• Downhill •
*Rina POV*
I stared at the wall for a few seconds as Jin held onto my body. What is happening anymore? It felt good having his arms wrapped around me, the sensation of his fingers running over my skin was the most satifying thing I had ever felt. But….it also feels good when Namjoon does it. Shouldn't just one person make me feel this way?
"Stop." I turned to look at Jin's face, his eyes scanning my face with a questioning look. Was he surprised that I was refusing him or did he just find it funny in some way?
"This isn't happening. I'm not marrying you and we're not doing this." I calmed my breathing and forced my eyesight away from his gorgeous face and demanding eyes.
"Are you playing hard to get or do you want me to get rough?" He grabbed my jaw, forcing me to look at him.
I don't know what I want….all I know is that I don't want this. I don't want to be passed around. I had just started feeling something for Namjoon, he made me feel good, I don't understand why is Jin also making me feel good..it's not fucking fair.
"I have to go." I pushed him away and walked to the door. I wanted to see Namjoon, I don't know why, whatever came over me I don't think I'll be able to explain it but I just had to see him.
"Rina you're gonna be mine one way or another and you're gonna enjoy it." Jin spoke out in a hushed tone, pulling me to a stop as my bottom lip trembled at the dark words.
Stop feeling good, stop being attracted to him, stop dreaming. Namjoon's the only one who should make you feel like that.
"Leave me alone." I didn't dare look back at him as I unlocked the door and ran out to the hall. My heart was beating faster than ever. I could still smell him and even...feel him? Did his hands leave an impression on my body or something?
I breathed out and began walking down the bare stairs. My mind was in a million different places. I had almost forgotten what me and Namjoon did last night...that means something, right? Am I being a slut by indulging the sheer thought of pleasure with someone else? Did I really become what I had hated being called the most? A tear rolled down my cheek and just as I was about to wipe it away someone called my name. The voice was anything but welcoming.
I knew it was Yeeun so I kept walking, resting everything on the possibility that she just curses at me and storms off. That wasn't the case and the nearing clicking of her heels echoing through the hallway confirmed that.
"Sneaky bitch." She grabbed my shirt, pulling me back and turning me around to look at her. Her eyebrow raised when she saw the tears in my eyes but nonethless continued as usual.
"Stay away from my family." Her face was serious and blank, different to her normal moody expression. Her statement or more like command created a lot of questions in my head.
"What family?" I asked bluntly, I couldn't be bothered with trying not to fight or maintain peace. I was under too much mental anguish to suck up to her of all people.
"My fiance Taehyung and his brothers and father. They're all my family and I don't want you in or near it." She pushed me back as she spat out the last word and I chuckled sarcastically.
"Taehyung hates you, Jin didn't want you, Namjoon can't stand you and whoever's left must be seriously blind to think you're worth keeping around." It just came out and I could practically see the gears turning in her head at the speed of light as every emotion passed through her face. Strangely though she ended up on calm and I was surprised to say the least.
"If you marry Jin, I will make sure Kyung-hee lives the rest of her life praying for death." She said it in such a collected manner that it almost didn't sound like a vile threat. I stared at her face blankly and then turned around and walked away.
"Now I want him more." I whispered as I walked away and heard her scoff and stamp her foot on the ground.
"Don't test me." Now a bit more.anger was.coming through her voice but it didn't matter. Right now I couldn't care less how she reacted or what she said. Why was it so easy to risk anyone and everything just to taunt her?
After I turned the corner and was out of sight from her I slumped against the lockers, feeling spent and exhausted. People as destructive as her had a knack to drive the energy out of people like me. Will I ever get a rest? Will things ever be good?
A few more steps and I realized I took the wrong turn trying to get back to class. Avoiding Yeeun will do that to someone. I hoped if I just follow a path it would lead to some sort of similarity in the wide halls but so far nothing jolted in my memory. In the midst of me attempting to navigate my way through the school I realised I was on the wrong floor completely. Wow, Jin really affected me that much?
I spun around and decided retracing my steps was the best thing to do. What I didn't realise was how empty this floor was and actually kind of scary. Most of the classroom doors were open, revealing a seemingly never-ending blackness that sent chills down my spine. I quickened my pace trying to get out of the dim, silent labrinth as quickly as I could but a warm, familiar voice had me slowing down.
From one of the empty classrooms a very diminished light peeked through the ajar doorway and as I got closer and peeked in, my curiosity was confirmed when I saw Namjoon standing there, leaning against a dusty desk, facing someone who was completely dressed in black clothing.
Why does just the sight of him already make me smile?
"This wasn't supposed to happen, I went through all that work, wasted so much time all for nothing." Namjoon sounded genuinely upset. Whatever it was must be pretty serious because I had never seen him look so genuinely bothered and distressed before.
I wanted to go in and hug him, wrap my arms around him and let his anger melt in my embrace, just like he had done for me. But I didn't want to intrude, I didn't want to pry, I-
"Yeeun should've just killed her, why the hell did Taehyung save her anyway?" As those words registered in my mind I felt like the empty hallways were suddenly becoming smaller, suffocating me. He wanted Yeeun to…..kill me?
"I spent all that fucking time making Rina fall in love with me and she's just gonna marry Jin anyway. My plan goes to shit, dad gets the inheritance and we get left behind." I saw Namjoon mouthing curse words and my eyes rapidly filled with tears as my heart broke in a matter of seconds.
"Now I have to figure out what to do with her….what a waste of goddamn time."
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