Jimin had dropped me off at my apartment and told me what time to head over to his club. I look through my closet looking for appropriate clothes to wear on a date but still look good. I finally find an outfit. My tight black leggings, my leather jacket and my favorite burgundy strapless shirt. I throw my hair up into a elegant bun and pull strands of hair out from in front of my ears and I fix my bangs. I check myself out in my mirror. I smile at my effort to actually look like a good looking human being. I apply some mascara and my favorite nude lipstick. I smile at my finished product.

I decide that I have to be adventurous tonight, I have to take chances. All I want to do is have fun, maybe even impress him. I haven't had male interaction like this in years, I feel like Mat doesn't count cause I don't have any sort of feelings for him. And I wait for a while until the time, I decide that I should be right on time. Maybe I should be ashionably late or anything, and I shouldn't go by the office motto either. If you're before time your on time, if you're on time you're late. Yeah, that doesn't apply to right now.

**

I stand outside the club, tapping the front of my black wedges on the sidewalk. Wondering if I should go inside, I look at the time, there's still a minute or two before I'm supposed to see him. Of course the office woman inside me said that I He to be on time because he knows I'm a businesswoman and that I'll be on or before time. Stop stalling, stop being a wimp and go inside stupid! I nod and listen to my thoughts as they tell me what to do. I finally walk into the club, it's quite packed today. I'm barely able to make my way over to the bar, luckily I find an empty stool. I knock my knuckle on the wood. He turns and looks at me. He smiles. "Hey sweet cheeks, glad you finally made it. And a couple minutes before time, as I expected." He says followed by a wink. Well.. There goes my perfectly clean underwear. God. He can't know I think about him in this way, I barely met him.

I notice him staring at me as I finally get out of lala land. "You look pretty." He says with a smirk. I grin, and my heart flutters. "Thanks, you look great yourself." I say checking him out. We might as well have matched. He's wearing black jeans, a leather jacket and a white shirt. Besides the shirt color, we basically matched. For the night he gave me one drink. "Make it last the whole night cause I don't need a drunk date, but I still want you to enjoy the night."

He told me, we were talking about stuff that happened in our life when this girl walks up to the bar. She's got huge breast, literally popping out of her shirt. She's really pretty, but you can tell she cakes her face. She leans forward, and I know its to get him to look. I'm a bit jealous, but I don't check if he looked at them or not. "Hey cutie, can I have two beers?" She asks in an annoying tone. I watch him as he fills two cups. I feel antsy, like I need to do something. Take chances.

Once he's done with her drinks, she doesn't leave. Take chances. "So, baby how about you and me? After this club dies out we can do it on the couches in here?" She asks. I feel this urge to stop her from flirting with him, to get her to back off. TAKE CHANCES. I stand up and walk behind the bar, I pull his shoulder to face me.

"Awe, Hon, I've missed you." I say before I crash my lips against his lushes ones. At first he's stunned, but it doesn't take long for him to react and kiss me back. I peek open an eye and look at her, she rolls her eyes and walks away from the bar. I'm about to pull away when I feel this urge to continue. I then wrap my arms around his neck and he turns and presses my butt against the inside of the bar, his arms wrapped around my waist.

His body close to mine, like how I had imagined this morning. And this time it's real, not in my head. But if this was a dream, I sure as hell don't want to wake up. Before I can react his tongue slips into my mouth, I can't help but let him explore every inch of my cavern. He pulled away from my lips leaving me breathless and wanting more as he trails heated kisses from my jaw to my neck then collar bone. I toss my head back, letting him do as he pleases for this is what I want.

I notice a person looking into my eyes. "Am I allowed to order a drink? Or are you on break?" The man asks, I gently push Jimin away and stand up straight. He bites his pink lips that had a bit of my lipstick on them. I fix my jacket that had fallen off my shoulders and turn towards the man. "Of course, I'm sorry about that." I say. The man smiles and nods as he turns to Jimin. "So Jimin, who's your new lady friend?" He asks. I feel completely embarrassed, this guy knows Jimin.

"Oh, yeah. Hi Jin, this is Izzy. Izzy this is Jin my great friend." He says. I shake hands with this Jin guy and smile, I then excuse myself to the ladies room. But then again, all I have to say is bathroom and maybe they get the idea. Awe shit, what if they think that I have to clean up... like clean my panties? FUCK.

I close the door to the single bathroom. Ugh smells like sex in here... Oh.. Shit wait I wouldn't know.. I'm a virgin. Hahaha. Funny. I look at myself in the mirror. My lipstick was messed up a bit, my neck was pink from all the hot friction he was causing. My cheeks were flushed red. I fix my shirt and stand up straight smoothing it with my hands. Just then the door barges open and I mentally scold myself for being a complete dumbass and not locking the door. I turn and it's Jimin.

He locks the door behind him and he walks up to me. Before I can peep a word he crashes his lips to mine and I feel the heat once again. His hands holding my face close to his, his hips against mine. Dear God. His lips are so plump and juicy, why do you do this to me? This time the kiss was rough, the kind of kisses Mat would pull on me when he wanted me in a intimate way but I didn't want to. Now that I think about it, that's the reason why I stopped loving Mat. After a while, sex was all he wanted, and it was always for him. Just then I'm ripped away from my thoughts when Jimin speaks.

"So you kissed me because why?" He asks looking completely calm now, like he was satisfied after I had stopped him back there and needed to finish off the kiss. I bite my bottom lip trying to think of an answer that won't make me sound stupid. He shakes his head and chuckles. "Don't do that, you make me want to kiss you again." I can't help but smile. "Because that big tiddied girl was making plans with you when we already have plans." I say feeling stupid saying it.

"Oh.. So you were jealous, and who said we had sex plans? You and I." He smiles. My face heats up real quick. "Fine, I was jealous.... And what?" He leans in with that smile with on his face, I don't move cause I like how close he is to me. "I mean, we don't have sex plans, we have date plans. But those plans can change real quick if you want them to." He says in a seductive tone. My cheeks grow even hotter to his sudden words about changing date plans to sex plans.

He grabs a hold on my burning cheek. "So are you showing me that you like me? Cause you look very cute when you blush like that." He asks. Izzy! Say something you dumbass. Stop standing there looking like a potato! I get out of my dumbstruck faze and look him in the eyes, as if testing him. "And what if I like you? What would you do with me then?" I ask biting my lip. He purses his lips then smirks. "Anything you want me to, anything at all." He says leaning in more. I lean in just to tease him, cause I like to tease.

I lean in, pressing my nose against his. Our lips just inches away I could feel his hot breath against my skin. I step away from his touch and he almost falls against the sink, he looks at me with a smirk. He turns his back into the sink swiftly, not trying to look like he almost ate shit. "I think the date is just perfect tonight." I say over my shoulder to him. His eyes look me up and down, and I cry not to fall on my face when my legs go weak.

He nods. "Will do sweet cheeks." He says as he starts to walk towards me and I quickly but swiftly walk out to the club.

**

I find myself on the dance floor, dancing and waiting for the night to come to an end. Less and less people crowd inside the club, showing me that the night is almost over. Finally, when the club is empty and surprising its left clean. I turn to Jimin and he's cleaning up the bar. I walk over to him and lean over the bar. He looks at me and smirks. "What can I get this fine lady tonight?" He asks as he stares into my eyes. "Uhm, how about a hot date for tonight?" I ask.

A smile breaks out on his face. He turns and grabs his jacket and locks up the cabinet that had the alcohol in it. He walks out from behind the bar. "Well, Sweet cheeks I can get you that right now." He says walking up to me, I smile. "Oh really?" I ask him. He nods, "Your date is right here." He pulls on his jacket. "Uuu.. I like." I take a step towards him. "Really?" He asks. I nod and set a hand on his chest and run it up his neck. I don't know what's wrong with me, when I'm with him I feel so different. Especially after that kiss, oh gosh.. especially after that kiss for sure.

I slowly smile as I run my fingers into his hair, his eyes staring at my face. "Let's go." I tell him, "Okay." He says. I detach my hand from him and we walk out of his club. We walk over to his car and he kindly opens the passenger side door for me. I get in and wait for him. Oh gosh, so far today has been really different for me. I never planned on kissing him the day after I met him, and I definitely didn't plan on going on a date with him.

We're in his car and I don't know where we're going as he drives at a good speed. But then again, I could care less where we're going because I enjoy his company. "So, how was your life before the club?" I ask him, he hums. As if he's trying to figure out what he will tell me about a certain part of his life and not the other. "Well, I went to college and I didn't know what I wanted to do. I was there for a really long time before I dropped out." I look at him as he talks. "My parents were so upset with me they told me to leave." I see him grip the steering wheel.

"So if you're trying to put the pieces together, my parents disowned me and I'm a disappointment to them." Wow, that got deep really quick. I look down at my leggings. "But anyways, what else do you want to know about me.", "Do you have a girlfriend." He chuckles. "And I'm cheating on her with you." He says, I stare at him hoping he's lying. "I'm kidding." He says quickly as he looks at me and chuckles a bit. "I'm not dating anyone." Now that I think of it, that should've been a question I asked him yesterday when we first met. Oh gosh damn it, I'm so bad at talking to guys.

"I actually haven't had a girlfriend in years if I'm completely honest with you." Oooooh. "But you've been on dates right?" I ask him, as we're on a date. Haha, wow. "Aaaah, maybe one or two but I felt that they weren't really right for me." He explains. "But sometimes I get lonely.. The club is really all I have.." He says. I look at him as he drives, he looks like he has pain in his eyes. "You don't have any friends?" I ask. A small smile appears on his face.

"Yeah I do.. I just rarely see them." My eyebrows knit together. "So that Jin guy." I say. He sneaks a peek at me once, before looking back at the road. "What about him?" He asks. "He's your friend right?" I ask. I see him struggle. "He was more than my friend.." He says quietly. "He was my gay lover." He says. My jaw drops. He looks at me with a huge smile and he can't stop laughing. "I'm just fucking with you, yeah. He's one of my best friends, we go way back."

I let out a breath of relief and chuckle along with him. "So he came to visit?" I ask. He nods. "Actually, he came by to invite me to his wedding next weekend." My eyebrows knit. "Oh? And you're going right?" I ask. I watch him for a while, his jaw clenched. "I told him yes, but I don't think I'm going." He says. I sit up right in the seat. "Jimin, no, you have to go. That's your best friend." I say, he looks at me again.

"He was my best friend, I told you. I rarely have time to see my friends." He says looking into my eyes then breaking contact to look back at the road. "You don't have time? .. Or you don't make time to see them?" I know I got him with the question, I can see his face drop into a sad expression. "Jimin.. I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have said any of that. I'm way out of line, I'm talking to you like I'm your girlfriend or something, like I have a say in your life when I don't." He stops me with a look. "No, it's totally fine. You're right, I honestly don't make time." He looks back at the road. "Then what's stopping you?" I ask.

He bites his bottom lip. "They all actually have lives." He says simply. I narrow my eyes at him. "But so do you Jimin, you own your own club." I say. He chuckles quietly. "No I don't, compared to all of them. I don't. I don't live up to their standards." He says and I can hear the sorrow in his voice. All his friends must really mean something to him if he feels this way while talking about them. "Don't compare yourself to them Jimin. It's only about you, not them. They're not living your life, you are." I say. He pulls over the car. "But you don't understand.." He says.

"They're all like my brothers, and being that they all got somewhere and I didn't... Makes me a no one next to them. I haven't done much with my life that would allow me to tell them that I've made myself proud." I unbuckle my seatbelt and lean forward. "Jimin, I'm trying to tell you that you're much more than you think you are." I say caressing his cheek. He looks deep into my eyes. "I want to believe you." He says. I frown at his words. "Jimin, you should. And I know we've only known each other for two days, but I have a really good feeling about you. You're a really good person I can already tell, you have a lot pulled out for you. Please, just trust me." I say in a whisper.

"I do trust you.", "Even when you don't know me?" I ask him. "I know that your name is Isaeli and that you work in an office, and your friend Mat left you at my club last night." I chuckle, "But you don't know me a whole lot to trust me." He grins, "Then I'm putting my trust into a stranger." He tells me. I smile. "Tell me more about yourself." He says. "Besides the fact that my ex boyfriend, who's now my friend Mat left me at your club last night?" He chuckles, "Wow, no wonder why he's not your boyfriend anymore. He's sort of a douche." I chuckle.

"No, he wasn't like that before me.." I start, slowly looking away from him. "Oh." Is all he says. "I didn't love him anymore, that's why we're not together." I can't look at him. "It happens.." he says. "That was a year ago." I add. "Well, that's nice that you guys were able to stay friends." I look at him, and nod. "I've heard of a lot of people who stay friends with their exes and everything works out fine. So it's okay, as long as you two have an understanding." I grin. "How many relationships have you been in?" I ask him. He bites his lip and looks up at the ceiling of the car.

"One serious one, but I don't think we should talk about it now." He says, I nod. "That's okay." He hums, "First kiss." He says. "Middle school under the bleachers during lunch period." He chuckles, "Uuuu." He adds. "I know, it was the 'it' thing to do when you were in middle school. You?" I ask. He thinks for a while. "I can't remember." He chuckles. "What? Everyone remembers their first kiss dude." He laughs, "Okay dude, let me think." I chuckle as he jokes with me using my dialect with the word dude. I actually really like his laugh, I'm noticing that now.

"Maybe before I turned 18, and I-" he stops, did something happen when he was eighteen? "Did you move?" I ask him, he nods. "Let's call it that, yeah, I moved." He says, I raise an eyebrow. He's hiding something, which is none of my business because we just met yesterday.. but I'm becoming very suspicious and oddly enough, also very intrigued. "How about your first time?" I ask him. He chuckles, "Let's not talk about that." I blush. "Okay." His eyes look up and down my face and I stare at him. He grins as he looks at my lips and I slowly grin. "We're actually here." He says, I nod. "Let's just sit here for a few seconds." I tell him as I slowly lean forward. He doesn't fight me on staying in the car longer, he just slowly leans forward as well.

"Isaeli, I mean.. Izzy." I chuckle, "Either is fine." I say to him. He slowly nods, "Okay.." he whispers.
I don't reply but he inches closer not saying a word, and I let him. This is what I want, him. His soft hand touches my face and I feel my cheeks warm up. He smiles, our eyes meet as I feel his breath on my lips. His eyes gentle and I slightly close my eyes so he gets the idea that I want him to kiss me. Our eyes shut at the same time and his lips touch mine, I set my elbows on the little front cubby that separated the driver and passenger seat. His lips gently massage mine, the kiss slowly getting a little heated to the point his tongue is in my mouth again.

I'm not even going to lie, I like the taste of his saliva. My hand holding his jacket, so that he doesn't move away. And at one point this lips are on my neck and I'm literally ready to just lose my virginity at this moment. I just want him to take me right now in his car. I bite my lip so hard as his lips makes my skin hot, he kisses my jaw before he sets his lips on mine again. "Jimin.." I whisper. He smiles against my lips, he likes the sound of me like this? Mm.

I'm really starting to like him kissing me.

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