Hurt
Taeyeon's POV
After the session, Summer already left us. Me and Tiffany were at the garden, we were sitting on a bench while she was eating ice cream. She was all clumsy as she licked her fruity ice drop.
I chuckled as I put a tissue under her chin "After that, you will take a bath," I instructed.
Tiffany nodded "Okay Taetae!" She took the whole ice drop in one go. She fanned her face as she chewed it carefully.
My eyes went round "Why did you do that Fany?" I was trying not to laugh.
She shook her head as she continued to fan her face "Brain freeze!" She faltered.
I grinned "Are you okay?"
Tiffany pointed her index finger to her lips as she ate it with her left eye closed. She was so adorable. She gulped few times then beamed "My head hurts," she grumbled.
"That's what you get when you suddenly ate the whole ice cream in one go," I said as I wiped her lips gently. "Why did you do that?"
Tiffany smiled innocently "Because I want to talk to you."
My eyebrows drew together "Okay... but we're already talking." I put my hands on my lap.
Tiffany wrapped her arms around herself as she looked at me adamantly, it was cute and not intimidating because she looked so innocent. Her alter, Fany's eyes showed it all. She was like a crystal clear or an open book, I could read her easily unlike her other alter, Miyoung.
"I want to talk about your relationship with Miyoung," she said trying to be serious as possible.
"Okay? What about it?" I asked as I tilted my head.
"You are her girlfriend..."
I nodded "I'm her girlfriend," I confirmed. It felt good to say those words.
"I already knew that you like each other," she said as she nodded. "And I want you to know that I support your relationship."
Both sides of my lips quirked up "I'm happy to know that Fany."
"I want both of you to be happy especially Miyoung, she would always take all the pain and protect me. Don't get me wrong Taetae, I care for you both," she said staring intently at me.
"I understand you Fany. I swear, I do," I put my hand on her shoulder then caressed it with my thumb.
Tiffany sheepishly smiled at me "I'm happy for both of you."
I nodded "Thank you Fany."
Fany seems really a different person when I'm talking to her. Everything about her is far different from Miyoung's personality. I feel that they are two different person but stuck in a body.
However, I'm comfortable with them. I love them both, just different. Fany is like a little sister to me while Miyoung is my girlfriend.
"You should take a bath now," I said as I pulled my hand from her shoulder.
"Okay," she energetically said.
Tiffany ran inside the house then I followed her. She ran upstairs, she was kinda reckless.
"Fany, get down here!" I said then followed her.
I was stepping up at the stairs when she bumped to me, I lost my balance and unfortunately, I fell down on the floor.
"Taetae!" Tiffany made a short, high pitched noise. She was terrified.
Gladly, I was just few steps up when she bumped me but it still hurts.
Fany ran to me "Are you okay?" She asked worried.
My face scrunched up in pain, my left ankle hurt like shit.
Tiffany screamed for help and their maids helped me then brought me to her room.
They wanted to call a doctor but I refused it. I knew that it wasn't something serious but I guess I needed to rest and try not to move.
Tiffany was crying like a child, she was sobbing obnoxiously. She was sitting on bed next to me.
"Ya... you're so clumsy," I said.
She sniffed few times "I'm sorry Taetae, I thought you died..."
I rolled my eyes, that was exaggerated.
"I will behave from now on, I'm sorry..." She sniffled.
"I'm okay Fany, stop crying," I held her hand. "I'm fine. Now, let me help you to take a bath."
She shook her head "I'm a big girl now Taetae. I can do it on my own. You should rest."
I frowned "Are you sure?"
Tiffany wiped her tears with her palm "Of course. Just stay here and rest."
I appreciated her concern "Okay. I trust you."
Then she carefully took her clothes from her cabinet and went to the bathroom.
After few minutes, I didn't notice that I slept. I wasn't sure if that was few mintues because it just felt like that.
I slowly opened my eyes and sat up. I wiped my eyes few times to adjust my blurry sight. I saw Tiffany in front of the mirror fixing herself.
She was wearing black dress above knees, it was fit to her showing her perfecrt curve. She was definitely, absolutely dressed to kill. She was also wearing make up.
She put nude red lipstick for the final touch then checked herself in front of the mirror.
She was gorgeous. She was perfect.
I frowned. Why would she dress like this? I could sense that it wasn't Fany. She was Miyoung, I could just tell it.
"Miyoung?" I called.
She glanced at me in the mirror but she didn't reply.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
She sighed "Bar," she shortly answered.
I raised a brow "Bar? What?"
Tiffany turned to me then crossed her arms over her chest "You won't let me kiss you so I will find someone else to do that," she said with an attitude.
My eyebrows snapped together "You can't do that," I scoffed.
"I can. Watch me," she said as she walked to the door.
"No! Miyoung wait!" I tried to follow her but I stumbled on the floor, my left ankle was still hurt. I groaned as I held my left ankle.
Tiffany just watched me being cold-blooded.
"Don't go. Of course, you can't do that. You're my girlfriend," I firmly stated.
Tiffany squinted her eyes "Then I'm not your girlfriend anymore," she nonchalantly announced.
That was a swift punch on my stomach, I frowned deeply.
"What?" I mumbled.
"I'm not your girlfriend anymore," she reiterated.
She could just say that without hesitation. My heart plummeted and broke into pieces. It hurt so much.
Tiffany opened the door and was about to go outside when I said "If you leave this room, it means, it's the end for us." My voice was shaky, I was terrified that she might leave.
She rolled her eyes then went outside and closed the door.
Tears started to run down my cheeks as I forced myself to stand up even if my ankle was in pain. It was nothing compared to the pain in my heart.
Tiffany just ended our relationship that quick without hesitation. She dumped me like I was nothing to her. I thought that she loved me but I was just imagining it.
I exhaled heavily, I didn't notice that my breathing became irregular. Something was stuck in my chest and it was so hard to breathe.
If she ended everything just like that, I should leave here. I couldn't handle seeing her with someone else.
I walked even if I was like a cripple. I went to my room and took my luggage from the cabinet. I started packing my things while crying.
I was like a robot that was setup to pack and leave. Everything around me began to fade. I was doing things automatically, I felt nothing inside.
My sight was blurred because of overflowing tears. I couldn't believe what happened, she just easily threw everything between us just because I refused to kiss her. I knew that was the reason why she acted like that and why she decided to end our relationship.
This pain was overwhelming.
Then I felt someone yanked my arm causing me to wake up from my trance.
I turned to that person and saw Tiffany was crying, her makeup was all messed. Her mascara was dispersed on her cheeks because of her tears. Her eyes were bloody red.
My forehead creased.
"Taeyeon..." She kept calling me. I didn't know how long she was here. I was totally spacing out.
But remembering what she had done, I quickly put my blank face on.
"What?" I coldly asked.
Tiffany started to take my clothes out of my luggage "Please... don't leave me..." She begged.
"You broke up with me right? You hurt me... and I can't bear to see you anymore. I should leave," I tried to take my clothes back to the luggage but Tiffany wouldn't let me.
"No please... I was just messing with you. I didn't mean it like that. I didn't mean what I said to you. I'm sorry... please... don't leave..." She explained as she hugged my arm tightly.
"You don't love me," I sadly said.
She shook her head "I love you Taeyeon and I can't live without you." Tears kept falling from her eyes. She looked like a mess but still beautiful.
"Miyoung..." I tried to pull away but she wouldn't let me.
"Please Taeyeon, don't go. I will die, I swear..." Her breathing became irregular, she was sobbing hard.
"Don't say that Miyoung..."
"Then don't leave me!"
"Why did you do that then? You hurt me."
"I told you... I was just messing with you, I didn't mean it. I was a bit upset because you didn't want to kiss me. I don't know why I did that, I'm sorry Taeyeon... please..." She pleaded.
I sighed in defeat "So... you're still my girlfriend?"
Tiffany vigorously nodded "Yes of course! I will never break up with you. I love you, believe me..." She cupped my face and looked me in the eyes. "I'm sorry I will never do that again. I was a bitch, I'm sorry." Then she wrapped her arms around my neck. "I love you Tae."
I slowly wrapped my arms around her waist "I love you too." I massaged her back to comfort her.
Then we both pulled back to face each other.
"You're not mad anymore?" She asked.
"I'm not mad, just hurt but I'm okay now," I smiled. I held her cheeks and carefully wiped her tears. "I'm sorry if I rejected your kiss. It's not like I don't want to kiss you, I just feel like I'm taking advantage of you."
She shook her head "You're not taking advantage of me."
I nodded then leaned forward to kiss her forehead "I'm sorry if I upset you."
I shouldn't have reacted like that. Tiffany needs understanding. She does and say things that she didn't mean.
"Stop saying sorry, it's not your fault. I don't like this, I don't want us fighting but I know it's normal in relationship right? This will make us grow and have a strong bond," she said.
I smiled "Yes," I leaned forward again but this time I kissed her on lips without hesitation.
Tiffany immediately complied. Her soft luscious lips moved perfectly with mine. I could feel my heart was jumping in happiness. The kiss took all the pain away.
I could feel Tiffany's hand at my nape as she pulled me closer to her. I became addicted to her taste and I couldn't have enough of her. I wanted more as my lips became more aggressive.
We were kissing passionately as she responded with the same force I was giving. Our bodies were grinding to each other, I could feel her heart beat. It was beating the same like mine.
We both parted when we realized we needed air. We were both panting while we were staring at each other.
Tiffany smiled lovingly.
"It's amazing, you are amazing," I genuinely said as I caressed her cheek.
"Taeyeon... I want you to touch me," she suddenly said.
I looked at her in disbelief "Huh?"
She leaned forward "Make love to me," she cooed.
Oh geez. My heart was pounding furiously to its limit.
"Please Taeyeon..."
I hardly swallowed.
What will I do?
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