I gasp as I cover my mouth with my hand, not wanting him to hear me for some reason. "Jimin.." I whisper. He smiles at me and hums, "Mmhmm." "Oh Jimin, It's so huge!!" I scream. He chuckles. "I know it is." He says, I look at him. My face pink and a huge smile on my face as I slowly drop my hand, to only have him intertwine our fingers together. I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I've never seen something like this, it makes it hard for me to stay still. "Do you like it?" He whispers in my ear and I nod quickly, my voice caught in my throat.

"It's beautiful." I say looking at my surroundings with a smile, finally able to say something. We're at a broken down greenhouse. The plants are huge and some of them have broken out of the holes in the glass ceiling draping nicely over the sides of the green house making it look forest like. They look nicely trimmed though, like someone treats them well. "What do you think?" He asks. I smile.

"I love it Jimin." I say. He smiles. "I'm glad you do." He says as he leads me towards it, still holding my hand. "Let me show you around." He says as he holds on tighter to my hand and leads me deeper into the green house, where the surrounding only got better. There were all different kinds of flowers, some that I didn't even know existed. I was much too distracted with my surroundings to realize that he had brought me to a candlelit picnic. He sits down and so do I, my breath is seriously taken away at this moment. There's a little cute box of matches next to the candles and he lights them. "You did this for me?" I ask. He smiles as he finished lighting the candles.

"Actually, this is the first time I'm seeing this... Huh.. Who ever left this here must really like you." He says looking around acting as if he'd honestly never seen this picnic here. I chuckle. "Really." I chuckle. He blushes. "I wanted it to be special, I haven't done this in a while. So I apologize if I'm bad at this stuff." He says rubbing the back of his neck with his hand. I tilt my head to the side. "No, it's okay. I haven't done this in a long time too." I confess.

His eyebrows go up. "You serious? That's a surprise to me." He says. I bite my lip. "Yes, I'm serious and why is that a surprise to you?" I ask. I then see him blush again. "I don't know, you're very pretty that's all." He says. "I don't think there's a single man who wouldn't fall to his knees for you." His confession makes my stomach twist and turn. "I can say the same about you Jimin." I say honestly, his eyebrows knit together.

"If you don't mind me asking, how long has it been since you've been on a date?" He asks, I bite my lip trying to think of the exact number. "A year or two, since.. Mat to be honest. Also because of work, it takes up a lot of my time during the week. You?" He runs his fingers through his hair and looks away from me. "Three..." He says his voice trailing off to the extent that I no longer hear him, so now I'm playing a guessing game trying to figure out what 'three' is.

I look at him confused. "Three months, days, weeks..." He finally looks at me. "Years." He says. I'm shocked. How can a guy like Jimin, be single for so long? Unless it's because he was in a long relationship, as I was. I look down at my unpainted nails. "Oh, I'm so..", "It's okay.. Really." He interrupts me. There's a lot of skeletons in the closet, my gosh. I wish I could know who that bitch was who broke Jimin's heart. I can tell that Jimin is still worked up about the whole thing that happened after he was with that person. He just grins and he starts to eat the food, I stare at him until I tell myself that I shouldn't be so nosey.

I can already read a lot off of Jimin, he cares a lot about what people think. He doesn't want to look weak in front of me, but he seems to already be comfortable with me to show it a little bit. He doesn't like the way that blast from the past left him, he possibly was never like this. Maybe he was never this insecure. He's sweet, funny and drop your panties sexy. I just hope that the end of this date goes well.

"Wine?" He asks, I look at him. "It's just a glass, I won't drink too much." He reassures me, "Don't stop yourself because of me." I tell him. "I want you to feel safe, I don't want you to feel anything other than safe." I grin and nod, picking up my glass and he pours me just a little bit of wine and the same amount for him. He picks up his glass, and so do I, we clink our cups against each other and his eyes are on me as he takes a sip of his wine. My eyes are also on him when I sip my wine.

Ah, that's one thing I forgot. Thoughtful, he's very thoughtful. He's nothing less, he seems like the type of guy to care more about the other person than himself. Jimin is genuinely a good person, he's a nice adult male that doesn't just think about getting lucky at the end of the night. Though, not gonna lie, he seems like the kind of guy to rock your world. Behind that little sweet persona is a real kinky bitch, I can tell forsure. Which I don't mind at all, if all goes well tonight, he can possibly be the one I lose my virginity to and he can make me into a kinky bitch too.

**

I snuggle up next to him. We've shared so much with each other, I feel so close to him. I know about his long term relationship, her name was Gi and they had been together for almost two years and he hasn't dated in technically a real woman three years. He had finally opened up, maybe it's because he had a glass of wine and loosened up. Well, the story is that he had proposed to her and she denied because she had been cheating on him for most of their relationship, and that she didn't love him whatsoever.

That's when he lost sight for love, dropped out of college, and moved out of his parents house. I would have never thought that Jimin would have to go through that. He's also 30 years old, and I almost didn't believe him. I honestly thought I'd be on a date a guy way younger than me because of how flawless his face is. But, of course I don't mind, I'm 29. And that's just a year older so, I definitely don't mind. Well he knows some stuff about me too, he knows that my parents died when I was nine and I had to live with my grandparents. And as I know all these things about him, and he knows all these things about me, it makes my heart pound faster for him.

It's crazy how you can grow feelings for someone in one night. I tighten my jacket against my chest, the greenhouse is beginning to get a little chilly. "Hey, do you want to see the sunrise?" He asks looking at me. I smile and nod. "I'd love to see the sunrise with you, Jimin." He stands up and offers me a hand, I gladly take it. He leads me out of the greenhouse and to the top of a hill. The view was completely breathtaking. Yes, that is how long we've been together tonight, the sun is coming up.

Well, see if you think about it. He closed his club around two in the morning, it took about an hour to get here and we've already spent almost two hours here. Sunrise is at 5:22, most of our time together we've been talking and laughing nonstop. That's what I really like about tonight, today? This morning? Haha, This is just what I like about our date. Ah, and not to forget that Jimin is romantic.

I think all this as we stare out to the view together. The light slowly peeked the hills, making the rest of the surroundings dark for a while as the sun rose, gradually making the sky lighten up from a umber blue to a coruscating light green. The warmth of the rays made my cheeks heat up, also the thought of Jimin still holding my hand is making me blush pretty bad too. "Izzy?" I hear him call. I turn and look at him, he's close to me. The light made his face look smoother than silk, I can clearly see the pink in his cheeks.

He's staring into my eyes, "Do I have permission to kiss you?" He asks as he leans in closer to me,I chuckle a bit. He doesn't need to ask for permission, he didn't before. I can't help but touch his face, and move his bangs out from his eyes. I slightly nod with a small smile on my lips, I'll just play along with him. "Yes." Leaves me as his lips have hypnotized me. His hands on my waist, pulling me close to him, surrounding me with his warmth. I wrap my left arm around his neck, I can't help but leave my right hand caressing his unbelievably soft skin. A small smirk appears on his lips.

He inches closer until our lips touch. I kiss him back automatically, he makes me feel some type of way. His lips motioned smoothly, giving me fireworks in my stomach. Just then it makes me think about how I've never felt this way with Mat before. I'm ripped away from my thoughts when he pulls me closer to him. His smile breaks the kiss, leaving me a bit breathless.

"You know.." I start, staring into his sparkling eyes and as my left hand plays with his hair, running my fingers through the softness of it. "You don't ever have to ask if you can ki.." Before I can finish his lips press against mine again. My face heats up, and I can't help but be happy. I've said it before, I really like kissing him. And I've never been the real kissing type, honestly, kissing people used to scare me and I wondered why people liked to do it so much. But now I get it, all the guys before now, which let me tell you weren't many, were all the wrong ones. It might be the fact that Jimin takes his time, or that he just constantly taste nice.. one of those.

**

"Can I ask you something?" I turn and look at him. "Yes, of course you can." I say. He smiles then he looks nervous. "Will..." He stops and clears his throat. "Will you.." He runs his fingers through his hair, can he like stop making my stomach explode? Seriously. My eyebrows knit. "Jimin?" He snaps out of it. "Will you go out with me again after tonight?" He asks. It's just so cute how he asked me, it's the most sincere way anyone has ever asked me to go out with them like this before. Jimin is forsure a very different kind of man, I like him a lot. It's crazy how I can like someone this much when I just met him yesterday.

His brown iris's staring into mine intensely, the dim light of the sun making them look a golden brown. I don't even have to think about the answer. "Of course, I would love to Jimin." I say smiling. I look at his lips, my thumb gliding along his bottom lip. He smiles and I feel his lip stretch on my fingertips. "There's something about you that's so different." He whispers to me. I nod quickly in agreement, "That's what I was thinking." He smiles at my words.

He smiles sweetly, I just have a really good feeling about him. And I'm not concerned about how fast things are moving along. I have a really positive feeling, nothing less. We only stay at the top of the hill for a while, I end up taking off my shoes. With my wedges in hand, we walk back to the greenhouse. "Do your feet hurt?" He asks. I cautiously walk on the rocks, before I can answer he swoops me off my feet. I'm in his muscular arms, my right arm snug on his neck. I can't keep my eyes off of him as he keeps his eyes on the path we're going. "You didn't have to do that Jimin." I whisper as I set my head on his shoulder, causing my arm to hug down his back. He then looks at me, "Why would you say that?" He asks smiling.

"I could literally see the pain in your face when you tried walking.. No. I refuse to let you walk like that." He says walking through the greenhouse. I look deep into his eyes, a certain sparkle invaded his pupils. "Gi is really stupid you know, for not wanting you. She lost out on a great man." I say. He stops and looks at me, and I wonder if my words hurt him. He frowns, awe damn it. I think that I'm messing up tonight already. The thing that I've forgotten about dates is that you should never talk about exes, that's a big no no and I'm pretty sure that I've broken that rule several times today.

"She didn't lose anything, she got rid of a man who was so bad at loving her. And she felt obligated to love someone else who wasn't me, I wouldn't blame her." He says, his words break my heart. "No Jimin, she seems like the kind of woman that takes amazing men for granted, uses up their love. Then she leaves them not thinking about their life or their feelings. Heck, she shouldn't even be considered a human for what she did to you." I say, he stares into my eyes.

"She ate up two years of your life, and believe me. She'll get what she deserves." I say running my fingers on the back of his neck in small circles. I see him gulp, and it makes me wonder if my words had hurt him more or maybe even healed him a bit. "I wish I could believe you." He says continuing to walk and looking away from me. I stare at him, for a long time, wondering why God would put such thoughts in this mans head.

I didn't notice that we had reached the car. He slowly sets me down, but I continue to stare at him. He doesn't look at me, and unlocks his car. Before he can walk away I grab his face. He looks at me surprised, like he had totally forgotten that I was there. "I know, I don't know much about your life. And that this is our first date together, but you have to believe me Jimin... You're an amazing guy, I've never felt this way about a guy before in a long time. You've made me feel safe and sensations I'd rather not talk about." Then why'd you bring it up? His eyebrows go up and he smirks, smacking him out of the sad state he was in, real quick.

"Tell me more about those sensations I make you feel." He says whispering. I feel my face heat up, great one Izzy. How are you gonna get out of this one huh? I drop my wedges on the floor and pull him close. "You make me feel..." I inch up to his ear. "Unholy." I say. I then bend down and grab my shoes. I don't look at him as I open the car and sit down. I then throw him a smile as I wave at him from inside the car.

He just stands there, dumbstruck. Staring at me as he bites his bottom lip, he then lightly chuckles as he walks over to his side of the car. He keeps his eyes on me as he gets into his seat, I just tease him with a mischievous smile. "You're a tease." He instantly says and he starts up the car. "You know.. You're going to have to tell me one day how I make you feel unholy cause I'm over here suffering." He says as he drives us back into town. I chuckle. "I don't know Jimin, I'd have to say a couple more dates until I tell you about this kind of stuff." He lets out a breath.

"Deal." He says, for a while its quiet. The only sound that hummed in our ears was the sound of the car, and the wind outside running through the ace vents. "Izzy..." He says in a tone I can't quite figure out. I look at him, his eyes never leaving the road. "How do you know that I'm a good man?" He asks, I notice him gripping the steering wheel tightly. I bite my lip, "I just have a great feeling about you. That's all, why? Are you not a good man?" I ask. He chuckles. "Actually. I'm a masked murderer, and I just showed you where I'm going to bury your body after I brutality kill you. Oh and this face." He looks at me. "Isn't really mine."

He chuckles and I laugh along at his nonsense. I like this about him, we can laugh and go along with any silly thing. His chuckles dim down, and he becomes serious. "I just don't think I'm good, enough to be considered a great man." He says. I frown and it breaks my heart that he'd say such a thing. "Jimin, don't say that. Just because one woman wasn't good for you, doesn't mean you're not a great man." I say. I witness him shrug. "And how will I know if I'm a good man?" He asks, I let out a stressful breath.

"I'm sorry, maybe I'm just too broken for you Izzy." He says in a sad tone. My eyes water. "Don't say that Jimin." My voice cracks. He finally looks at me, worry written on it. "You need to know that I'm not Gi, and I actually really like you. I think that you're very perfect, and it only took me one day to figure this out." I say looking into his eyes. He stares at me, finally realizing that he's hurt me. He takes a quick glance back at the empty road then back at me.

"I'm sorry Izzy.. I didn't mean to hurt you." He says looking back to the road. I wipe my stupid tears. "You didn't hurt me, you just aren't listening to what I'm saying." I tell him. He sneaks a peek at me from the road. "I'm sorry." He says. I shake my head. "Stop staying that. You're making me feel guilty, like you just killed my cat or eat my secret stash of girl scout cookies." I tell him, he chuckles before he goes back to being serious. "I've ruined things with you, haven't I?" He asks. "No." I tell him. "No, it's barely our first date and I've already made you cry. You must hate me."

"No, I said no. I don't feel any of those things that you're assuming that I feel." I tell him. "Just stop assuming and just start feeling." I look at him. "I don't mean to offend anyone with my negative talk." He says. I shake my head. "It's okay, everyone talks negatively. And I understand that where you were before, was really hard to get over. I can get that, and I do." He stops at a red light, "It's one thing to forget and another thing is to forgive, that's all I have to say." And he just nods as the light turns green. He understands a little more, I hope.

We get to my apartment, "That was a really long date." He chuckles nervously, I smile at him as I unbuckle my seatbelt. "Honestly?" I start. "I would've stayed longer." I tell him, he grins. "Get some rest, I want to see you soon.", "Just say the word." He lets out a relieved breath and fully smiles. "Sweet dreams Isaeli." He says. "Have a safe drive, Jimin." I say as I get out of the car and I wave to him, he waves back.

**

After that day, I never realized that my life would change so miraculously. That love actually existed for me, and little did I know that I was in a relationship with a real life Sex God.

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