Back Hug | JunHwan

Hey guys, this is my first time writing a boyxboy book. So please bare with me lolol. I'm just here to test out or try out my skillz (if I have one lol) in writing a bxb 😂

tbh, gxg is the only thing I can't write. In my own feeling, It's uncomfortable lolol (peace)

have fun reading my one shooooot!

fluff and melodrama ahead

btw, this is inspired from Sechskies' Backhug. The song... I love it so much. There's a certain part of the story where I suggest you should play it.

p.s stan sechskies because I might be the youngest one who really really really really stans and loves them. Youngest yellkie maybe?

xxx

"Okay babe, see you later," Junhoe cooed as he hanged up. He was talking with his girlfriend at the phone happily. Her voice is medicine to him. Junhoe just found himself smiling a crazy man just imagining her smiling face.

Jinhwan was there, witnessing how his friend go crazy about this certain girl. Jinhwan just clenched his jaw and fists.

She's a lucky girl alright.

"You're going out?" Jinhwan had the confidence to ask him. He almost squeaked.

Junhoe looked at his hyung, "Ah, yeah, I have to meet my girlfriend later," he smiled too.

Jinhwan bit his lip, he does know that what he will do is selfish but he just can't help it, "Let's eat ice cream."

"Hmm? Why so sudden hyung?" Junhoe furrowed his eyebrows. Why would his hyung suddenly ask for ice cream if he just ate one earlier? It's also winter so it appeared to be odd for Junhoe.

"You don't want ice cream? Uh, Let's swim at a hot spring pool then."

"Can you hear yourself hyung? You're scared of pools," Junhoe remided him. Jinhwan was certainly out of his senses. He just wanted Junhoe stay with him for a moment before Junhoe go.

"I was ju-just kidding, it's alright if you don't want ice cream," Jinhwan replied, dissappointment was evident in his tone.

"Let's just drink coffee, I know a good place," the younger one suggested. Jinhwan's face immediately brightened.

"Alright then! I'll just go grab my coat," Jinhwan said and went to his room. It was still winter so it'll be cold outside. Jinhwan grabbed his coat and went to the living room again.

"Let's go."

"How about the guys?"

Jinhwan bit his lower lip again, he seemed to be too selfish today. He just want Junhoe for himself for one day atleast.

"Chanwoo and Yunhyeong are sleeping. Bobby, Hanbin and Donghyuk are at the YG building. They're preparing the tracks for finalization," Junhoe nodded as a reply.

Then Junhoe just shrugged, "Let's just buy coffee for them."

Jinhwan suddenly blushed when Junhoe grabbed him. Junhoe put his right hand on Jinhwan's right shoulder and smiled at his hyung. Jinhwan smiled too and put his left hand at Junhoe's left shoulder (good thing he managed to reach it).

They were walking with their hands at each other's shoulders. For Junhoe, it was normal and he doesn't feel anything but Jinhwan was feeling all giddy ever since they left their dorm. But the only thing that's been wrecking his feeling is knowing Junhoe doesn't feel the same.

Junhoe's phone vibrated. He fished out his phone from his pocket and checked who he messaged. It was her girl.

Jinhwan scrunched his nose and furrowed his eyebrows.

Psh. What a moment breaker.

Junhoe removed his hand from Jinhwan and focused on his phone. He was again smiling like a crazy man. Of course, Jinhwan removed his hand too even though he wanted to be in that position forever. Jinhwan rolled his eyes and licked his lips because of annoyance.

Jinhwan realized that they're already in front of the coffee shop. "I'm going in," Jinhwan said to Junhoe. The younger just nodded, his eyes were still focused on his phone. Jinhwan stormed in at the coffee shop and sat beside the window.

"The dumbass is still on his phone," Jinhwan scoffed. To his suprise, it suddenly snowed. Junhoe realized what's happening that's why he immediately went inside.

He saw Jinhwan sitted beside the window. Junhoe immediately approached his hyung. He sat in front of Jinhwan. He placed his phone on the table and Jinhwan eyed the object.

"Hyung, what do you want for a coffee?" he asked. Jinhwan diverted his gaze to the handsome face of Junhoe.

"Anything good," Jinhwan replied. "I know a good blend, would you want that?" Junhoe asked him and smiled at his hyung sincerely.

Junhoe's smile is a kind of smile that can make smile from ear to ear; Jinhwan is trying to resist that. Unfortunately, he failed and smiled too.

"Yeah, that'll be good," Jinhwan replied with a smile. Junhoe went to the counter, leaving Jinhwan behind. Jinhwan eyed Junhoe's phone again, jt vibrated a few times.

"She's checking on him," Jinhwan whispered to himself as he saw the multiple notifications flashing on the phone's screen.

"Here's our coffee," Junhoe cooed and sat in front of Jinhwan. Jinhwan grabbed his cup of coffee and immediately took a sip.

"It's delicious right?" Junhoe excitedly asked his hyung. Jinhwan smiled at him and nodded, "You're right."

In Jinhwan's eyes, Junhoe looked so cute when he's excited.

They both enjoyed their cup of coffee.

Later on, Junhoe noticed his phone and he checked it out quickly. His nose was scrunched and his eyebrows were furrowed.

"What is it?" The older one asked.

"My girlfriend told me she can't meet me later... Anyway, are you done hyung?" Junhoe tried to change the subject and his hyung replied with a nod.

Jinhwan should be smiling right now because of the postponed meeting but he can't. Especially if he's seeing the dissapointment in Junhoe's face.

"We should go back to our dorm now," Junhoe said, dissapointment was still evident.

"You go outside first, I'll just go grab the take-out coffee at the counter," Jinhwan said to him.

<play Backhug by Sechskies>

"Alright," the younger one replied and went out the coffee shop. Just like what Jinhwan said, he went to the counter and waited for the coffee.

Junhoe went outside. It was still snowing and it quietly falls on himself. He felt really mesmerized. Inside the store, Jinhwan saw Junhoe standing and snow falling on him. Jinhwan took out his phone and took a picture of him. It was too beautiful on his eyes. It was a wonderful picturesque. It was perfect.

Junhoe's phone vibrated again. It's a message from her girl. Earlier, she texted him that she has an important meeting she need to attend to. Being a kind human he is, he let her go. Now, she said that she's sorry.

Junhoe just sighed, "Maybe next time," he was planning to tell her that he's going to let her meet her family. He never really introduced her girl personally to her family.

He diverted his gaze to the park in front of him. There's no one at the park. It was deserted. But to his suprise, a familiar figure suddenly appeared, a few meters away from him.

It was her.

Junhoe smiled and took a step but immediately took a step back.

"Why is he hugging her?"

Junhoe's hands trembled. His head kept on spinning. He convinced himself that the man must be only her friend.

"Why is she hugging her back? Why did she kissed him?"

Tears rolled off from his eyes. Junhoe was just standing there like a fool. He should be strong and go to their position but he can't. Her girl looked so happy and he just can't ruin everything for her. It was really an important meeting.

She was laughing with him too.

His heart ached so much.

He is barely breathing.

And suddenly, Junhoe felt someting warm wrapped around him. Warmer than his clothes and warmer than the coffee he just drank.

"I'm just here at your back. I'll hug you no matter what."

Junhoe cried even more.

Junhoe removed the pair of arms wrapped around him and ran away.

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Jinhwan ruffled his hair and deeply sighed because of frustration.

What happened earlier was a disaster. How could she cheat on Junhoe? Junhoe is a rare type of man and here she goes, wasting her chance and time to a jerk.

Jinhwan just can't believe her. She must be brainless.

A knock disturbed Jinhwan's thoughts. He stood up from his bed. He went to to the door and opened it. He saw Hanbin whose face looked worried.

"Hyung, Junhoe's acting strange. I'm worried. Could you cheer him up?" Hanbin pleaded him. To be honest, Jinhwan doesn't know how could he cheer up Junhoe right now. He haven't experienced this kind of scenario before.

Jinhwan just sadly smiled at his leader, "I'll try my best."

Relief washed over Hanbin and he smiled.

Jinhwan went to Junhoe's room. He knocked and opened the door. Jinhwan saw Junhoe on his bed. The younger one was strangely quiet.

Jinhwan bit his lip. He took all his courage and sat at Junhoe's bed.

"Junhoe-yah," he called him. "Are you okay?" He was clearly not okay. Jinhwan didn't receive any reply.

Junhoe stood up. Jinhwan's heart broke into pieces when he saw Junhoe's puffy eyes.

"Am I not good enough hyung?"

Jinhwan was taken aback. He expected him to ask why did she cheat on him. But Junhoe is doubting himself. It made Jinhwan's heart ache even more.

"Koo Junhoe, you're perfect. Maybe she's just not the person for you or maybe she's just someone who'll make you learn certain things about love," he whispered. Junhoe just smiled a little.

"You should sleep," Jinhwan stood up and head towards the door but he stopped. His legs almost wobbled because of the warmth he is feeling right now.

Junhoe is back hugging him.

"I know you have feelings for me hyung.. I'll be forever grateful for that," Junhoe said to him. Jinhwan just bit his lower lip.

"It's now my turn to be always at your back. It's now my turn to hug you no matter what."

xxx

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