the two of them were busy glaring and pointing gun at each other.
"You will die", raghav shouts while Sanskar smirks.
"Don't dream to high", he said as he points two of his gun at him. I look at sanskar whose gaze fall on me. Raghav who was about to see me i quickly bent to my knees and hit the plate hard on his plastered hand making him yelp and drop his gun.
"Ragini", sanskar rushed towards me as he look at me and then raghav, he saw raghav moving towards his gun, he quickly throws his gun making me shocked and barged towards raghav landing him punches. I stood shocked seeing him,why didn't he kill him?
"Ragini", i heard veer voice and my eyes instantly turns to him. I smiled teary eyed as he rushed towards me and engulf me in a hug.
"Thank GOD you are okay", he said as he broke the hug while i can see tears flowing from his eyes as he look at me. He quickly unties me and we both look at sanskar direction.
"How dare you? How dare you to hit her? How dare you to hurt her?", he shouts as he holds him from his collar and hit his face continuously from the other. I could see anger visible in veer eyes as he look at them and then his hand which turns into a fist.
"You want to know about me right", sanskar shouts as he punches his abdomen making him yelp in pain while i flinch seeing him this blinded by rage. Veer holds me to support.
"I AM SANSKAR MAHESHWARI, the underworld king, Do You GOT that", he shouts as throws him to the floor and hit him continuously with his legs. I can feel raghav was beyond shock hearing it.
He picks him up rashly from the ground and again lands punches on his face which was already all bleedy and sanskar knuckles, i couldn't see this any longer. I can't.
"Sanskaaaar", i shouted his name while tears flow from my eyes continuously. Sanskar stop midway as he turns and look at me. His face was all sweaty while his eyes red and his knuckles bleeding. I nods no looking at him teary eyed while he shut his eyes and turn his face to raghav who seems unconscious.
"If you ever try to cross our path again then you are dead", he hissed as he throws him on the floor and turns to look at me. Veer leave my shoulder as sanskar walked towards me taking slow steps, he was looking at me from head to toe as if he is finding my hurt, he makes a fist as he look at my wrist,neck and atlast my face. My heartbeat stopped as he stands infront of me, his eyes become red as he touch my cheeks i flinch at his touch because of the slap earlier. Tear flows from my eyes and before i could say he engulfed me in a bone crushing hug. I quickly encircled my hands around him and cries as he pulls me tighter making emotions pounding my heart. I can feel all his pain,fear,agony,apologize on this hug. He was apologizing for my pain. I can feel our hearts beating in rhythm.
"I m sor.....",before he could complete i pushed him hard and a bullet pierced through my flesh making me winced. I stumbled and hit the thing behind me.
"Ragini", i could hear veer shouts while eyes was fixed on the person before me who stood rooted and shocked at his place. He was looking at me blankly. My eyes widen as i look at raghav again pointing gun at sanskar.
"Sanskar", i shouts his name jerking him. Sanskar who turns to look at raghav before he could hit him, veer shoot his hand making him drop the gun and shouts in pain.
"San...",before i could walk forward, i stumble and was about to hit the ground when sanskar saw me and rushed towards me holding me in his arms. His face was hard while his eyes held pain, he look at me as he keep his one hand below my knee and another on my head and pick me up in bridal style.
I tightly clutched his shirt and winced as my shoulder bleeds to hell, i was feeling weak the moment as he take me out of this place. I look back at raghav who was crying in pain. Sanskar brings me closer to him as he hides my face on the crook of his neck. I closed my eyes tightly as i heard his heartbeat against my ears.
I was controlling my pain which i was feeling right now, i don't want him to see me like this. I bite my lips harder to prevent from any scream or sob while i know my tears are continuously leaking wetting his shirt. But i couldn't stop myself from thinking about the situation we are in.
After what veer told me yesterday, i really thought he'll kill Raghav but he didn't why? Veer said no one ever see sanskar real face then why he himself reveal to raghav and let him go wasnt it dangerous? As far as i know raghav he'll surely come back to avenge. I open my eyelids only to see his face which was stern at the moment. I was feeling drowsy at the moment but i couldn't help and ask as we reach near his car. I didn't turn to look at the place where i was captured because i dont want to remeber any of this once i go back home.
"Why didn't you kill him?", i asked in a low voice enough for him to hear. He stopped as he glance down at me. I gulp a lump of saliva seeing his intense gaze on me.
"Because i don't want you to see me killing him", he replied as he look deeply into my eyes and my heartbeat stopped at the moment and i felt myself drowning into his eyes. I felt Goosebumps on my stomach but i feel my eyelids heavy. Our eyelock was broken by him as he gently makes me sit inside his SUV. And take out his handkerchief to tie around my bleeding shoulder while i was just looking at him adoring. I didn't know when i struggle to open my eyelids , the pain gushed through my body and i couldn't stop myself from shouting. I felt my hold loosening around him as darkness finally took over me.
"Everything is going to be ok", i heard his voice against my ears as i feel myself securing in his arms before falling into darkness.
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"The bullet just touch her shoulder and she is absolutely fine, just 2 days of complete rest and she'll be fine as before", the doctor told while i blinks at him nodding. Sanskar and veer nods as they heard him and there was a relief on their faces.
I was looking at the blood bottle attached to my body and makes a face,"uhm uhm doctor? Cant you remove it", i asked in a low tone as i point at the blood bottle.
"You can remove it once all the blood transferred in your body", doctor smiled while my eyes widen. If i wasnt unconscious at the time they attached it to my body then this wouldn't be attached with me now.
"But i am fine doctor i don't want it it's creepy", i told him while all the three looked at me in shocked.
"It's not that i am blood phobic or something like that but having someone's else blood in your body, it gives me creep feeling you know", i told them as i tried to shrugged my shoulder but only winced in pain.
"Ragini", veer and sanskar shouts worriedly while i tightly close my eyes, murmuring " sorry".
"Miss the blood isn't of someone's else but someone you might know", doctor told me as he smiled, i could see veer and sanskar looking at each other.
"But i tho don't have any relative", i said him.
"But you have him", doctor points at veer who sheepishly smiles at me while sanskar sighs shaking his head.
"You? You give me your blood", i asked amused and mix feelings. Veer nods as he shrugged," it's okay if you want to remove it", he told.
"No she'll not remove it", sanskar said sternly while my eyes travel to him and then veer. I holds veer hands and nods," sanskar's right, thank you", i told him with a smile. I could see sanskar glaring at our hands. It's not that he gifted me something so i am thankful to him but i am really thankful for him to giving me his blood since i have no one,it really makes me overwhelmed that someone really out there care for me, because for me blood is actually something precious and not everyone gives it to other. I know my logics are stupid but that's what i think.
"You need rest", sanskar interrupted as he removed veer hand from my hold and i look at him quizzical.
"Come I'll drop you", veer said as he look at sanskar and then at doctor. Doctor nods and move out with veer leaving me and sanskar alone.
"Thank you", i murmured looking at sanskar. Sanskar look at me and slightly nods.
"Sleep", he said while i shakes my head in a no.
"I'll sleep after this", i said ponting towards the blood bottle. Sanskar shakes his head as he keeps his hand on his waist.
"Look you sleep i promise after it finish I'll remove it", sanskar said looking at me. I open my mouth to say something but my eyes travelled to his bruise hand and i instantly hold his hand making him wince.
"Ouch", sanskar shouts while i give him a apologetic look.
"Sorry sorry i didn't mean to hurt you", i said as i hold his hand carefully but he remove his hand from my hold.
"Why didn't you put bandage around it", i asked worriedly as i again hold his hand carefully.
"I am fine", he said not looking at me. I look up at him and frowns.
"I can see that", i taunted as i tried to get up but he hurriedly hold me.
"What the hell are you doing?", he shouts glaring me.
"Finding first aid", i replied not giving his glare a damn.
"Stay there i can take care of myself", he replied as he grits his teeth.
"I know but i want to do the bandage", i argued as i again tried to get up but he holds me tighter yet carefully not putting pressure on my shoulder.
"Don't you dare", he hissed as he glared me harder bringing his face close to mine. I gulp a lump of saliva seeing him this close to me while my heartbeat accelerated.
"Stay here and rest, do you understand", he asked while i nods instantly.
"Good", he said as he moved back and stands turning his face while i release the breath i was holding.
"Lay down", he strictly says while i obliged and lay down. He comes and cover me with a quilt while i look at him, he was about to turn when i hold his hand.
"Please do the bandage otherwise the wound will not heal easily", i told him worriedly as i blinks at him. He stares at me for a minute and removes his hand from my hold which gives me odd feeling and nods.
"Sleep", his voice reached my ears as i saw him going and sitting on a couch. Why didn't he sit on the chair? I think as i look at the chair besides my bed. I don't know why i felt bad about this. I don't know till how long i stare at him when sleep overtook me.
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I open my eyes only to find myself alone, i look at my side and found the blood bottle and drips gone. And i feel much better then before. Doctor strictly told me to not put water on my wound so i cant even shower properly. I sighs as i get up from my bed and stretch my other arm which was okay. My eyes fell on the paper on side table. I pick up the paper and read.
"Eat something if you wake up at night and if you read this at morning then good morning"- veer
I smiled as i shakes my head, he surely thinks me as a kumbkaran. I smiled as i walk toward closet to change my dress but realized i surely need someone's help. I sighed again as i walk outside my room to call maid to help me out. Thank GOD i wasnt hurt on the feet otherwise GOD knows howll i manage.
I stopped near his door. What must be he doing right now? I think
"I think in night people usually sleep",my mind states and i frowns at his statement. I know that idiot but did he put bandage on his wound or not? I just want to check it out. I replied my mind as i took small steps towards his room. Hopefully he don't burst out on me for roaming around. I inhales a sharp breath before tapping his door. What if he asked me why i am here? I'll tell him i am hungry yeah that's better. I smiled in my head as i begin to knock his door again. I knock and knock but got no response.
"Did he really sleep?", i murmured.
"No he is a vampire who don't sleep", my mind stated again while my face twitched in irritation and i pull the door knob and goes inside his room as if it's mine but wait, he again didn't lock it. Strange in my case he locked me everytime and in his he is total opposite. Stupid Mafia kidnapper.
I peep inside his room and found no one, i slowly walk towards washroom and put my ears on the door to hear any voice but surprisingly heard none.
"If he isn't here then where is he?", i murmured as i walks out of his room. Shall i go and check every room in this mansion? No no i should not since i don't know which place is where. I even don't know veer's room, now how am i suppose to know. Maybe the maid could tell. I answerd my question and descends the stairs. I walkes towards the kitchen and found none then i go towards the dine area and found it empty as well.
Strange. I thought as i roam around to find some maid or one of his man to know about him. I stopped as i look at the way where sanskar once send his men's. What if that way was the creepy crawlers room? I thought while i shivers remembering that day.
"Focus ragini you are finding him not anything else", i stated to myself as i begin walking towards the darkest area praying for myself. I chants mantra as i took slow steps, thankfully there were dim lights otherwise i would have run.
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His eyes flashed fire as the dim light fall over his eyes, his face was covered with sweats, sweat beads dropped from his forhead tracing his jawline. The place was dark so as he. His eyes held pain,anger,guilt as he punched the punching bag. His knuckles were bleeding due to the continuous punching but he didn't budge.
Ishq Woh Bala Hai
Ishq Woh Bala Hai
Jisko Chhuaa Isne Woh Jala Hai
Dil Se Hota Hai Shuru
Dil Se Hota Hai Shuru
Par Kambakht Sar Pe Chadha Hai
Kabhi Khud Se, Kabhi Khuda Se
Kabhi Zamaane Se Lada Hai
Itna Hua Badnaam Phir Bhi
Har Zubaan Pe Ada Hai
"Why do you do that Ragini why?", he shouts as he continued punching the punching bag in rage. He was fighting with himself, his inner turmoil. "You cant make me weak, you can't", he shouts again as he clutches the punching bag tightly, he takes the liquor bottle and gulps, his eyes flashed hurt with unshed tears. Her face was coming infront of him.
Ishq Ki.. Saazishein
Ishq Ki.. Baaziyaan
Haara Main Khel Ke
Do Dilon Ka Juaa
He remebers how he stopped his fist hearing her, he remembers how she engulf him in a hug and cries, he remembers how she faints in his arms, he remebers her tears, he remembers her words 'I TRUST YOU' , he makes a fist as he throws the liquor bottle scattering it on ground and shut his eyes tightly.
Kyun Tune Meri Fursat Ki
Kyun Dil Mein Itni Harqat Ki
Ishaq Mein Itni Barqat Ki
Ye Tune Kya Kiya..
He remebers how she saved him from the bullet that was going to hit him, the scene played in his mind repeatedly making his heart pained and anger inside him growls. He shouts and continue punching.
"Why did you save me why?", he continued shouting as her face come in front of his mind, her bleeding shoulder, neck and how she got slapped and how hard she is trying to appear okay. He dig his nails in his palm controlling himself. His mind wasn't on right place nor do his heart. He was in his own turmoil fighting with himself.
Phiru Ab Maara Maara Main
Chaand Se Bichhda Taara Main
Dil Se Itna Kyun Haara Main
Ye Tune Kya Kiya..
He sighs closing his eyes as he rest his head on the punching bag clutching it from both sides.
"Sanskar", her soothing voice reached his eardrums and he snapped open his eyes while his heartbeat accelerated. He turns and saw her standing at the door, he could see her tensed eyes in the dim light.
She stopped as she finally spots him, her eyes travel to him and her heart pained looking at him like that. Her eyes caught his, in the dim light also she can see pain in his eyes. She was about to step inside when he shouts her name and nods no. He stumbles at his step to reach towards her as he look at the scattered liquor.
"It'll hurt you", he said as a whisper but she didn't failed to hear, she look down at the broken bottle pieces and then at sanskar. He was about to fall when ragini comes and holds him from his shoulders while he holds her waist to prevent from falling. Their eyes meet vanishing everything around them.
Saari Duniya Se Jeet Ke Main Aaya Hoon Idhar
Tere Aage Hi Main Haara Kiya Tune Kya Asar
His eyes held pain while her eyes held emotions, both were drown into each other eyes. His eyes were screaming while her eyes are calming. His eyes were covered in darkness while her eyes held light. His eyes were lost while her eyes were lively. Both completed each other.
She felt some liquid on her waist, she broke the eyelock and her widen seeing the blood on her shirt while his knuckles were badly bruised.
"Sanskar", her voice broke his trance and he jerked moving back.
Main Dil Ka Raaz Kehta Hoon
Ke Jab Jab Saansein Leta Hoon
Tera Hi Naam Leta Hoon
Ye Tune Kya Kiya
She hold his hand and caressed it and look at him teary eyed while he stood at his place staring her.
"What did you do sanskar? I told you na to put bandage around it but you hurt yourself more now see how bad it becomes", she said as she gently caressed his knuckles to see the bruises while her eyes become moisty. "Come let's put ointment", she said as she hold his hand and was about to go when he jerked his hand moving back stumbling.
"Nooooo stay away from me", he shouts as he stumbled and was about to fall when ragini took a step to hold him but he holds himself. She look at him shocked.
"Sanskar", i murmured shocked, what happened to him why is he behaving like that. She sniffs and found him drunk.
"I shed blood stay away from me", sanskar shouts as he shakes his head in a NO and moved back. Ragini inhales a sharp breath to calm her thudding heart. She goes and tightly holds his hand.
"You don't shed blood", i shouts while he looks on shocked.
"I'll hurt you stay away", he mumbles painfully as he looks away while i just keep staring at his face. I don't know but i felt needles pricked my heart when he said those words, and the pain behind the voice. My eyes become glassy as i look at him closely. He was looking like a child who was scared of something. I shut my eyes and fight back the tears to deal with him. I took my step towards him and stands in front of him. I cups his face as he was looking away hiding his emotions from me. My heart squeeze as i look deeply into his eyes realizing how lost he is.
"You'll never hurt me", i said as i give him a smile, he stares at me for a moment maybe trying to read if i am saying truth or not, when i think he'll not move back i gently hold his hand and carefully take him to my toom.
Meri Baahon Ko Teri Saanson Ki Jo
Aadatein Lagi Hain Waisi
Jee Leta Hoon Ab Main Thoda Aur
He kept staring her as she took him to her room, she carefully make him seated and goes to bring first aid box. His heart was pounding on his chest while he held different emotions, she sits on her knees in front of him and gently takes his hand in her palm while he kept looking at her with question filled eyes. He winced as the liquid touch his knuckles, she flinched as she gives him a apologetic look.
"Sorry", i murmured as i blow air on his wound rubbing the cotton gently. He tightly shut his eyes controlling his tears which were threatening to fall.
"Why?", his voice reached my eardrum while i stopped and look at him questioningly. He opened his eyes while i gasped looking at the unshed tears in his eyes while my heart pained.
"Why did you save me ragini? I hurted you so many times , i kidnapped you, i tortured you with so many things and still you saved me..... Why?", he tried to keep his voice firm but it comes broken at the end, his tear fall over my hand helplessly not able to control more. I stood froze, my eyes travel to his tear on my hand and then him, a broken person in front of me. I didn't know when my tears started flowing.
Meri Dil Ki Ret Pe
Aankhon Ki Jo Pade Parchhai Teri
Pee Leta Hoon Tab Main Thoda Aur
"Sans...kar", i felt needles pricked my throat as i tried to say something. He jerked his hand as he holds me from my elbows.
"Why ragini why? Why did you save a criminal like me despite all the tortures i have done to you, why ragini? Why do save my life", he shouts as he jerked me while i look at him. His eyes held pain while his voice was desperate and held guilt. I blinks my eyes rapidly clearing my blurry vision and give him a painful smile as i look at him.
"Because i don't beleive in all this, i always believe you shouldn't give pain to those who give pain to you because you know on which phase and pain you have gone through and if you do same to the other person then there will be no difference between in you both", i told him painfully as i remove my elbows from his hold and cup his face gently," i know sanskar you have face alot in your life which makes you what you are today, but i have always seen the sanskar in you which you hide from everyone, it's not your weakness sanskar it's not", tears flow from my eyes while my heart feels heavy on my chest as i stare him," i see the sanskar in you who is....", my throat pained as tears flow from his eyes as well," who is trapped.... In darkness, i see the sanskar who needs someone to come out of the darkness around him", i shut my eyes not able to look at his painful face anymore," i see the sanskar who is in need of light, i see the sanskar who is fighting to come out of the darkness", i open my teary eyes while my breath got hitched and a sobs escapes my mouth.
Jaane Kaun Hai Tu Meri
Main Naa Jaanu Ye Magar
Jahaan Jaaun Main Karoon Main Wahaan
Tera Hi Zikar
"Ra..gi...ni", his throat pained as he uttered my name, he open his mouth again as he holds my hand which was cupping his cheek before he could do anything i cocooned him in my arms like a lost child come back to his mother arms hurt.
He cried in my arms while i hold him close to myself, my heart pained at every sobs escaped his mouth. He was crying like a small child who lost his everything and was pouring his heart out. I didn't say anything and hugs him as tighter as i could telling him that i am here and always here. I need him to come out of the darkness he is in. I have never ever in my life ever thought he'll be this much broken. My heart ached and all i just want to do is sooth him. I pats his head continuously and gently rubs his arms as he poured out himself, i was trying my best not to sob or cry but in the end i also couldn't hold myself and i don't know until when we both keep crying in each other's arms being each other support.
Mujhe Tu Raazi Lagti Hai
Jeeti Hui Baazi Lagti Hai
Tabiyat Taazi Lagti Hai
Ye Tune Kya Kiya
I shut my eyes tightly controlling myself, his hiccups were piercing my heart. I inhaled a sharp breath as i wipe my face and breaks the hug, he was still crying, i wipes his tears and nods no and hold his hand tightly.
"I don't know sanskar whether you'll remember all of this tomorrow or not but i want you to remember one thing and that is i am here with you and i will be always be here no matter what, don't let yourself to fall in the depth of darkness that you failed to recognize light, okay", i asked him while he sniffed and nods. I look at him helplessly. I put bandage around his hand and wipes his tears which were peeping in his eyes. I also put ointment on his head where he was hurt because of the rod.
Main Dil Ka Raaz Kehta Hoon
Ke Jab Jab Saansein Leta Hoon
Tera Hi Naam Leta Hoon
Ye Tune Kya Kiya
"You'll not leave me right?", he asked me innocently as he hold my hand. I smiled at him teary eyed and nods in a no. I sits on bed and gently make him lie down on my lap. I pat his head as he stare at me and holds my hand.
"Sleep", i told him as i low down and kisses his forhead while he closes his eyes. I closed my eyes and sings a lullably while caressing his hairs until he sleep peacefully.
Kaho Toh, Kis Se Marzi Loon
Kaho Toh, Kis Ko Arzi Doon
Hansta Ab Thoda Farzi Hoon
Ye Tune Kya Kiya
I opened my eyes and fight back the tears which were threatening to fall, the moon light fall over his face from the window, my heart broke seeing his face which was all red, tears were clearly visible on his face telling how much pain he is in. For the first time in my life i have seen someone this lost. He was hiding himself in his own shell not realizing he is pushing himself further into the depth from which he'll never come out. Today i realized how guilty,hurt and angry he is on himself for all the things. I stare at his sleeping figure teary eyes. I shall not fall weak, i need to be strong not for myself but for him.
Main Dil Ka Raaz Kehta Hoon
Ke Jab-Jab Saansein Leta Hoon....
"I promise you sanskar, i promise you I'll hold your hand and will bring you out from darkness. I'll heal you with my love", i murmured as i wipes the tears before they can fall over his face. I smiled as i kissed his forhead and carefully make him lie down getting up. I caresses his face and remove my hand which was on his hold. He was sleeping peacefully today. I thought as today there was no crease on his forhead and smiles. You'll be fine soon. I covered him with quilt as i goes and stands near window staring at sky.
Ishq Ki.. Saazishein
Ishq Ki.. Baaziyaan
Haara Main Khel Ke
Do Dilon Ka Juaa
If someone ever told me I'll love a person who kidnapped me despite my will i would be laughing at them and would think it of a biggest joke. Yes i love him. I know i was trying my best to ignore the fact but in the end it only comes out. Only today i realized this, when raghav was pointing gun at him, my heart pounded with fear that time and before he could pull the trigger i pushed him taking the bullet to myself. Honestly i am not that selfless who'll die for someone because whenever i read novels or stories dying for someone was the only thing i found illogical like who could really give their life for someone else? When in today's world people usually kill each other rather then dying for each other but today i realized it happened. The fear of loosing the one makes you the one to sacrifice yourself for the person. The person i think to be heartless now have my heart. ironic isn't it. I glanced back at his sleeping face and smiles. I LOVE YOU SANSKAR, despite all of your fault i fell in love with you, i fell in love with the one you hide in yourself and i promise I'll bring it out. No I'll not tell you my feelings nor i do want you to love me back, all i want you to come out of your own shell. I don't know what destiny has stored for my love or what not but i Only know one thing and that is YOU. I cant loose you to yourself, i cant sit and let you destroy yourself. I need you to open up and face your trueself and be your own strength other than seeking power from your cold self. I don't know what will be your reaction tomorrow , whether you'll remember this or not but I'll be always there. I smiled with tears twinkle in my eyes. I sighed as i go and sat besides him holding his hand.And i didn't know when i slept on that position only.
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Sun rays hits his face disturbing his sleep, for the first time in his life he get sleep this peaceful. He stutters his closes eyelids and open his eyes only to get welcomed by the unfamiliar ceiling. His eyebrows shrunk as his head feel heavy so as his eyes but his heart was light why? He thought as he look at his side only to find a mesmerizing face sleeping holding his hand. His heartbeat paces as light night incident flashed in his eyes. Her words ringed in his ears making him restless, he tried to get up but found their hand entangled. He look at their hands and then her face, a weak smile appears on his lips seeing her. He sighs as his other hand reached to caresses her face, he look at his bandaid hand and then at her. How can someone be this good? He thought as he gently kisses her forhead. Damnnn, did she slept in this inappropriate position just because of me? He thought as he look at her shoulder. He closed his eyes controlling the anger rising inside him due to her carelessness. He gently removed their entangled hands and make her lie properly without disturbing her sleep. He covers her and close the Windows preventing rays to enter. He wants to stare this face forever, this peaceful childlike face. He remembers her words from last night and how she consoled him Despite the fact he is monster and hurted her several times. How deeply she understands him where no one else could. His eyes shut as tears flows and his chest tightens. He didn't look at his face on the mirror to see how badly he cried last night, he is sure there is still some tear marks and his eyes were puffy too.
"Don't do this to me ragini dont", he murmured opening his tear filled eyes as he look at her and then goes from there with heavy heart. He is not from the one who'll show his vulnerability to anyone but in her case, he lost that too.
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Urghhh,my face scrunched as i adjusted to the light in my room, my eyes snapped open as i yawns clasping my finger,i jerked as i realized he was here too but to my surprise i was alone and was sleeping properly but wasn't i slept while holding his head, i tried to remember last night. Ooo NO i want to get up before him eee now howll i face him. I facepalm myself. Sleepyhead Ragini, my eyes widen as i look at the time. Damnnnn , i quickly get up. My eyes land on the note beside me.
"Morning kumbkaran,your new clothes are at your closet. Wear them and come to dinning"
I shake my head at veer notes, he again come in my room without my permission now he'll pay . i walked towards my closet and take out the new clothes he managed to save that day, i took out a pair of black jumpsuit with white dots. I carefully took a shower not putting water on my wound, my neck is better now. I bandage myself and put on clothes with much difficulty. I dried my hair and brushes it.I took my medicine and look at my reflection in the mirror.
"Pretty", i smiled at my reflection in the mirror and winks leaving the room.
My steps again stopped near his room,shall i or shall i not? I think he needs some time after yesterday. I just hope you remember my talks from last night. I sighs as i goes and decends the stairs humming.
"Good Morning", i screeched happily as i walked towards the dine, my face fell as he was not present.
"Afternoon madam" veer said as he smirks while i roll my eyes.
"Where's sanskar?", i asked sitting on my seat.
"The think of the devil and the devil appears", veer remarks as he saw him coming. My eyes twinkle as i saw him coming.
"You know because of you we didn't even eat our breakfast", veer said as he sighs sadly.
"Ooo really then you could have wake up me when you come to left that note", i taunted.
"I would've but i got strict orders not to disturb y.....Ahhhhhh", veer shouts while i shut my eyes tightly.
"What the...",veer hissed as he glared sanskar who gives him a ignoring look. I ignored veer as my eyes travelled to him, he was looking down as if he is hiding his eyes from everyone to read while there were still some red marks under his eyes. My heart pained looking at him but consoled myself and smiled. I know he needs time to understand everything.
"You can eat ragini",veer voice disturbed my thoughts and i look at him who was giving me a teasing smile, did he caught me staring at his friend? I look down embarrassed as i begin to eat.
There were questions in my mind about yesterday's event and i want to ask him about that. I don't know how will he react but i am curious to know. I cleard my throat as i gulps the water.
"Uhmm sanskar i need to ask you something?", i said and his spoon stop midway, i could see his expression changes and uneasiness in his face. He look at me as if he is saying me NO.
"Ask", he mumbles slowly. Don't ask about yesterday night ragini. Please don't. He gulps as he put down his spoon while his hearts pounds in his chest.
"Why did you call raghav Raghuvindar rathore?", i asked him gulping my saliva. Please don't shout please. I know he mustbe thinking i would ask him about yesterday night but i will not,instead I'll pretend that i don't remember because i know it isn't easy for him to open up and talk about it. I'll give him the space he needed but will be there with him too.
A relief cross his face which didn't go unnoticed by me. I smiled as he look at me.
"Oo yes yes i also want to know about all this kidnapping scene, who is this raghav btw?", veer interrupted in between as usual.
"Raghav real name is Raghuvindar rathore son of famous drugs dealer soraj rathore, he killed his brother at the age of 12 and run away from his home, he changed his identity and start living as raghav", sanskar said while my eyes widen, at the age of 12 where i was struggling , he killed someone and run away. Life is surely unpredictable.
"Oh but why did he kidnapped ragini", veer questioned while my eyes travelled to him and my past flashed infront of me.
Sanskar look at me as if he knows everything, i look at sanskar who blinks at me assuring me to go on. I smiled as my eyes again stopped at veer who was raising his eyebrow looking me.
"Actually he comes to take revenge on me", veer eyes widen hearing the word 'revenge' and i cant blame him also, no one will ever thought that I'll be in this mess. "I used to work as a cashier in a supermarket in shimla, i used to work late because my home was near so one day i was working till late, few people come and try to rob me be me being me started fighting instead of giving up so that time raghav come and saved me from them, i was thankful to him. So next day he come and buy something then he used to come and buy things from my store like this he become my friend. One day when i was going back to my home, i saw a man lying unconscious and blood was flowing from his head, i couldn't see his face properly due to the dark but later u realized it was Raghav so i took him to my home and take care of him. Next day he woke up and cries telling me that he lost his everything, his brother kicked him out of his house and took his everything now he dont have any place to go or anything else. I felt bad so i decided to help him", i stopped as i found sanskar and veer glaring me.
I sheeplishly smiled and continue," so he was injured so i didn't ask him to find some job instead i started using my money which was my saving. So i started helping him, he used to stay in my house all day and i give him my money also because he told me he'll return me so i believe him. Like this 1 week passed, since my savings were at the end so i decided to find one more job for myself. Toh i decided to took off from a supermarket and goes to find for other job while going i saw raghav giving money to someone in a hideous place. First i think it would be my illusion but later i realized it was the same person who come to rob me that day, then i realized he was the one planning. I was so angry that time so i go and punch him in his face making him bleed", i gulps the water as i give them a proud smile while they both fold their arms.
"Continue", veer said while i nods and continued.
"So uk i kinda started liking him so", i stopped as i felt sanskar gaze turning darker, i gulped and changed the topic," but later i realized it was just my thinking", i sighed," so after i punched him , his men caught me and then i asked him why did he do that to me? Actually honesty saying i was really broken to find out this reality that he choose to deceived me like this even after knowing i have no one all around cuz annu was also here in Mumbai and i was saving money to shift here, but to my surprised he told me he want to revenge me", i stopped as veer and sanskar facial expression changes.
"Shock? Right i was too when i found out that how would someone want to revenge me when i never did anything to them but what he told me left me speechless, so when i was in 14 i used to live with other children's who were orphan too, one day when i was going to my guardian angel( the one who helped in my education) i saw someone stealthily going inside his room, since he lived alone so it made me suspicious and i decided to follow. When i reached inside i found a child elder then me going inside his room, i follow and found him taking money out of his closet. I was shocked seeing a child stoling my angles money, i decided to lock him inside the room and go and tell someone about it. There was a police station near his home so i hurriedly goes and tells the police. After that police took the child away, i forget about this incident long back but surprisingly raghav was the same child who come to stole my mentors money and so he wants to avenge me. I was so shocked knowing about this, he says he wants me to die because he displeased me. So he took out his knife and before he could hit me i pushed his men on him and run away, since i was good at luck i found some people who choose to help me and beat them. Later next day i have a gut feeling that raghav will surely come to avenge so i decided to bring police incase of security, and just like what i thought he come to supermarket at late to abduct me but to his bad luck police caught him and jailed him, he told me that he'll surely come back to revenge and pay for my deeds, so annu come as i told her about all the things since i was distressed and then she helps me take me here in mumbai so after that you all knows", i breathed out as i finally completed and sighs. Veer and sanskar looking at me as if i have grown two horns.
"What?", i asked and they hurriedly look away.
"Don't you have dramatic life ragini", veer says while i looked at him. I scratch my head as i nods pouting,"kinda". He chuckled as he shakes his head.
"Hey but i didn't know he have some gang", i said as i look at sanskar.
"He do, he used to robbed and kill people for money. He was in search of power too, he was new in Mumbai so he didn't know anything about me that's why he choose to mess with me", sanskar says coldly and with a hint of hatred in his voice.I giggled hearing him while veer and sanskar give me 'was-that-funny'look.
"You know when he was telling me na that you cant lay a finger on him i laughed irking him to end, he also said that 'i didn't know you'll trap a powerful man like him who'll dare to mess with me- me', he points his finger to him as if he is some sort of president,huh", i mimicked him as i frowns at the end. Sanskar look at me amsued while veer laughs.
"You didn't shut your mouth there right?", veer asked between his laughter while i shakes my head in a no. "What does he mean by you trapped him?", he asked.
"Wo actually he thinks that sanskar is my boyfriend and he can torture sanskar by keeping me" , i said nervously while veer laughter died and he and sanskar both look at me. I nervously smiles while sanskar looked me intensely which makes goosebumps in my stomach.
"Uhm uhm what else he said?", veer asked diverting the topic.
"Oh he said so many useless thinks but i also left no stone to taunt him you know", i said proudly patting myself.
"You were kidnapped ragini", veer said as he shakes his head.
"I know dude but i know that he'll come so i wasn't scared at all", i said as i look at sanskar with a bright smile. Sanskar look at me emotionally as if he is asking 'why-do-you-trust-me?'.
"I do", i smiled looking at him while i tightly zipped my mouth as sanskar eyes widen as he got caught.
"What?", veer asked quizzical.
"I mean i do wait for you too", i said averting my eyes to veer who gives me unconvinced look.
"Oh really?", veer asked raising his eyebrow while i nods gulping the morsel.
"But rag..", before veer could say sanskar cuts him in between.
"Stop, no more talks about it", sanskar sternly says as he bangs the table. Me and veer look at each other then him and nods.
"Complete your food in silence", he said as he look at me while i nods. Me and my non-stop bakbak. I shakes my head as i continue eating the food which also become cold due to my talks. Husssh.
Veer clears his throat looking at sanskar, who looks up at veer sternly. Veer rise his one hand in the air as if he is asking permission to speak.
"What it is veer?", sanskar glared him while he gives him a toothy smile. I smiled secretly at his antics he surely is my brother from another mother.
"Can i end the conversation in a good note?", he asked while Sanskar gives him a confused look, so do i.
"Will you please elaborate your thought?", sanskar asked annoyingly.
"It's a surprise for her", veer said as he gives me a bright smile while my eyes widen.
"Me?", i asked while veer nods.
My eyes travel to sanskar who shakes his head, will he burst on him for giving me a surprise? I thought sadly.
"Okay but no more talks about yesterday", sanskar said while veer nods and i shut my mouth instantly to prevent from shrieking from excitement. Good progress mr.mafia. i smiled at sanskar.
"What's my surprise?", i instantly asked while veer raised his brow.
"Excited are we?", veer asked while i nods innocently.
"Wait first you'll take your medicine", sanskar said sternly.
"I already take that before coming here", i told him while he raised his eyebrow.
"Promise", i told him as i pinch my throat," and i changed my bandage too", i answered knowing what's coming next. I smiled as he shut his mouth and shakes his head.
"I know i am awesome", i chirps at sanskar who gives me 'oh-really' look. I winked at him as i get up.
"Chalo surprise time", i said as i forward my hand.
"I think i did a mistake", veer says as he look at my excitement.
"We'll decide after the surprise now come on", i said as i fold my arms. A small smile appears on sanskar lips which he hides. Hayeee, my heart flutters.
"Come", veer said as he also gets up and so as Sanskar who returns to his sadu posture.
We all walked towards hall.
"Close your eyes", veer said while my eyes widen.
"But how will i see surprise if i close my eyes", i makes a sad face as i blinks at him.
Veer slaps my forhead while i glared him," you only have a big mouth not brain".
I rubbed my forhead but my eyes instantly reached towards the person who is laughing. A smile automatically appears on my lips as his smile come in my view. Veer looked at me shocked and then at sanskar.
"Damn you two", sanskar said laughingly as he shakes his head, his eyes twinkle. My heart flutters seeing him while veer bites his inner cheeks looking at us two. I wish this smile never left your face.
"You know bro you kinda look human while laughing", veer said as he smiled at him. His laughter dried and he coughs as he look at veer and then me.
I glared veer while Sanskar avoid his gaze. Idiot . stupid. He was looking so good while laughing why did he open his big mouth. I frowns as veer look at me biting his tongue probably knowing my glare.
"Ok forget it, close your eyes now", veer said as he gulps while i glare him more before compiling and closing my eyes. I am no more excited.
I can feel someone gaze on me and i didn't have to know who it was. I controlled my burning heartbeat.
"Open your eyes", veer voice reached me and i thanked that idiot. I opened my eyes, my eyes widen and a huge crept appears on my lips and my eyes twinkle.
"Say hi to your new friend", veer says as he waves the teddy bear in his hand while i smiled.
"Is it for me?", i asked while veer nods and forward the teddy bear. I clapped my hands excitedly as i snatched the teddy bear and hugged it tightly. The teddy was not so small not to big but perfect for me. It was in pink in color , fur soft with blue eyes.
"Thank you thank you thank you sooo much idiot", i muttered as i adore the teddy in my hand with a smile, finally i got someone like chim. No no he'll not replace my chim but he'll make a new place in my life.
"Umm I'll name him ummm", i tap my finger on my chin and thinks," yes yes I'll name him keyboo, yes keybooo", i shouted excitedly as i look at sanskar and veer respectively who shakes their head at my childish behaviour. I don't blame them.
"Keyboo?", veer asked as his eyebrow touched his forhead, i nods excitedly.
"How did you name him keyboo? I mean you name chin accidentally right? When your chimes fall on your teddy and you over dramatically shouted chim but in this case i can't see any key and book here", veer says as he folds his arms across his chest.
"Because i like that nam...", i stopped as something hit me. I never told him how i name chim then how come he know? I raised my eyebrow in suspicion.
"Hold it sanskar", i said as i hand over keyboo to Sanskar who gives me startled look as i walks towards veer and cross my arms across my chest and raised my eyebrow.
"I never told you how i named chim then how come you know?", i asked veer while his facial expression changes and he avoids my eyes. Ahaan.
"Vo... You told me remember?", he said as if he is trying me to recollect something.
"I don't remember", i said as i give him a pointed look.
"You must be forget after what happened", he shrugged his shoulder while i still not convinced.
"Maybe", i said as i didn't want to drag the matter but I'll surely know how did he get to know.
"See", veer smiled as he sighs which i noticed.
I turn to look at sanskar who was glaring both me and veer.
"Sorry", i bite my tongue as i walks towards him and hold keyboo but he didn't give me instead he remove my hand from the teddy. Oo NO is he going to punish my New friend.
"Sanskar do..", before i can say he cuts me sharply.
"I need to tell you both something", he said as he inhaled a deep breath.
"We are leaving this place", he said as he look at me and veer. My heart pound over my chest.
"I'll no longer keep you hostage", he said as he look at me while i feel my heart beat dropped and my eyes widen in horror. No No No sanskar please don't say more.
"You saved my life yesterday", he said as he closed his eye remembering the day as he makes a fist. While i fight back the tears that were threatening to fall, i pleads him through my eyes to let me stay.
"I am in debth with you, so you are free to live your life", as those words left his mouth i felt someone keep stone on my heart, i makes a fist digging my nails in my palm controlling myself.
"Since this place is no more safe after the attack, i decided to shift to other place until everything sorts", he said as he finally look up to meet my eyes. I gulps my saliva as i pleads him to not let me go. My heart pained at the thought.
"Sans...".
"Let me say", he said as i look away.
"You are coming with us", he said while my eyes instantly snapped at him. I look at veer who had same expression.
"I mean... Not as my hostage but as a person who saved my life", he gulps a lump of saliva as he look deep in my eyes," you have to stay with us until everything sorts out after that you are free", he said and he give me a painful look at his last word as he turns his back over me while i release a breath i was holding. Damn this Dumbledore was going to give me a heart attack. I shakes my head and smiled brightly.
"We are leaving tomorrow", he said as he walks from there.
"Sanskar", i stopped him.
"I know i am being stupid but may i know where are we going?", i asked as i tiptoed to him as he turns to look at me.
"Yes i also wanna know", veer jumps in.
"Ooty", he replied while me and veer look at each other and then at sanskar.
"Ooty?", we both repeated while he nods.
"Don't you have any island like one in the novel mafia boss have?", i asked as i raised my eyebrow.
"I have", he replied while my eyes widen.
"Really? I mean seriously like the whole island? But who give you property outside india?", i raised my eye brow," or wait, you have connections from all over the world? Then you must know different languages right? Do you know italian? French? You know i always wanted to learn italian and french will You please help me out?", i clapped my hands excitedly looking at them while veer and sanskar look at me shocked.
"What?", i asked as i raised my eyebrow.
"She is gone case bro", veer said as he look at Sanskar who was still gazing at me shockingly.
"Oye who you said gone case? It's you crack pot kahika", i said as my lands on the keyboo in sanskar hand.
"Hey new friend, your owner is mad", i said to keyboo in sanskar arms as i glare at veer.
"Sanskar?", i pokes sanskar who jerked and look at me blinking his eyes.
"Can i have my keyboo?", i asked as i forward my hand.. Sanskar look at me and then at the teddy in his hand and hand me instantly while i smiled.
"Hey you didn't answer me", i said to sanskar who sighs shaking his head.
"We need to discuss something bro", veer snakes his arms around sanskar and take him leaving me behind.
How rude, i stomp my foot as i also goes.
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I knocks on his door as i stood outside tapping my feet.
"Who is it", he shouts from inside while i frowns. Always in a bad mood mr.mafia.
"It's mee", i shouts from outside.
"What are you doing here?", he asked from inside while his voice held confusion.
"Dancing mr.kidnapper", i replied sarcastically.
I know he must be frowning hearing me, there was a silence from other side.
"Sanskar", i called out his name.
"What it is ragini?", he asked while i closed my eyes sighing.
"Will you please open this door i need to talk", i said as i taps the door.
"We'll talk later", came his stern reply.
Uh-oh, avoiding me mr.mafia, you cant do that for long time. I smirked as i started shouting.
"Ahhh my shoulder", i fake winced as i drops the first aid from my hand making voice.
"Ragini", he hurriedly opened the door while i look at him and smiles.
"Caught you", i said while he looked on confused. I pick up the first aid from floor and enters inside his room like a shameless person.
"What was that?", he shouts as he walked towards me glaring.
"I was showing you my shouting skills", i told him with a smile as i sit on bed and pat besides me asking him to sit.
He shut his eyes tightly as he frustratingly growls while i bite my tongue.
"Go away", he shouts.
"Not until you change your bandage", i said as i point at his hands.
"No",he sharply says as he makes a fist.
"Is it necessary to be akdu all the time, come and sit here. You know I'll not go until i do what i want to", i said to him while he turns and look at me.
"You know i can throw you out", he said as he fold his arms across his chest.
I sheepishly smiles at him," you wont", i said.
"And why won't i?", he questioned but honestly i don't have any answer its just that my heart say he'll not behave with me like old one.
"Umm... Because i am your friend", i told him while his eyes widen hearing me.
"Rag...", before he could say i cut him off as i get up and holds his hand and forcefully makes him sit while i sits beside him.
"Shusshhh let me do what i want", i said as i hold his hand and start changing his bainded while he kept staring me which makes my heartbeat accelerated.
"Is it necessary to do this?", he asked me in a low whisper while i smiles nodding and continuing what i was doing. He sighs while i look up and our eyes meet. Everything seems like a fairytale whenever we look into each other eyes.
"Can i ask you something?", i asked him breaking our stare. He hesitate before saying anything.
"I wont ask you about yesterday night don't worry", i told him blinking while he stares at me before nodding.
"Have you ever meet my friend annu?", i asked as i look at him hoping. Please say no.
"No", he gives me a confused look before answering. A relief spread across my face as i look into his eyes and find honestly.
"Umm can i ask you another question?", i hesitate as i finally done the bandage. He nods again as he look at me kneely.
"Errr does your every men have the same tattoo as you have in your shoulder", i hesitate while asking. He look at me confused.
"Please tell", i asked while he shakes his head.
"No only me and veer have this tattoo, my men's have too but they have different one", he told me , i open my mouth to ask another question but he answered it before," i especially brought tattoo artist from itlay if that's what you want to ask", he replied while i bites my inner cheeks looking down. So i was right it wasn't sanskar but veer. Damnnn.
"Now will you tell me why this question?", he asked as he raised his eyebrow.
"Uhmm wo......", i look here there nervously and stands while he gives me suspicious.
"Can i tell you later please?", i asked as i closed my one eye. He makes a serious face while i blinks. He shakes his head and then nods.
"Thanks", i smiled as i pick up the first aid and walks towards door. I hold the door knob and turns my head to him," sanskar?", he look at me questioningly.
"You are going to new place, try to be the new sanskar there", i told him with a smile while he look at me startled.
"Inner one", i blinks at him before closing the door behind. I sighs as i walk out of his room and goes to mine.
I opened my door and too my surprise veer was there playing with keyboo. I smiled looking at him.
I clears my throat," you know there was someone taunting me few days back for playing with teddy", i taunted as i walked towards him while he straighten his posture and i chuckled.
"I was just seeing", he replied as he look here and there.
"How's she?", i asked as i look at him while my eyes become misty.
"Who?", he look at me confused.
I smiled with my tears," annu", i replied while his expression changes.
"Rag...ini", he stammers as he gulped his saliva and stands.
"I miss her", i said as tears start flowing from my eyes. Veer walked towards me and hold my hands.
"I am sorry, i i... I never wanted to tell you like this", he said while i sniffs and nods.
"Hows she?", i asked again as we both sits on bed.
"She is fine but.....", he stopped as i look at him.
"She miss you", he tells me while i smiled teary eyed.
"Did she know about me?", i asked while veer nods no.
"She launched a complain of your missing after you didn't return home, she kept finding you for two days then she launched FIR of your missing, when i got to know i shut the case", he look down guilty," i... I didn't want them to reach sanskar i am sorry", he stammers as tear leaked his eyes helplessly.
"I am sorry ragini i never wanted to hurt you or her, i always knew about you and when i saw you here. I didn't know how to react all i want you is to save because you were precious for annu, i go to annu but she refused to see my face", he sighs as he continued," i was scared that sanskar might kill you but he didn't, i didn't know why he didn't because he don't care for anyone but your case is exceptional. I got bonded with you well on our first meet and i always see you as my sister. When sanskar locked you with those creeps i go to meet annu that day, she already hates me after knowing my reality i didn't want her to hate me more so i didn't tell her that you were kidnapped by sanskar", he said as he shut his eyes," i send her a letter by your name saying that you are alright and you need some time for yourself, i know that she wasn't convinced by the letter but i make her convinced any how".
"I know what i did was very low but i was stuck in between. I don't want to offend my friend nor do i want to my love to hate me more", he said as he look up at me while i removed my palm from his hold.
"And me? Didn't you think about me once", i asked while tear flows from my eyes continuously. I was indeed hurt by the truth.
"I do and that's why i didn't let you go, i am selfish, i am more then selfish. Deep inside my heart know that only you can change sanskar by your behaviour so my inner never let me help you but that doesn't mean i dont care about you. I know i am a big jerk but sanskar matters to me the most. That doesn't mean i never tried to bring him in right path, i tried trust me i tried but i was so late, other then supporting him i didn't have the courage to fight with him for his own self. But you have , you have the courage to fight with him to make him realize. He open up to you and that's what matters the most. Me and sanskar are dark souls ragini, we are nowhere to be good but you, you have light ragini which we need. I know i am being jerk but please ragini Please forgive me", he fold his hands infront of me while tear flows from his eyes.
I inhaled a sharp breath before calming myself, i wipes my tears before looking at him.
"I always thought of you as my good friend and my brother from another mother but it always happen with me with the matter of trust, so it's okay", i said as i tried to smile but failed miserably.
"Ragini", his cracky voice reached my eardrums but i shake my head," i know what i did was not even worth of forgiveness but trust me i genuinely care for you, and when you were kidnapped i seriously think part of me was lost, Trust me", he said as he holds my shoulder. My teary eyes meet his and find honesty in his eyes but i am not that good who'll forgive him easily, he have to earn my forgiveness but on the other hand i am happy that he loves annu cuz i know deep inside his heart he is good person too.
"Do you really love annu?", i asked as i wiped my tears while he nods.
"Hmm... Look if you really want me to forgive you then you have to earn my forgiveness", i told him sternly while he instantly wipes his tears and stands.
"I'll do anything you say", he said as he look at me.
I bites my inner cheeks as i look at him,"okay then bring me a paper and pen i need to write annu a letter ", he nods as he goes to bring what i asked.
After sometime he come back and gives me a notepad and pen. I look at him who was giving me a worried look.
"I'll not tell her about this", i told him as he sighs in relief. After penning down my letter to my bestie, i hand it over to him.
"Deliver this to annu today", i told him as i close to the pen.
"Ok", veer nods as he was about to turn when i stopped him.
"And yes also tell me what happened that day when i was kidnapped, she called me and tell me her love betrayed her, she was crying. My best friend was crying because of you mr.veer so will you elaborate", i told him coldly as i folds my arms against my chest.
"Apart from working with Sanskar i have my side buisness too so when first time annu come in mumbai, she applied for job in my company. I appointed her as my PA. I never differentiate with anyone so we become good friends in a short span of time. She used to talk about you alot and i kinda started admiring your character too but not in that way", he paused while i nods," so after some time i realized i started having feelings for her but i ignored because in my world we aren't allowed to love it's like a curse. I fired her from the job because my feelings wasnt cooperating with me. After lot's of battle with my own self i surrender and express myself surprisingly she also have some feelings. So we were happy. I told her not to tell anyone about us because i might fear of my true identity. She used to live in my apartment as i mostly live here with sanskar and i told her to lie to you because when she tells me that you kinda look through a person in first meet so i was hesitate to meet you. I know you have seen me with her several times but i always used to wear helmet whenever i come to pick up but on that day..... I forget to take my gun with me and left it in my apartment. When i come to get it i saw it in annu's hand, she asked me question and i lied but she caught my lie as she remembers some of my odd behavior. I told her about sanskar but she never know who he really was but that day she make me swear on her death and i reveal her everything. After that we had a fight and she left me", he closed his eyes painfully as tears leaked his eyes," trust me ragini i love her. I love her so much and i couldn't bear her hating me that's why i never tried to tell her truth but in reality i am coward, a very big coward", he said with a painful smile on his face while i kept staring at him.
"I am sorry", he whispers as he wipes his tears. I walk towards him and pats his shoulder," it's ok", i told him smilingly. He nods.
"But i am not going to forgive you easily now go and deliver this letter", said as i punch his shoulder playfully. He smiled nodding as he walks away. I sighs as he shut the door behind. He is mad, truly mad. He taunted me over brain and he himself don't have it, i know what he did was for his love and his friend but if he tried to tell her the truth then i am sure annu will forgive him, yes she'll ask him to choose between his work and her but her love for him will never fade because she knows him truly. But he should've told me i would have help him. Actually i am mixed in emotion, one side i am happy that my friend got him and other side i am hurt, i honestly thought that he is my supporter here but he hide a truth from me. My friend needed me and i was here struck but i don't blame him fully if i wouldn't slap sanskar thinking it to be veer things would be different maybe. I wished to meet her but again i don't want her to think wrong of veer and moreover when there is a threat roaming around. Urghhhh, i frustratingly growls as tears leaked my eyes.
"Ragini", sanskar barged inside my room making me flinch at my place. I hurriedly wipes my face as i look at him.
"What the hell?", he growls while i tightly shut my eyes. "What the hell is happening outside veer was crying and here you, Damnn", he hissed as he ruffles his hair while i blinks at him innocently. He walked towards me and stands crossing his arms.
"Will you tell me?", he demanded while i instantly hug him making him startled. Seems like i need a reason to hug him.
"I am sorry sanskar i am sorry", i told him as i keep my head on his chest. He holds me from my elbow gently and gives me a quizzical look. I wipe my tears as i look at him," that day when we first meet i thought that you are the person who hurted my friend that's why i slapped you", i look down in guilt.
"If... I had known that it wasn't you, i would never slap you", i told him. He inhaled a sharp breath before cupping my face.
"And why do you think so?", he asked as he stare at my eyes making my heart flutters.
"Tattoo, that person has a similar tattoo that's why",i told him as i blinks.
"Is that person veer?", he asked me still cupping my cheeks, my eyes widen and i moved back and looks here and there.
"Ummm you should ask him that", i said as i played with my hairs not looking at him. He sighs shutting his eyes.
"Sorry", i mumbled while he shakes his head.
"He is gone", sanskar muttered as he walks out of the room while i facepalm myself. Damn ragini, now veer is gone and you too. Shit.
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"Hey is that your private plane?", i asked sanskar as i stand beside him in an airport while veer comes with our luggage as our butler. Oh i didn't tell you yesterday he get a good lesson from sanskar from hiding such thing so me and sanskar decided to punish him by making him our butler. Yeah yeah i know you must be thinking kahan sadu sanskar or Kahan yeh idea, ofcourse it was my idea and he agreed..i am telling you he is improving and about veer so he needs to work more harder to earn our forgiveness. He earned little from mine after delivering letter to annu and silently showing me her pictures. I was happy seeing her after so many days. She was living in our apartment so i am no more tensed about her and i am sure after reading my letter she'll not be tensed for mee too. Now me veer and sanskar are leaving for ooty, i am kinda excited as it's going to be my first ever trip.
"Yes now come", saying he hold my hand and we step inside plane. Damn, i felt goosebumps as he hold my hand protectively.
Wooow, my eyes widen seeing the home like plane, this is like the one i have seen in movies and read in novels.Mr.kidnapper got a good taste. He makes me seated on a place besides window, i was actually going to ask him to make me sit near window and he himself did, how sweet. I wish i could pull his cheek but i fear he might throw me out.
I controlled my laugh seeing veer who keeps our luggage with a thud, even after having so many people around he is working. Tch TCh, poor brother of mine. I giggled at my thought.
"Where's keyboo?", i asked sternly. He instantly hand me my teddy and sighs sitting on other side.
"Here is your keyboo madam", he said as he sighs exhausted. He is behaving as if we asked him to climb mountains to bring us water, over dramatic i tell you.
"Why are you sitting? Go and bring water for us", sanskar says as he pulls veer and sits on his seat. Veer jaw dropped seeing sanskar. Damn he is also enjoying.
"But we have man for that", veer argued while sanskar gives him a stern look.
"We used to have, now it's your duty", he told veer strictly who looks horrifyingly shocked. I couldn't control and giggled.
"Serves you right", i said as both of their faces turn towards me. Veer huffs while sanskar smirks.
"Now go", sanskar says as he turns his face to veer.
"Bad people", he stomps his foot like a child and goes while i laughed seeing his annoying face.
"Enjoying Mr.mafia are you?", i asked him teasingly.
"Whatever", he rolls his eyes at me while i frowns.
"Same sadu Dumbledore", i cursed as i twisted my lips.
"Here you both go, here is water, coldrink, juice drink whatever pleased you", he said as he puts the tray in front of small table.
"Now can i sit?", he asked as he look at sanskar and me. Sanskar look at me and then at veer, he bites his inner cheeks as he raised his eyebrow," what if i want coffee?", sanskar asked while veer grits his teeth and i chuckles. Damn he is being such a tease.
"Ok ok but after we take off", sansakr told him as i saw him preventing himself from laughing. Pilot comes and sanskar nods at him.
"Thank you", veer grits his teeth as he sits beside sanskar. I put on my seat belt and tightly shut my eyes praying. It's my second time in plane but i am scared as i was for the first time while coming in Mumbai.
"Put on music", sanskar voice reached my eardrums and i turns my face to him opening my one eye. He points toward the airpods. I nods as i instantly put the airpods turning on the music and again shut my eyes clutching keyboo in my hand. I don't know why but i feel his lips curved up.
I felt goosebumps in my stomach as we finally take off usually people like to see going up in the sky but i always feel my skin crawled while seeing. When i feel we are in air , i open my eyes and look outside window. Everything seems so small from air. I smiled as i lean towards the window and admire outside world. I turns my face and found Sanskar looking at me but he instantly moved his face away when i turned and makes a stern posture. My lips curved up seeing him. Cute mr.sadu. I look beside him and found veer sleep, like really? He sleep maybe he is faking it due to work. I thought. I'll see him later. I again turn my face and look outside, i was actually having a good time.
It's been an half an hour since we are flying, i turns my face and saw sanskar engrossed in reading whie veer still sleeping like a kumbkaran,literally he just pack our bags, make us breakfast, wash utensils and just bring luggage that's all what he did and still sleeping like a tired child. Let's have some fun. I thought as i removed my belt and keep keyboo besides me and get up. I walked towards veer and was about to shout in his air when i felt a jerked and was about to fall when Sanskar holds my hand and drags me to him making me sit on his lap, this happened in mini second that i couldn't even acknowledge, our faces was so close to each other that we could feel each other hot breath. I was clutching his collar while he was holding my waist. We both was lost to see each other eyes. He holds me close making my face moving more close to him resulting our nose touching. My breath got hitched while chills run down my spine. Our body heated up.
"Guys", veer voice reached our eardrums making us shocked. Our eyes widen as we look at each other and then our position, i hurriedly get up while he hurriedly moves back. I felt my cheeks heated up. I hurriedly walked over my seat and turns my face to other side while my heart pounds over my chest making me all red.
"Wo i didn't mean to disturb you", veer said with a hint of tease in his voice. If i wasn't blushing then i would've punch him in the nose.
"She was about to fall when i hold her and nothing else, don't run your puny brain on other things", sanskar cold voice reached my eardrums. Nothing else? Really? I felt a bit hurt hearing it but i let it go.
"I was saying that only", veer teased while sanskar sighs. He knows he cant escape.
"Ragini", veer calls out my name and i tightly shut my eyes.
"I am asleep", i said and bites my tongue when i heard veer chuckled.
"Ok", i heard his voice and makes faces. After that incident our journey goes silently and i was cursing because whenever me or sanskar say some work to veer he tease us while working so we stop asking him. We both were avoiding each other. The journey was long and tiring, not only by plane we covered some distance by car also. I was exhausted after the plane journey so i slept in car only.
Next day when i wake up, i found myself in completely new place. First i was panicked until i remembers. I freshen up changing into ripped jeans and knee length red shirt as i really liked the new place. I thought to roam around and my my i like this place more not because it wasn't as huge as the one in mumbai but it surely gives home feeling. 5 rooms, one big hall, one small dinning, one kitchen, garden and pool including terrace what else do you need in a place like ooty.
"Like it?", veer asked as he jumps from nowhere making me startled for a moment.
"Loved it", i replied after i return to my normal state while veer chuckled seeing my reaction.
"You know yesterday sanskar...", before he could complete i shut him.
"Where's sanskar?", i asked while he raised his eyebrow teasingly.
"Missing him?", he asked while i glare him.
"Ok ok he goes to jogg", veer tells me while my eyes widen.
"Don't give that look my boy is a fitness freak", veer says while i shakes my head.
"Can you take me to his room?", i asked veer who looks on confused.
"Why? What's cooking?", he asked while i smirks and winks at him.
"Let's go", i said as he gives me a look and we left.
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Me and veer was seated in a hall tapping our feet waiting for sanskar who goes for a jogg. It's been a long time since he left.
We both become alert as we saw him entering," good morning", me and veer greets with our toothy smile which he ignored and directly went towards his room.
"Akdu", we both muttered as we frowns but soon my lips twitched in a smile.
"Show starts in 15 minutes", i mutters as my eyes land on veer who was bitting his nails nervously.
"Stop that veer", i shouts as i hit his palm.
"Ragini i am telling you he is going to roast both of us in his emitting fire", veer nervously utters while i frowns hearing him.
"Look it's necessary to annoy him to do what we want him to do", i said giving him an illogical statement when i myself don't know what i really mean. Urghh confused soul.
"I am backing out", veer says as he up his hand in surrender.
"Coward", i stuck my tongue at him.
"What the hellll", sanskar shouts reached our eardrums and we both widen our eyes looking at each other.
"Who did this?", sanskar shouts as he stands on stairs with blue v neck-shirt and jeans. Me and veer look at each other and then him.
"Where's my clothes?", he asked as he descends one stair while me and veer take a step back.
I clears my throat as i blinks at him," it's your clothes only".
"So you did this?", he grits his teeth as he throws the clothes on stairs.
"Who the hell give you right to do this?", he shouts as he decends the stairs while i runs towards veer.
"He told me", i pushed veer to him who gives horrified look and runs around the sofa while he was running behind me.
"You are gone", he shouts as he marched towards me.
"Eee easy peasy sanskar, remember new Sanskar new place", i flashed him a smile while he glared me deadly.
"Give me my clothes ragini", he shouts as i throws the cushion at his direction but he caught it midway.
"Umm i throw all of your clothes, comeone sanskar it was all black with one maroon and dark blue shirt. It doesn't matter", i said making a puppy face while he clench his jaw and i bites my cheeks looking at him.
"Stop right there otherwise you are gone", he shouts making me flinch before i could run away me and veer bump in each other and we both falls.
Sanskar hurriedly marched and holds me from my elbow and pulls me to him making me hit his broad chest.
"Do you forget that i am still in mafia?", he asked me coldly glaring down at me. I shook my head," look i don't care whether you are from mafia or a devil from hell", i told him jokingly while his gaze darked and i bites my lips," bad one", i grinned while he holds me closer making me startled.
"Bring my clothes back", he hissed as he look at me angrily while i pouts and pushed him a little and fold my arms across my chest.
"You are too much sanskar, you only told me that you are in debth with me and you didn't even say me thank you for saving your life and here i am just asking you to wear something else for one day and you are showing me your anger, that's really rude you know", i told him in a sad voice and huffs. Sanskar look at me bewildered and then at veer who shrugged his shoulders.
"I thought of you as my friend but.... Forget it do whatever you want to do", i said dramatically and goes from there showing fake anger and winking at veer.
Veer walked towards sanskar and keep his hand on his shoulder," she just taunted you for not saying thanks, and that's really bad of you".
"What should i do?", sanskar asked innocently looking at veer who smiled brightly at his friend.
"Wear what she wants and then I'll tell you what to do next", veer winks at sanskar who looks on. Sanskar took a deep breath as he walks towards the stairs and pick up the clothes he throws.
"Damn, am i really going to do this?", he mutters as he look at the clothes in his hand and shakes his head marching towards his room.
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I was pacing in my room covering the length and depth. I just hope my words work on him and he wears what i want him too. I know he told me that I'll only live with him until everything sorts but i really want him to change in a good. Veer told me in childhood he used to wear colorful clothes and blue and white was his favourite. So before coming here i brought clothes for him by veer. I know he must be pissed but i need to play my cards carefully. He needs to see things in new light in new place and today is his first day towards change well i saw change in him from past two days but he hesitates to show the change in him and i don't want that. I want him to do everything by heart not with hesitation. Now i am being restless, what if my words effect him in a bad and he don't do what i want. Urghhhh my mind will burst with these thoughts. Damn.
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Sanskar stood crossing his arms and glared veer.
"Now what?", he asked him uninterested, while veer stood shocked blinking his eyes at him.
"Are you real?", veer asked as he tried to pinch sanskar but before he could sanskar punch in his stomach making him shout.
"Ok ok it's real it's real", veer shouts as he rubbed his stomach and look at Sanskar smilingly. He looks handsome in blue v-neck shirt with two buttons open and blue jeans. If he was a girl then he would be drooling over him.
"Shut up and tell me what should i do now?", he glared veer who nods.
"Buy her a flower and say her thank you simple", veer said while sanskar raised his eyebrow.
"Flowers? ME and thank you? How we say that?", he asked.
Veer shake his head," bro i don't think you only owe her a thank you, you owe something else too", he crossed his arms and smile.
"And what exactly i owe?", Sanskar asked as he glared.
"Uhmm maybe a 5 letter word starts with S", he raised his eyebrow as he rubbed his palm against each other.
"Stop beating the bush and come to the point", sanskar hissed.
"Sorry", veer said as he bites his lips.
"What?", sanskar shouts.
"Sorry, you owe her a sorry more than thank you", veer said as he shut his eyes tightly.
"Are you mad?", sanskar growls making veer flinch.
"Sor... What? Seriously, you want me to apologize", he asked as he ruffle his hairs.
Veer open his eyes and sighs," it's simple bro, just buy some flower and go to her say her sorry and thank you that's it", he keeps his hand on his shoulder while sanskar jerked his shoulder and give him a dead glare.
"Simple? Than why don't you go and say from my side if that's easy", sanskar grits his teeth.
"Look buddy, i have also done mistake and i have already apologize now i think you should go to flashback and realize your mistakes and apologize, that's your call", he pats his shoulder and leaves him behind.
Sanskar growls as he inhaled a deep breath keeping his hand on his waist and closed his eyes remembering his mistakes. He sighs as he open his eyes.
"Now where the hell I'll find flowers", he shouts frustrated and storms away for finding veer.
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"Shall i go and check?, NO NO ragini stay here you pretends to be angry right", i mutters to myself as i bites my inner cheeks. Damn, where the hell is this idiot veer? He should've come and told me but no. Maharaj must be tailing around his friend.
"I can go with the excuse of water right? Yes i can do that", i said as i smiled winningly and goes out.
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"I think red rose is best", veer said as he smiled brightly at sanskar who was giving confused look staring at flowers.
"Shut up", sanskar says as he continue looking at flowers.
"Sir your girlfriend will love red rose", the vendor says as he forward the red roses. Sanskar eyes snapped at him and his heartbeat faster hearing the word'girlfriend'.
"See i was saying same your girlfriend will love red rose", veer whispers in sanskar ears who clears his throat and glared veer and then vendor.
" i didn't ask you, give me orchids", he told him coldly. Vendor nods seeing his glare and hurriedly packs orchids.
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"Where the hell they both are?", i shouts as i roams around to find sanskar and veer but found none of them. Did they leave me here sulking and goes to enjoy? If they did they are gone. I huffs as i descends the stairs, i froze at my steps seeing the scene in front me. My heart pounds over my chest and my eyes widen seeing him. A huge crept appears on my lips seeing him. He is wearing the clothes i want. But wait , what did he hide behind his back when he saw me? What's cooking? My smile replaced with suspicion as i walked towards them. Wait, i could understand veer was nervous because i was glaring him but why the hell sanskar is nervous? Something's fishy. I crossed my arms and walks towards them raising my eye brow. Although my heart is fluttering seeing him in this look but i controlled my thumping heart nearing him.
"Umm ragi..ni i..i", sanskar stammers while my eyes widen as i stands near him, i sniffed as i felt uneasiness. This smell, i tried to think Aakchuuu. I sneezed.
"Sans..." Aaakchuuu. I sneezed again and sniffed.
"Who the hell ... (sneeze) brought... (sneeze) orchids?", i sneezed again as i shut my nose with my palm while my eyes become wattery while sanskar and veer look at me dazed. Sanskar open his mouth to say something as he forward his palm with orchids while my eyes widen and i take 3 steps back.
"Nooo", i shouts and sneezed. Before they could say anything i run away to my room. Damn i am allergic to these orchids.
"What was that?", veer asked looking at the direction she left. Sanskar was also staring at her direction. He look at the orchids in his hand and then at the direction she left.
"I told you red rose will work", veer sighs while sanskar turns and glared him.
"Now I'll give you another idea", veer said as he was about to snake his arms.
"Shut up", he growls as he marched towards kitchen and throws the orchids in dustbin.
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"Better", veer asked as i finished drinking the kadha (medicine). I sniffed and shake my head.
"You never told you were allergic to orchids", veer says as he keep the glass on table.
"You never asked", i replied rubbing my nose." and can i ask you why did you bring orchids and for whom?", i asked raising my brow. Veer sheeplishly smiles as he rub the back of his neck with his palm
"Sanskar brought it for you", he said teasingly while my eyes widen.
"What?", i shrieked covering my mouth."sanskar? For me? But why?", i questioned still not believing.
"Umm i don't know i should tell you or not", veer says as he tap his chin.
"Ofcourseee", i shouts.
"Ok ok, he want to say sorry and thank you to you that's why he brought it for you", veer says smiling brightly.
I blinks my eyes continuously confirming i didn't heard wrong.
"You are lying?", i said as i couldn't believe my ears.
"Ask him yourself", veer winks at me while my mouth hung open. Fishhh. I hit my forhead with my palm.
"Ocuhhh", i rub my forhead as i hit hard. Damn ragini now he will be pissed. Shit, shit, shit. I need to find him. I said to myself as i rushed to find him.
I check his room and find it empty. I walked towards terrace and found it empty, i was about to turn when my eyes land on something, i walked forward and my eyes widen, a huge crept appears on my lips. I shouts in happiness as i rushed outside the house to garden. I bump into veer but ignored and runs.
My step stopped near garden while i pants for breath. My eyes twinkle with happiness while my lips were streched into a bright smile. I clapped my hands like a child looking at the trampoline in front of me in the garden. I turns to find anyone but found none. I excitedly goes inside it and starts jumping like a child. Yohooooooo. I was jumping with my fist in the air.
"What's that bro?", veer asked startled as he keep his elbow on Sanskar shoulder who was leaning behind a pillar looking at ragini with a smile.
"My apologize and her happiness", sanskar replied lost looking at her, a crept appear on his lips as he saw her behaving like a child. His heart flutters with joy seeing her smiling that too because of him.
"Ohooo", veer teased while sanskar jerked and looks on embarrassed.
"Well it's seem fun i am going to join her",veer winks at sanskar and left while sanskar sighs as he continued staring at her with a smile.
I jumps and my eyes land on sanskar who was leaning on the pillar on terrace, i waved my hand to him and signs him to come but he seems lost. Wait. Did he do this for me? I thought while i felt butterflies on my stomach thinking about it.
"Sanskar", i shouts his name while he jerked as he stands straight, i waves my hand and gesture him to come while jumping. He shakes his head in a NO while i jumps and sits on the trampoline pouting.
"I am coming", veer shouts as he walks towards the trampoline.
"Noooo", i shouts as i stands on the trampoline and walks at corner.
"Why?", veer asked as he raised his eyebrow.
"I'll only allow you when Sanskar will also come", i said with a smirk, i look at the place where sanskar was but found it empty. I look around terrace and found him nowhere. Was i imagining him before? I thought.
"He'll not come", veer voice broke my thoughts.
"He will", i said with a smirk as i points towards the door from where sanskar is coming.
Veer look horrified while i smirked, i jumps down from the trampoline and runs to sanskar to give him a hug.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you. You are the best you know", i says as i jump in his arms. Veer looked on shocked while sanskar become startled.
"Ahaan, when i give you teddy you didn't give me a hug but in his case you were running in his arms huh ", veer says with a hint of tease. I breaks the hug and look at Sanskar and then turns to veer with a raised brow.
"I can give you one now", i winks at veer who opens his arms, i take a step towards him but stopped as sanskar caught my elbow.
"We need to give back the trampoline in 10 minutes so it's better you enjoy your time there, you can give him hug later", sanskar says avoiding eye contact while i raised my eyebrow and smiled sheepishly at him. I hold his hand and then veer.
"Ok let's enjoy", i said as i jump inside the trampoline when Sanskar budge but i forced him and we three ended into trampoline jumping like a maniac. I keep seeing sanskar who hesitate, i hold his hand and jumps with him. He gives me quizzical look but i make him jump anyhow by closing his eyes and let the wind touch his face while jumping. After hesitating for some time a smile appears on his lips and he also starts enjoy while i give hi-fi to veer and we three enjoy our time together.
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"I love my day today", i sits on the bed with thud. Today was very special day for me. After so many time i enjoyed alot. Away from tensions and worries. After playing like a child we three go for a walk and trust me OOTY is way too beautiful, it's air give some sort of fresh and peace feeling. The nature around us gives positive vibes and everything seems so peaceful and beautiful. Away from the hustle bustle, criminal world and it's problem. I am sure veer and sanskar feel this way too. Well it's been a long since i have eaten street food so after having walk i forcefully makes them eat street food along with ice-cream. It was like a friend's day out. Sanskar hesitates for a while but he adjusted too with my bossing him around and i love that. Although, he didn't say sorry or thank you to me but i understand everytime he open his mouth to say something but hesitates and avoid looking at me. I was adoring him all along, he was behaving like a child who comes to new place with new environment but i understand. Even i saw him smiling all himself in between which makes my heart flutters but that idiot stupid nitwit veer open his big mouth making his smile vanished. He needs to know it's not bad to smile, he should do it regularly. I smiled brightly as i released a deep breath. I'll cherish this day forever my life. I thought as i go and changes into comfy.
I walked out of my room to see sanskar pacing infront of his room. My room is just next door. He said he is sleepy but still wake up.
"What happened?", i asked making him startled. I narrowed my eyes seeing his reaction. What's wrong? I thought as i look at him who looks at me as if i am some sort of ghost.
"What's the matter?", i asked raising my brow while he shakes his head instantly looking away. He looks cute. i hide my smile.
"I was just going to sleep, good night", he stammers at his words as he walk towards his room. A teasing smirk appears on my lips as i understand.
"Do you want me to sing you a lullably?", i asked bitting my inner cheeks with a smile while his step halted hearing me. Caught you mr.maheshwari.
"Whaat?", he makes the world most innocent face. Intresting." i am not a ..child", he says trying to sound cold. I shakes my head. So mr.mafia is nervous of me. I bites my lips to prevent from laugh as i walked towards him seriously.
"So you are calling me a child?", i asked while he look at me and nods no.
"You know i am offended , you denied me", i pouts while he blinks at me, he open his mouth to say something but shut. Good improvement. I smiled in my head as i holds his wrist and headed inside his room.
"Now i am going to sing you a lullably until you sleep", i said in bossy tone while his eyes widen and his jaw hung open. I smirks looking at him. I know he'll not say me himself but it's the least i can do for my LOVE. I blushed at the thought but control myself.
"Come lay down", i said as i sit on his hed and pats my lap. He looked at me bewildered as if i am asking him to donate his kidney.
"No", he utters as he shakes his head.
"Don't play stubborn stubborn with me because i am more stubborn you see", i said with a smile. He shakes his head again. Damn why is he tilting like a pooh.
"Come", i forward my palm while he blinked at me, he stare at me for a moment.
"Don't worry your dignity is safe with me", i whispers as i winked at him. A small smile appear on his lips as he shakes his head. I smiled brightly as he sits on bed like a new shy bride. Damn he is behaving weird.
"Sanskar close your eyes and lay down", i said while he gulps his saliva before compiling. I smiled while my heartbeat rises but i controlled myself as i keep my palm on his forhead and pats. Sanskar open his eyes to look at me and i smiles looking down at me. He holds my other hand as he stares at me intensely.
"Close your eyes", i whisper as i feel my cheeks heated up due to his intense gaze. I keep my palm on his eyes closing it and smiled seeing him smiling a little. I pat his head as i started singing lullably.
Nindiya yeh legi tujhe thaam re
Soja de de aankhon ko aaraam re
Ke sara din chalke hai guzara
Tu uljhano ka maara
Ab jaake aayi hai yeh shaam re
Are aa re aa re aa
Are aa re aa re
Are aa re aa re aa
Are aa re aa re
Teri woh baatein aa sunaaun
Baithun sirhaane loriyan main gaaun
Raahein takti hai yeh ataari
Tijon ki ghadiyan sooni hi guzari
I smiled looking at his sleeping figure. My cute child. I low down and kissed his forhead. I covered him with quilt as i gently make him lay down. I look around his room and found guitar, i tiptoed towards the guitar and look at it questioningly, my eyes travel to sanskar and then the guitar hidden behind the mirror. So he likes music too. I smiled as i think of something and goes.
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"So he likes music" i tap my cheeks with my fingers as me and veer sits on a swing in garden. He nods as he drink his juice. I excitedly hits him as something strikes my mind.
"Ouch", veer rubbed his shoulder glaring me while i sheeplishly smiles.
"Then let's make him sing", i said ignoring his glare.
"He'll not sing", veer said.
"He will", i said while veer raised his eyebrow.
"And how?", he asked while i rubbed my palms together with a grin.
"Come", i hold his hand and drags him with me inside.
"You know how to play piano", veer asked shocked while i grinned proudly.
"Yes i know guitar and violin too", i said proudly while he blinks his eyes at me.
"You surely a talented", he said while i smirked.
"Where's he?", i asked.
"On the way", he winks while i started playing piano.
I played my fingers a long with humming. My heartbeat faster telling me about his presence. I smiled closing my eyes as i started singing.
Haan aa o...
Main jaan ye vaar doon
Har jeet bhi haar doon
Keemat ho koi tujhe beinteha pyaar doon
His step halted at his place as melodious voice reached his eardrum and he felt himself drowning into this voice. His steps anatomically reached towards the voice as it touched his heart.
Saari hadein maine meri, ab maine tod di
Dekar mujhe pataa awaargi ban gaye
Haan hasi ban gaye
Haan nami ban gaye
Tum mere aasmaan
Meri zameen ban gaye
He kept staring at her angelic face as her lips moves, his heart paces and he feel some sort of peace hearing her.
I stopped singing and open my eyes Only to find him staring me, i smiled as our eyes meet. His eyes were twinkling while my heart was fluttering.
"Woah you sings so well ragini", i shut my eyes irritated. Yes who else it could be. The third wheeler of course.
I turns and smiled at veer glaring him and then look at sanskar who also come out from his dreamland.
"You know sanskar sings too", veer told me while i smiled looking at sanskar who looked on shocked hearing veer.
"Really?", i asked amused as i give my attention to sanskar.
"No", he instantly snapped while i know this is coming.
"I think he is right, i have seen the guitar too", i said as i rest my chin on my hand over piano.
"I buy that when i was child", he said as he turns his face keeping his hand in his pocket. Back to his daily self. I said seeing him in his old self clothes.
"But in between these years you used to sing na", veer jumps in between making an innocent face. Mr. Dramabaaz.
Sanskar glared him hard while i smirked," oh then seems like mr.maheshwari is scared of me", i said with a hint of tease while his head tiltled to me and he raised his eye brow giving me 'oh-really' look.
"Now don't give me that look accept that i sings better than you that's why you are scared", i said as i fold my arms.
"Really? Don't dream so high ms.ragini. I am better then you in everything", he said as he copied me and smirks.
I smiled as i stands," challenge? Are we?", i asked while he smirked.
"Up to you because i don't want you to cry later over your defeat", he said making an apologetic look.
I chuckled shaking my head," that'll never come but yeah you can sulk over your defeat later", i winked as i forward my hand.
"We'll see that", he smiled as he shakes my hand.
"We will", i smiled. I tilted my head,"veer you are judging us, get ready", i take my hand back and look at Sanskar.
"You know you can practice", i said while he raised his eye brow.
"I am always ready", he said confidently.
"You know if you loose i am going to ask you something", i said while he shrugged his shoulder making a thin line of his lips.
"Done", he said while i grinned as i sits back at my place. He goes and bring his guitar. I winked at veer who mouth me a thank you.
Sanskar sits in front of me taking his guitar and gives me a winning smirk while i smiled.
"Ready?", i asked while he nods smiling. I sighs as i closed my eyes keeping my fingers on piano. And he started playing guitar.
Vaaste jaan bhi dun
main gawaa imaan bhi dun
kismaton ka likha mod dun
badle mein main tere
jo khuda khud bhi de
Jannatein, sach kahun chhod dun
Before i could start singing he started singing making me bewildered. I open my eyes and look at him singing, his eyes closed while a small smile on his lips. His face seems calm.
tumse zyada main na janu
tumse khudko main pehchanu
tumko bas main apna maanu,
mahiya
vaaste jaan bhi dun
main gawaa imaan bhi dun
qismaton ka likha mod dun
I started singing as he open his eyes looking at me, i smiled as i sing and we both stare at each other.
tere alawa koi bhi khwahish
nahi hai baaki dil mein
kadam uthaun jahan bhi jaun
tujhi se jaun mil main
I sings remembering all our moments. I stopped as he continued.
tere liye.. mera safar..
tere bina.. main jaaun kidhar
He smiled brightly singing while he plays guitar, his eyes twinkled.
tumse zyada main na jaanu
tumse khudko main pehchaanu
tumko bas main apna maanu
mahiya
I started singing looking at him as i tap my feet a long the music while he shakes his head.
vaaste jaan bhi dun
main gawaa imaan bhi dun
qismaton ka likha mod dun
I sings as i looks at him lovingly while he closed his eyes feeling the music.
badle mein main tere
jo khuda khud bhi de
jannatein, sach kahoon chhod dun
He opened his eyes as he sings looking intensely at me while my heartbeat faster as my cheeks turn red.
tu hi savera mera
tu hi kinara mera
tu hi hai dariya mera
khuda ka zariya mera
tujhi se hota shuru ye mera karwan
tujhi pe jaake khatam
ye mera sara jahaan
I sings as i closed my eyes remembering my feelings for him, how unexpectedly i fall in love with him. Our eyelocks,his care, his cold behavior,our hug, kiss, and moreover his smile.
vaste jaan bhi dun
main gawaa imaan bhi dun
qismaton ka likha mod doon
I open my eyes as we both sings in rhythm, i stopped playing piano while he continued playing guitar. We both sings looking deep into each other eyes with a smile playing on our lips.
Our eyelock was broke by the voice of thud. We both tiltled our head and found veer sitting on floor keeping his hand on his head.
We look at each other and then at veer confused.
"How could you?", he shouts as he stares at both of us respectively.
"How could you both do this to me?", he said while i blinks at him not understanding anything.
"What it is veer?", sanskar asked while he look at Sanskar and stands dusting his clothes.
"You are asking me? Ask yourself and her. What the hell you both just did?", he asked as he widen his eyes.
"Sing i guess", sanskar replied while i nods.
"Really? Did you call this singing?", he asked while me and sanskar look at each other and then at him.
I stands and cross my arms," what do you mean by that? ", i asked while Sanskar also stand and glare him.
"Mean? I am the judge remember?", veer said waving his hand in the air.
"So?", sanskar asked as he raised his eyebrow keeping his hand on his hips.
"So? Dude what you both did wasnt singing", he said and pause while i narrow my eyes," it was killing", he said amusingly.
"I was shocked that you, you both totally rock it. Amazing chemistry i must say", he said dramatically as he pats his shoulder and then mine. While i smiled so as Sanskar shaking his head.
"So who wins?", i asked excitedly as i raised my eyebrow.
Sanskar look at me and then veer.
"Of course me", he said smirking as he caresses his collar.
"No ways", i said as i shakes my head. "I was bestest i know", i said with a proud smile.
"No you sings like a broken recorder", sanskar says while my eyes widen and i covers my mouth with my palm.
"What? What did you just say?", i asked giving him a chance to change his statement.
"Same you just heard", he said while i twisted my lips and starts hitting his shoulder with my palm.
"Ahh oouwww ragini aah", he says while i continued hitting him.
" Tell him veer that i win tell him fast", i said when he hold my hand midway and pulls me closer making my eyes wide and my heartbeat faster.
"Yes veer tell her i win", he said as he smirks looking at my reaction. I composed and moves back and turns my face to veer.
"Look veer if you say he wins then i am sure you'll be favouring your friend", i said as i huffed.
"Hey!! That's cheating and blackmailing both", sanskar argued as he holds me from my elbow turning to him.
I removed my elbow from his hold and twisted my lips," i don't care but it is what it is", i said while he shakes his head.
"Then I'll think i win", he said smilingly.
"No ways i win because i am better, your voice is like a umm ummm yeah your voice is like... Oh yess phata hua dhool", i said with a smirk.
"Oh really?", he asked as he take a step closer to me raising his brow.
"Yess mr.loonehead", i said as i take a step towards him and poke his chest.
"Okay you win ms.An.Noy.Ying", he said as he holds my finger and smiles while i felt goosebumps in my body.
"Stop it you both", veer jumps who was acting as mr.india while back.
"Ragini wins and that's final", he said while i screeched happily and jumps in excitement.
"Yes yes i knew it dekha mr.nitwit i won, now you have to do what I'll say", i grinned while he shakes his head smiling at me.
"Say ms.chatterbox", he said as he fold his arms across his chest.
"First stop calling with nicks because i have long list for you then you do and last i want You to teach me some fighting moves", i said as i smirked seeing his confused expression.
"Since you are good in action so i want to learn in case of emergency you see i don't want to get kidnapped by some mr.mafia again", i smiled teasingly while he smirked raising his eyebrow.
"Oh really? Wanna fight with me?", he asked while i shook my head smikinglt1 brightly," want to fight with you", i winked as he chuckles as if he understands me.
"Wish granted ms.annoying", he said as he turns," and yes about nicks so i think from now on your nicks suit you better then your name", i bites my lips hearing him as he shakes his head and walks off while i keep staring at his retreating figure with a huge smile.
"Uhmm uhmmm", veer clears his throat and i turn to look at him.
"Wanna give me some credit?", he asked teasingly while i smirked," will think about it later IDIOT", i grinned and leaves while he stood pouting.
"Love is in the air", veer mutters to himself with a smile as he walks away.
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Days passed just like a snap of finger. I stood staring at the moon. Who will say that it's going to one freaking month when my life changes with 360 degree. Yes one month flew like it was yesterday i was crying on my helplessness when i got robbed and found him "my worst nightmare" of that time but who knows that my worst nightmare will become one of my dream. The person i used to hate the most is now the same person i loved, my love for him was growing by time. Not only mine but his too. No No No he didn't proposed me or tell me his feelings but just like i said i know him and i understands him, his eyes speak and mine too. We can see love in each other eyes and express it through it only. Some feelings don't need words just your eyes is enough to express. We three become a family in short span of time. Sanskar who was cold,ruthless and monster is now become a great teaser, and when i just say then trust me i mean it. He teased veer to no ends with me. He started hangout with me, statt2 opening up with us and moreover he teach me fights too. Shocked? Right... Hehehe even i was when i saw him shirtless in his track pants in front of me already to teach me. I was blushing furiously when he was teaching me moves, i was just starring at his chiseled chest with perfect abs, i know he caught me and made me embarrassed too. I even fake fight with him to divert his teasing hussh i was saved. I forcefully make him wear his shirt and then he teaches me, obviously there were some close moments when he was my teacher. Damn my cheeks again heated up thinking about those moments. Hey nothing happened haan don't think that way it was just close moments which got disturbed by of course the third wheeler my annoying brother. But i am thankful for him because he saved me from teasing from Sanskar. My life is surely changed and sanskar he too, the shell he made around himself is shedding not fully but mostly but that doesn't mean he wasn't the old one, i know just like he hides the sanskar in him he is going to hide the cold one too until i don't know. You know he started smiling frequently now a days and i am more then happy. He don't even hesitate me to sings him a lullaby sometimes and sometimes he used to did it for me trust me it makes me so Damn special. I know how i controlled myself not to cry infront of him at his gesture. I always tell them about my childhood till now, i also tell them about the day when i met sanskar. They seemed to enjoy my non-stop talks instead of annoying but that doesn't mean i stopped annoying them i do and i still do and seeing their annoyed face is my favorite thing to do. Oh i forgot to tell you it's Sanskar birthday in two days so i am making his potrait as a gift. Surprised? Yess that's what i want him too. Since painting is my favorite i am going to make his potrait with a small surprise i just hope he liked. I smiled as i turns to look at the incomplete potrait in my bed. I walked toward my bed and caressed the potrait with love.
Knock Knock!
"Come in", i said as i sanskar walked in. My eyes widen seeing him and i hurriedly hide the potrait behind me.
"What are you hiding?", he asked as he walks towards me with a suspicious look. I shook my head as i hide the potrait under my pillow.
"Nothing", i blinks at him innocently.
"No you are don't lie", he said as he glared me and tried to hold my hand.
"I said na it's nothing", i told him as i block him to reach potrait.
"Ragini", he hold me from my elbow," tell me what it is? You said you'll not hide anything from me", he said me in a blackmailing tone while i sighs as i hold him from his shoulder.
"I promise I'll tell you tomorrow night pakka", i said as i smiled and blinks.
"But", i keep my finger on his lips shushing him and nods no.
"Please", i make a puppy face while he closed his eyes and helplessly sighs.
"Thank you", i said as i turned him and pushed towards door.
"Hey i come to make you sleep", he said as he pouts. My cute monkey.
"No I'll sleep by myself and you too go, no lullaby today we are not child", i said as i points at the door.
"(-_ど) look whose talking about child and all", he frowns as he crossed his arms.
"Mee", i proudly says as i drags him outside the door.
"And yes i am going to lock my room today so good night", i winked at sanskar who flushed hearing me while i giggled as i closed the door. He used to come at night to kiss my forhead while i was asleep and i caught him several times but doesn't say. I smiled as reach towards my bed and sleep keeping his potrait besides me and keyboo.
Sanskar stood outside embarrass as he rub his neck with his palm bitting his inner cheeks," good night", he muttered sadly as he walks towards his room.
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"All ready?", veer asked while i nods.
"You sure you can bake", he asked while i nods glaring.
"Of course i can now do something to make him away till night", i told him while veer nods thinking something.
We both straighten our postures when sanskar comes back from joggs and greets us. Yes yes he now greet us with a good smile.
"Morning", we replied as he walked upstairs to his room. He goes and come changing into red v-neck shirt with blue jeans. One more shock? I know i know but you know ragini ka asar sab pa parta hai toh is dumbhead pay bhi parh gaya. I smiled as i adored him, my handsome chimpanzee.
"Red and all haan? What's matter mr.chimpanzee", i asked in a teasing tone.
"Yeah some dumbo girl throws my clothes saying i need to try new clothes so was just obeying her ms.annoying", he said smirking as he sits besides veer.
We both look at each other when suddenly veer started laughing loudly making my and sanskar head turn to him.
"Rag..ini", he laughs saying my name. Was my name funny? How come i don't know before.
"What's this?", he asked as he paused his laughter showing me a newspaper in which we both played game.
"What?", i asked as he again started laughing. He surely lost his remaining senses.
"We write our full name in this area and you write Ragini Blah Blah", he said as he points at the area and starts laughing again while my nostrils flared with anger.
"Blah Blah, seriously?", he lauged while i shut my eyes tightly and stands.
"So what? That's my name what's your problem haaan?", i shouts as i glared him.
"Problem? This name like seriously? How did they registered your name at first place", he said as he again start laughing irking me to no end.
"Sanskar shut your friends mouth otherwise he'll be dead", i said gritting my teeth while Sanskar instantly keep his palm over his mouth shutting it.
" ok sorry but tell me like seriously?", he again asked bitting his lips to prevent from laughter while i huffed.
"Yes it's real. Ragini sounds lonely so add this as my surname, happy?", i snapped folding my arms and turning my face away.
He again laughs while i twisted my lip in anger.
"Look if you really need a surname i can give you mine", veer said while my head snapped at him and so as sanskar.
"What did you just say?", sansakr asked as he glared him.
"My surname", veer shrugged his shoulder as sanskar moves his face and glared him harder.
"And how exactly you are planning to do that?", sanskar asked as he stands crossing his arms with shooting draggers at him. I look at Sanskar and smiles mischievously at his jealousy. My Mr. Jealous. He looks cute tho.
"Heyyy i am not thinking that way", veer shouts as he understands Sanskar points and stands.
"I mean to say that I'll adopt her", veer said while my eyes widen and sanskar raised his eyebrow.
"As my sister", he said as he moved back looking at sanskar.
"You want to adopt me at this age?", i asked as i glare him.
"So what? It's not to late to become your guardian. I can be your big brother", he said as he look at me and then at Sanskar. I shakes my head smilingly hearing him although i felt a bit emotional hearing it but his words matter the most, i already think him as my annoying brother.
I walked towards veer and hugs him," you are actually good big dumb brother", i said as i chuckled.
"Just like my little annoying sister", veer smiled as he pats my head.
Sanskar clears his throat as he fold his arms and glared at us.
"Jealous", me and veer said and chuckled as veer drags him and we three shares a hug.
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I was pacing to and fro in the hall waiting for sanskar. Veer send him away making some excuse now it's been 2 and half hour since he left. Ita going to be 12 soon and he needs to be here. My eyes widen as i heard the car screeching sound. Veer comes inside running and signs me to turn of the light. I compiles as i turns off the light and goes.
Sanskar entered inside the house but found darkness around.
"Veer"
"Ragini"
He called out their names as he walks inside to the sockets. He stops in his track hearing footsteps.
"Happy Birthday To You! Happy Birthday Dear Sanskar, Happy Birthday To You", i sings as i walks with the cake in my hand while my face shines with the candles. Sanskar stood frooze at his steps. I walked towards him with a smile and stands in front of him.
"Happy Birthday", i whispers.
He jerked as veer burst the party poppers," Happpy Birthdayyy Brooooo",veeer shouts and turned on the lights. Sanskar look at me and then at veer bewildered.
"Mr.night dreamer come out of your dreamland", i joked seeing him lost. Sanskar blinks as he look at the cake in my hand at then veer.
"You both", he look at us while we nods.
"Yes we both remembers now come let's cut the cake ", says veer as he holds sanskar and we stands near the table and placed the cake in between.
"Wait first gifts ", i screeched as i runs to get my gift. Sanskar look at the direction she left.
I comes back with a smile as i hide the gift behind my back while sanskar look at me kneely.
"I told you na that you'll know today night",i said as i forward the packet. Sanskar look at me and then at my hand. He takes the take while my heartbeat accelerates and i looks on nervous and finger's crossed. I just hope he likes it.
My heartbeat dropped at every step he opens the gift, i tightly shut my eyes as he finally look at the gift.
He looked at the potrait speechless and then at her face who closed her eyes, he smiled as he felt lots of emotions gushed through his veins and heart. He holds the portrait in one hand and holds her hand from other.
I open my eyes and found him looking at me lovingly, he pulls me closer to him making my breath hitched. He looks at the potrait in his hand and then at me,he cups my cheeks with other hand and leans to kiss my forehead affectionately while i closed my eyes feeling it. He stare at me as he inhaled a deep breath and smiled.
"Thank you", he whispers in a low voice as his eyes become little misty making my heart dropped. I hugged him instantly.
"Uhm uhm shall we cut the cake?", veer said while i glared him as he breaks the hug and he winks at me.
"Gift from my side", he take out a box from his coat. Sanskar look at him amused.
"You know its your first gift", sanskar says while i looked on shock.
"What? First i didn't know my brother was kanjoos", i said disappointed while both chuckles hearing me.
"Amazing one, thanks", sanskar hugs veer who gifted him a customized watch with SM engulf on it.
"My brother have a good taste", i pats his back who bows dramatically.
"Now let's cut the cake and pray we all don't die eating it",veer says as i smacks his arm.
"What?", sanskar asked confused.
"Yes afterall ragini made it all by herself so we need precaution afterall its her first time baking", veer said in a complementing and taunting tone while i frowns.
"Really?", sanskar asked startled as he look at me while i scratch my head and look down blushing.
"Ok let's cut it", saying the sanskar holds my and veer hand on his making us startle at his gesture
"Make a wish",i whisper , he smiled as he look at me intently,"already did ", He told as he blows the candle and cut the cake.
"Happy birthday", i smiled as he feed me the cake and i did the same.
"Hey that's good", i said as i finally realized it was made by me. I took a piece and put it in my mouth.
"Yes..s yesssh...thawttss realllly ghood i maaade ..it", i said in between while eating while sanskar and veer shakes their head seeing me.
I gulps the cake as i look at veer who was about to take a piece, i hit his palm," you wont eat it, what if something happen to you while eating it", i said as i holds the cake in my hand while sanskar wipes my face with his thumb. A current run through my spine bht i composed myself.
"Hey that's not fair", veer whines while i shook my head keeping the cake behind.
"Only sanskar and me will eat it,ok sanskar ", i said as i look at sanskar who look at me and then at veer. He holds my hand and take the cake from my hands.
"Absolutely Wrong only me and solely me will eat it", he said as he moves back taking the cake while my mouth hung open and so as veer.
"But i made it",i pouts.
"Yes and i stare",veer jumps while i glared him.
"But it's for me right", he said as he starts eating the cake.
Me and veer look at each and pouts like a child.
"Ok then you have to spend your birthday like we want", i said eyeing him.
"I think it's my birthday so i decide ", he said as he look up at me.
I made a puppy face and blinks at him," Please sanskar atleast today let us do it and i know your kind of birthday he already told so please let me do it in my way this year... please... please... pretty please", i blinks at him innocently.
He shakes his head sighing," i can never win over you, you know", he said while i grinned.
"Yess now chalo let us eat the cake as well", i said as me and veer take a step towards him while he widen his eyes shaking his head and stands jumping from the sofa.
"No wayyy",he said like a child as he runs upstairs while we look at his running figure in disbelief.
"You really changed him",veer shook his head while i pouts.
"Seems like", i shrugged. As we both sits on the sofa touching our heads.
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"Everything is so beautiful here right", i said as i cover myself with shrug as we three eat ice cream. We are here to celebrate sanskar birthday. The wind flows making my hairs fly.
"Yes it's beautiful", sanskar says staring at me while i felt goosebumps in my body hearing him and my cheeks heated up.
"So cheesy", veer jumps snaking his hand around sanskar with a teasy smile while i giggled hearing him.
"Keep your hands away from me if you want your teeths alright", sanskar said passing him a fake smile while veer frowns moving back.
"No one wants me here", he said dramatically getting a punch by me and sanskar.
"Exactly", we both said unison and we three laughs.
"Hey let's go there", i pointed towards the swing in the park.
"We have one in home ragini", sanskar says.
"Yes but location is change na", i told as i rushed towards the swing leaving the two behind who shakes their head at my antics.
Sanskar was about to walk when his phone ringed.
"You go I'll come", he said to veer who nods and goes to her.
He look at the caller ID and pick up the call," hello".
"Hello mr.maheshwari. I am prateek , actually there is a bad news", his heartbeat accelerated," what it is?", he asked.
"Raghav run away from jail 3 days back, he replaced himself with someone's else and police got to know today only", his chest tightens and he clutched the phone in his hand.
"I am coming", he whispers as he cut the call and his gaze fell over her who was laughing like a child riding while veer was pushing her. He makes a fist as he marched towards them while his heart felt uneasy.
"We are going home", sanskar said as he marched towards us.
"Why?", i and veeer said in unison.
"Beacuse i have some work", he said while i can sense uneasiness in his voice so i didn't argued. I look at veer who nods.
"Ok", i chirped but my heart feels heavy as we walks.
"What's happening", i asked as i saw many bikes parked far from of his house. Sanskar and veer share a glance of worry as we three get out of the car.
"Ragini", Sanskar turned to me his voice wasn't usual.
"Stay here", he said looking directly into my eyes while my chest pounds with fear.
"What it is sanskar?", i asked while fear errupt in my hearts.
"Nothing just business,you stay in the car until we come back", saying he take a step towards me while i moved back nodding no.
"I'll come with you", i said stubbornly.
"Noooo", he and veer shouts making me flinch at my place. Sanskar come and holds me from my shoulder.
"Please ragini don't make it hard for me, hide in the car until i come back and yes put on some music", he said looking at my eyes while i felt tears forming on the back of my eyes, i saw fear in his eyes of something so i nods with heavy heart. I look at him and veer.
"Come soon", i whispers while they nods. I didn't go inside car instead i go near the garden and hides behind a tree from far. Why i am having bad feeling about this?
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Sanskar and veer entered inside their house and closed the door, they look at each other and then around the house.
"Welcome home", an unpleasant voice reached their eardrums making their jaw clench. Both take out their gun stealthily.
Sanskar inhaled a deep breath closing his eyes.
"Let's the game begin", he mutters as he open his red eyes which was burning with fury. He loaded his gun and starts shooting at the silhouette he sees hiding soon the wars starts.
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Tears flow from my eyes continuously hearing the gun shots, no no no not again please. No no. My hands shivers with fear as i tried to clutch the tree and appear myself strong. I forget about all this some time ago and here again with all these voice. I feel my body getting numb by the voices. Please keep them save please. I can't stand here and see. I need to do something. I need police. No No not police what if they caught sanskar and veer too no i can't let that happen. I know fight right? I can help them by fighting. I said to myself while more tears fall helplessly from my eyes. No i cant stand here, i said at the throbbing of my heart. I inhaled a deep breath before walking towards house.
My steps halted and my chest tightens looking at the closed door. I shut my eyes tightly before pushing the door.
I froze at my steps as the gunshot echoed in the hall, blood splattered over my face while i stand freeze. The body hit the ground as i come face to face with the most dangerous man i have ever seeen. His eyes burning with fury as he points the gun at me while blood was all over his shirt. His face heartless. I felt numb as i look down at the body lying near my feet which was of Raghav and then at him whom i claimed to love.
My vision become blurry as my eyes averted around the hall, the hall which was my favorite place is now covered with blood and dead bodies of many people's. I felt suffocated and difficult to breath in the air as i stumbled and fall on the floor with a thud. He killed them. He killed all of them.
"Rag...ini", i heard his stammering voice. While a hand on my shoulder, i jerked the shoulder as a sobs escape my mouth. I shut my eyes tightly while i feel difficult to breath. I stands with much difficulty while my body feel weak. I covered my mouth to prevent from any sobs.
"Ragini", he dropped the gun as he tried to near me while i shakes my head moving back.
"Don't", i shouts as my eyes become red. He froze at his steps. I turns and look at veer who was looking at me. I moved away from him too. I touch my face which have blood. My body shivers. Yes i want raghav dead but all of this. This bodies lying around the hall. I don't want this, i never want this.
"Listen to me please", his voice reached my eardrums while i snapped my eyes at him and i smiled bitterly at him.
"Listen? Really? I don't need to listen when i can see everything clearly", i spats as i shut my eyes tightly composing myself.
"I thought...i i thought you have changed but....", my voice cracked as i look at him painfully," but i was wrong", i said as i removed veer hand who tried to hold me.
"I was blooooody wrong", i shouts as tears leaked my eyes vigorously but i wipes them rashly.
"You are same, All same", i shouts as i points at the dead bodies," Cold Bloooded Murderer", i shouts in my top voice while i felt thud in my heart.
"You killed them, you kill all off them and snatched their family, i know about this", i points at raghav and give his body a disgusted look," but them", i look around and my chest tightens. I shook my head.
"All of them", i look around while my throat pained. Now nothing will be same. Sanskar shut his eyes painfully as he makes a fist.
"I cant live here, i can't", i whispers while he open his eyes to look at me and i look up to meet his eyes," i cant live with a cold bloody murderer like you... I can't" i shouts as i collapsed on floor crying.
"You are heartless monster and will remain same", my heart pained at my words.
He inhaled sharply as he looks away making a fist. "Leave", his broken voice reached my eardrums and i look up. I look around the body lying and i instantly get up.
"Leave and never show me your face", he said while my eyes widen and i feel my heart broken into peices.
"Sanskar", i cracked as i sobs.
"You were right.... I am a monster and you should not live with....", he turned as a tear leaked his eyes collapsing my world,"ME". I shook my head as i shut my eyes painfully.
"Sansk", i tried to take a step towards him while he closed his eyes showing me his palm.
"I said Leave", he said in a low voice still closing his eyes.
"I i am", i mumbles but froze seeing his eyes dark cold eyes snapping at me. No. No.
"I said LEAVE Raginiiiii", he shouts in his dangerous voice making me stumbled.
"Leave or else i throw you out", he gives me a cold stare while i feel everything collapsing. His eyes were looking at me painfully asking 'why did you bring me in light if you want to push me in darkness again", my heart broke into million pieces.
"Veer take her or else I'll forget who is she ", sanskar utters emotionlessly looking at me and turning his back on me.
Paas aaye
Dooriyaan phir bhi kam naa hui
Ek adhuri si hamari kahani rahi
Aasmaan ko zameen, ye zaroori nahi
Jaa mile, jaa mile
Veer holds me from my shoulders as he makes me turn while i stare at his back. Why can't i shut my mouth? Why can't? Our past event flashed in my eyes fading away as i look around the hall. A sobs escape my mouth while i covered my mouth.
Ishq saccha wahi
Jisko milti nahi manzilein, manzilein
Rang thhe, noor tha
Jab kareeb tu tha
Ek jannat sa tha, yeh jahaan
Waqt ki ret pe kuch mere naam sa
Likh ke chhod gaya tu kahaan
Just like our unsaid feelings, our love story remains incomplete.
I Love You! I think closing my eyes and let the tears flows..I removed my shoulders from veer who looks at me painfully. I smiled weakly at him as i holds the door knob turning back looking at him for one last time. Maybe this is end. This is what destiny stored for us. Two persons from completely different world's cant be one.
Some love stories remain incomplete but the love stays in their hearts forever!!
Hamara Adhuri Kahani!
The end.😂
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