Connecting with myself
This shot is on Mowgli's track. The custody battle between avneil which was drifting them apart but we saw the protective side of Neil when the lawyer humiliated Avni. After that scene I seriously wanted Neil to think about Avni's actions.
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So the scene will start, after Neil returned home. When he came he saw Mitali waiting for him but he was not in state to listen her. So he simply said sorry to her and went towards his room royally ignoring her useless talks.
In room Neil was sitting on the bed holding Avni's pic or I would say the only pic he was having after he burnt everything related to her.
Neil - ( teary eyes ) Why you did that Avni ? We were living a happy life so what made you take that decision. Just for the sake of family you went away from me. You don't even know how much I have suffered without you. Every night I dreamt that you were in my arms and I held you in my embrace protecting you from the entire world. Was I not worthy enough for your love or you wanted to punish me for loving you. In my every wish I demanded you, I cursed myself everyday as I thought that I responsible for the incidents. I used to survive on the mere hallucinations of my obsessed brain which always gave me euphoria of feeling you, of seeing you. Your memories were becoming a drug for me which gave temporary relief at first and then left me craving for more. I wanted God to send you back to me so that I can complete myself . Yes Avni I was In fact I am very selfish I wanted you to come back in my life, ironically you came back but with a different chapter with different identity Neilanjana. Neilanjana, the name which have my name but the owner of this name don't want me near her. Through name you want to keep me near but in real life you want me to stay away for you. Why you always do this Avni? Why ?
He burst into tears.
Neil - ( while sobbing) I still remember the day when you came into my life. My Ajooba, My Lady don. ( smiles ). I never thought that you will become an important part of I would say the reason if my my existence. Loving you was like jumping from cliff with no worries as you were always there with me holding my hand and I was in my best state experiencing my romantic thriller life with you. We were so happy Avni. So happy. You always used to run away from me or I would say run away from your feelings. When I was chasing case 123 you used to push yourself away from me or I would say you used to push yourself into dark shades of your life. When I wanted to heal the wounded Avni present inside the tough Ananya Verma you again planned to run away but I was determined enough to bring light in your life so I tied you with me forcefully but I never knew that I will tell in love with you. A mere thought of losing you gave chills to me. We tried living in the relation which was given to us by our Neela maa, she gave me priceless possession in the form of my wifey. Day by day our relation was becoming strong but many difficulties were paving their ways in our lives. I guess it was important as difficulties help us to explore our relation. At every instance we were facing separation from each other. Sometimes you ran away cos you thought about the surroundings more than my love, sometime for protecting me. We were always enveloped with our past baggage. First your past was haunting your thoughts and you thought that I am Ashish Mehta and yourself are Ayesha maa. Then my past came, I swear I regret loving Juhi. I find myself disgusting when I think that Juhi was my first love cos of her you have suffered alot. I know Avni I know.
He wipes his tears and goes in balcony.
Neil - Mishti wasn't my child still you loved her. When Juhi was exposed I wanted to give happiness to Mishti as I don't want her to suffer, she wasn't even my daughter still I wanted happiness but Mowgli who is the symbol of our love, not even consider me as his dad. How can I explain you that I badly wanted to cherish each and every moment with you and my son. How badly I wanted to take care of you when you were pregnant with our tiger. How badly I wanted to fulfil all your crazy demands and cravings at that moment, I wanted to be with you at the time of delivery when you needed me the most, how badly I wanted to listen the first cry of my baby, I wanted to take him in my arms, his badly I wanted to feel all those sleepless nights consoling him when he cries. I wanted to play with him, I wanted to listen his first word. I wanted to pamper you both with my love and care. I missed everything.
He cries .
Neil - I know Avni that my past baggage have spoiled our lives, I even arrested you for protecting you from Vidyut. ( That's when reality striked him) .
Neil - Protecting your love on the verge of earning his/ her hate. That's what I had done when I arrested you. How can I, How can I doubt your actions Avni. What if you were standing in my place at that time when you left. What if there is some reason behind your actions ? Am I missing something ? Is something still hidden from me. What I did ? I always asked you to not take any rash decision related to life and today I acted impulsive. How can I?
He was crying as reality striked him.
Neil - How can I misunderstood her? The woman who accepted me with my past, who endangered her life for saving me can never think of hurting me. I have to do something or else I will spoil four lives due to my arrogance. How can I marry Mithali when I know that she can't take your place. If she really loved me then she would not have hurt you by using your past. No Avni I won't do anything in impulsive manner now. I will find out the truth by hook or by crook.
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This was my viewpoint regarding the track. Hope you guys liked this.
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