39. It's all my fault

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Author's Pov -

"Neil.. He suffered a heartbreak at young age. How could she do like that? She doesn't have any right to play with his feelings. She broke him." Avni says with tears brimming down her cheeks.

"She is a bit*ch without any morals and ethics " . Pari exclaims in anger.

"But.. Rohan, what about drug's and alcohol? Why did he take... them? " Avni asks shuttering.

Rohan stays silent for a while before he starts speaking.

"Avni, You can't even imagine what happened after that. "

"If you are uncomfortable to share with us. It's okay rohan."  Avni smiles and holds Rohan's hand in an assuring way.

"No, you need to know everything. " Rohan mutters starring at her intensely.

Rohan's Pov - FLASHBACK

After that incident , before I could catch him ,Neil ran away without saying anything. I immediately went to Neil's house and told his parents everything that happened back in school. They were shocked and scared about Neil as he didn't came home. We searched for him, we went to the places where he used to go but no use.  Few hours passed yet we didn't found Neil yet. Aunty started crying while uncle consoled her.

At night, Neil came back all devastated. His hair was mess, eyes were bloodshot red and fluffy ,his face was devoid of emotions. It was first time watching Neil that much exhausted and shattered. Uncle, aunty tried to ask him ,where he went but Neil didn't respond. He didn't paid any heed to us. He straightly walked back to his room and locked it from inside without a word.

Prakash Uncle, sweta aunty panicked watching Neil's silence. He was never been a silent boy. He was talkative but now his silence made them afraid and scared.

Next day, I went to his room fortunately he didn't lock it . I entered inside and saw Neil on bed starring at ceiling and crying.

That broke me, he was sobbing silently like a lost child. I slowly walked towards bed and sat beside him on bed.

"Ne..il... " I whispered with tears.

Neil didn't say anything instead he placed his head on my lap. That's it, He cried. He cried  like a baby, leaking tears out like a flood of stream. He sobbed, whimpered in my lap but didn't spoke anything. The room was filled with his painful sobs and cries which made my heart drop. I ruffled his hair's trying to sooth his pain but that didn't help him. After sometime  he slept crying.

Like that, two weeks passed. We all thought Neil would move on but he didn't. He didn't ate food almost lost kg's of weight in seven days.  He didn't shave his beard, didn't care about hygiene. When I saw him, His face turned pale white with bags and dark circles. Almost, he looked like a dead corpse. After watching him, I was scared, everyone was scared.

"Neil, Why are you doing with your self? Move on she's a cheater. And it's just a infatuation at this age  ,just forget her. You are not even an adult to be a devdas. " I said sternly. .

"Infatuation doesn't cause a heartbreak. Not being an adult doesn't mean that I can't love someone. Love ,it just happens and it doesn't depend upon age. " he says numbly.

"I understand but Neil She doesn't love you, she is cheat. Why are you degrading your health for that betrayer?. Forget her for God sake. " I said crying.

Neil starred at me with an emotionless face.

"Rohan you love our parents right? Suppose, for some reason If they break your heart then, will you stop loving them?" he questioned.

"In that case my parents love me back even though they break my heart but here ahana doesn't love you back." I said seriously.

"She maynot love me, but I loved her...i don't know why.... I.. can't forget her.. " he whispered with tears streaming down.

I hugged him tight. I couldn't watch him cry that hurts me.

Another two weaks passed, these two weeks Neil didn't came out of his room. He locked his room from inside and strictly warned everyone to not to come ,even his parents. I wondered why. I thought something was wrong, Neil would never say like that. So, with spare keys I opened his room door only to witness horrific scene infront.

"Neil..."  I shouted as soon as I saw Neil laying unconscious on ground. His room was mess, filled with alcohol bottles and syringe's. Room smelled bad that I wanted to puke.

"Neil. Wake up. What happened. " I tapped on his cheeks. His face turned pale white which scared me.

Later, we admitted him in hospital. Doctor told us Neil was taking alcohol in higher amount's. We were shocked thinking why'd Neil take it. He's just a school going student. but doctor's next word's made us flabbergasted.

"I think Neil is also taking drugs because We've found high concentrations of cocaine and smaller amounts of Methamphetamine in his blood which may cause aggressive behavior. Better you stop him now or else he will get addicted to that drug and it may effect the brain"

That was the horrible day, such a small age and he was into the drugs. We couldn't stop thinking how would he take them in such a young age? Whatever doctor told us was terrible. He fainted because of over dosage of cocaine.

After four days he woke up. I along with his parents went to visit him. But Neil was scared to meet his parents, and told doctor's not to allow them inside. He was afraid that his parents will hate him for taking drugs but uncle, aunty didn't scold him. They took care of him like a baby.

"Why did you do that Neil? What's your age and where did you get them?" Prakash uncle asked with tears, maybe that was the first time I saw him crying.

"I... I don't.. know.. One day I went to cliff... and there a guy told me... To take that ...powder. " he cried.

"Why did you take it? " uncle again asked.

"He... Said.. That ...powder will give me happiness... Takes.. Me out.. Of reality.. And also.. It relieves me with stress... So... I took... It....I'm sorry... I don't know... I will die.. Because of that... Sorry... " he sobbed.

"From how many days you are taking them? " Uncle asked calmly.

"10...days.... Continuously... I'm sorry...." he whimpered looking down.

I had tears watching him in such a miserable condition. He looked shattered lying on the hospital bed with drip attached to his hand. For God sake he is a teenager and he is into all this stuff Love, drugs alcohol. Then reality  hit me , Age doesn't  decide mental maturity. Moreover it's a fate that makes person's life miserable and things happen according to destiny and age is no bar.

After two weeks, Neil was discharged. He was restricted to house as we don't want him to take drugs again but that made Neil impulsive and aggressive, he started shouting ,trashing everything. His body got addicted to drug and now it's reveling the adverse effects. He started gaining temper.

Like that our holidays got over, we had to enter our 11 th class. But Neil's condition  got worse, he used to shout for no reason, his cool sweet attitude changed, he was changed. He stopped going outside ,talked less and the reason was ,his change in mental state. In this state, his parents doesn't want to send Neil to school so he was home schooled for 11 th class.

By passing days, Neil was turning wrose then earlier which made us panicked. At last we took Neil to the counselor. He needed mental counseling. Counseling indeed helped him to move on and to forget her but there were consequences too. He started hating women, his thoughts about girls changed, he started believing every girl is a cheater and he started distancing himself with them.

In 12th Neil joined school again. He set his mind that he has to crack entrance exam and left the past back. He didn't drink or took drugs again.

Pov ends. FLASHBACK ENDS.

"After two years, Neil drank alcohol when you pranked him. Honest to say I was scared ,thinking what Neil will do with himself. But instead he did to you, he made you cry, made you do worst things . Even he forced you...which I never thought he'd do" Rohan said with red eyes.

"So basically Neil thought avni is same like ahana. So, maybe he forced her, he kissed her to make her realize he isn't a gay? "  Pari says.

"Maybe, may not be " rohan replies.

On other side avni heart shrieked hearing all. Her eyes teared realising what Neil went through.

"It's all my fault... " Avni says barely in a whisper. Tears rolled down her cheeks. Her hands started shaking terribly making her look vulnerable.

Rohan saw avni, he knew this would happen. He knew she'd blame herself.

"It's not your fault. " Rohan said taking her hand but avni jerks off.

"NO.. ITS ALL MY FAULT. I DID THIS TO HIM. HE COMMITTED SUICIDE BECAUSE OF ME. I DID IT. " Avni shouted with tears.

"Avni you are not in senses. What the hell are you speaking " Pari screams, watching at avni who's crying miserably.

"Admit it or not. I'm responsible for all this mess.My prank made him this. I made him go through all the pain again. I'm at fault. I wish I never did that. " Avni sobbed.

What do you think what will happen next?

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