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Neil's Pov -

It's been four days since to that incident. Fortunately my allergy was gone and I've recovered pretty well soon without being admitted in a hospital. But all these four days something bothered me. Something that made me restless.

That's Avni's calmness and her ignorance.

She ignored me completely like I don't exist to this world. Whenever we were in class ,she doesn't look at me or talk with me.

In these four days avni didn't try anything on me. She came to college did work like a robot and leave that's it. She didn't mutter a word. I didn't understand why.

Her ignorance made me feel bad and sad. I felt alone, being surrounded by numerous people but I didn't had anyone to talk ,anyone to share my pain. My bestie rohan he too left me alone  and I won't blame him. He warned me about my temper issues ,he always did but I was the one who ignored him.

But, at least he should have talk with me right? A message asking how I am? He is my best friend from childhood right ? Then How could he leave me alone when He knows I won't share my heart to anyone except him.

But, It's all my fault. I remember saying disgusting words to him and avni. I remember everything then, how can I expect him here. How can I think he'd be with me, consoling me ,taking care of me.

I'm being selfish, I think. Right now avni deserves all the care and love. And everyone should be there with her as she is undergoing alot of pain right now more than me. And yes, rohan staying Beside her like a support is right, he should be with her. And I'm proud he did. I'm proud he didn't came to me, he didn't took my side.

I don't deserve anything, I deserve to rot in hell. I should be killed for the sin I've committed. I should be in mental asylum for acting crazy. 

Ugh! I don't know what I'm thinking, I'm going mad. I will die if avni doesn't forgive me.

Tears passed down my cheeks. I wiped it immediately.

Today I will talk with her what ever happens. I don't care.

I've to sort out the things or else I don't know what will happen to me.

Pov ends.

Author's Pov -

Avni was waiting for an auto to leave college. As she had some work back in college , she told Pari to leave early.

"Oh God, it's 6o'clock and still I'm waiting here for an auto. I'm dumbo that I didn't took lift from rohan ugh!" she cried helpless.

That's when she heard sounds of someone approaching. Avni adjusted her duppata on her chest and realized someone stood beside her close.

Avni turned her head to see a complete stranger standing next to her smirking. Avni stepped back away from him but soon her face expressions changed when she saw again that stranger standing next to her.

"Hey, You are avni right from first year? " Stranger asked.

"yes, " Avni nodded, she felt uncomfortable standing beside him.

"So, What's your rate for one night?" he smirked.

Avni's eyes narrowed.

"Excuse me? " Avni says with anger.

"Yeah, I've seen your video and I've been watching you since.  You are beautiful ,cooperative and I'm horny so, why not? I will pay, just tell me how much! It'd be fun. " he grinned.

Avni fumed with anger.

"I'm not that type. Leave me alone or else " ... But he cuts off.

"Come-on. Everyone's know's what type you are. You are a s..." he couldn't complete his sentence when a hard fist hit his nose.

Avni flinched by the sudden action. Her eyes widened  as soon as she saw  Neil punching the stranger hardly. He looked furious. His face was red with anger, his jaw clenched tight.

"You jerk, how dare you to speak like that with her, I will kill you.  " Neil yelled punching that guy straight on his face.

Avni gasped.

Her hands started shaking as she watched both fighting like crazy. Neil pushed that boy on ground and tackled him in his arms making him trapped.

"How dare you! "

Punch

"I will kill you."

Punch

"You won't able to talk shitty words about girls after this. "

Punch

Punch

Punch

Neil was about to hit him again but this time avni stopped Neil.

"NEIL STOP IT. HE WILL DIE " Avni screamed with tears.

"He deserves to die ,Avni"  Neil screamed back and hit him on stomach.

Avni's eyes widened as stranger winced win pain. She quickly held Neil's shouders and started to pull him back.

"NEIL.. STOP IT.. IM SAYING STOP HE WILL DIE " she shouted.

Neil abruptly stopped hitting and looked at Avni's eyes which were full of tears.

"Stop! " Avni whispered looking at him.

Neil left and that guy ran away from him. Neil stood up and saw avni who's fuming with anger.

"You were about to kill him. Are you crazy? " she yelled.

"He deserves that, he was speaking nonsense about you. " Neil gritted his teeth.

Avni stood silent for a second.

"Oh, he was speaking nonsense about me Right ?" Avni asked.

Neil nodded.

"Such a hypocrite you are. Tell me one thing, who's responsible for all this mess? Tell me why people think I'm a hot piece for s*x. Tell me Neil. You know the answer. Speak " Avni said bitterly.

Neil looked down unable to speak anything.

"No answer,  If that guy who just called me names deserve death then tell me what you deserve for ruining my dignity in front of everyone? Tell me " Avni screamed.

"Why are you silent now? Truth is hurting right? Dard Ho raha hai mere batho ka? Oh, sorry I forgot Neil Khanna Ko dard hi hota haina ,it's because he doesn't have any heart " Avni said sarcastically.

"Avni. Listen to me" Neil's vision blurred with tears.

"Okay, tell me what you want to say. I will listen patiently "

"Avni, I'm sorry " but he cuts off.

"What? Just Sorry ? I expected more than that Neil Khanna. I thought you will tell me your theories. But just sorry. Dissapointed." Avni said sadly mocking him.

"Avni, you don't have an idea how ashamed I am. I know I did mistake and I regret it. Every day I feel guilty and --- "

"You should. " Avni said sternly.

Neil looked at her confused.

"You should be ashamed Neil, you should feel shame for ruining one's life. You should feel guilty , you should feel pain. I don't think there's any wrong in that. " Avni laughed bitterly.

"What are you speaking." Neil's voice cracked.

"What I'm saying is you deserve more than what you are feeling right now. I think you understand what I'm saying?. " Avni says with red eyes.

"Avni, please don't say like that. please forgive me. I know it will take time but I will wait for your forgiveness. I will wait but don't hurt me saying like that. Your words are piercing me, making my guilt worse. " he sobbed.

"I will never forgive you Neil. Neither now, nor in future. There's nothing bigger than a women's self respect and get that in your brain ." she shouts with tears.

Neil saw avni emotionally, he was drained from all the mess. He could no longer take all this pain. It's hurting him more than anything.

" I will do whatever you want. For your forgiveness, I will do anything . Just tell me please. "  Neil pleaded , sadness filled his eyes making him look weak and vulnerable

"Then don't show your face. Will you do that? " Avni asked sternly.

Neil gasped.

"You know ,I'm tired Neil. Tired of becoming a victim,  tired of taking revenge. I'm tired Neil. Aur nhi hota mujse. " Avni's voice cracked.

"Avni we can sortout the things "

"Don't you understand I don't want to see your face? Don't you understand I don't want to talk with you then why the hell your come behind me and you have audacity to say like that? " she yelled.

"Avni.. "

"Please Neil for God sake leave me alone. I'm tired of all this. I want peace and I will get that when you don't come in front of me. " She said and turned around to go.

"Stop Avni. " Neil held her wrists stopping her from moving .

Avni turned around and saw him with burning red eyes.

"What now? " she spat.  "Don't you understand English? "

"I understood everything and I'm ready to give what you want "

Avni was confused.

"What do you mean? "

Neil smiled weakly.

"From tomorrow You won't get to see my face. " Neil paused.

"Neither, I will show my face to you nor I will talk with you. Your happiness is my joy so according to your wish I won't show my face " Neil whispered lowly, his voice was cracking slowly.

Avni rolled her eyes.

"I'm serious. If I say something I will do that whatever happens. And now my aim is to not to show my face to you for rest of the life " Neil said with tears.

Avni kept on looking at him. Her face was expressionless like she didn't get effected by Neil's tears.

Neil wiped his tears and gulped.

"Can I ask you something? Please don't slap me " Neil smiled and cried.

Avni didn't answer him instead she starred the road behind him . Neil signed.

"Can I kiss you on your forehead? " Neil muttered.

Avni glared at him.

"One last time. Please? " he begged ,a lone tear escaped from his eye.

Avni's eyes softened looking at Neil's vulnerable state. He looked so broken and weak.

Neil came closer, even though she didn't allow him yet he wanted to do that.

"I wish in future you will get someone who will love you, care for you like a princess not like me who makes you cry. " Neil cupped her cheeks. Avni kept on looking at his eyes which were now full of affection and love. She don't know why she didn't protested.

"I wish you get all the happiness in the world. " Neil said and kissed her forehead lovingly.

He lingered his lips for a minute before he pulled back.

"I hope you forgive me avni. I know I don't deserve it but you see my selfish brain wants it. So if in future if you can, please forgive me "

"Good bye. " Neil whispered taking a step back. His eyes were full of tears leaking out like a streams of water. He tried to control himself but the traitor tears didn't.

"Good bye, Avni. "

With that he left leaving avni bewildered. She was shocked, confused and what not as She still didn't understand meaning behind his words. They were like a riddles.

"This Must be his another plan of him to make me emotional. Like heck, how would we not face each other in college? I'm not a fool to believe his words. If he thinks crying and saying those heartbreak word's will make me forgive him then it's not. " Avni thought. 

"Manipulating Jerk. " She completely shrugged Neil's words thinking it would be his another plan for seeking forgiveness. But little bit she knew, whatever Neil Khanna says, he does.

Omg what was that? Isn't it intense?

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