"When all is lost and daylight ends
I'll carry you and we will live forever, for ever"

(Darwin Kane Above)
I woke up cranky, not wanting to get up this morning since it was a dreaded Monday. "Come one babe, head up before I make your bum go up," one of my older brothers say as they shake me. I whined and slowly woke up and looked at him. "Why do I?" I asked. "Because if you don't you won't get a job and then what would you do when we are all gone?" He asked me. "Retire," I mumbled. "Unacceptable answer, I got you clothes to wear now get dressed or I'll dress you," He says before leaving me to get dressed. I do, not caring if it was on right or not as I walked down the stairs slowly since I was extremely tired. I had stayed up past bed time, texting my best friend since I needed help with Spanish. I'm not very good at that class. I honestly didn't know why I thought it'd be easy, I can hardly even speak my own language! I sat the table with the other boys, getting confused when I see Lukas in a diaper. "Good morning Nate!" Timothy says. "What's so good about it," I pouted. "Now you better drop that negative tone," Joshua warning. God he was such a DAD! I bite my lip as Marcus brings me some French toast. I smiled at him. "Tank you!" I smiled. Well....that was a lot more childish than I thought. I don't know why, but every once in a while I get a temporary lisp. Marcus laughed a little. "You're welcome baby boy," he says to me. I blushed, thinking that I wasn't a baby. Maybe I was. I was one of the shortest of my grade and definitely the shortest out of my siblings. I had gotten mom's height. Ex-mom. I looked down, remembering when she had slapped me so hard across the face that I lost my balance and fell down the cement steps of the porch of her house. I licked my top lip, trying not to cry. "Awe Nana, what's wrong?" Timothy asked as he wrapped an arm around me. Great! I'm crying like a big baby! I cling to him. "I'm sorry," I whimpered. "Just eat okay, it's okay," he says softly. I eat a little bit of it as my salty tears filled my mouth. It was like I was tasting the ocean. I had only gone to the ocean once, but I will never forget that salty water, the one that Marc had compared Josh to. The first time I had a boyfriend since Bentley. We still talk though, but sadly his modeling job had gotten in the way of our relationship. God he was so hot. IS hot!! He had a perfect tone body, beach blond hair and eyes that reflected the blue of the ocean, making the ocean seem the color of the river. Yes I still miss him, but it's better this way. "Nate baby come on, you're going to be late!" Lukas says. I looked to him and got up, hadn't realized everyone was already dressed and out the door. I grabbed my one strap and followed them. I was greeted by Darwin Kane, my arch rival. "Hey gay ass!" He chuckled as one of his buddies grabbed me. "Take him to the bathroom!" He snapped. "Let me go you cum sucker!" I yelled, knowing my brothers would not approve of my language. "That's you retard," he glared, playfully putting his cock near my mouth. I groaned a little, knowing it was big. He pinned me to the wall while his buddies do my make up, something I hated. "You have a date after school," he laughed. A what?! He could not be serious! I squirmed, not liking the feeling of that bright wax like lipstick on my already thick lips. "I absolutely do not!" I yelled at them as they adjusted my clothes. "Get this off of me!" I shouted, referring to the makeup. "Sorry but your date wouldn't appreciate it if you fucked someone in the bathroom," He cackled. That's....not what I meant at all... why is he doing this? They soon took me to class after changing my clothes and putting a wig on me. With my height and the padding I really did look like an all American Whore!! I hate this! I hate this! I hate this!