So I have a bit of a dilemma-

I know this one boy, who I have known since 5th grade, who I know has a crush on me
(Everyone makes a big deal about it-)

B u t

I may have a crush on a girl who my bestfriend used to date, but are now just super close friends, who I have gotten close too

(I can go on a rant about how we hold hands during outdoor PE on the mile walk, because her hands are always super warm and mine are super cold. Especially since it is really cold these days. How when I wear a hoodie she ties the strings into a bowtie thing, how she bites at my shoulder and tugs on the hoodie I am wearing from said spot, how today when walking to the buses she grabbed my hand and said to a mutual how we got yelled at for her grabbing my hand briefly since my hand was cold as frick and said that at that moment she now was just holding my hand to hold it, and djebduwbrh-)

But everyone is asking me if I am said boy's girlfriend, and by coincidence, mainly around the girl I may like-

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