It's pointless he left just like the rest of them, why did you ever think he was different? God you're so stupid sometimes.

*Hey George
*Hey Lily
*Wanna have some fun?
*What kind of fun?
*Just some sexual fun... You in?
*Uh yeah of course you're hot asf who wouldn't?
*haha you first

He sends naked pictures of himself and I'm already in enough pain, I'm clearly not thinking this through this guys first sentence to you was "I'm gonna touch your butt" why are you talking to him now. Oh wait I know because Jamie left.
*one week before*

*hey Jamie
*hey Billy what's up?
(he called me Billy for some reason)
*oh nothing, you seem distant is everything okay? I'm always here I love you.
*that's the thing I never meant anything that I said to you, and I'm done with you, I only talked to you to past the time.
*Jamie ... Please don't do this I love you so much.. You promised...
*fuck off I never loved you!

*present time*

Hhh so here I am sending nudes to George, he's hot. Blond hair blue eyes (like Jamie) a nice body and he's quite tall did I mention he's in my class? Oops well there you have it I'm in the same class as him.

*months later*

*hey lily I was wondering if you wanted to you know do stuff tonight??
*um I don't want to do anything unless we're dating..
*soon I promise just send me pictures of the spot I'm gonna put my dick in!
*... You promise?
*yes I promise now please, I want to make you scream!
*.. Okay...

He'd message me once a week begging for pictures and I always sent them.. At least for 8 months I did... I didn't think our relationship was toxic as far as I knew he loved me but he wasn't ready for a relationship, he lied... In all honesty a part of me knew he was lying to me.. But I didn't care, I needed to feel something after Jamie left me... I broke down, everything I was everything I believed in shattered that night. I was broken completely broken.. I was like a window after a ball was thrown and the glass shattered cutting everything in its wake except thing is the only thing that got hurt was me... Picture a room that nothing can get out of and nothing can damage, add in a girl and then throw in a million shards of glass and turn on a fan... That's what happened to me.. I spent the next 24 hours crying. Sadly I cried at school too, everyone that knows me knows why I can't do anything but fake happiness at school.