12- Silenced
I woke, reaching up and felt that I was lying down on a bed, and my head was on a pillow.
Not knowing where I was, I sat up and started to panic.
"Sumin you're awake," I heard Jin's voice, and that calmed me down. I heard him walk towards the bed, and sat down on the edge, near me. "I got so worried about you."
"Where am I?" I asked him, clutching on the blanket on me.
"You're in the school's infirmary. You... fainted and was out for the last thirty minutes." He says, and I sighed, remembering what had happened all over again.
When I didn't answer, I felt him move closer to me, and I flinched when he placed the back of his hand on my forehead, pressing it gently. "Are you feeling alright now? If you're having a headache then I can get the nurse to give you some medicine for you."
"I'm fine Jin..." I say, my bottom lip began to quiver. "I'm fine."
There was a momentary of silence, until I heard him take a deep breath. I knew it was hard for him too, just finding out that his older brother, and my older sister were in a secret relationship.
He reached down, and grabbed my hands in his, I was surprised on how hot his hands were.
"I... I'm sorry about my older brother-"
"You don't have to apologize for him. It was his mistake, not yours." I say, and closed my eyes.
Something wet dropped on the back of my hand, and I thought it was from my eyes, but when I felt another one drop, I began to realize that they weren't my tears to cry.
"Jin-"
He grabbed my arm, and pulled me forward so that my head was leaning on his chest, as his arms wrapped around me. I felt his body convulse controllably, as I heard him gasping for breath.
"Sumin," He choked out, but that was all he could say as he started to sob, holding my close.
I listened to him cry, and my heart wrenched in pain, seeing what he had really felt for me.
The tears spilled from my own eyes, but I didn't bother to wipe them. Instead, I reached my hands up, trying to find where his face was.
He helped me, as he grabbed my hand in his, and leaned his cheek against it.
I smiled softly, as I reached my other hand on the other side of his face, and using my thumb, I wiped off the tears off of his face. "Don't cry Jin... don't cry for me."
"How else would you believe how much pain I feel for you, and how sorry I am in this unfortunate situation? Sumin, I can't imagine how much pain you've been though and by yourself too-"
I felt his emotions were true and compassionate for me, so much that my own emotions were stirred into something that I'd always felt, but was too afraid to reveal.
I didn't want him to cry anymore, and I did the one thing that I could do to make him stop.
Holding his face in my hands, I closed my eyes as I leaned forward and kissed him right on the lips.
My imagination on how warm and soft his lips were were correct, but the feeling of his lips on my own was beyond my expectation, and I felt as if there was something shocking me in my stomach.
I never knew I had the confidence in me, but I guess the moment was perfect for one to happen.
When my lips touched his, I felt his chest completely stop trembling, just what I had predicted. I pecked him, and leaned away as fast as how it happened, leaving him stunned.
"S-Sumin..." He says as he sniffed.
"No more crying." I just say as stern as I could say it, and after a moment, I started to get out of the bed, and stood up, feeling my way around. "What time is it Jin?"
"It's 2:34 p.m," He says.
"We definitely need to go back to class." I say, trying to change the subject.
Just then, the door opened and in came someone. "Ah! There you are Sumin!"
It was miss.Yujin, who was just in time to take me away.
"Omo! Sumin, why are you crying?" She says, and a short moment later, gasped again.
"Seokjin, why are you crying too?"
"There was something in my eye," He says, a little awkwardly.
"Um, I really hurt my head real bad," I just say, and I imagined her rolling her eyes at us.
"Well, okay then. I hope your eyes are better, Seokjin, and thank you for taking care of Sumin after what I heard what happened from the nurse." She says, grabbing my arm.
"Let's get going," She says to me, as she lead me out of the room, and I turned my head around.
"Thanks again, Jin. I'll see you after."
I say to him, and turned back and walked away, my cheeks feeling even warmer.
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