[T W E N T Y - O N E]
Jimin stood there, eyes wide as his lips stayed pressed against Yoongi's. He couldn't believe this was happening. Mr. "I won't kiss you because we're not dating" was now kissing Jimin like his rule never even existed.
When Yoongi pulled back, Jimin stood there in shock. He felt as if his body had been paralyzed. Why? How? What the fuck.
"W-why did you do that?" Jimin asked when he finally came to. "You're right, I am an idiot." Yoongi says, a slight chuckle in his words, completely ignoring Jimin's question. Jimin tilted his head to the side, confused.
"I never realized you felt that way. I assumed you knew we were just friends with benefits, nothing more. I thought you knew not to catch feelings." Yoongi says. Jimin sighs before moving back. "Well, I guess I was stupid." Jimin says, his heart sinking.
"You're not stupid, Jimin. You just care too much." Yoongi says, his voice soft as he stepped closer to Jimin. Yoongi was having a change of heart. "That's what everyone loves about you. That's what I love about you."
Jimin couldn't believe the words coming out of Yoongi's mouth. It was like Yoongi had become a totally different person in the matter of seconds. "Why did you kiss me?" Jimin finally asks again. He wanted answers. He needed them.
Yoongi looked up at Jimin, their eyes meeting. Jimin hoped Yoongi would say something along the lines of "because I like you too." "Because I actually do care." Instead, Yoongi said; "I don't know. I just felt like it."
Jimin blinked, a feeling of emptiness and confusion washing over him. Why the hell did Yoongi always have to be so confusing. Jimin huffed, tightening the towel around his waist.
"Whatever, forget it. I have to get ready." Jimin says before grabbing the door handle and yanking opening the door. "Get ready for what?" Yoongi's voice sounded from behind him. In the most serious voice ever, Jimin said: "My boyfriends."
Jimin knew damn well he and Taemin weren't dating but Yoongi had gotten under his skin. When Yoongi got under Jimin's skin he'd do whatever it took to get him out. Jimin wanted to hurt Yoongi like Yoongi had hurt him. Yet at the same time, he didn't want to hurt Yoongi at all.
Jimin had admitted to himself awhile ago that he had feelings for Yoongi but he never said anything. Jimin didn't want to have feelings for Yoongi. Jimin didn't want to be hurt when Yoongi told him he didn't feel the same.
Deep down, Jimin knew he'd never win against his hyung. Jimin would never be able to forget him, even if he did finally find a boyfriend. Jimin hated to admit it, yet Jimin knew why. Jimin is in love with Yoongi.
Yoongi made his way to his studio and sat down in his chair with a sigh. His thoughts were all jumbled up and he felt confused. Why would Jimin confess now of all times? Why did he like Yoongi anyway? Yoongi didn't know how to take this.
From the very start, Yoongi had told Jimin not to catch feelings but he did. Now Yoongi wasn't sure what he was supposed to do. He had never been in a serious relationship before, Yoongi had only ever hooked up with people.
Sighing, Yoongi closed his eyes and tried to think back on anytime he had ever felt something for Jimin. Not sexually, but romantically. Each time Yoongi thought back on it, he found more and more times then he could count.
Yoongi was appalled. He had never noticed before just how many times he had felt something for Jimin. Why he was jealous whenever he saw Jimin with another man, Why Yoongi felt so hurt to be turned down by Jimin. Everything made sense.
Yoongi stood up quickly and hurried towards Jimin's room. Upon getting there he was shocked to find it empty. Jimin was gone. He had already left to be with Taemin, the guy Jimin also had feelings for. Yoongi dislikes it. He disliked everything about Taemin.
Knowing there wasn't anything Yoongi could do now, he walked out into the living room and sat down. Yoongi was going to wait for Jimin. The sudden change of heart after hearing Jimin's words had changed Yoongi.
Yoongi wanted to give things a shot between he and Jimin. Yoongi wanted to actually try to Have a relationship, something he had never had before. He wanted to see Jimin happy. Yoongi wanted to be happy.
-
After hours of waiting, it had gotten later and later. It was now going on eleven and Jimin still hadn't come home yet. Yoongi figures he would stay with Taemin so he wouldn't have to be alone with him.
Still, Yoongi needed to know if that was the case. Yoongi pulled out his phone and scrolled to Jimin's contact. Yoongi was hesitant to text Jimin but he also had to make sure Jimin was safe. After all, he was responsible for him while the guys were away. So he texted him.
When are you coming home? -Yoongi.
Yoongi waited and waited but there was no response back. Jimin was really going to play this game. Yoongi could already feel himself become even more irritated. Jimin knew ignoring Yoongi would only make it worse but he didn't care.
Not able to let it go, Yoongi figured out Taemin's address from his other group mates and headed to his house. Sure, Yoongi may have been going above and beyond but he didn't care.
Yoongi Hated Jimin ignoring him and he wouldn't let it slide. When Yoongi got to Taemin's, he headed to the front door and took in a breath. As much as he didn't want to be here, he needed to talk to Jimin.
After Yoongi knocked he waited for someone to answer the door. It took a couple minutes but finally the door opened, revealing Taemin. Taemin was standing in only a pair of shorts, nothing else. It irked Yoongi.
"Jimin's here, right? He won't answer my texts and I'm responsible for him." Yoongi said, trying to sound as unamused as he possibly could. Taemin's reaction was different from what Yoongi had expected. Instead of him smiling, he looked confused.
"Jimin didn't tell you?" Taemin asks, eyebrows raised. Yoongi's tough demeanor fell. "Tell me what?" Yoongi asked, his eyebrows raised. Yoongi wasn't expecting what Taemin said next.
"Jimin went home, to Busan."
*
The train ride to Busan, Jimin slept. He had turned his phone off prior to getting on the train, mostly because he didn't want to talk to Yoongi. Yoongi definitely wouldn't be happy that he just up and left like this.
Jimin just needed to get away. He didn't want to be in the dorm alone with Yoongi and definitely not after confessing today. Jimin just needed some time to be alone and to think. He needed time away from Yoongi.
What better way to do so then to go home and see his family. Jimin was happy to get away for awhile and go back home. Since he rarely got to see his family he was more than happy to be going back. Getting away from Yoongi was just a bonus.
As Jimin slept on his way to Busan, Yoongi stood on Taemin's doorstep, his jaw to the ground. "Why would he just leave without letting me know? He's such an idiot!" Yoongi growls, rubbing his temples. Taemin just stared down at Yoongi, still shocked that he had came here.
"If that's all.." Taemin trialed off. Yoongi turned in the other direction and walked off the porch. When Yoongi got back into his car, he drove himself back to the dorm, alone.
Yoongi couldn't wrap his head around this. Why would Jimin just up and leave? Jimin was running away from his problems and Yoongi felt frustrated by that. How the hell was he supposed to fix things if Jimin left?
Frustrated, Yoongi slammed his keys down on the table upon arriving back at home, then headed for his bedroom. Once he got inside he face planted the bed. He was mentally exhausted. Yoongi laid there and thought; what the hell am I supposed to do now?
[...]
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: AzTruyen.Top