The meme bee has another thing to rant about!

Listen to your queen speak, my loyal subjects!

Okay time to cut the crap. This isn't funny.

You probably haven't heard, but there are over 70 students in Hong Kong who committed suicide because of stress in 2016.

I emphasized students and stress because they are key terms.

There has been another suicide just recently, a few days ago too.

Everyone has heard about it. All the teachers, students at my school are talking about it.

All the teachers.

The teachers.

Teachers.

They're the ones who give assignments and grade them.

And cause stress too.

And now I find it really ironic.

They've been hearing about the suicides, and are talking about it, and YET

They still pile us with assignments and tests.

What, are you TRYING to get us to join those suicidal students?

I'm already on a long hiatus for watching anime, and I haven't been able to write got such a long time. I've spent all this time focussing on studying. Maybe I've been on a little YouTube BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT

WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT??

I'VE ALREADY CUT DOWN ON DOING WHAT I LOVE DOING AND YET YOU STILL OCCUPY MORE OF MY TIME

This is getting ridiculous.

This month I have:
-Science Chapter 7 retest tomorrow at lunchtime
-Social Studies Vlog planning due tomorrow and I haven't even started cuz I was studying for Science.
-English Vocabulary test on Wednesday
-Band Concert on Friday; I'm in the concert band, wind ensemble, jazz band, AND strings orchestra
-Science Chapter 8 test next Monday
-Vlog project due next Friday
-Chinese book report due next Friday
-Chinese Cultural Test next next Wednesday
-2 more Math tests but I forgot which day they were on

There's so much to study for, and I have to spend hours to study one subject.

I still have my daily Chinese vocabulary quizzes to worry about too.

AND HOMEWORK

I haven't even had time to practice my instruments due to all this studying and homework.

I also have worship practice every so often for Chapel.

I'm just so stressed lately. I don't feel the need to take a break from Wattpad, but it's just so frustrating.

I already have a white hair growing on my head from all the stress and it's so asymmetrical and annoying I want to rip it out.

I'm glad I relaxed and hung out with my dad a bit today, because I'm going to be so emotionally dead tomorrow.

Guess who'll be staying up extra late tonight...

I didn't even buy coffee

And my dark circles are starting to show. YUCK.

Honestly.

I just need a break.

There's still 5 whole weeks until Discovery Days and Easter break. I'll be able to chill and go to Vietnam and China then.

I feel like I'm overreacting. Am I?

But on the positive side, I finished my cross country unit in PE!

yaaaayyyyy

I've already felt sick by thinking about socializing with my Christian growth group last Friday. I had to go to the bathroom to peer out the window just to calm myself slightly. I'm just so stressed that I dont want to interact with anyone irl.

I NEED A BREAK

UGH

Just thinking about people dying in a city that doesn't normally have deaths occurring gives me chills.