Part of me wants to love you.
The other part wants only to see you dead.
Which path do I choose?
How do I decide?
You never seem to escape my mind.
I've been wanting to be so close;
yet, I don't know how.
Can you help me?
Somehow, just by listening to
Your voice diminishes my anger.
Confusement is still left.
I wish I could open up and talk to you.
Lately though, I'm not sure
if you're willing to really listen.
Do I take the risk?
Will you risk the fact that I need you?
Still, I'm not sure.
Do you think I'm horrible at relationships?
Is there anything you hate about me?
Please let me know.
As of now, I'm still confused.
Your hugs make me feel loved,
important, wanted, and needed.
Those hugs happily put a smile on my face.
Hearing your voice calms my nerves.
Please don't shut me out
of everything that's important to you.
Am I important to you?
Would you care if I died?
Before I do, I would just like
To let you know this:
I love you.