18. KISS ME !!
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Avni's Pov :
I was feeling traumatized because of the horrific events that has been occurring in my life. Never ever I thought I'll be in situation where one will hate me to the extent that will cost my study life at risk .My life is only because of my education and my aim IE ,engineering . If it wouldn't be there then ....there will be no life to my soul ! As my breaths are only depended on that.
I really don't know now what to do, as Neil was greatly determined to pull me off from the college but I'll never make that happen. Don't know how ! but I'm sure I'll be strong to face all troubles and hurdles which he will throw on me. I know I have got suspension in which I even don't have any little fault but this time I'm not gonna waste like shedding tears but I'll utilize ..yes I'm gonna use them to my welfare I. E to find my part time job as It's really important me now as I want money to pay to that vidyut and for my family.
I'm strong...and I will be strong. I couldn't be week at Neil . Iknow he is rich and I'm poor it doesn't mean that he will do whatever he thinks and what he wants . He cheated, trapped me in college just for the sake of his bl***dy revenge in which I even don't have little fault . That day prank was just for fun and I really didn't mean to hurt him but.. but..m he miss understood me.
..why can't he solve the problem? Why can't he understand the situation.ya ,why will he do that cause I'm a cheap middle class girl right!! Yes, every one is same in this world that's they differiate poor from rich. I thought Neil is a kind boy when he was with me on that night. I thought he never had a pride that he is rich and have power but I was wrong... I was wrong.. He is.. He is too same as the other men. He has pride of money and have confidence that he will do what he wants but no....ill make his attempts unsuccessful and I'll. I don't know what he I'll do with me but I'm sure , I'm ready to face all things that come through my way coz experiences thought me alot in ganore.
When I was in my clouded thoughts Pari came to me. Iknow she is the only person who will trust me that I have not done that type of cheap thing. Actually I'm not angry on Neil for making me ,marking me as a cheater infront of whole college but... But he want to destroy my aim.. He wants me to throw out from that college where I came after facing alot of hurdles. He even don't have f***ng idea how much hardwork I did to reach Mumbai. But he just want to destroy in seconds.. He want to ruin my Goal for which I'll never forgive him. I swear I'll never forgive him for that ...again my chain of thoughts broken by Pari .
"avni, I'm here from past 10minutes. But neither your talking nor doing anything. what you have been thinking!? " she asked while sitting in front of me.
"Nothing Pari. Just about that morning issue". I replied .
"It was unexpected avni. I really didn't have idea that Neil will do that "he is such inhuman". She spoke calmly while I can sense her tears. After all when I cry how my bestie will be happy.
"Pari, now why are you crying hnn".. See I'm fine. I said to her chererfully as I don't want her to sad coz of me.
" what? You're fine!.. Nice joke avni. Just See ur face, how your face dried up like a desert with tears.. Just for mere thinking of loosing ur college ? I can't see you like this avni..I can't!" she cries infront And now I'm unable to control my tears they just spilled from my eyes which I tried to hid from past thirty minutes. They just streamed from my pale cheeks...
"Dont know what will happen. I'm just scared Pari. what if he throw me out of college like what he did today then Pari... I'll die .you know right how I managed to come here to complete my dreams but... Here too im facing all this. Why only me? Why can't I be happy for a minute .their vidyut ND my dad here this Neil. Why these men want me t in pain. Why Pari?? Why?" I cried bitterly while hugging her I would say my cries might have echoed our whole flat. ..
"Avni stop crying !!! And don't you dare to speak like that .your strong ..my avni is strong and you will fight for you. " and all are same avni don't trust anyone blindly. Yes I also thought Neil was good guy but no he showed his true colors. But avni promise you will never become week in front of him. Coz it only defines who you're. "she tried to calm me while rubbing my back as my breath started to rag cause of contionus sobbing . "
I parted from her " yes Pari I'll be strong in whatever situation IL face " I promised her while she rubbed my tears.
"Okay ,now don't cry as I don't want to see Asian white paint box here". She chuckled and I smiled.
While after little conversation, I slept thinking about tomorrow as I don't know what Neil has stored for me!!
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After sleeping for little hours, i woke up with the sound of my phone beep. It was an unknown number though I reverted .
"Hello "who is this? I questioned .
"Hlo miss mehta. Did u forgot Neilkhanna " .Oh so sad! It's ok, I'll make you remember my name for ur whole life". He replied sarcastically for which again my eyes started to become moist.
"Why are you calling me now?" I asked him while gritting my teeth yet controlling my threatening tears .
"Actually, I have changed my descison on sending you out from college". he replied cheerfully yet I can sense his evil smrink from phone call itself. Now I don't know what he is planning .
"What?". I asked confused.
"Yes avni..i want to give you a little chance ,But for that you have to meet me now". He says.
"What? Meet him.but why? " .Many questions araised in my brain yet as its about my studies. I agreed to him .
soon he sent me the address where I should come to meet him.
Later, I wore half sleeved yellow colored Kurthi and I made my Hair into ponytail. I quickly went to the address which he sent. It was a restaurant . Big one!! I went more inside and I saw him seating at a table. I slowly walked to wards him while clenching my hand bag tight as I wasn't sure what is his next move would. After seeing my face anyone could tell how scared I am. Then he saw me from far , I could see his eyes on me or I can say he was checking me out from top to bottom which made me uncomfortable .later after some steps I stood in front of him. While his face had a evil smirk which I hated.
"hlo mehta !! Ya sit why are you standing. he offered while sighing me to seat. ".
I sat opposite to him placing my bag on table.
" why did you called me here". I questioned him without any expression on my face "
"Avni.... Avni... why so hurry! Hmm ,actually how is the restaurant. it's ours,I mean mine! And what will you take coffee Or anything else. he asked me while sipping red wine and I can feel my fist clenching up.
"i m not her for any party or to eat". I blurted.
"Oh... Okay .i think your so desperate to know. He winked while I saw him with disbelief.
"I'll tell you why I have called you .but not here.You have to come with me to room". He said for which my eyes widened as I don't know what his brain is thinking .
"Roomm....why.?" I asked him while stammering nervously.
"Come with me to room or else forget your college". He blurted ,while my eyes teared up for his harsh yellings .never ever anyone roared on me like this. I'm hurt!! But.. I can't do anything.
"OK I'll come " I said with a chocking voice.
Soon he started moving towards a room and I followed him from behind then we reached .it was a huge room but it had only coach , desk ,TV which actually looked like a office room. I walked more inside And he locked the door. I felt my I heart beated more faster than normal .
"Why you took me here I asked.. Him."
"Hmm... Actually, I want to know about that day's incident is intended or not". He says while knitting his brows.
"Neil, why can't you understand it was just.. Just fun. I never did that to hurt you ,I swear Neil. I really don't know how's people came there ."I tried to tell him.
"Ya, I see .but avni you know what I believe only in proofs". Do you have any proof that ur did just for fun..he said while looking intensely into my eyes.
"proof... Are you out of mind. how will I give you proofs".I yelled as how head less thing he was asking ..
"If you don't give proofs then I'll not belive that you just did for fun." he said sternly .
"I don't have any proof to prove my innocence ".I murmured .
"So ,you don't have proofs so I can think you did to insult me. ".he says while I can sense his anger .
"No, Neil. Why don't you understand". Before I could speak further he interrupted.
"Mmm... But I have another option avni if you want to prove yourself". He says smirking.
"What ?I stammered". while he leaned close to my face .. .
"KISS ME!!". He whispered huskily against my ears, while my eyes widened and my whole body shook. Now I could feel my eyes watering already with hot tears.
"What?? Are you in senses or not ".I yelled on him while pushing him away from me.
"Don't shout avni.. See you don't have proofs. if you kiss then I'll think ur innocent and If not then I'll throw you out from campus " such a cute deal right! . He says sadistically.
"Shut up you ba***d" .No...I'll never do that. How can you even think that I'll kiss a person like you . What you think am I sl*t that Ill fill ur desires. " I roared on him while he just smriked.
"Oh avni baby.. It's OK. I respect your decision. Don't kiss me. But remember the consequences . That's you know I said you will leave college but now after this rejection you I'll never get admission in any college in this world in your lifetime and I swear I can do that . He says darkly while I can purely sense evil smirk.
"how could you ?? Don't you have any humanity . How could you ask me like this.. ?? Your blackmailing me u moron "I rorred on him while clenching his collar.
"oh my.. Itna gussa.. I think it's not good to you avni. He replied while removing my hands from his collar "
"I could only see him with hopeful eyes yet sobbing "
"Neil.. Please no... I can't do this..." why are you doing this to me I sobbed infront while he doesn't have any effect of my vulnerable state.
"listen mehta. I don't have much time to your fu***g dramas. just kiss me or go the hell out of here.. And pack your bags again to return your village , do some agriculture work coz you are not suitable for engineering. He said harshly while only tears left in my eyes.
"How could he do this... How?? How could he force to kiss a person whom I even don't know! Why he is making me so helpless .He is literally blackmailing me a. If I wouldn't do that then I'll lose my college and he can do that using money. Now Im felling vulnerable, devasted as I dont have any other option rather than to kiss him... my dreams are really important for me . Yes I'm ready to do this just for the sake of my collage as I dont want again to go back to my village. If to save my studies I could do anything. I could even give my respect to him .I really don't have idea that he is a beast ..a beast in disguise of human. yes , how can I forget he is a man who needs a women for sexual desires and now he wants me for that .
.. Just by blackmailing he want me to.... My eyes are almost red now and hate tears have already started but now my dreams ,my family are important than anything. Even now I don't care about my body used by some selfish person for his needs . I wiped my tears which were continuously spilled while my trance broke with his words...
" avni... How much will u take baby.. It's your work right then why shy?? He whispered .. "
My heart ached with his words. I felt like dying in the spot. How could he even think I'm that type of girl. I even dont talk with boys. but here in Mumbai Neil is the second guy whom I had trusted after Rahul thinking he is good . Though I used to fight with him but i had respect for him. But now. It's gonemm it's totally gone ....he lost everything that I had for him. But what I'm thinking lol. By my opinion what he will do. .now without having any other option I made my self ready for all things that gonna happen now.
"I'm ready Mr. Khanna " I'll kiss you but inturn promise me you will not ruin my college. I asked him sternly yet controlling tears.
" off course miss mehta.. I promise ..now can we do that!! " he says huskily and I closed my eyes with disgust...
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" I placed my bag on near by coach and I slowly walked towards him. While talking each step towards him my heart pounded faster than ever.
"At last after few steps which actually I don't want to get over ,i stood in front. My eyes were having hopeful tears While I hesitantly looked up at him. The swirls of emotion I saw there made me gasp." Lust and desire".I just stood calm in front of him hoping his decision changes but I think I don't have that much good fate.
"Now why are you standing like a statue. kiss me!" He demanded for which again fresh sheet of tears formed in my eyes "
"why he is doing this to me. What is made up of. Does he even have any heart in his body? What he think am I miscreant but now I don't have any other option rather than this. While thinking all this wrenching thoughts ,killing and burying my self esteem beneath my heart finally, " In a moment I pressed my lips against his".
Thats, it felt like something exploded in my stomach like firecrackers as I could feel butterflies running over my belly. soon , he started to suck my upper and lower lips at a fast pace like a hungry beast ,While I stood numb without any expressions taking all his assaults in me as my inner turmoil again started to appear. While thinking all this I could feel his hands roaming ,touching all around my body and atlast he placed his bulk hands on my waist squeezing little hard. "I felt nasty " while hot tears rolled through my eyes.
The dignity that one woman preserves for his only one husband and the kiss that I have reserved for my future one... He stole. He just stole my first kiss, my respect ,my character ,everything. Now I don't have any energy to fight . How could he simply force me for this. Why?? and who gives him this right? This is all forced yet I even can't file a case against him as it myself came front for this... Now my body Is feeling terrible, demolished as I could feel my lips getting sucked out frusiously by his. But suddenly he parted his lips which made be cofuused yet huge relief.
"Respond to kiss avni and don't you dare to cry " he ordered in a stern tone for which my heart flinched.
Why he is doing this with me .did he want me to be humiliated infront of him".However, before I could speak about it further, he yanked me towards him and covered my mouth with his in a rough kiss. As our lips crushed together, I felt like I was drowning in a deep ocean . His mouth was so hot, and his lips were softer than I could have imagined .he was licking,sucking my lips fastly as if it was a candy .
"Respond " again he muttered slowly through kiss as I stood still. Nevertheless killing my ownself Slowly I responded to him. I sucked his upper lip while he did to my lower. We both were fiercely sucking each other lips as our life depended on them. For a minute I was drowned on that moment. Feeling his divine taste in me. His lips brushed mine like a hot, fiery, rough, passionate and demanding . I want to pull him away before I lose myself .I don't want this. I want to shove him and wanna slap across his face but. I can't!! In this heat moment, my senses have been reduced . I forgot everything I had for him. The anger and the hate. I kissed him.. I kissed him hard taking his lips on mine and tasting his soft ones. While doing my hands automatically travelled to the dense hairs and I fisted as I was unable to take huge pleasure that he is giving to me.
But realisation hit me hard when Neil started to bit my lower lip for entrance into my mouth. That is when I came to my senses.
How could I kiss him? How could I let him to do this to me. And what gives him the right. And How would I allow the stranger to explore my mouth ?. No I'm not. I'm not gonna let him enter into my mouth. This right is only belongs to my future husband. This is only reserved I can't sell or give this is to the person whom is just forcing me to that. No I can't....I can't cheat my future one .No.I'm not gonna do that. When I was in my thoughts Neil started to lick my lips for entrance while I just stood silent not parting my lips.
"Now I could feel his face tensingup due to frustration and suddenly he picked Me up by hips and made me sit on the desk and wrapped my legs around his waist so that I could not move .he at once removed my duppata from my dress. while doing all this he hasn't left my lips. I felt like my soul died as this was making me feel tainted and , dirty. even after this sudden gesture I didn't gasped which made him more irritated .I can see his irknees as he was chewing hard my lips for entrance . And I winced with pain. Yet he ain't stopped.
but no I'm not gonna lose... I'm not gonna win him. I know he can do anything for his needs. But I'm not week enough to control myself. So I sat silent with tears flooded in my eyes.
Now ,I even dont have energy to fight with him rather than talking his assault on my lips. After a minute of harsh sucking I could feel his hands slowly reached from waist to my back .
Now my heart pounded really hard as fear started to engulf as I don't know what he will do. I just don't wanna open my mouth that's my aim. But he.. He can do anything... how can forget that.
While sucking my lips on one side. Neil at once pulled my dress zipper down revealing my bare back . My eyes widened with this as now my back was almost bare and I could feel his hand roaming around my bra strap.. My eyes teared up like a ocean. I atonce pulled from Neil away from me..
"Neil no...please no neil.. Stop!! I can't take anymore. Please I beg you. Stop What are you doing this. Don't you have any any heart. How could you be so inhuman? Stop!! I sobbed with tears at the same time I yelled on him "
"If you don't want this then kiss me properly and let me explore your mouth" he said darkly while his fingers ran my bra strap... "
I just cried as now I don't have any Way out. I tried to move away from his grip before that again at once he smashed his lips on mine but I hardly had a moment to react before that he plunged his tongue, & invaded inside my mouth. It was a very hungry kiss with the strong taste of wine being exchanged in the intermingling of hot tounge as he consumed that quite minutes ago. I could feel his wet yet warm tongue rolling over mine and exploring everyinch of the my mouth. Unknowingly My arms reached up and tangled around his thick, strong neck. And he fisted my hair removing my ponytail and making my hairs free. Now I can only feel his saliva dripping in my mouth and I could taste it as his tongue was rolling over every side of my mouth. I was crying hard and I can see my tears is on his cheeks but. He don't have any effect on them. He just explored my mouth tasting every inch of sweet nectar. After ages he parted his lips as he lacked breath. but he didn't stooped there instead he reached my neck and started to kiss harshly . For which I screamed .
"Neil.. Stop. Neil stop! What are you doing! Stop! Ahh! I yelled while pushing him .
But he ain't stopped instead he started to bit my neck and throat for which I hissed with pain.
Neil... Stop !!I beg you.. Stop... I cried bitterly. While my breath started to rag .but he didn't stooped he just attacked my neck like a hungry beast and he pulled my dress down revealing my cleavage. And my eyes fluffed with hot tears as my dress was almost stripped by him.
"Neil... Stop! I screamed . and I pushed him with full force which I have. Coz of thay he feel on ground with a thud. While I got down from desk and grabbed my duppata which was on floor and I covered my self".
Now My breath started to rag as I sobbed hardly. While Neil stood up and started to come towards me.
"please don't come near me... Ur criminal.. Your rapist.. Please dont come near me. I pleaded shiveringly. After that
Quickly I grabbed my bag and I ran from there. I just want to run from him far. Far away from him. I could see people starring at me as I was mess.
My hair was mess. My face was flushed red and lips were all swollen.and my dress... It was... It was... I quickly ran to near by washroom and locked door. My breath wasn't normal yet.
I stood infrnot of mirror examining my self. All I could see is swollen lips and blood dripping over and my neck which was almost red due to harsh bites and a dark purple color hickey which he gave me.my hands were shivering. I couldn't resist... I cried... I cried loud while I sprinkled water on my face and started to rub my lips harshly to remove his traces.
I wiped my mouth, neck ,throat so harsh to remove his nasty touches. While doing I quickly zipped my top which he left open... I just cried hard while I slowly fell on ground.
"he... He is a beast.. Criminal... Rapist.. He molested me! He molested me... He... Touched me... He is criminal. I screamed and cried bitterly while hugging my knees to my chest in washroom....
".no..... He molested me... He is.... I felt my body destroyed, demolished tarnished with his scares. How could he... How could he.. Ahhhh I cried heart wrenching while I rubbed my hands face hard .
".No avni.. Don't cry.. Don't cry.. don't cry.. why the hell are you crying. I slapped myself on my cheeks harshly to not to cry but. They just spilled out.. "
" he is beast.. How could he do this.. To me... He is rapist..he is a filthy human..
Avni !don't cry... I said don't cry. I consoled my self while slapping my face and rubbing my body harsh to remove his dirt he had given me. while
I could now feel my cries are echoing whole washroom and out .
Pov ends.
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Neil's Pov :
Why I'm crying?? Why my eyes are spilling unknown tears?? I was damn successful in my motive and I should be happy right . But why my eyes are moist after seeing her condition. Morning when I saw her coming towards me for sometime my heart skipped. And she looked so innocent and cute that second my heart just wanted to withdraw my dangerous plan but my brain it doesn't let me do that. I just wanted a revenge so I proceeded. I blackmailed her I tried to broke her in every sense and I did. I demolished her destroyed her. She is broken at last. I wanted to see her in immense pain and I saw that but why I'm feeling guilt now. She said I'm crimal... Did I Do something wrost to her?. No.. I did right. I made her kiss me so that I could break her heart to inch pieces but unknowingly I myself got surrendered into her beauty that I haven't realized what I was doing at that time .
I saw her coming towards me to kiss. My heart skiped a beat as her beauty is caged my heart. She stood in front with tears which made my heart flinch for a second but my brain it doesn't let me melt. I looked intensely into her eyes . I Really don't know why but her eyes were melting my heart to stop the nasty thing that I was going to do with her..
Her willowy frame. Her makeup less face . Her sharp nose which became red for continuous crying is just making me astound. But in her, I saw beauty. Her eyes were a coal black that stole my breath while looking through soul. Her hair was looked like a black waterfall but it was in pony but I wish she left that free. And finally her mouth and her plump lips … oh, how I wanted to kiss that mouth. yes that's why I'm here!! I chuckled.
And so I did. I made her connect our lips for a passionate kiss. But that wasn't kiss when I didn't get any response from her. unwantedly I demanded but ihavent looked at that doe eyes cause I was scared of loosing my self . It was full on, open-mouthed, almost sexual kiss. And I loved it and we kissed like our life depended on that . It was magic, the way her lips connected with mine.The way our lips fit like two puzzle pieces and The way her lips melt on mine. It's a feeling which cannot be expressed.my inner heart wanted more .I want to explore than anything it's coz I know after this she is gonna hate me for whole life so now I just don't want to miss her. After nth times trying also she ain't opened her mouth as it looked like she plastered her . Without any other option for I stripped her back. I really don't know why I did but I did that filthy thing with hands. my heart overcomed my lust and I explored her fully. Her taste was divine and the warmest feeling that I had when her tongue collided with mine is something which a person cannot describe. I drowned on her beauty. I wanted her to my fullest. After exploring each others saliva we broke away after what seemed like ages .bur I ain't stopped as my urge to kiss her body took over my mind. I kissed her neck, throat. Her soft neck felt candy to my lips so I bit her harshly pulling Her dress down. I could feel I was not in my senses as lust and desire took over my body away. I could hear screamings to stop but I didn't stooped. At last she pushed me... That's when I came back to my senses. I looked at her astonished.
Her face was mess, lips swollen and her dress was pulled down. I could feel I did dirty. I behaved like a men of desires. But I didn't wanted this I want to console and wanted to sorry for my deed but she... She was scared of me. She ran.. Leaving me broken. She was scared of me!! And that's when I realized what I did to her.
Did I do wrong with her. . .. I questioned myself. But before I get my answer again my mind reminded her stunt o which would be unforgettable.
She did wrong to me. So I punished . And there is no wrong about that. Every person who do wrong deserves punishment. ND She deserves .
I couldn't feel weak at her .i know I'm falling for her charm but Her face is not gonna melt. I did right. I did right. To her... The thing she did to me far more than I did to her. She even don't have idea that how much I have hurt and I'll make sure she will pay. she deserves this pain that I had given to her And she deserves more and more . my brain is right and why should I feel guilt why for the girl who cheated and broke someone's heart .she don't deserve love. Yes and now avni she is gonna get more pain.
I'll give her that and the pain that I'm gonna give will be more then mine.
While thinking , I took the small camera that I hid on corner of walls before coming to this room to record every single thing that gonna happen here. And now avni doesnt even have any f***g idea that what I'm going to do with her.
" Avni mehta see, now how I'll ruin you " .
Pov ends.
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