This is here to help with the angst I wrote... I was crying when I wrote it, then typed it up 

"You got Shinso, right?" Midoriya asks.

I nod, "Yeah, but I'm not going to get him right away."

"What's your plan, Todoroki-san?" Uraraka asks.

"Can I watch?" Mineta asks.

"Not telling." I wink before telling Mineta no. I feel bad for Kami already with what I got planned for Hitoshi.

"I can be the bait for you, Todoroki-san." Midoriya offers, "I know Shinso has been wanting a rematch since the Sports Festival."

"How do we know Shinso won't continue after Midoriya?" Uraraka asks, "He knows you're planning something."

"Because he caught me once, he and his team will think he'd be able to do it again." I reason, "I'll make sure I get him." My stunt should work.

The match starts, myself keeping a decent but hidden tail on Midoriya.

-

That mess with Midoriya's quirk 'bout ruined my plan, but with Hitoshi's mask down, it adds some fun to my plan.

I just nee- perfect. Something wraps around my wrist cueing me to pull my boyfriend towards me and pinning him to a pipe, "We're alone, baby so why don't we have some fun." I smirk at Hitoshi's pink cheeks that turn darker as I strategically place a knee between Hitoshi. Just as I thought, harder than- "Uh uh." Hitoshi starts to open his mouth to speak, but I put my left index finger to his lips, my right hand pinning his hands, "No talking baby. Let me take care of this." I am going to be dead after class.

I rise my left hand to grab his scarf,

and wrap him with it. "I'll do it later though. Don't want to short-circuit Kami." I whisper in Hitoshi's ear, him unable to speak because of the thin layer of ice keeping his mouth shut, "Off to horny jail you go." I smile, picking up my wrapped up boyfriend and putting him over my shoulder, sending up a blast of fire to show I am victorious.

Then getting a text from Shoto that I broke Kami with my stunt, having to go to Recovery Girl for a nasty nose bleed. Oops!

"Todoroki Azula, what the actual fuck?" Toya comes up to me after the match, a clean victory for A, "Why the fuck did you do that? There's children watching." gesturing to Koda mainly.

"Rude, not like I was the one that started it." I tell my older brother. Kami holding a tissue to his nose.

"I don't know," Midnight smirks, "I approve of her methods."

"I don't know what he did in the first round to warrant that." Kami remarks.

"Nothing to that extent." Hitoshi says, giving me a look.

I shrug "Plus Ultra."

"So what did Shinso say to validate you all but sucking him off?!" Hagakure asks, grabbing my arm, "Legit Kaminari was parking watching you two."

"Nah uh, I'm not saying shit." I answer, "That is staying between Hitoshi and I unless he uses it against me later." I know he's going to.

"What did she do?" Ashido asks.

"MY cue to leave." I grab my case, leaving the locker room.

To then get pinned next to the door. "You have some nerve doing that." Kami's voice is hella low, "If we weren't in class, both of you would've been in deep trouble."

Dear

Fucking

God.

"Is that so?" I ask, trying to ignore, things.

Denki raises an eyebrow, "Well, baby girl, you two are going to wait to eat." he gives me a kiss before walking off.

I'm double fucked. Pretty literally too.

"Yo Todoroki, you good?" Kirishima asks.

"Yup. Perfectly fine." I answer him.

– few hours later –

Jesus fucking Christ. "Where did you three disappear to for three whole hours?" Midoriya asks; Kami, 'Toshi and I coming downstairs.

"Fell asleep while we were doing our homework." Hitoshi answers, the fucking liar. Looks like Class B is here too.

"Fucking bullshit." Toya remarks, walking past us.

"Shut. Up." I hiss at him, managing to walk towards the kitchen.

"Todoroki-san!" Ashido waves, giving a smirk.

"Are you okay, baby?" Kami asks softly. I'm shaking a little, probably from the number of times.

"I'm fine. I promise." I answer him, taking to leaning against the counter over sitting down.

"Here." Shoji passes us three bowls of stew, "It's beef."

"Thanks Shoji." Kami smiles, Hitoshi and I also give him a Thank You.

Kami leans against me a little, the kitchen is basically empty aside from the occasional person coming in to get more food or to put their dishes in the sink.

Kami nuzzles my neck a little, having a hoodie on to hide all the fucking marks they made legit everywhere on me.

Them too, but mostly me. "Love you." Hitoshi kisses my temple.

"Love you too. But seriously, three hours?" I ask them, "One, sure. Two, hmm I get it, but three?!"

"You started it." Hitoshi reasons.

"All I did was ask if you were trying a new kink as a tease at most," I remind him, "you were the one that called me, that." I feel my cheek warm up a bit.

"Called you what, kitten?" 'Toshi smirks.

"You fucking know what."

"What, baby girl?" Kami says in my ear.

"no, no. I am not going another round tonight." I tell them softly, not needing anyone to hear.

"Who said we'd be doing another round?" Kami asks innocently.

"Don't act like an innocent angel." I poke him.

"I'm just a baby."

"You're the oldest of us three."

"So?"

–December, officially–

"It's snowing!" Kirishima yells as I arrive downstairs, him stripping his shirt.

"Too fucking early for the yelling." I mumble, I've been kinda dragged in by Dad to help investigate fingers that are being placed around Japan. I got special permission to continue my work study under Dad as a spy. Aizawa is aware, of course, in case for whatever reason I have to miss class.

I get my coffee, checking my missed notis when I get a call from Compress. Odd. I take my coffee with me to take the call in the stairwell.

"Mr. Compress." I answer, changing my voice, "To what do I earn the pleasure?"

"Your Majesty, unfortunately we have a bit of a situation."

—

I grab my duffle and put my wig in it, changing into some black slacks and tank-top before rushing out. "Hey, I got something I gotta take care of." I tell my boyfriends, giving them hugs and quick kisses, "Love you."

"Love you too." Hitoshi tells me, "Stay safe."

"Text us when you're on your way back." Kami adds.

"I'll try." before leaving for HQ to get my wig glued on, get my concealer and mask on before driving off to Compress' location.

–Aichi Prefecture–

"Queenie!!" Toga hugs me, Compress giving a bow. They all look like shit other than the Dabi Double.

"Must be dyer if you want me here." I remark to Shigaraki, already relayed my info to Dad on my way over here.

"Who's next?" I yell, my sword glistening in blood. About twenty or so bodies around me. Some dead, others still moving while I am untouched, "Or do you want to take me to your boss?"

"Like we'd take yo-gack! " Another one goes down without a head.

"You want to try again?" I ask, walking towards my attackers, "I can and will defeat each and everyone of you if I must."

They part like the Red Sea. Good, I wasn't expecting to raise my body count.

"I advise you to stop fucking with my team." I tell the wannabe-emo with the laptop, and Dr. Doofenshmirtz, Giran tied to a chair.

"Quirkless Queen, my apologies for getting your hands dirty for my sake." the broker says.

"I doubt you planned this, Giran." I tell him.

"The Quirless Queen," Doofenshmirtz remarks, "Hm, I've never heard of you prior to now."

"Good, I prefer to keep a low profile. Now, let go of Giran, I already upped my body count more than I like."

One of the goons, tries to attack me, only to lose its head. "Whoops." I remark in a monotone before pointing my sword at the tech guy, "I'm not asking lightly, release Giran and end your attack on my team or I will have to kill you as well."

The elevator dings behind me, "Queen-bean! How did you get here first?" Twice exclaims.

"I have my ways." I answer, "Shall we? I'm thinking along the lines of Plan Omega if they don't meet my simple demands."

"Dead serious huh? What a pun!"

– – –

Three fucking days. Three whole fucking days since Giran's rescue, since I've spoken with my boyfriends, my family. Not including the Dabi Double.

Three days since I got anything more than an hour nap.

Three days since I bumped my murder count into the double digits. Honestly, how I'm still alive is a fucking miracle.

My phone starts ringing, Toya. "What's up?" I ask, answering the call. MY throat hurts.

Where are you?" he asks, "Everyone is worried sick."

"I'm fine." I tell him, "Got dragged into somethin'. I won't be back for a few more days at least."

Some mega meeting or something, but we're having to wait for everyone to heal up.

"You know that won't be enough for them." Toya reminds me, "Especially for your boyfriends and Shoto."

"I know," I say softly, " 'Toshi and Kami already know that I'm a villain thanks to you letting Compress lay low at the apartment, Nezu and Aizawa too. I don;t care if you tell the rest of the class if you must to get them to quit worrying." tHeY'lL hAtE yOu.

"Are you sure kid?" Toya asks, "They a;ready know you got the okay to continue your work study. I can easily say it's something to do with that."

"What's the worst that could happen?" They already know about you."

"I know. But are you sure?"

"Yeah." I guess it's a good thing that I only really hang out with my boyfriends and brothers, it won't hurt as much when they start avoiding me. It was only a matter of time since Bakugo figured it out. I'm just surprised he wasn't the one that said shit.

"Okay. I'm going to put you on speaker and in my pocket, okay?" Toya says.

"Okay." I mute my end. I hear doors opening and closing. The elevator dinging then once more to the chatter of the class.

"Have you gotten a hold of Azula yet? Is she okay?" Kami asks, stopping the chatter.

"She said she's fine. Just dragged into something. It'll be a few days at least before she's back." Toya answers.

"What the hell did Endeavor put her in to have her miss three days of classes?" Ashido asks.

My older brother sighs, "It wasn't Endeavor. It was the League."

An eruption of yelling some asking if I got kidnapped and how the fuck the media missed broadcasting it.

"She wasn't kidnapped." Toya yells, shushing them, "They needed her help with something, impressed from Shigaraki honestly."

"What do you mean she was asked? She's a hero." Kirishima asks.

"Yeah, but why she put herself in C is because she was a villain." Toya says.

I can't stay on the call, I hang up. They all know now, they'll question my loyalty, my motives, every fucking action of mine dating back to the USJ.

A text from Shoto appears on my phone.

–Shoto POV–

S: Are you okay Sis?

A: I haven't been in years little brother

A: But I'll be fine, just a long week.

A: I won't be able to txt much tho w/ anyone.
They can't tap my phone but I don't want to
risk it.

S: Ok. Love you.

A: Love you too.

–

I sigh, putting my phone in my pocket as the class asks Toya a million questions, all but Shinso, Kaminari, and surprisingly Bakugo.

"Shut up!" Toya yells before saying more calmly, "Jesus Christ, I get it's a shock. Was for me."

"What do you mean it was a shock for you?" Ojiro asks, "Aren't you a part of the League?"

"Not why it's a shock. Azula and I are leaders of a different group, legit the group that attacked the camp, minus Muscular and Spinner. Of course she'd never approve of it."

"So she's not a part of the League?" Bakugo asks.

"Why would she after the USJ?" I remark, if I didn't have a clue where she is, I'd be heading over to Azula.

"Has any of us seen her as a villain?" Yoamomo asks.

"Only a few of you." Toya says, "Not saying who've seen her just because I don't know if she cared if you guys knew which villain she is. But it's not obvious."

"But why was it a shock for you?" Kirishima repeats.

"Because I didn't know it was her for five fucking years." Toya says, "I'm still remembering points where I should've figured it out but she covered her tracks, little twerp."

"Why didn't she tell us?" Hagakure asks.

"To protect us." I answer, "Think about it, us knowing she is, was, a villain and not arresting her puts us at risk of being arrested ourselves."

"That explains why she doesn't seem to hang out with the majority of us." Tsu says, "She doesn't want to risk herself getting arrested by her friends. It'd hurt a little less if we're all still strangers."

-Back to Azula, few days later-

I stand on the stage with the rest of the League as Shigaraki gives a speech. I just want to leave, not that I'd have somewhere to go. Sure, I could go to UA, but the majority of the Class will probably avoid me now that they know. I expected it, they're still pretty much strangers thanks to me not hanging out with them. I'll just stay in the dorm outside of classes, I can cook in there and then take care of my laundry and such at night. Then at the end of the term, I can transfer out of UA so they won't have to deal with me. Yeah, it'll hurt not seeing my boyfriends and brothers everyday, but it'll make it easier for everyone else.

Maybe it'll be easier to- NO! I can't do that to my family, not again.

"My Queen, is everything alright?" Compress asks after the speeches.

"Just tired." I answer him.

"As expected with what has happened and not being in your own bed." he remarks as we walk down the empty corridor, "Luckily, I have arranged for you a ride back seeing that the van is likely compromised."

At the end of the corridor I see a familiar red plumage. "Hawks." I exhale, seeing my brother-in-law.

"Hey kiddo, ready to go?" he asks.

I nod before giving Compress a hug. "I'll let the others know you had to go back to school." he says.

"Thanks Compress. I'll text you every so often." I tell him.

"That'll be appreciated." he gives me a bow before leaving me with Keigo.

"I'll need to report to the Old Man before heading back to the dorms." I tell Hawks, keeping the deeper voice is a bit harder, my throat is hurting from it.

"You sure kid?" Keigo asks, "Not gonna lie, you're looking a little ruff. He'd get it if you rest up first. I mean you already sound like your voice is gonna give."

"I know." I state, "But I feel like as soon as I hit the pillow I'm going to be out for a few days. I'd rather get it over with now over later."

I still got my wall up, I need it to get through all that has happened. "Your call kid."

We leave, taking Air Hawks™ a few kilometers so I can take off my wig, mask, makeup, and tie off then take out the contact. Make myself look a little normal, before flying off to my father's agency.

"Azula." Dad stands up from his desk when I walk into his office, Hawks not far behind me.

"Hi, I came to drop off my report on what happened in Deika City." I tell him, pulling out the paper report from my bag that Compress had marbled prior to the big meeting thing.

"The report could've waited until after you rested." Dad tells me.

"I told her that."

"I'm well aware," I state, "but it's easier to get it out of the way while it's still fresh in my mind rather than after."

The Fire Lord places the papers on his desk before hugging me, "I'm glad you got back safe."

"Glad to be back." I mumble.

We hug for a moment before going into my report, even with me using my actual voice, I feel it start to peter out and having to clear my throat more.

"I do have the undoctored footage of the attack as well if you need it to review it with my report." I say, just above a whisper, "Sorry, all the yelling and such did a number on my vocal cords."

"It's fine, Azula." Dad waves it off, "Send me the footage then go back to UA. I'm sure your brothers and boyfriends would want to see you after a week of no contact."

"Yes Sir. Can you give Mom a hug for me?" I request. The Number One nods, "Of Course." before sending Hawks and I on our way.

-

"Just drop me off on the roof." I tell Hawks, it's late and I won't run into the class by landing on the roof.

"Sure thing kid." Keigo sets me down before landing next to me, "Hey, are you going to be okay, mentally? I know that was a lot, even a seasoned Pro wouldn't be after that."

"Let me get back to you on that." I sigh. Right now I need to change, probably steal Hitoshi's blanket and go to Kami's dorm if they aren't in mine.

"Fair enough." Keigo gives me a hug before I go down to my dorm.

As it would be, my boyfriends aren't in my dorm, nor 'Toshi's when I yoinked his blanket.

Hell the elevator was empty when I hopped in to go down to the fourth floor. It's all too quiet.

I was about to enter Kami's dorm after knocking and not getting a response, when the elevator dings, Kami. He stares in shock for a good minute when the elevator doors start to shut, "Ah shit." sticking his arm out to keep it open before rushing over to me and my stolen blanket "Azula!" he hugs me tight, "When did you get here? Why didn't you text us?"

"Sorry." I whisper horsely, "I just got back and it's late and all."

"Jesus, your voice sounds terrible Baby. Wanna go down to get some water? I know you're probably tired, and all, but we can grab Hitoshi too."

I think for a sec, I want Hitoshi too. But, I don't want to talk with anyone, not a good idea to. I could pretend to be already asleep clinging to you." I offer up, clearing my throat, "If you can carry me."

"Bet." he kisses my forehead before squatting down a little and picking me up behind my knees, causing me to wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck with a rough squeak. I nearly dropped Hitoshi's blanket, "See, I got you." he smiles, giving me another kiss, "I missed you Azula, I really missed you."

"I missed you too Denki." I say softly, resting my head on his shoulder.

Kami pulls the blanket up more and before heading back towards the elevator.

—

"I thought you were going to bed?" Ashido asks.

"I was but," Kami re-adjusts me, "I needed some water."

"You're not sleeping down here like you have been." Hitoshi calls out. Why the hell has Kami been sleeping in the common room?

"I'm not!" Kami protests.

"Babe, you got my blanket with you."

"So?"

I wanna hug Hitoshi. "Both of you to someone's dorm now." Toya orders, "Hell all of you to bed."

"No." Hitoshi states.

"Hitoshi." Kami whines, walking us over to him, "Pretty please?"

"Denki," our boyfriend says softly, "I'm sorry. But I can't sleep."

"Come here." Denki moves an arm and I feel Hitoshi against my back. A hand on mine startles him and causes him to look, "Azula-" he puts his hand on my cheek that I lean into.

"Wait, she's back?!" Midoriya exclaims.

"She's asleep." Kami hisses, "She was about to go into my dorm when I got to the floor."

"How did she get past us?" Uraraka asks.

"She had me drop her off on the roof." Keigo answers after another elevator ding, "And according to her, she's probably going to be asleep for a few days."

"Why didn't you say anything?" Hagakure asks.

"Don't get mad at me." Keigo protests, "Besides she was functioning on coffee and spite. I'm pretty sure she started to doze off when we were flying back here."

Hitoshi rubs my cheek gently, resulting in a content hum from me. "So everyone to bed." Toya repeats, "Azula is here and in one piece."

"Fine." I hear a huff.

"Still going to get some water." Kami says. Hitoshi's hand leaves my cheek, I give a little whine, yeah a little touch starve after the week I had, but Hitoshi's arm goes around Kami's waist and against my leg. There's footsteps leaving and I hear the tap turn on. "It's just us three." Kami kisses my forehead. I sit up still in my blonde's arm before reaching over to give Hitoshi a tight hug.

"You said she was asleep." Hitoshi remarks, returning the tight hug.

"My idea." I tell Hitoshi after clearing my throat, "Didn't want to talk for obvious reasons. And I know the class is probably going to bombard me with questions."

"Then why are you talking?" Hitoshi asks me, tilting my head up, "I damn it's not helping."

"I know b-" a simple kiss from Hitoshi shuts me up.

"No talking till your voice is all better." Hitoshi tells me.

"Drink." Kami passes me a glass of water, "Then we're off to bed before getting yelled at by Toya."

"Damn right I'll yell at ya." Toya states from the kitchen entrance, arms crossed, startling my boyfriends. I give Toya a wave as I drink the water.

"We're going, let her drink some water first." Hitoshi says.

"You better." Toya huffs, walking over and rubbing my head "Glad you're back, 'Zu."

~~five hours later~~

lEaVe! nO oNe WaNtS a ViLlAn. YoU'rE uNwAnTeD hErE.

I wake up with a start, the voices of my peers ringing through my ears, heart racing and my fingertips starting to freeze up.

Focus Azula. I order myself, you've prepared for this. You knew this would happen, it's just a matter of time before they'd tell you to get out.

I lean over Hitoshi to check the time. Only five hours since we went to bed. I didn't wake my boyfriends, thank God, but I need to get something to eat.

I get out of bed, give my boyfriends kisses on the heads before leaving Kami's dorm to get something to eat, it's six-ish. I'll probably run into the class as they get ready for school.

Better to get it over with.

"What the fucking hell are you doing up?" Toya glares at me as I step out of the elevator. Everyone but my boyfriends and twin are down here.

"food." I barely get out. Great, there goes my voice.

"Todoroki-san," Yoayorozu says, "your voice sounds horrible. Let me get you some tea, it should help a bit."

I shake my head, waving my hands in front of me. Why did she even offer? Don't they hate me now, if they even licked me to begin with. I mean, we're still basically strangers despite living in the dorms for months.

Why did I even come back here? I know what's to come, why did I even put myself in this position.

I jolted feeling someone touching me, "Sorry!" Hagakure says, "I should've said something, come on. Bakugo got breakfast." She holds me by the arm as she leads me to the kitchen. Why is she even touching me, isn't she scared of me?

"Todoroki-san." Sero waves, "Are Shinso and Kaminari up too?" I shake my head as I am forced to sit with my classmates.

"Hawks said you were going to be asleep for a few days." Asui tilts her head.

"thought so too." I whisper.

"You shouldn't be talking when your voice is going out." Iida chides, putting a plate of food in front of me.

"it's fine." Not like I'll be talking to anyone anyways after today. Don't need to stun their careers anymore than I have.

"Thank fucking God." Hitoshi puts a hand on his chest, "Kam, she's in here!" he calls into the common room before walking over and giving me a hug, "Why the hell didn't you wake us up?"

"you need sleep."

"Don't scare us like that." Kami hugs me from behind, putting his face on my neck, "I thought last night was a dream and you weren't back."

"sorry kami, i didn't want to wake you two." I tell him, rubbing his head. I didn't think I'd be dragged to breakfast.

"Here." Yoayorozu sets a mug down, "It's a Citrus-Honey Green Tea. It should help."

"thank you." I take a sip, lemon, "so, what are you guys going to do with me?" Let's get it over with.

"What the hell are you talking about?" Ashido asks.

"you guys know that i'm a villain, all of you know i'm a villain. you guys are trying to become heroes." I know Hitoshi said no talking, I'm not waiting until I can talk to deal with this, "things are different now. i don't care what you do." I'm already ready to just lurk in the shadows, not interacting with anyone outside of classes.

Not too different from now, just they know I am a villain. I'll start looking for other schools. Maybe the States, start all over without any connection to anything. I might still be a hero over there or just finish my schooling there then come back here once everyone forgets about me.

"Yeah, it's going to be different." Uraraka says, "You are going to stop being a hermit and avoid everyone like the plague!" she starts poking my shoulder.

Are they fucking crazy?! I've murdered, I don't know how many now.

"You may have villain association, and we don't know what crimes you may have committed. But," Iida fixes his glasses, "you are our classmate and frankly I believe it's just an act, based on how you act, and never being a villain in anything but action."

"We've already talked about it as a class, for the most part." Yoayorozu tells me, "So there is no point in trying to push us away."

I rub my eye, Jesus, not why I'd thought I'd be crying. "You okay?" Hitoshi puts a hand on my lower back.

I nod, "here i thought i'd be leaving ua so i wouldn't cause you guys trouble."

"If you leave UA, I'm coming with you." Shoto states, walking in, "And I doubt Father would stop me."

"Shit, I'd drop out again." Toya adds.

"Bitch, you're the one that got me to even attend school again." I tap, slightly aggressive since I can't yell or talk now.

"What the fuck do you mean by again?!" Shot asks me aloud. I mime zipping my lips, drinking more of my tea. Enough lore about me for now.