the picture above is the main character, noah. the story is mainly told from her pov (:

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i wake up to the sound of what i figure are gunshots. it's honestly not that strange, in the south side, it's better than an alarm.

i roll over and check the time on my phone, seeing i overslept for the first day back to school. fuck. i wanted things to be different this year, i wanted to look good the first day back, maybe i can rush...

i pull on the outfit i had picked out the night before. it was a simple white off the shoulder long sleeve, paired with a jean skirt that fit my curves nicely. all from the local thrift shop!

i put on light makeup since i basically had no time and didn't want to be late. i make my way downstairs and greet my drunken mother, telling her she'll be fine without me home for six hours. i take the car keys and start the old thing that i found at a dumpster facility.

i finally get there and i see my bestfriend debbie. debbie gallagher. she's an amazing friend, and strong! her family is kinda nuts.. i wouldn't even know where to start.

i hug her. i notice she's pregnant. again. "oh my god debbie." all she can say is "i know." she didn't seem as excited as she was for franny. she tells me she can't support this baby, and that she's gonna get pushed down the stairs by carl. hmm i wonder what's up with him.

"bye debbie, we can hang later?" she nods as i walk towards my locker. i put some stuff away after looking at my schedule and head to my homeroom. i look around for familiar faces, only one person i could recognize, a guy named jake. i wave at him, he gestures for me to sit in the abandoned desk on the left of him. "hey!"

"hey noah! how have you been recently?" i can tell i just furrowed my eyebrows, being uncomfortable at the question, "honestly not so good, my moms paranoia is worse than ever and the doctors wanna put her in a home." he seems shocked, i think he would've been fine with a simple, im good thanks.

"gosh i'm sorry noah, if there's anything i could ever do.. here's my number." he starts to write on a ripped off piece of notebook paper, he hands it to me, i smile... i never realized how cute he was.. damn. the bell rings and i walk to my chemistry class. shit! i forgot my textbook.

i see carl. carl fucking gallagher looking me up. i chuckle and sit down in the stool next to him. i explain i forgot my book and he takes out his for me to share with him. he's grown up..

i feel myself clench my thighs together for friction, which i didn't even know i needed. he licks his lips while the teacher starts talking about responsibilities, not trying to do it seductively.. but damn it was affecting me. i wouldn't even know what i would do with him.. i'm a virgin, i've never done any drugs, but i do drink on occasion, since my aunt veronica basically owns a bar.

i feel him breathe on my shoulders, i get goosebumps. he whispers in my ear, "this is so boring, i'd rather hang with frank!" i laugh unintentionally, grabbing the teacher's attention. "is something funny ms chavez?" "no just remembered something." i've never lied to a teacher before. carl mouths 'sorry.' i just shrug.

i go to hang out with debs after school, since i got no homework to do or extra curricular's to attend. i knock on the door, and opens it fiona. she practically raised debbie.. and carl. i walk upstairs and wait for debbie, from her bed i can see the bathroom door cracked open a bit, i see a shirtless carl with a towel rapped around his waist. i lick my lips.

i walk over to the bathroom and open the door, "oh my god carl i'm sorry the door was open and-" he cuts me off, "it's okay!" he smiles and walks into his room.

i see debbie come up into the hallway, "hey!" "hey noah!" we walk into her room and shut the door, she lays franny in her crib. she's so cute!

we start talking about boys, apparently she met the guy she's pregnant with at a bar. she asks me if i have my eyes on anyone.. for some reason my thoughts lead directly to carl.

"so nobody? really? your so gorgeous! put yourself out there." i shake my head, i'm really not. the door swings open, it's carl. "debbie where's my pot!"

"you probably sold it and forgot about it!" carl looks pissed, he wanders his eyes on me. "noah?" "yeah?" is he gonna compliment me?

"did you fucking take it?" oh my god. "you know i don't do that stuff!" carl knows im a goodie! "really? you just look a lot different from last year so i thought maybe you changed."

what is that supposed to mean? "no. i haven't." he starts to laugh... "so you're still a virgin." i take a pink pillow from debbie's bed and chuck it at him, "so i'll take that as a yes." he laughs and makes his way back into his room.

whatever!

i've made up my mind. i'm gonna lose the v card. tonight.

i find a good picture of myself and decide this would be a good one for my instagram, since some guys followed me i think some might dm me...

it shows some cleavage which is always good! i let debbie approve of the photo... she nods. i tell her my plan. she laughs, "you could get any guy you wanted to." but i want your brother.. "well hopefully i can find one tonight!" i caption it with a 'i just wanna look good for you, just let me be good to yuh' i press the share button and just wait.

"i don't wanna be good anymore!" i say a little loud.

the door swings open again, it's carl again. "noah, fiona wants to talk to you." my mind instantly becomes confused. what would she wanna talk to me about? did i do something? as soon as we step out of debs room, carl shuts her door and takes my hand, bringing me outside.

"i have a proposition." he starts.. I thought fiona wanted to see me? "where's fiona?"

"it was just to get you out of the room." i can only let out an "oh."

"so you said you don't wanna be good anymore.. and i heard you. i wanna give you lessons, on how to be bad."

i didn't know there was a special carl gallagher class on how to get fucked!

i shrug, "what would you get out of it?" he says its for charity, and to see me naked. i try to stop myself from blushing but it doesn't work.

"so um.. there's this guy named jake, maybe i could lose it to him? i posted this.." i showed him the picture, he nods his head in approval. "yeah, i'd wanna fuck you." "really?" "well i'm going to."

what?

"what?"

"in order to teach you how to be bad, i'm gonna have to give you sex lessons." he said as if i was just supposed to assume that.

i just nod. he chuckles. "i'll go easy on you." he lifts up my chin.

carl gallagher. i am completely under your spell.

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