chapter iii.

Of course, after announcing the break up publicly in order to stop all the rumors and questions spreading around, new questions are destined to arise. Kat saw hundreds of notifications popping up on her screen within seconds, one particular one caught her eye.

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[@katmorgan] thejordanconnor tagged you in a post

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It was the post he made, also announcing the breakup. She read the caption, feeling her heart begin to ache all over again. God, this really hurt. The thing was, she really did love him more than anyone. She'd never felt love as intensely as she felt it for Jordan. Even when they were distant, she still knew he was hers and that she was his. And now, she wasn't. Just like that, in the blink of an eye, the relationship she thought would be her last was over. She blinked away her tears, shaking her head. It was too early to be regretting this decision, even though she totally was. She knew it was for the best, and overall they would be better off without the strain and all the stress. But it didn't change how much it killed her inside.

     Kat noticed texts from the cast coming in, neither she nor Jordan informed them of the breakup.

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jordan❤️, last name twin🤩, mads🥳, sprouts🤡, lili🥵, cami🥰, charles' husband😎, kj's husband🤓, casey🤠, drewbie🤪, kat🤨

(jordan❤️ — jordan)
(last name twin🤩 — vanessa)
(mads🥳 — madelaine)
(sprouts🤡 — cole)
(lili🥵 — lili)
(cami🥰 — camila)
(charles' husband😎 — kj)
(kj's husband🤓 — charles)
(casey🤠 — casey)
(drewbie🤪 — drew)
(kat🧐 — kat)

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cami🥰
kat :((( jordan :(((
are you guys okay?

jordan❤️
as good as i can be

kat🤨
yeah

casey🤠
how long ago
did this happen?

kat🤨
last month when
i went to Vancouver

kat🤨
we figured it would
be best at the moment,
things just weren't the
same ig but we're still
gonna be friends and
we didn't end on bad
terms

mads🥳
ohhhh

last name twin🤩
if you guys need anything
we're all always here okay🥺

lili🥵
^ we all love you and
are here to support you
both through this

charles' husband😎
does this mean i have
to delete my fan account

jordan❤️
kj what the fuck

charles' husband😎
what?? i had to ask

kat🤨
which one is it im
interested

charles' husband😎
I'll never tell

kj's husband🤓
it's kardonlivesmatter

charles' husband😎
CHARLES WHAT THE FUCK
YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDNT
TELL ANYONE

charles' husband😎
IM DIVORCING YOU BYE

kj's husband🤓
NO PLEASE IM SORRY

charles' husband😎
NO FUCK YOU SORRY
DOESNT CUT IT

kj's husband🤓
BUT 🥺🥺🥺🥺

charles' husband😎
NO BUTS YOURE A HAIRY
TOE

kj's husband🤓
WELL YOU'RE A BUTT
MUNCHER

casey🤠
cami you know what
to do

cami🥰
yep

cami🥰 has removed charles' husband😎 from the chat.

cami🥰 has removed kj's husband🤓 from the chat.

casey🤠
thank you

sprouts🤡
on a serious note,
jordan and kat we
love you bitches and
we are here for you

sprouts🤡
even you kat even
if you are trying to
steal my girlfriend

kat🤨
bitch i DID steal
her, she is MY girlfriend

sprouts🤡
um no

sprouts🤡
lili tell her

lili🥵
sorry cole im
with kat now

sprouts🤡
I- WHAT

last name twin🤩
guys come on let's be
serious

kat🤨
no no it's fine nessa, dw

mads🥳
do mind if we ask
why you didn't say
anything? like it's not
our business ofc and
you didn't owe us anything
i just feel bad for asking about
how you guys were and stuff
not knowing you weren't together

kat🤨
well you guys didn't know
and it's normal for friends
to ask about stuff like that
there's no reason to feel bad

last name twin🤩
still :/

kat🤨
as for why we never said
anything, we just wanted
to keep it private you know?
didn't wanna deal with all
the questions while it was
still so fresh

kat🤨
and it is still fresh and
it still hurts a lot but it's
better than it was when
it first happened

cami🥰
i never expected you
of all people would split up

cami🥰
like i really thought y'all
would get married one day

drewbie🤪
fr fr, i don't think
i ever saw anyone as
in love as you guys

jordan❤️ has left the chat.

lili🥵
oh shit :(

kat🤨
:((

kat🤨
im gonna go guys,
love you all<3

cami🥰
love you too!

mads🥳
love you honey

last name twin🤩
❤️❤️

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Jordan couldn't sit around reading the chat anymore. It was just too much. Even though it had only been over a month since the break up, he was still in pretty rough shape. The woman he thought about marrying and spending forever with, was no longer his. The presence in his every day life of the girl he loved was just suddenly gone and replaced with this empty void that consumed every bit of his heart. The two hadn't spoken since it happened.

Frenchie was still with him, Kat flew back to her home in L.A. He missed her so much. He craved her touch, her scent, her presence. Everything and anything related to Kat, he wanted it all back.

He never felt this way about anybody before. Never in his life had he felt as if he found the person he wanted to grow old with, he knew immediately when they met that she was it for him. She was everything he had ever wanted and more. He loved every little thing about her— her flaws, her strengths, her weaknesses, her heart, her beauty, her body, her humor, her kindness, her soul. Jordan had nothing but complete love and adoration for Katerina Morgan.

Tears streamed down his cheeks as he slammed his fist into the nearest wall. "Fuck!" He shouted in frustration. He kept spouting profanities as he struck the wall with his fists, sighs of anger and frustration soon turning into sobs of desperation and sorrow. The raven haired man's legs gave out underneath him as he fell to the floor on his hands and knees, crying out loudly. Yeah, he really was devastated.

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this hurt me bye
also if it comes off like kat isn't as affected as jordan is, that is on purpose! i feel as if she's the type to try and keep it all inside and put on this facade that she has it all together and is coping just fine when actually she's really broken up about it