Abigail's POV

I look down at my beautiful Rose. She's five today. And I am so grateful that I had gotten out of my depression state to see today. She looks at me. "Ma ma. Can I go jump with Jimin in the jumper?" She asks. I see Jimin taking off his shoes as he leans against the inflatable bouncy house that is meant for children. "Yes. But be careful." I laugh. She nods as runs over to him. He picks her up and tosses her in the air. I smile. I feel arms around my waist.

I turn and lips collide with mine. I know is him. The way his lips taste. How gentle and soft they are. He smiles in the middle of our kiss. "Mmmm. You look so hot baby." He says, his hands roaming down to my butt. I bite his bottom lip. He chuckles and kisses me again. "What are you doing Tia?" I hear Isaiah ask my sister. I pull away from my sexy husband and look down at him. "Grown up things baby." I say and pick him up. He's a mixture of Tom and my sister.

"Mommy and daddy always say that when they drink soda cans" I chuckle. He's so smart for a four year old, his birthday is next week. Crazy. Our children are a week apart. The really crazy thing is that we were due on the same date but Bella was like 'nope I'm coming out now!' And that happened. I walk over to the candy table with Isaiah in my arms. "I want that." he says pointing at the caramel apple slices. Good choice kid. I pick up a little tray and hand it to him.

I set him down and he walks over to Jessica and Tom who are eating at the table. I laugh to myself as Jessica looks mad that Isaiah is eating candy before his supper. Yeah, I'm one of those Tia's that will give my nephew what ever he wants even if my sister won't let me. Let me just say that I do it to piss her off. Jessica looks at me with red in her cheeks and she shakes her head at me. I start busting up and she just chuckles and sticks her tongue out at me.

Tom doesn't seem to care as he continues to eat, he's put on some weight actually, maybe just he needs some bump and grind if you know what I mean. Just then Joseph and Carla walk in with my two nephews and my oldest  niece. I give them both a hug, after three kids Carla looks fantastic! "Hi guys! Glad you can come! B is in the jumper if you want to join her." I hug Katey. She's now 12! I hug my little Justin who is now 9 and my little Connor who is just 2.

All the kids are so big it brings tears to my eyes. But not too many tears cause my mascara will mess up. "Oh!! All my children are here!" I hear my mom yell as she walks away from the jumper. She walks over and hugs Joseph and Carla. I look over at the table where all the bangtan boys are sitting, except for Jimin of course. Jungkook smiles at me then puckers his lips. I smile and bite my bottom lip. We haven't been intimate.

I think Jungkook is scared that he will hurt me. He's gone through 9 months and a week without touching me in a sexual way. And I'm gonna be honest, I can't wait until 6 more weeks go by cause I'm going to do some unholy things to that man.

"Abigail!" I hear my mother in law. How great! after I was thinking about doing naughty things to her son she walks right into the party. Did you hear the sarcasm? I feel his arm on my waist. "Hi mom. How was the flight?" He asks. "It was just fine. Your father took his old man nap after he drank his Burben. You know him. And it was very nice of you to pay for our tickets hon. You didn't have to do that." Jungkooks brings me closer to his hard body.

"Of course we did. Didn't we Abby?" I can't think as I his abs against my arm. "Uh huh" I peep. "And for your information it wasn't an old man nap. I was just relaxing my eyes after my burben. Okay?" My father in law says making me laugh. "Come in come in. There is food over there and drinks and also a treats table." I say. As they walk out of my parents back porch room. "Oh! Okay. And where do I put my gifts for Bella ?" She asks. I look at her hands.

She has a huge pink bear under one arm and two boxes in the other. I didn't realize that the both of my in laws have gifts in their hands. My father in law has three bags in his hand and balloons. "Woow.... Um over there." I point at the table that was already filled with gifts. There was much love for Bella, and I don't mean by how many gifts she has, but by how the family treats her. She's very lucky to have this. And I'm lucky to have her.

I turn to Jungkook who still has his arms around my waist. God his abs felt like heaven. He smirks at me making my insides melt. "Like I was saying before.." He wraps his other arm around me pushing my hands against his abs more. "You look so hot today " he says tilting his head. "What does it make you want to do to me?" I whisper as I pull on his shirt. He chuckles.

"If I say you may wet your panties... And we don't need that.. This is a child's party." He whispers in my ear making my toes curl. He kisses my neck softly and pulls away teasing me. He turns towards the party but I pull him into the porch room. He doesn't fight it. I lean against the wall and pull him close to my body. Now this, what we were doing, Wasn't pg-13 what so ever. His hand was under my blouse and my leg was wrapped around his leg.

He kissed my neck and I can feel the bulge in his pants up against my thigh.

"Maaamaaa! I'm hungry!" I hear Bella sounding like it she's coming our way. "Ugh. Fuck." I hear Jungkook whisper as he takes his hand out from under my shirt. I steady myself and stand up straight. "Coming baby!" I yell. I look at him and press my hand against his bulge "you gonna take care of that?" I ask winking at him and walking out of the porch room. Bella stares at me. Her hair all messed up and everywhere. "I want a hot dog." She says.

Me too I think to myself feeling super dirty. She grabs my hand and we walk over to my dad whose doing the grilling. He smiles at me. His gray mustache tickling his lips. "What will it be my ladies?", "Two hot dogs please dad" I say he hands me two plates with buns on them.

"Mommy..?" I look at her little face as she eats away her potato chips. "Yes baby?" I ask fixing her hair out of her face. "What is love?" I smooth her hair with my hand. "Love?" I ask a bit nervous, wondering why she would ask me this. I start to redue her hair. "I think I love.. But I don't know what it is.." My heart pounds. I know what she's going to say.

"Love... Means a lot of things. What do you want to know?" I ask hoping that she will say something I can answer without having to talk about what 'mommies and daddies' do. "How do you know?" She asks waiting for me to finish fixing her hair. "Well.." I think about when I'm with Jungkook.. How I feel around him. "You feel.. Happy. And you smile a lot. And you feel little butterflies in here." I tickle her tummy. She laughs. She looks at me.

"Mommy.. I love Jimin." My heart stops. "Like how you love daddy?" I ask. She shakes her head. "Like how you love daddy." Smart kid. I furrow my eyebrows. "Well.. Baby. You're..." The way she looks into my eyes made me feel guilty. And today was her birthday. She shouldn't feel sad on her birthday. And I've already caused her to be sad for long enough. There's a twinkle in her eyes. And I don't know what to say.

Luckily she continues eating and forgets about the topic. I turn back and look at the table where Jimin is at. He's laughing and playing around. He would never do anything to my daughter... Right? He's not a child molester.. Why was in thinking this!? Of course he wouldn't! What's my problem!? Ugh! I need some water.

I stand up and walk over to the ice chest and grab a water. My heart is pounding so fast I can't think. Why? Why? Why must my daughter start having feelings at this age? Gosh now I know how my parents felt when I started dating. But this is different! This is a 5 year old crushing on a 27 year old. Wtf!? Oh Jesus. Help me! I'm a mother in distress. Maybe I'm over reacting..

There it is guys. Everything is back to normal like a promised. But. Things are going to change in a couple of chapters so get ready for it cause.. I got a lot planned 😉 make sure to vote, leave a comment! It means a lot. More than you know. Thank you! ❤