Why? Why did you leave me?
I never did anything to you for you to do this to me. You hurt me so bad. So fucking bad. But yet. I still if comfort in you. Going through the good memories that I had with you, or laying the the hoodie you gave to me that one night when you had to leave me. Yes, I still have it. I wear it every night. I can't sleep without it. Your scent still there. The way it's huge and wraps around me causes me to feel like I can hide and make me feel like your right there hugging me. I can't believe you actually gone. It's been a year. That's too long. Your birthday is soon to come up. I'm not sure how I'm going to get through it. Last year I barely did. But I'm strong. I think I can do it. As much as I want to see you, I can't hurt my family and friends the way you hurt me. I love you. I'll see you eventually.
Love, your munchkin ❣