Lisa's POV

The next day, Jennie seemed a little bit off. She didn't talk much and she didn't argue. I even drove her to school and she just let me. 

I'm still worried about her, I need to do something to help her and I think I know who can help her but for now, I will just look after her because she might do something bad to herself like what happened last night. It still bothers me, I need to keep an eye on her.

Lunch break and I followed Jennie at the canteen. As usual, she was with Kai. She kept glancing at me, the guy used to talk a lot but she looked indifferent. She was just playing her food and barely eating it.

As I remembered last night, I felt the heat in my face. It was my favorite new hobby as I watched her sleep. I was glad because she seemed comfortable with me. She didn't push me away and that was enough for me.

I know she's dating Kai and as I always say, I won't force myself to her. Jennie is straight girl, I accepted it long time ago but my feelings for her didn't change. I can't control it. I want to forget her because this love only gives me pain but my heart is stubborn shit. I still love her.

I was eating my lunch when someone sat next to me.

"Hey babe..." Chaeyoung said with a smile.

I turned to her and smiled "Chaeng... have you eaten?" I asked.

She pouted "No I haven't," she glanced at my food. "Looks good."

I was eating Chinese food, meaty fried rice and spring rolls.

"You want?" I asked.

Chaeyoung smiled widely "Really?"

I nodded "Of course yes. We can share." I took a spoonful of fried rice and put a small portion of spring rolls on top then fed her. I purposely did that because I knew that she could eat all that.

I smirked as I watched her "You still eat a lot."

She nodded as sha happily chewed her food.

I discreetly looked at Jennie and she was staring at me. I couldn't read her because her face was blank. It was completely stoic.

Suddenly, I felt lips on my cheek. Chaeyoung kissed me! Then she whispered to my ear "Ooohh... I see Jennie there."

I turned to her and frowned "Why did you do that?"

"It's our plan right?" She reminded me.

"I know but I think we should stop Chaeng. Jennie will never be jealous, she's dating a guy. She's straight and I accepted it long time ago," I explained then I sighed.

"Umm okay... if that's what you want but nothing will change. You know that I'm like this because I'm comfy with you." She said nonchalantly.

I nodded. We were so close and being touchy wasn't a big deal. We were like twins. We still are. We're comfortable and we have a lot of things in common. Maybe because we have the same age.

I looked back at Jennie because I could feel her stare. It was kinda different, it was a cold stare.

Jennie stood up and walked away leaving Kai without a word. The guy played it cool as he looked around then went back to eat. He didn't follow his girlfriend.

I frowned then stood up "I need to go Chaeng."

"Wait," she held my wrist.

I looked at her "Why?"

Chaeyoung looked so serious and my forehead furrowed.

I silently gulped "Chaeng..."

"Before you leave, I want to ask you something," she looked me in the eyes and didn't blink. She was adamant about it.

"What is it?" I stuttered being nervous. Her serious demeanor made me feel uneasy.

Chaeyoung instantly grinned "Can I have your lunch?" She asked cutely.

I sighed in relief, I thought it was something serious. Geez.

"Of course Chaeng, it's all yours. I'm full," I smiled.

She yipped happily "Thanks babe!"

I shook my head "See you around Chaeng. Bye."

"See you," she waved goodbye then grabbed my food on the table and gobbled it.

I rushed out from the canteen to find Jennie. After few minutes, I found her walking at the open ground of the University.

I quickly ran to her then held her hand "Jennie," I called.

Jennie stopped then she looked at my hand, I looked down and saw our holding hands. It looked perfectly fit together.

Then I looked up at her and met her stare. I awkwardly let go of her hand as I massaged my nape "Sorry," I mumbled.

She just stared at me and didn't say anything.

I cleared my throat "Are you okay?" I managed to ask as I looked around. I kinda felt nervous.

"I'm okay," she simply answered.

I forced a smile "Good."

She folded her arms "Why would you think that I'm not?"

I nervously laughed "Nothing..." I couldn't construct a sentence. I was intimidated by her presence.

"It's okay if you have a girlfriend Lisa but don't show it to me. It's not really a good thing, you know," her jaw tightened.

I felt that something squeezed my heart. I knew it, it was nothing to her.

I looked down "She's not my girlfriend," I sadly said. What did I expect? I already knew it but it still affects me.

"Don't lie Lisa, I saw her she kissed you."

I looked back at her "Chaeyoung is like my twin. We're like siblings."

She snorted "Siblings huh? But she's so clingy to you." She rolled her eyes.

I just shrugged "She's a sweet person and it's not a big deal."

"Why? Because you like her?"

I grimaced "What? Of course not. What are you thinking? We are that close because she's my best friend." I clarified.

"Really? Nothing more?"

I rolled my eyes "Really. Nothing more than best friends." I didn't know why I was explaining things to her but I just did.

"Okay," she simply said then she turned around.

I was disappointed with her response as I smacked my forehead "You're so dumb Lisa, what are you thinking?" I mumbled to myself.

"My last class today will end at 4 pm, don't make me wait at the parking area," she said then started walking.

My mouth fell open.

Oh yes, I have her car key. I will drive her home. Is she bipolar? Her mood changes a little too fast.

I guess, something changed.

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