"Josh, I don't want you to be sad."
  "We're gonna make it real together."

                                "I promise"
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"Josh?" Are you awake?"

I opened my eyes to see Jenna sitting over me as I laid in bed. Her blanket was covering her breasts. Her hair was golden and down. She looked so beautiful with those blue eyes. I reached out and touched her cheek.

"Hello Jenna." I said before attempting to kiss her. But she leaned away.

"Josh, don't you remember that we're friends?" She asked.

"Of course I do." I replied. "I may have dreamed too much."

Jenna smiled.

"Yes you have."

I smiled back.

She jumped off the bed and sat at her mirror to comb her hair. I ignored seeing her naked. I've seen her like that ever since we first moved in. Ever since we walked down that lonely road.

"Do you have to work today?" I asked.

"Yes Josh, I work everyday." She replied, still combing her hair.

"Tyler and I never had to work."

"Well, that's because you both lived in a forest."

Down in the forest
We'll sing a chorus
One that everybody knows

Hands held higher
We'll be on fire
Singing songs that nobody wrote

I fell backwards on the bed. Jenna turned around.

"I know it must be hard for you." Jenna said.

"But we're making it."

"I'm not making it, not without him."

Jenna came to my side.

"Now you know Tyler wouldn't want you to be like this." She said. "He would want you to be happy."

"What's the point of being happy when your husband was murdered right in front of you?" I yelled.

Jenna wanted to help me. But she refused to say anything else that could try to encourage me. So she slipped on her clothes without saying a word.

I sat outside of our golden house in the middle of the field. I could see how beautiful everything looked.

I started feeling like I could see Tyler on a hill.

I didn't see his legs. I could only see half of him.

He stood and played his ukulele, I could faintly make out what he was singing.

She asked me son when I grow old
Will you buy me a house of gold
And when your father turns to stone
Will you take care of me

I looked over and saw a combine with blood sprayed everywhere. Then I found myself sliced in half.

"What the hell is going on?" I thought.

I will make you queen of everything you see
I'll put you on the map
I'll cure you of disease

I opened my eyes, I wasn't in half and there was no combine. I must of hallucinated.

Jenna came outside.

"Josh, I'm gonna head to work." She said.

"Okay." I replied.

"Hello? Am I at the right place?" A voice called.

Jenna and I turned around to see what looked like Tyler's younger brother, Zack