The early weeks of January I met a boy named Nick, he was sweet and charming but he left me.. No explanation and no word of goodbye.

January 21
It's been 3 days since I got my braces off and I decided to do a Facebook quiz on who my soulmate is so I got the name Jamie Cortez I look him up and after scrolling I found a fairly attractive guy with blonde hair sapphire blue eyes with specks of diamond blue in them, pale freckles dotting his nose and cheeks, long eyelashes and pale pink lips.
Now me? Well I have long brown hair and brown eyes I got large pink lips. Nothing special about me, but him oh he looked like an angel. A beautiful angel.
A day later he added me back then he messaged me about some video on YouTube that he created while playing tanky a game he loves. So I said it looked cool and I went to watch it. He just went around and hit other tanks? Looks okay, but I don't play video games. His voice was semi deep but it was gentle and calm. I decided to continue talking to him, he asked me for Skype and I told him it. He called me and it was magic. He told me he was worried I would be a catfish but I'm just me, he told me that he added me because I was the only pretty girl to send a request.. How ironic I'm not pretty at least I don't think I am. We talked for weeks staying up late, joking around while making plans, he was amazing. He often showed me his games while we skyped, whenever he died he made this odd screech between a voice crack and the noise Tarzan made but more drawn out and higher pitched. Slowly he became my everything. We talked endlessly. Suddenly I asked him about his dick, I was curious he asked me personal questions so it was my turn. I asked to name it and he gave the go ahead. Waldo was the first name and John Cena the second. I liked them both but I mashed them together creating walcena. He started calling me Billy, it's  been 9 months since we stopped talking, I deleted all evidence that he was in my life but I remember everything about him... I got him upset one day so I said "I love you"  repetitively until it slurred into "i wuvoo" slowly I gave him all of me, not sexually but emotionally, that's why it almost killed me when he left.. I was already having trouble with depression, I had cut my wrist to shreds but two weeks later I met him. I loved him more than he could know, took me 4 months to let go of all of the pictures, messages and screenshots... However the memories stayed... Those 3 months were the best 3 months of my life, that is until now...
We stopped talking  because he was going to kill himself and I couldn't stop him, in confusion and need I asked a friend for advice and they messaged him destroying everything I cared about... I cried for days messaging him until I couldn't... He never talked to me again...

*the end of this chapter*

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