Last chapter I talked about how I'm gonna tell you about my November... You all probably think I bounce between guys right? Well I don't.. I was hooked up on those guys but I knew I was nothing to them and I'd never be anything. No matter how hard I tried to be id just be nothing to them... A girl that just made them cum... Anyways back to November. Well you see I went to hang out with a guy and I showed him places I love in my small town. I showed him the dope hole and how it is an abandoned crumpled mine shaft. I took him up on the roof of scots burn and we watched the sun. I pointed out the train station the clock tower. It was cold so we went down and sat beside each other. We were cuddling his arm wrapped around my shoulders his hand on my lap and mine on my lap as well. I go to tuck my hair behind my ear and while setting it back down he's hard. My eyes widen and I look at him. He's breathing heavy, his hands are cold so I put them on my chest. Because well his hands can't get frost bite he didn't have gloves. He moves me up on his lap and I'm on top of him. His backs up against the wall, he grabs my ass moving my body on his. I get off sliding my fingers under his pants, this is the first time I really wanted to. When I'm about to put it in my mouth I look up and say "don't pull on my hair" he respects that. I start off slow sucking the tip occasionally locking from the base to the tip, he begged me to take it all in my mouth before he could finish I put him all in. Here's his words on the first day.  "mmph .. Holy.. Fuck... Lily... Omg... Please.. Unh..." and more moaning noises he grabbed onto my shoulder, I stop after a while because my jaw starts to hurt, he's the biggest one yet. He brings me back up on him, I move my hips while he places his face in my chest.
We part ways that night, he can barely walk.
The next day we hung again. He begged me to kiss him the day before while we watched the sun. While I was against the wall I look up "just kiss me already" the words slip my mouth before I can stop myself, he presses our lips together sliding his tongue into my mouth. He picks me up, pushing me against the wall wrapping my legs around his waist. Rubbing his erection against the seam of my pants he pins me to the ground. We struggle because he wants to finger me. I think about it, I let him. It hurt for one finger and it was brutal for 2... We part again.. On Sunday we hang out again I suck up the pain of 2 fingers I asked to give him hickeys and he let me. He gave me 6 on my chest. I gave him another blow job. He left me that week. And came back to me 14 days later... After both girls left him... 6 days later I got to his house, we were watching Netflix but I wouldn't let him touch me until after the show. We go up to his room after watching 'would you rather' we had sex for an hour. It hurt in a sense. He barely kissed/touched me he didn't even kiss me to be frank... After that the next day my sister told my whole family... My mother came screaming up at me yelling at me for having sex and I just ignored her.