It's time you guys!!!!!!! I'm not ready 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 times like a gazillion more crying faces!! I know he's going to live but the stress is just.... ARGH!!!!! I hate when shows do cliff hangers butbecause love it beacuse it keeps you in suspense!!! Also #upsetad better happen in the next epidoe or I will riot!!!! I have tons of thoughts about the mid season fineiles so if you wanna talk to me  comment down below, DM me, whatver and I'll respond and we will become friends and we will be happy. :)  Anyway, onto the story 😭😭😭😭

Also my spell check was acting up when I wrote this and wouldn't let me correct anything, the red line would disappear and reappear, and it would want me to change the wrong word, anyway, don't blast me for spelling please!!!!!! 

Emma's eyes flutterd awake as her hand moved to the empty side of the bed.

"Mommy?" She turned around and saw Nick standing there, he was in his pajamas holding a stuffed giraffe.

"Hey baby, is everything alright?" Emma asked sitting up, she patted next to her and Nick hopped up.

"Where's daddy?" Emma sighed.

"I don't know honey, I think he went to work. You have to get ready for school though okay?"

"No, how do I know daddy's safe?" Nick asked Emma, his big blue eyes looking up at her. She threw her legs over the bed and put Nick on her lap, he put his hand on her belly, she had a little bump since she was only two months pregnant. 

"He wouldn't put himself in a dangrous situation." Emma said, Nick rolled his eyes.

"You and I both know your lying."

"Honey he's fine." She didn't want to say, 'I promise' or 'I swear' because if Jay, god forbid, really was hurt, she didn't want Nick to think you could break promises or lie, because  that's how he would perceive it. Nick nodded and hopped down.

"Alright, what about the baby, is the baby safe?" Nick asked as Emma walked him back to his room.

"Of course the baby is, the baby's right here in me." Emma said pointing to her belly, Nick sighed.

"I'll never get used to that." Nick said as they walked out.

"I know, it's okay."

''''''''''''

 Emma had been following him for a little while, since he started helping the family out. She watched their car drive away and sighed. Jay saw her, he waved goodbye and put the baseball stuff by his truck. He walked over and Emma rolled down her window, Jay stuck his head in the car.

"You following me?" He asked smirking.

"Well, that's what happens when you lie to your pregnant girlfriend."

"I lied to you?" Jay asked, Emma nodded her head.

"You did. Last week you said she was an unwitting so like any worried girlfriend of an amazing, sometimes reckless and doesn't think before he acts, hot detective, I did my due diligence."

"Oh did you now? Well I would expect nothing less from the hot, sexy, amazing mother, goddess of a woman, detective." 

"Don't flirt with me, I know who she is. Question is, does she know who you are?" Emma asked, he sighed. 

"No, she doesn't. But it's okay, I know what I'm doing."

"Jay, baby..."

"Emma, babe. It's alright. I'm just helping out a family who got screwed. It's not that big a deal."

"Blue eyes, if she finds out who you are we are all screwed." Emma warned him."You gotta walk away from this one, for me." Emma asked she unbuckled her seatbelt so she could get closer to him.

"Okay." He sighed, he leaned in and kissed her, they kissed for what felt like forever then put their foreheads together. Emma's phone dinged and she looked at it.

"Two texts, one from Voight the other from Nick's school." She huffed. "Damnit."

"What?"

"The school had a flu outbreak, one of us has to go get him." She sighed. "Voight says we got a case."

"You go and meet Voight, I'll pickup Nick, drop him at the district and meet you at the crime scene." Jay said, Emma kissed him again.

"How did I get so lucky?" She asked, he shrugged.

"You became my angel." He said as he stood up.

"Hahaa, nice try. Your still not getting out of this conversation." Jay smirked and let her go.

''''''''''

"Hey, there he is!" Trudy called as Nick came into the district with Jay. Jay picked him up and put him behind the desk, Nick put his bag on the desk and Jay put his hands on it.

"Behave, be nice to your Aunt Trudy, don't get in anyone's way, and I love you." Jay said kissing him on the cheek.

"Wait! How will I know what time it is? How will I know when you dropped me off, when you picked me up?" Jay shook his head, it was like a mini Emma, so he knew just what to do. Jay took off his watch and put it around Nick's wrist.

"Here, that way I'll be with you wherever you go and you'll be able to be the time keeper." Nick smiled and looked at the watch.

"Cool, I love you." Nick said.

"Love you too little man, to the moon and back." Jay kissed him on the top of the head again and headed out.

''''''''''

Jay pulled up to the crime scene and met up with Emma, they headed inside and met Adam.

"Hey, so the fun started in here?" Jay asked, Adam sighed as they walked through. "DOA?"

"In the back." 

"Make an ID?"

"Jose Santiago, corner boy." 

"Why did we get invited to the party?" Emma asked.

"You'll see." Adam said. They walked into a room and in a chair, covered in blood with all kinds of instruments used for torture next to him. 

"Whoa."  Emma said as they walked down to meet Voight who was standing over the body.

"All right, Crawford wants all hands on deck. Whoever did this was looking for answers."

"Damn right." Emma said shining her flashlight over all the blood covered objects. "Jay, have Kevin and Rojas hit the block. You and Emma start video footage, Adam try and find out who this kid is, and why someone would do this to him." Voight told everyone. Emma and Jay started walking out when his phone rang, they stopped.

"Baby, I gotta take off for a few minutes."

"We have work to do." Emma said,

"It won't take long. Let's not talk about it here." Jay told her.

"Well let me at least come with you." Emma said, Jay kissed her cheek.

"I want you to be safe, I love you."

"Love you to!" Emma called out after him, if only she had known what was going to happen, then she would have told him so much more than 'I love you'. Voight came up to her.

"Hey Sarge, no luck on the video's." Emma said.

"Okay, where's Jay going?"

"He's going to take care of some things."

"Something you wanna tell me?"

"Jay's going through a few things. He's working it out."

"Something you don't wanna tell me?"

"I wanna tell you Hank I really do, but it's not my place." 

"Emma, I respect what your trying to do but if there's something I need to know that's going to put him, or anyone in harms way, I need to know."

"There's not, not yet anyway." Emma said.

"Okay, I trust your word."

'''''''''''

"Jay this is my third message. I was annoyed after the first two but now I'm getting worried, please call me, please." Emma said, she hung up. Kim and Adam came out of the locker room, Kim had that 'glow' that all expecting mothers do. "Hey, have you guys heard from Jay?" Emma asked.

"No." Kim said.

"He and I were going to get beers last night, he never texted me back." Adam said.

"Wait, last night? I thought you said you were going to the store to 'help me with me needs and stuff because I'm carrying your child?'"

"No, you said that, I just said that I would go to the store, and I did, after Jay ignored me about getting beers." Adam explained, Kim rolled her eyes. Trudy came up the stairs.

"Is Halstead on a UC run?" She asked.

"Not that I know about." Voight said.

"State's up my ass, he's supposed to be in court right now."

"Emma, you hear anything?" Voight asked, Emma shook her head.

"No, I called him a few times but he never picked up."

"Me too. So I had Rocky run the GPS on his truck, it's parked in Englewood."

"How long has it been there?" Voight asked.

"All night." Trudy said, Emma closed her eyes and shook her head. "I ran the calls on that block, two calls of suspicious persons on that street."

"Thanks Trucy, check it out." Voight said, Emma stopped Trudy.

"How's Nick?" She asked, Trudy smiled.

"He's good. Matt just dropped him off. He's at my desk doing work and eating a bagel. I'll keep him here, keep an eye on him." Trudy said, Emma thanked her and headed out. 

'''''''''

The whole unit rolled up to the house, Emma and Rojas got out of Emma's car, they parked behind Jay's truck. Emma, who had the spare key, clicked it, the car beeped. She walked over to the drivers side, Rojas to the passengers.

"Looks clear." Rojas said.

"Glove box." Emma told her, she walked away while Rojas checked the glove box. Emma headed up the front steps of the house.

"Gun and badge are in the glove box." Rojas said, Emma looked in a window.

"So he went undercover." The door was open and she pulled out her gun, everyone else did the same. "Adam." She nodded her head towards the back. Adam pulled out his gun and jogged that way. 

"Wait!" Kevin called out, he got in front of Emma. "Your not going first, you to Kim. Rojas and I will go first, clear it." He told her, Emma and Kim nodded as they went in. After everything was cleared Emma headed into the kitchen and let Adam in through the back. She stepped over a pool of blood, her nausa coming to the surface,

"Jeusus." Adam said, it was a huge puddle. Emma saw the photo on the fridge and looked down. "You know them?" Adam asked, Emma sighed.

"This is all my fault." 

"What?"

"Shell casing." She said avoiding the question.

'''''''''''  

"Whole house is torn apart." Kim told Voight as she and Adam stood outside the house.

"Somebody came through here looking for something, or someone. Jay must have got caught in the middle of it." Adam said, Emma came down the steps, she looked like she was in a daze. She must have been because Emma tripped over the bottom step, Adam caught her and helped her get steady, she smiled at Adam.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going and I-"

"Your good, it's all right." Adam caught her off, he helped her over to the circle.

"Found a three eighty shell casing on the kitchen floor." Emma said.

"Do we have a name?" Voight asked.

"Angela Nelson, she lives here with her son, she's got one prior for possession." Adam said.

"Is she on Jay's books as a CI?" Voight asked.

"No."

"Hey." Rojas and Kevin joined the circle, Rojas spoke up. "Neighbor over there saw two latino men casing the house last night. Later on he thought he heard gunshots but he wasn't sure." Rojas said, Emma felt sick to her stomach.

"All right Jay is missing. I want every agency on alert."

"We can't do that Hank." Emma said shaking her head. 

"What the hell are you talking about?" Hank asked Emma, he took her over to her car and dismissed everyone.

"The woman who lives in that house, Angela Nelson, she was married to Marcus West." Voight got a grim look on his face.

"Marcus West? The addict who got killed at county Marcus West?" Emma just nodded but she sighed, she felt her head getting foggy, the anxity kicking in. Her throat and eyes buring from the tears in her eyes.

"Jay, he still felt guitly." She croaked. "He's been seeing her, spending time with her and her son, Bobby. He was just trying to help them out and-" She couldn't go on.

"So yesterday that's where Jay went, to see Angela."

"Yeah."

"You know why he came here?"

"No, no I don't. I would have told you if I didn't but I'm so stupid. I should have stopped him, said something, oh my god I should have told him I loved him-" Hank did something he wouldn't normally do, he pulled her into a tight hug and rubbed her back.

"He's been playing it all  so close to the vest, he hasn't even said he's a cop, they think his name is Jim. She sent him a text yesterday saying 'Jim, I need your help, please come over. I need to tell everyone, I need-"

"What you are going to do is breath. I'll tell the others what's going on, I mean your right, this needs to be in house, off book. So get in my car, I'll have someone drive yours and Jay's back to the district, and we'll work this like we usually do but harder, faster, and smarter. Emma." Voight said pulling her back to look her in the eyes. "I swear on my life I will get Jay back, and I will stop at nothing. I promise you." Emma nodded and got into Voights passengers seat. As he walked off Emma broke down, the sobs rocking her body, she banged against the dashboard but stopped when her hand had turned beat red. She took a deep breath, she would be no use to anyone if she couldn't get it together and help, so that's what she was going to do.

'''''''''''

"This whole thing kicked off with the murder of those two boys a few months back." Voight explained as everyone gathered in the bullpen, Rocky had made the bored while they were gone. He was standing next to Emma and had his hand on her shoulder. "Jay liked Marcus West for the crimes so he got a little aggressive, booked him in county. You know, make him nervous, leverage a confession."

"It's not Jay's fault that the facial rec was inaccurate, the evidence pointed to Marcus killing those two kids." Adam sighed.

"Yeah, well he didn't and Marcus wound up dead." Voight, if possible, was getting choked up Emma noticed. "Jay he couldn't swallow it, you know Jay, he tried to make it right, help out the family, but this isn't about that, or what happened to Marcus in county. This is about finding Jay, so this is in house, off book, but I wanna know everything there is to know about Angela Nelson." Voight locked eyes with Emma. "We find her, we find Jay." Emma shook her head and walked off to the locker room, Rocky followed her as everyone got to work. 

''''''''''

Emma was sitting on a bench with her head in her hands, she was just thinking:

'''''''''''''''

Flashback 

"Oh come on babe, it looks great what are you talking about?"

"It's 'it 2' I on top of all my other issues, have a serious fear  of clowns Jay Halstead." Emma said crossing her arms as they stood outside the theater.  "No way."

"Fine, you've seen Downton Abby-"

"I'll gladly see it again."

"Vetoed. You do love Riverdale, and J-Lo."

"So hustlers it is." Emma said, Jay bought the tickets as Emma bought the candy and popcorn. They walked towrds the theater hand in hand and Jay kissed the top of her head.

"I'm so happy your back, I missed you like crazy."

"Me too, I love New York but it was kinda boring. Well not working at the NYPD, that's never boring, having to spend my off hours without you, that was boring." They both laughed and headed into the movie.

''''''''''''''

End of Flashback

Emma took a deep breath as Rocky sat down in front of her.

"I would say I loved our little meetings but we only seem to have them when someone's in crisis, it kinda puts a dampen on the mood." Emma laughed a small laugh and Rocky smiled a little.

"We'll find him, I promise. I won't let you down." He shook his head and smiled.

"That's good to know, because I drove my jeep into a tree again a few days ago and I-"

"Nope, I can't. Not now." Emma said getting up and walking out.

"Alright! When Jay's safe!" He called out after her.

''''''''''''''''

"So we got details back on Angela's movements from two days ago." Emma explained as she and Voight walked over to Kim's desk. "Ping on her phone puts her at Sutton Street and 150th at 6pm." 

"Same time we got a shots fired call over the eighth district zone." Kim said. "So, Rocky and I went  down there and we found a doorbell cam that's across the street from a stash house." She said pulling up the video. "That's her car, and that's her behind the wheel." She pointed at a man running from the ally. "And that guy, looks like he's carrying a bag full of bricks." She said. 

"Patrol found a dead John Doe and an empty drug trap on the floor. The John Doe is a Latino in his twenties. GSW to the head, no ID found on him. Area south is doing the case." Kevin said.

"Which means they may know what we know." This made me think of 'They don't know that we know that they know' from Friends!! It's leaving Netflix and I'm so upset!!! I've watched it like 14 million times. Sorry, back to the story.  "They could already be out in front of this." Voight said.

"Which is obviously not good." Adam said.

"We got anything on this stick up man?" Voight asked.

"Yeah, facial rec picked him up." Kim said putting his picture up. "His name is Carlos Diaz, three priors for possession, and an armed robbery kicker. Get this, his last known apartment was where Jose Santiago was tortured."   

"He and Carlos are roomates." Rojas said.

"So, whoever's drugs got ripped went looking for Carlos, found Jose instead. So what else do we know about this Carlos?" Voight asked.

"Well we know he can't be too smart, I've been pinging his phone all day. Dummy never shut it off." Kevin said.

"Alright let's scoop him up. You two." Voight said pointing at Emma and Adam.

''''''''''

Emma and Adam had vested up and where standing at the door to Carlos's apartment. 

"Ready?" Emma asked.

"Yeah." Adam said, they both drew their guns. Emma, who had gotten a key from the landlord, opened the door. Adam went first clearing the room, then Emma came in behind him.  They came across a door that was ajar. Emma got in front of the fridge and Adam pushed it open. "Carlos Diaz!" He yelled, Carlos was lying on the bed. "Chicago PD! Put your hands up!" He didn't move. Adam walked in slowly onto the other side of Carlos, he sighed. Adam put his hand against Carlos's cheek, a needle next to him. "He's cold, been here awhile. I'll call it in." Emma ran her hand through her hair and walked out.

'''''''''''

"All right, tell me what happend?" Voight said coming in. 

"Carlos Diaz, overdosed." Emma said holding up an evidence bag with a needle in it. "M.E. says he's been dead for at least half a day." Adam was standing on a chair going through the ceiling tiles. 

"Bingo!" He said pulling a bag down from the ceiling.

"That's the bag we saw get tossed into Angela's car." Emma said, Adam put it on the counter and unzipped it. 

"All right, so he steals the drugs, starts using, and winds up dead?"

"Not used to this good of a quality." Adam said.

"Run those bricks for latent prints, and test the gun you found next to the body. See if any of the bullets match the markings we popped from that John Doe's stash house. We keep digging into Carlos, the fact that he's dead changes nothing." Voight said, Emma and Adam nodded. "Cause whoever Angela ripped off, that's who has Jay." 

'''''''''''''

"Tech's just found a second set of prints on the bricks of heroin." Adam said as Voight walked into the bullpen.  "Pedro Silva, been popped three times for distro, along with a couple weapon charges."

"All right? What flag does he fly?" Voight asked.

"He's more of a lone wolf, works with family." Kim said. "His wife was killed five years ago in a drive by, left Silva raising his three sons on his own. Two of them work for the old man." Kim said.

"This is Hector Silva, did four years in statesville, drug distribution. He spent most of his time in the hole, got in a few jams, he almost beat a man to death will a barbell." Rojas said.

"This is the middle brother Luise." Emma said pointing at his picture. "Honor student, still in highschool, no priors."

"The older brothers match witness descriptions." Kevin said.

"All right, we got an address on Padro Silva?" Voight asked, the team nodded.

''''''''''''''

Since the team was out Emma stopped by downstairs and headed into the empty office. Nick was sitting at the desk, coloring supplies all around him. His head was down on the desk and he was crying. trudy was standing next to him and rubbing his back.

"Thank's Trudy, you can go." Emma said to her, Trudy got up and walked out shutting the door behind her. Nick jumped up so Emma could sit down, she picked him up and put him on her lap.

"I want daddy!" He cried quietly to Emma, Emma nodded.

"I know baby, I do to. I want him back so bad. We're doing everything we can to get him back." 

"Do you promise?" Nick asked.

"I do." Nick hugged Emma tightly and she looked at his wrist, she grabbed it.

"What's this?" She asked looking at Jay's watch. 

"Daddy gave it to me, so I'll always know what time it is." Emma smiled and kissed Nicks head as a few tears fell into his hair.

"We'll find him. I swear to god Nick, we'll find him." She whispered. 

"I love him, to the moon and back." Nick said to her, Emma didn't know what that meant but she nodded.

"He loves you to the moon and back too." She told Nick, and for the first time in forever, Nick's eyes looked full of hope.

''''''''''''''''''

After learning that Padro wasn't home, but Darius walker was in business with him, Voight had met with Darius. Turns out, Padro was working with Darius. So, they decided to use Darius as bait. Now, Darius and Kevin where standing under a huge gazebo in the park. 

"Where were you locked up?" 

"Come on man, you don't gotta test me. I'm obviously good at this." Kevin said.

"Padro is solid." Darius said.

"Let's not talk about how solid he is." Kevin said. "He's got one of mine, one of ours." Kevin said, in the car in the parking lot sat Emma and Voight. Emma's eyes where red and puffy, she sniffled.

"I shoulda said something the second I knew he was hanging out with Angela." She said. 

"He was being Jay, Emma. He was trying to help a mom and her kid down on their luck, there's nothing wrong with that. The only problem is being decent and being a good cop. It's not always a perfect marriage."

"Well sometimes you have to swallow all the pain and guilt and move on, because it's easier that way." Voight cast Emma a worried glance. 

"Silva just arrived, black lexus, unknown driver in the vehicle." Rojas said.

"Copy. Should we put a tracker on it?" Emma asked, Voight scoffed. "If this goes south that is my only hope-" Emma realised what she had said. "Our only hope of finding Halstead."

"Emma no, it's to dangerous." Voight said, ast the same time Darius greated Pedro and introduced him to Kevin.

"This is Kayshawn."

"Padro I appreciate this so let's get right to this. My boy Jimmy and Angela violated, he got involved with some stuff he shouldn't of gotten involved with. I just wanted to make peace with you."

"It's going to take a lot to make peace. my cousin got killed in that house."

"I'm sorry to hear that man, I hate that. But that's why I'm here, to make this right." 

"How you going to do that, Keyshawn?"

"First thing I'm going to do is give you back everything that's yours. Jim and Angela had no idea what they where doing, who they were doing it too, they got played by some punk ass wanna be Carlos."

"Yeah I know, I'm looking for him."

"Yeah I know, already took care of him for you. He in the ground." 

"How do you know that?" 

"Because that's where I put him." Kevin said showing Pedro a picture of Carlos. "That's your product, not a gram missing, I'll give it back to you and throw in an extra 50k, outta respect for your loss. All I need you to do is hand over Jim and Angela." 

"I'll think about it." 

"Hey now!" Kevin said putting a hand on Pedro's chest before he could walk away. "You can't just leave like that."

"Excuse me?"

"I need you to tell me that my people are good." Kevin said.

"You don't tell me what to do." 

"If you don't give me proof that their good, no deal."

"Okay, Okay. Let's take it down." Darius said pushing them apart. "Pedro the man's got a point, all he wants to know is that his people are good." Pedro got out his phone and dialed a number. 

"Put him on the phone." Pedro said.

"You got Jim." Jay said.

"Jim, what the hell did I tell you about grabbing what's not yours?" Kevin asked.

"I messed up man, I'm sorry." 

"Damn right you did, but we gonna get the drugs back, and we gonna get you back." 

"How's Emily?" 

"She's worried out her damn mind, she's going batshit crazy. But we'll get this done, I promise." Pedro took the phone from Kevin.

"We'll meet at four, I'll text you the place." Pedro said walking away.

'''''''''''''''''

They were meeting Silva at an abandoned warehouse, inside the warehouse where Adam, Kim, Rojas, and Kevin, outside in Voight's car sat Voight and Emma.

"It's 4:12, Silva's late." Adam said.

"Keep your head on a swivel. Stay patient." Voight said.

"Sarge, what's this?" She asked looking out the window, a van pulled up in the next building. A small crew got out.

"Never mind, it's a small construction crew." 

"Let it play."

"10-4, maintaining a solid eye on Kevin." Rojas said. 

"Cargo van heading your way." Voight said into the radio. The van pulled in, Silva and some guy got out. Kevin stood up, he looked intimidating. 

"Where the hell are Jim and Angela?" Kevin asked.

"There in the van nice and comfy, and their going to stay there until I get my product." 

"Let me take a look and see how comfortable they are, see that your good." Kevin said as he started to walk forward. 

"You will see them after I see my product." Kevin scoffed and opened his car trunk, the guy Silva had brought stepped forward.

"You stay there homeboy." Kevin said to him as he lifted the bag out of the trunk.  He pulled out one of the kilos from the bag.  "This is it, it's all here." Silva nodded. 

"We're good." The guy said, then he pulled out a gun and turned around.

"GUN!" Adam screamed,  Kevin dove to the ground in front of the car. Kim snipped the guy up from one of the empty lofts just as Silva went running.

"One offedner down, Silva's fleeing on foot. He's heading right for you Sarge." Adam said, Voight put the pedal to the medal as he floored it. Silva was running through the back of the earhouses, Voight and Emma jumped out and Voight shot Silva in the leg, he collapsed onto the ground. Inside, Kevin and Adam approached the van.

"Step out! Step out before I light your ass up!" Kevin shouted getting the driver out, Adam opened the back doors and to his horror, the van was empty.

"No! No,no,no,no,no,no,no,no. Jay and Angela are not in the car I repete, we do not have Jay!" Outside, Emma and Voight approached Silva who was on the ground clutching his leg, with their guns drawn. Rojas came running out the back. 

"Where is he!" Emma shouted storming over to Silva with her gun drawn. She put her boot on his gunshot wound and he screamed in pain. "He's a cop! He's on of us! Where is he?"

"Got to hell!"

"He's a cop, anything happens to him that's capitol murder, where is he?" 

"Sarge!" Rojas called out, Voight looked up and saw the construction crew recording them.

"Emma, not here." He said to her stepping in front so she was out of view.

"You better pray to god he's still alive. Hands behind your back." She said flipping Silva over and cuffing him.

'''''''''''

"AAAAAA!" Silva screamed in pain as Voight beat the crap out of him in the cage, over and over.

"Sarge take a break." Emma said to Hank forcefully. Hank took off the gloves and exited the cage, he took Emma over to the side.  "We need leverage right?" Emma asked. "Let's use the one thing this guy cares about."

"Which is?"

"The youngest son." She choked out.

"The honor student, the male you?" 

"Yeah." She said regretfully nodding her head. "It's the only thing we've got." Emma said.

"Do what you gotta do." Hank told her, Emma nodded as Voight put the gloves back on. 

''''''''''''

"He was supposed to be here half an hour ago!" Emma shouted into her phone as she paced the break room back and forth. "Yeah. Okay." She said hanging up. Emma felt like she couldn't breath, her chest was stuck to her rib cage. She started to sob and shake her head, she chucked the coffee mug she was holding against the sink and heard it break into a million pieces as she fell to the floor. Emma sat on her knees, head in her hands, as she started to sob uncontrollably. Why would she let him go? Why didn't she tell anybody? She could have stopped this. She could have gotten Marcus out of lockup. She could have helped the family out. She could have talked to Jay instead of being the worst girlfriend in the world. The worst mother in the world, but something interrupted her thoughts. She felt an arm slip around her shoulder and she burst up and tried to fight them off. Flailing and getting ready to punch or kick them, whoever this was. 

"Hey! Hey! It's alright! It's me!" Adam said, Emma looked at Adam like a deer in headlights.  She took some deep breaths and looked around. She let Adam hug her tight and he pulled her into his shoulder and rubbed her back. "I'm not going to ask if your okay, because you're clearly not."

"Lockup called, there taking too long with the fucking Silva kid." Emma said to Adam in-between sobs, he nodded.

"The honor student, the male you?"

"Yeah,  I'm going to use him as leverage. It makes me feel shitty and awful but I have no choice because the father of my child and the love of my life is missing and I... I just...  I don't know what to do... and I...I... I can't breath."

"Emma, Emma. Emma, look at Me." Adam said softly but sternly, Emma looked over at him. 

"You are one of the strongest, bravest, funniest, most caring, most courageous, person I've ever met. You are stronger than you think, you are doing everything in your power to bring Jay home, and you know what? You know what Jay would say if he could see what you where doing right now? He would ask you to stop stressing because it's not good for you or the baby, and he would do everything in his power to keep you safe because he loves you. But most importantly, he would sit back and let you do your thing because he loves you, you are his soul mate, his rock, and he loves how much you put into everything you do, and your whole life you've never expected anything back. We are going to find him, bring him home, and your going to live the happy life I know he has planned for you, because that's what Jay would say!" Adam said, Emma wrapped him into a tight hug and Rojas knocked on the break room door.

"Emilio Silva just landed." Rojas said, Adam helped Emma up off the floor.

"Want me to come with you?" He asked, Emma nodded her head. "Alright then, let's go get him." Adam said as he followed Rojas and Emma.

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"You know this isn't exactly by the book." Emma said to Rojas as they walked to the interrogation room. Adam was next to Emma and Rojas was behind them.

"Books are overrated." Adam glanced at Rojas nervously.

"No, books are not overrated but I'll argue with you about that later." Emma sighed. "You don't have to walk through that door."

"I'm good." Rojas said.

"This isn't a normal case, they've got my partner." Emma said whipping open the door. Adam went in last and stood right by the door, he shut it. "Hey Emilio."

"Can I go?"

"No, you can't go. We found a problem with your car." Emma said.

"It was used in an armed robbery last night, we're pressing charges." Rojas said.

"No! No! A robbery! I didn't do that!"

"I'm sorry Emilio, but I'm going to have to ask you to put your hands behind your back." Emma said as she cuffed him.

"But I didn't do this." 

"We've never heard that before." Adam retorted as he opened the door.

"Can I call my dad. He said that if I ever got in trouble to call him." Emilio said.

"Sure, he a lawyer?" Rojas asked as Emma helped Emilio up.

"No, he owns a construction company."

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Emma, Rojas, and Adam lead Emilio through the garage. Voight held Silva's head making sure he saw Adam and Rojas walk away with Emilio, Emma stood outside the cage on the side. 

"Found a brick of your heroin in his car." 

"Let him go, he's not part of this."

"Is my man alive?" Hank asked.

"I don't know." Hank grabbed his head and forced it back.

"You don't know!"

"I told them to wait for my call, until the product was returned." He said.

"Give me something." 

"He's at 3900 West Union. It's an old manufacturing plant!" Hank slammed the cage shut as he and Emma rushed out.

"Nice work."

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"Front has surveillance cameras so, Kim and Rojas hold down the perimeter. Kev, you and Emma take the south side of the building." Kevin and Voight jogged ahead of Adam and Voight. Adam and Voight stopped at a metal door and Adam started to use a crowbar and crowbar the screws on the door so he could get the door it off its hinges.

"Damn near like fort knox." Kevin observed as he and Emma jogged up the side. "No doors or windows."

"If they got in, I'll get in." Emma said. "Sarge, no entry point on the southside." She said into her radio. 

"Keep looking." Voight told her. Emma sighed, as she and Kevin walked he saw something.

"Look at that." They stopped and looked up. In the wall was a narrow square opening someone thin and tiny could squeeze through.

"Could be a way in!" Emma said.

"Not for me, but I'll give you a leg up." Kevin told her, Emma nodded. He helped her up, Emma managed to squeeze through. 

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Emma had shut down as she moved quietly and quickly through the plant. She heard grunting and groaning coming from nearby. She turned a corner, and felt like the world around her had froze. Crouching down over a body, covered in blood, was Jay. He looked awful and she just wanted to help him, to call out, but words couldn't escape her mouth. 

"Jay!" She didn't know if she thought that or screamed it. Emma must have screamed it because the next thing she knew, two blue eyes had found her and where staring her down. Emma kept it together, she wouldn't be any use if she broke down into tears right now. She sprinted over. "Jay! Baby! Are you okay!" She grabbed his shoulder and felt herself gasp, he was real, this was real.  He looked back at her, they were both just staring at each other, her fingers lightly brushed over his forehead.

"Marry me?" He panted out, Emma looked at him.

"What?" She asked, he was still trying to catch his breath.

"When this is all over, marry me?" Emma nodded.

"Yes! Yes! I will, but now we need to get you out of here." Emma said helping him up, he grabbed her shoulders. Jay felt a rush of relief wash over him as soon as they touched.

"I need to go downstairs, and help Angela."

"I'm coming with you."

"No your not, stay here." Jay said as he stumbled down the stairs, about halfway down he looked back at Emma and went to speak but she cut him off.

"I know, I know. I love you too." Jay stumbled down the stairs. "5021 Henry I've got an offender down and an officer injury. Roll two ambulances too 3900 West Union." 

BANG! 

Emma jumped to her feet and looked down the stairs.

"Jay!" She screamed.

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To be continued........

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Okay, you have no idea how hard this was for me to write. I spent about two and half weeks, maybe three, on this because it was so hard. I hope you enjoyed and now I'm going to go study for my first ever finals in my first ever year of high school, and also re-copy and paste my note from the beginning so you can see it twice! Happy reading! Happy Holidays! And I'll see you all in January!!!!!!!!!!  

It's time you guys!!!!!!! I'm not ready 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 times like a gazillion more crying faces!! I know he's going to live but the stress is just.... ARGH!!!!! I hate when shows do cliff hangers butbecause love it beacuse it keeps you in suspense!!! Also #upsetad better happen in the next epidoe or I will riot!!!! I have tons of thoughts about the mid season fineiles so if you wanna talk to me comment down below, DM me, whatver and I'll respond and we will become friends and we will be happy. :) Anyway, onto the story 😭😭😭😭

Also my spell check was acting up when I wrote this and wouldn't let me correct anything, the red line would disappear and reappear, and it would want me to change the wrong word, anyway, don't blast me for spelling please!!!!!!