"You're not turned off or anything?" I ask. He frowns and shakes his head. "Why would I be turned off? Whether you're a virgin or not, it doesn't matter to me." He tells me. I look away and shrug. He uses his hand to make me look at him. "Being a virgin is nothing to be ashamed about, no matter how old you are. If anything, you should be proud of yourself." He says, I'm confused. "Proud?" I ask, he nods.

"You made it through high school, where most girls lose their virginity and college where, don't even get me started." He says making me feel better about myself. "So, now that you know..." I say, my heart pounding in my chest. He grins as he lowers his head and I feel him kiss my jaw as he presses his lips against my ear making my legs go weak. "I'll just take it slow." He whispers as he kisses me, causing the heat to start up again.

He's back on top of me, grinding up against me. I let out a small moan as I feel his hard member against my core. He slips off my shirt and right away kisses my stomach, causing my insides to turn and tighten. He kisses up my torso, kissing my clothed breast. His hands running down my side. His lips all over my neck and I wrap my arms around his neck, my fingers run into his hair. I let out a breath and pull my hips up to his, he hums against my neck and drops his hips to mine more.

My fingers grip at his dark locks, and his fingers find their way to the waistline of my pajama pants. He looks up at me, as if asking for permission. I feel my heart pounding against my chest. I nod and he slips them off. He tosses them across my room as he examines my body, I close my legs until he pulls them apart to get a good look at my vulnerable body. Vulnerable in a good way, obviously. I bite my lip and stare at him as he looks at me with those eyes, a little smirk pulling on his lips.

"I feel bad for all those guys you were with before me, cause they're missing out.." He says as he runs his hands up and down my body. I sit up and pull on the front of his belt, he chuckles and pushes me back. "No need to be impatient sweet cheeks, we'll get there, we've got time. I just want your first time to be.." He pulls off my moist underwear.

"Unforgettable." He finally says before burying his face in between my legs, I gasp. I've never felt this way before, my hands grip onto his hair and he grabs onto my hands and he holds my wrists so they don't move. Yeah.. Mats touched me but he never did this. Dear Jesus.

The way he worked his tongue and lips, I just can't explain the overdose of pleasure he's giving me at this moment. He pins down my thighs to the bed, wide open so that I don't move and that he has full access to everything. He just digs right in. Ugh, let me rephrase that, I make him sound like he's some kind of hungry animal. He forces his face into my core again as he positions my hips. I cover my mouth completely embarrassed with the sounds I'm making.

I feel him stop, and I'm a bit disappointed. He's looking at me and smiles, shaking his head as he clicked that skilled tongue of his. He removes my hand from over my mouth. "Let me hear your moans sweet cheeks, let's me know I'm doing a good job." He grabs both of my hands, holding onto my wrists against my stomach this time. He heads back down and presses his lips against me.

I try to pull my hand out of his grasp to cover my mouth, I let out a moan and I feel him smile against my skin. I know he said it lets him know that he's doin a good job but I feel weird making sounds. He continues. This is what he wants? He wants me to moan? He wants to hear me? I mean, duh bitch, he said that he wanted to hear you. Fucking geeze, obviously. It's like his words went in through my ear and out my fucken ass, shit.

My back arches and with his other hand he grabs onto my hips, pulling me to him forcefully. My moans became louder and more uncontrollable. I gasp and let out a heavy breath. I'm about to hit my climax when he stops. Bitch! He hovers over me. "I'm going to let go of your wrists, but you gotta promise me that you won't be a bad girl and cover your mouth." He says. I'm desperate for him, so I nod in agreement.

He let's go of my wrists and heads back down. With one hand he holds onto my waist, and the other begins to rub my clit. It drives me crazy with the amount of pleasure he's causing with just a finger and his mouth. My back arches and he pulls me to his face once again. I let out a moan and finally climax, he sits up and smiles at me. I'm out of breath, and completely satisfied. He frowns. "How did I forget this?" He asks pulling on the middle of my bra. "Sit up for me sweet cheeks." He orders and I do what he says, though I feel a little weak.

He unbuckles the back and pulls it right off before pushing me back to lay down again, his hands caressing me softly and gently. One of his hands trails back down to my core. His fingers lightly touching me, causing me to push myself up against his hand. He shakes his head and makes a clicking sound with his tongue. He takes his hand away from my breast and holds down my waist, I whine in frustration. He smiles, he knows what he's doing.

He runs his fingers up and down my core, from my clit to my entrance over and over again. My breathing becomes rough again as pleasure quickly takes over me. He does this for a while until I finally moan. "That's all I wanted to hear." He says before entering three fingers into my entrance. I gasp and grab a hold of his arm that holds me down. He smiles because he knows he's making me weak. His pace is slow, not rushed or fast.

My back arches as he hits a good spot. A small whimper leaves my lips. "You're so tight." He whispers as he continues his task. He looks at me as he speeds up a bit. "I'm guessing you've been fingered before." He says. I don't even respond, I can't. His biceps enlarge as his pace speeds up. I grip tightly to his arm that still holds me down. I let out a moan and he smiles. "I'll take that as a yes." He says. He speeds up as he knows I'm about to hit my climax.

"Come on.. Finish hard." He whispers to me. I feel my walls tighten around his fingers as I'm extremely close. I let out a loud moan and let go of his arm. He slips his fingers out of me, only to slip them into his mouth. I'm surprised he would do such thing, Mat would never do that. It makes me wonder if guys did this often.

He hovers over me. "Are you sure you want this?" He asks. I look into his eyes. "Yes." I manage to say through my heavy breathing. He then gets off of me, unbuckling his belt that was tight around his slim waist. They fall to his ankles to only reveal the biggest boner I've ever seen... Does that mean Mat has a small penis? Maybe his jeans are too tight.. He goes to his wallet and pulls out a condom. I bite my lip as I watch him, my eyes unable to look away from his erection.

He opens it with his teeth and takes it out. He drops his boxers. I'm completely speechless. One word. Huge. Just because I'm a virgin doesn't mean I don't know what a big one looks like. He's gotta be around 6 or 7 inches, or maybe I'm over exaggerating. Dear God I'm going to die today aren't I? He's gonna wreck me? He slowly slips on the condom. He then looks at me and smiles as he walks back over to me on the bed, that thing bobbing in the air as he got onto the bed. He hovers over me. "You like what you see?" He asks.

I bite my lip, nodding quickly. "Very much.." I say as I wrap my arms around his neck. His lips against mine, he kisses me slowly. There's a hint of passion in it, I deepen the kiss to find it. And it finally hits me, I feel it in the back of my throat. He tilts his head a bit and I know he feels it too. I push my body against his, skin to skin. I feel my core inches away from his throbbing member. I wrap my legs around him, bringing his hips close to mine.

He pulls away from the kiss, leaving trails from my neck to my collar bone, to my breast. Where he stops, and kisses and caresses them for a bit. Then trails more kisses down to my stomach where he finally takes his lips off of me. He looks at me as if worried. "You ready?" He asks, I nod. He grabs a hold of his member and directs it to my entrance. I feel my heart pounding. I feel the tip of it against my skin ready to enter.

I bite my lip as it enters slowly.

The pain, feeling like I'm being ripped open. It burns, doesn't feel good at all. "Tell me if you want me to stop and I will." He says, I nod my head. He continues slowly. I bite my lip harder as it hurts more, I hold back tears in my eyes. He's not even all the way in yet and it hurts like hell. It takes him a while to be half way inside me. He stops. "Are you okay?" He asks. I let out a breath as the pain stops a little bit. I nod even if I was in complete denial.

I know I shouldn't keep something like this a secret from him, but I don't want him to feel like he's doing something bad. He slowly moves his hips, his member moving inside me. I arch my back in pain. "J-Jimin." I whimper, he instantly stops when he realizes that my eyes are teary. "Izzy, why didn't you tell me that it hurts?" He looks concerned. "I'm too nervous." I whimper. I thought that the foreplay would help, but it didn't. In my heart I know that I'm scared for sex.. and he's already inside me. I know I want it, I do, I really do but I'm just scared.

I'm scared that it won't feel good, or I won't feel good for him. What if I'm not the best he's had? What if I'm not good at all?

"Then we'll stop." He says as he's about to pull out, I lock my legs around him and he stares at me. "Don't move please, just let me calm down. I want this, I know that I do. I want this with you." I reassure him. He slowly nods. I pull the back of his neck and I press my forehead against his, "I just need to get used to you inside me.." I whisper to him, and he doesn't move an inch. My heart rate goes back to normal and he slowly kisses my face, "There's no rush." He whispers. "I want you Jimin." I whisper back.

"Only at your command." Our eyes meet. I take a few seconds to breathe and calm my mind, I try to think about the pleasure that he made me feel a couple of minutes ago. I think about him making me feel good, and how I know he will take his time with me. "I'm ready now." I tell him, not trying to overthink it. That's the problem, I'm thinking in my head that it will hurt and it's causing something that shouldn't hurt.. to hurt. "Just to get you going." He says. He brings his thumb to my nerve and slowly stimulates it. My lips part and I look up at him, he smiles at me and I laugh for some weird reason. Pleasure takes over my body again and as I move my hips, it's like I'm riding his member. I gasp as he begins to feel a little good inside me, as the head of his member presses against my virgin walls.

He lets out a breath, the way I'm tight from the pleasure, must feel good for him and the fact that I'm moving my hips on my own. The head of his member then hits a spot on my walls that makes my legs weak and I gasp out loud and my nails dig into him. I throw my head back, I find myself smiling to the pleasure as I moan. "Jimin." I moan. "Please, move your hips for me." I whisper to him quickly, a little too shy to say it out loud and slow.

He holds onto my waist as he moves slowly. I hold onto his back, digging my nails into his skin. I shut my eyes tightly. He keeps the same pace, not going any faster as he probably wants to wait until I tell him to go faster. "Baby, tell me if it hurts." He whispers sweetly. I throw my head to the side and moan, giving him a sign that it feels good. He kisses my neck, soothing me more and adding to the pleasure.

He keeps the same pace. After a while, pleasure took over me intensely and I'm scratching at his back roughly. I throw my head back and let out a loud moan. "J-Jimin.." I manage to say. "Tell me baby.." He says sweetly. "Go.." I feel embarrassed to ask. But he gets the hint and speeds up a bit, giving me unbelievable pleasure. I hear him groan in my ear, I let go of his back and lay down. I hear him breathing heavy and it turns me on so much, I feel myself dripping wet for him. He then hisses and groans a little deeper.

"You okay?" He asks in between breaths, I nod. He caressed my face. "Tell..." He groans. "Tell me in words..." He says calmly. "Ye-yes.." I say out of breath. "Please.." I beg him, he nods and thrusts even faster causing me to go crazy. So this is what I've been missing out on for so many years, sex is honestly amazing.. though it only lasts for a few minutes. I grab his face and kiss those thick lips of his, as I kiss him, my climax is near and I'm moaning like crazy against his lips. He nods as I kiss him, "You're turning me on so much, fuck." He curses.

My walls tighter than ever, they'd collapse any second now. Oh gosh, I've barely realized that my neighbors might be asleep. "F-UCK." I curse as I throw my head back gasping continuously, and then it happens. My first orgasm due to penetration, he's literally a second after me. His hips jolt forward and he slows down his hips, and we ride out our orgasms together. I feel my body shaking as my sensitive skin is sore from how good he was and the amount of time we had gone. He slips out of me.

When we both catch our breaths we look at eachother and I feel heat in between my legs once again. He smiles and I smile back, "Are you okay?" He asks, I nod quickly. "I've never felt so good before.", "So it felt good." I tighten my weak legs around his hips and I lift myself up into him. "Yes, didn't you hear me?" I ask him. He smiles, "Just tooting my own horn." He says. "You should." I nod. He kisses my lips before he kisses my neck then goes for my chest. He sucks on my bud and surprises me when his fingers find their way in between my legs.

I whimper from the lingering of pleasure that makes my legs weak. He groans against my nipple, making me moan to the sensation. "You're so wet.. my gosh." He whispers, what a dirty thing for him to say. "Can we go one more time?" I ask him. He lifts his head and looks at me. "Oh, yes please." He instantly sits up. Instead of hovering over me, he stays on his knees and only lifts my hips. He looks down at my part and only uses a finger to tease me. I feel myself dripping for him even more. Oh gosh, the sheets must be a mess because of me.

He bites his lips, "I like to see the sight of you dripping for me, Sweet cheeks.", "Don't make me wait now." I tell him, he smirks. "Don't you know what a tease is?" He questions, "You?" I ask. He smiles, he sets his whole palm over my sex and flicks it rapidly. I arch my back and moan without hesitation. "Your body reacts to my touch beautifully." He says as he looks down at my core. I hadn't noticed that he was stroking himself, it turns me on even more to see him do this to himself.

He might need another condom, he throws his head back and lets out a relaxed breath. I set my hand on his hand that pleasured me, he then suddenly stops and stands up, taking off the condom he put on the first time. I stare at the milky substance that filled the tip of the rubber protection, up. I then stare at his member, waiting impatiently. He pulls out one last condom from his wallet, does he always carry around this many condoms?

He quickly slips it on and goes into the same position as before, on his knees. I spread my legs wide for him, wanting it to just start up again. He smirks at my eagerness. He positions my hips for the perfect angle, and he uses his hand to enter me again. I gasp and wrap my legs around his waist so there wasn't much space between our hips. When he's entered all the way, I let out a sigh of relief. I look at him and he smiles with those lips stretched and his hips begin to do their job.

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I smile at him as he sits on the other side of the table at the restaurant, he smiles back. "Are you okay?" he asks. I tilt my head at him, for this is the hundredth time he's asking me, I chuckle at how cute he is when he's concerned. "Yes, I'm fine. Just hurts when I sit down, it's just.. sore." I tell him. He frowns, "Awe babe.." I blush and brush my hair behind my ear. His eyebrows go up, "What's wrong?" he asks. I chuckle, "Nothing's, it's just that.. you called me babe.." I say.

I witness him blush, "Oh yeah, I guess I did.." He smiles. He looks down at the menu in his hand, "Did it feel good?" He asks in a whisper, I have to leave in to hear him. I bite my lip and blush. "Of course it did, it felt amazing, and.." I feel my face heat up more than it already is. "I'm glad you took my virginity." I say. He then looks up at me and smiles. His eyes telling me that it's okay for me to let go, and be myself. "So I was thinking.." He says as he closes the menu.

"You remember our first date?" My heart pounds to the thought and I nod. He plays with his thumbs nervously. I'm beginning to worry about what he's going to ask me, he had changed the subject. I mean, it's good anyways cause we're in a public place. "You remember Jin?" He asks. My eyes widen. "You guys really used to be lovers?" I ask. His head shoots up with a shocked look on his face. My heart stops, it's true, he used to bump uglies with Jin and I just had sex with a gay man.

He stares at me with the same expression on his face for a while. Then I'm startled when he breaks out into laughter almost getting everyone's attention. "Hahaha you should have seen your face, I thought I told you that one already.." He laughs. I stare at him completely confused, he had and I totally forgot. He clears his throat and he becomes serious.

"But no, I was thinking you should be my date to his wedding tomorrow night.." He says with a sheepish smile on his face. My heart stops. "You want me to be your date to a wedding?" I ask, he nods. "If you're okay with that, unless it's short notice and you don't want to go." He says. I smile and shake my head as I look down at the table and draw little circles on the light tan wood, "I'd love to go with you." I say to him as I glance up at him. He breaks out in a smile and I feel my heart race in a happy way.

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