Taeyeon's POV

I woke up when I felt something heavy on my stomach. I slept in Tiffany's room and it was really comfortable here.

Lisa also told me what happened to Jennie and I felt bad for her. I judged her and I didn't know that she was suffering from depression.

Lisa will take care of her and look after her. For sure my sister can handle this and little did she know that I already knew that she loves Jennie. I can see it the way she looks at Jennie. No doubts.

Then I felt that someone leaned down on me, I could feel someone on top of me. I slowly opened my eyes and saw Tiffany staring at me with a smile.

"Good morning boo," she greeted sweetly.

"Good morning... Miyoung?" I knew it was her. I just knew it.

Tiffany gave me her eyesmile as she leaned down on me, she was about to kiss me but I turned my head to the side. I didn't want her to kiss me because it would be awful, my morning breath always sucks. Anyway, her lips landed on my cheek.

Tiffany slightly groaned "Ya... why did you do that? I want a kiss from my girlfriend."

I covered my mouth with my hand and shook my head. She held my wrist and tried to pull my hand away from my lips.

"Taeyeon, let me kiss my girlfriend," she pouted but I remained tough.

She frowned looking at me "You don't want to kiss me?"

I shook my head.

She frowned more "You don't want to kiss me because you don't love me!" She concluded as she sat up though she was still straddling me.

My eyes went round hearing that, of course not! I removed my hand from my lips "No, it's not like that." She misunderstood me.

Her eyes became teary "No... you don't want to kiss me because you don't love me," she insisted.

"Miyoung... morning breath... that's my reason. I don't want to offend you with that," I explained.

"How 'bout this? You rejected my kiss and you don't want to kiss me. You already offended me, I'm really hurt," she said as her tears fell down her beautiful face.

It was my turn to frown, just because of this, she suddenly cried. I slowly sat up causing her butt to fall on my lap, I gently wiped her tears "Don't cry Miyoung, I'm sorry," I pecked her forehead.

She sobbed "I want a kiss from you, I don't care about morning breath," she grumbled.

I smiled at her cuteness "Okay," I swiftly leaned forward to her then pecked her lips.

Those soft lips were captivating but I had to control myself. I really wanted to give her a full make out session but that would be fast.

I don't want us to rush because forever is a very long time, we have much time for that.

Tiffany pouted cutely "That's too fast Tae," she whined.

Then she pushed me down on bed and smirked "I want a real kiss." Her voice was deep and she was serious about it. Her mood changed quickly.

"Miyoung-"

She cut me off as she put her index finger on my lips "Shhh... don't talk, you will just make an excuse not to kiss me."

I silently gulped.

She wasn't kidding about this and I was hoping to control myself.

"Let me kiss you," she glanced at my lips as she slowly leaned down.

Our lips were just inches apart when we heard knocks at the door. It surely ruined our moment as Tiffany groaned loudly and sat up "Who's that? I will surely kill that person," she muttered as she pulled her hair.

"Who's that?" She yelled annoyed.

"I'm sorry Miss Hwang if I wake you up but Dr. Summer Choi is here," one of her maids replied from the outside.

Tiffany sighed in defeat.

"She wants to see you," the maid added.

"Okay okay," Tiffany yelled as she climbed off from me.

Dr. Summer Choi? Oh, it's Friday today. Tiffany has a therapy talk. I remembered.

"We will back to our business here Taeyeon, we're not yet done," Tiffany sternly said before she went into the bathroom.

She won't give up about this matter. I thought.

After fixing herself, Tiffany went to the session room where her doctor was waiting. I didn't have a chance to see her doctor.

I was waiting for her outside, I took a chair and sat there while waiting. Lisa gave me a sandwich and a cup of coffee for breakfast then she went to school with Jennie, the latter seemed off, she was staring into space. I hope that she will be fine.

I already finished my breakfast but still, the session hadn't end yet. I wonder what they were talking about.

I guess, Tiffany is comfortable with her doctor because she didn't complain when the maid informed her that her doctor arrived. It's a good thing.

I stood up and put the cup on the chair then I stretched myself as I yawned. I heard some bones were cracking but it felt so good. I'm getting old.

I continued to stretch but I was interrupted when the session room's door opened. I saw a tall woman wearing eyeglasses and she was dressed casually. She went out and closed the door leaving Tiffany inside the room then she approached me.

She smiled "Hi, I'm Choi Summer. Tiffany's doctor." She introduced as she slightly bowed her head to me.

I bowed my head "Annyeong haseyo Dr. Choi. I'm Kim Taeyeon, Tiffany's babysitter."

"Nah, drop the formality. Just call Summer and I want us to be friends. Tiffany is my best friend," she informed.

I raised my eyebrows "Oh. Sure, friends." I smiled.

"So... Tiffany told me that you are her girlfriend," she said without any hesitation.

I suddenly choked "Really? She told you that?" I stuttered.

"Of course, as I said, I'm also her best friend. And I will clear it, Miyoung told me that you are her girlfriend," she clarified.

I only nodded in response.

"Do you know the consequences of this Taeyeon?" She asked with her serious tone as she looked at me intently.

I swallowed "Yes." The word almost said like a squeak.

Summer hugged herself, averted her eyes from me as she seemed to ponder.

"I really like her and I can't stop myself from falling for her," I added but this time being all serious.

She looked back at me and smiled a bit "Tiffany likes you a lot, both of her alters. I can say that she trusts you like the way she trusts me. But there's only one problem here Taeyeon and I'm afraid that you'll be the one to suffer in the end."

I frowned "What is it?"

"Because when Tiffany's ready, I'll do the final session. I will release her alters from her system so the real Tiffany will be back but all her memories will be gone along with the alters," she explained.

I hardly swallowed as my throat became dry. I knew it would happen. Mr. Hwang told me about it.

"Tiffany's real personality is hidden somewhere in her system and we can't access her as for now. Her two alters are like a protection because of her traumatic experience but it's still her Taeyeon. They are parts of her," she continued.

I barely nodded.

"I'm not against your relationship, I'm happy for both of you and it's helping Tiffany too. She has a lot of improvements especially Miyoung. But in your part, are you ready to be hurt? She will forget you Taeyeon," she sadly said.

I bit my lower lip and became anxious. Could I handle the pain? But I don't want to leave her right now, Tiffany will be hurt. Her condition might worsen and I also don't want to end it. I will be by her side as long as she wants me.

I exhaled sharply "Yes, I want to continue this. I don't care about what will happen when she forgets me. What important is now, the present." I firmly stated.

Summer smiled "Tiffany is lucky to have you Taeyeon. Your heart is pure and sincere. I like you for my best friend."

I smiled back "Thank you Summer."

"Oh by the way, if Tiffany asks you something... just do it okay?  Because if not, it will trigger her and also her alters will be stressed about it. I know it sounds stupid because she might asks you crazy things to do but as long as you can, do it." She sternly said as she held my shoulder and squeezed it.

I couldn't help but to gulp. I remembered when Tiffany asked me to kiss her but I refused it. I saw her reaction and it was a big deal for her. I shouldn't have done that, she was really frustrated about the rejection. 

"But what if it's like taking advantage of her?" I asked worried.

"She won't ask you to do it if she thinks you're taking advantage of her. I told you it's still Tiffany, in her case, her alters are still parts of her," she winked at me. 

Oh no, she knew it. Tiffany told her! I could feel the heat in my face.

Summer giggled then tapped my shoulder few times "It's okay Taeyeon and nice meeting you."

Geez, I should prepare myself. This time, I will do what Tiffany wants to the best of my knowledge and ability. Oh fudge, sounds like CV.

But yeah, I will do everything for her and I will do it with all my heart. I care for Tiffany so much and I know I'm starting to love her. It's not that hard to love her because she's amazing.

She has an amazing personalities although they are just parts of her, what more if it's the whole part of her.

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