I can't do this anymore. I've tried so hard. I keep failing. I am failing. I'm trying. I've tried. It's not working. Everything I do I fail. Everything. And I can't do anything about it. I'm trapped here. Resisting depression. I can't keep this up. I can't force myself to be happy but so long. I can't run. I can't pass. I'm too scared to. I have nothing. Only a few friends. A friend. And a cousin friend.

I want to say thank you to you, Torii, and you, Tina. You both read my stupid stuff. And I don't even ask. You deal with my shit. Thank you.