My life is so confusing rn lol (:
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"What, you're leaving?" Jimin asked, confused. "Only for a little. We'll be back before you know it!" Taehyung says, throwing his arms around his best friend.

"Literally all of you?" Yoongi asks, his head tilted to the side. "Yeah, you two don't mind being here alone, do you?" Jin asked, flashing the two males a bright smile.

Jimin and Yoongi exchanged glances, both of them not saying a word. "I guess not." Jimin said, looking away from Yoongi's gaze. "Great! We'll call to see how you guys are doing. Make sure to eat well!" Jin said, moving forward for hugs.

Jimin Hugged Jin then watched as Jin forced Yoongi into a hug too. When Jin pulled away he and the guys headed towards the door. "Have fun you two!" Hoseok calls and waves goodbye.

Jimin felt his stomach turn as he watched the guys walk towards the door. When the door shut Jimin swallows down the lump in his throat.

"Well, looks like it's just the two of us for awhile." Yoongi said, a slight smile making way onto his face. Jimin gulped, knowing this wouldn't end well for him or his ass.

"Right..well, I'm gonna go out for a few." Jimin mumbled before walking towards the door. "Where?" Yoongi asked from behind Jimin who was already slipping his shoes on.

Jimin pulled in his lips, not wanting to tell Yoongi he was going to hang out with Taemin. "Well?" Yoongi continued, watching the back of Jimin's Head.

"Just to hang with a friend." Jimin said before reaching for the door handle. Jimin nearly screamed as a hand came, shutting the door before he could even open it fully.

"You're going to hang out with Taemin, aren't you?" Yoongi asked, his eyes hard on Jimin. "H-how did you know that?" Jimin asked, his eyes widening a bit. Yoongi scoffed, stepping back from Jimin.

"I saw you that day. I know it was him who you've been texting so much lately. So, are you two dating or something?" Yoongi asked, his words bitter without meaning to be.

Jimin turned to look at Yoongi, his eyebrows raised. "So What If we are." Jimin said, watching as Yoongi's facial expressions fell slightly. "It's not like we're dating or anything." Jimin continued.

Yoongi watched Jimin for a moment, taking in Jimin's words. Yoongi knew what Jimin was doing. Jimin was bluffing. This is exactly what Jimin wanted. It was a test to see if Yoongi really cared.

"You're right, we're not dating." Yoongi said and turned on his heels. "Have fun." Yoongi said before walking out of the room.

Jimin stood there, stumped. He hadn't expected Yoongi to just let him go. What happened to the whole "I won't share you with anyone?"
Jimin was confused.

Shaking the thought, Jimin headed out to meet up with Taemin. Their meeting up was completely harmless, or maybe not.. either way, Jimin knew he just wanted someone to care about him.

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"I'm glad you could make it!" Taemin smiles widely once he sees Jimin approaching the table. Seated at the table were the rest of Taemin's band mates and couple of girls.

"Guys, this is Jimin. Jimin, these are everyone's girlfriends." Taemin smiles, pointing to each of the girls. "Nice to meet you." Jimin smiles as he bows his head.

"How have you been?" Taemin asked, his attention back onto Jimin once more. "I'm good. The guys went out of town randomly and now it's just Yoongi and I." Jimin says, pulling in his bottom lip.

"That must be..interesting." Taemin laughs. "Very. I feel like I have to be cautious whenever I do something now. I don't want to tick him off." Jimin mumbles.

"I'm sure everything will be okay. Besides, now you two get the whole house to yourself." Taemin winks. "It isn't like that." Jimin blushes but Taemin gives him the "Bitch, quit lying." Face.

"Wait, I have an idea." Jimin said, smiling slightly. "What is it?" Taemin asked, looking down at Jimin who had become slightly more excited. "You should stay the night tonight!"

Taemin was a bit taken back. "Are you sure? Won't Yoongi get mad?" Taemin asked. "Who cares, it's my house too. You're my guest, not his." Jimin says and Taemin smiles.

"Then okay, I'll come." Taemin says. Jimin smiles and nods before turning forward and taking a sip of his drink. Although Jimin knew Yoongi wouldn't be too happy about this, he really didn't care.

Jimin wanted to be happy. He wanted someone who really cared about him. Jimin knew Yoongi would never feel that way about him so he wanted to move on. Jimin wanted to be loved.

"Bye guys, I'll see you tomorrow!" Taemin called out, waving goodbye to his friends before he and Jimin parted ways. Taemin drove the two of them back to the dorm.

When Jimin and Taemin arrived, they snuck inside quietly. They wanted to go unnoticed. That plan backfired quickly as they saw Yoongi sitting in the living room.

Yoongi's Head turned, eyes landing on the two men who had just walked through the front door. Yoongi felt irritation bubble under his skin like acid.

"Come on." Jimin said, ignoring Yoongi's presence as he motioned Taemin to follow him. Yoongi's eyes trailed as Jimin and Taemin disappeared down the hall.

Once Jimin and Taemin we're safely into Jimin's room, they shut the door. Jimin sat down on his bed first then motioned Taemin to do the same.

"What should we do now?" Jimin laughs, watching Taemin sit. "Doesn't matter to me. We could do literally anything." Taemin says, smiling brightly.

Jimin loved that about Taemin. There was so much more to this than sex. There was an actual feeling of happiness and like he actually cared. Taemin actually cares.

"We could watch a movie." Jimin says and Taemin grins, clearly up for the idea. Jimin then turned on a movie he knew both of them would find interesting.

Taemin moved up beside Jimin,the two of them sitting shoulder to shoulder. Taemin would occasionally glance over at Jimin and Jimin would occasionally glance over too.

As the movie went on Jimin began dozing off. His head would sink down then jerk back up. Eventually, Taemin noticed. "If you're really that tired we can sleep." He chuckles.

"No, I'm fine." Jimin says, shaking his head and sitting up straight. Still, the tired feeling didn't go away. Taemin laughed upon noticing. "I have a way to keep you awake." Taemin says, smiling.

Jimin forced his eyes open, blinking repeatedly. Then he was taken off guard as Taemin leaned over and kissed him. Jimin's eyes snapped open.

Jimin melted into the kiss, feeling his insides go fuzzy. When Taemin pulled away he smiled down at Jimin. Jimin bit his bottom lip, his mind swirling.

"It's it bad that I really want to touch you right now?" Taemin asked, his voice low. Jimin's skin became littered with goosebumps. "Then do it."

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Yoongi felt his stomach twist as he walked past Jimin's bedroom. The sound of soft moans could be heard from outside the bedroom door and Yoongi was furious.

Yoongi wanted nothing more than to burst in and stop what was happening but he knew he couldn't. Yoongi couldn't just stop Jimin from being with someone he cared about.

Yoongi knew he had no right. Although it pissed Yoongi off to know that Jimin was sleeping with someone else, there was nothing he could do. It wasn't Yoongi's place.

Yoongi had to step down and let it go. He and Jimin aren't dating. Yoongi has no reason to be upset or angry. Jimin is free to do whatever he wants with whomever he wants.

Still, Yoongi couldn't help but to wince at the sliver of annoyance he felt as he walked past Jimin's bedroom. Yoongi knew all too well what was going on behind those closed doors. He just wished Jimin wasn't involved in it.

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