15. What I'm feeling??
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"Avni, why are you starring me like that ,hope ur not planning anything that will piss me off ".He asked her sarcastically.
"No, Neil I'm not planning anything which will make you angry . I Just want something before going home that's it" She replied in a casual manner.
" haan it's easy!! As the things you ask will be available in front " he rolled his eyes .
"Actually you're right Neil ,it's available right in front you.i mean it's near." she giggled.
"What? What do you want now. "He questioned.
"Ice-cream, i want ice-cream"
Finally, she spoke loud licking her Lil lips with her tiny tongue.
" HELL!! .What? "Neil made a weird expression. As she was asking ice-cream in this cool weather.
"Yes ice cream... You know after panipuri ,my second love is ice-cream and it's there Neil so let's eat it." Avni eyes popped while saying.
"miss mehta... I just want to confirm are you human or some other creature??. Who the hell will eat ice cream in this ice cool weather?? " he yelled.
"Me..me "she raised her hand like a Lil kid
"Iknow you are a weird creation of God.. No.. No.. GIRLS R WERID CREATIONS OF GOD so, what can I expect from a girl like you ? "He huffed.
"Now I don't care about ur damn theories . Rightnow I wanna eat ice cream... So, let's not wait chalo"
she literally dragged Neil with her to the nearest ice-cream shop though ,Neil was least interested but for the sake of her or we can say for the sake to get rid of her he went along . They entered the shop but none were there except workers, obviously who will eat ice-cream at such a ice cold weather except our avneil.. Soon they made their way to table and avni started to read menucard . she quickly glanced all the ice-cream flavours . Albeit, among all.. All she know is chocolate ice cream. she is unaware of hundreds of varieties in. Meanwhile Neil ordered black current.And avni simply ordered chocolate ice-cream as she know only that. After waiting couple of minutes order came and they both started to eat. Howbiet avni started to watch Neil's ice-cream or we can say she was starring at that one.
"Hey why are you starring me like that. Actually your stares scare me like hell you know "He chuckled .
"haww!!! Actually is that ice cream?"
she questioned innocently not knowing the flavours of ice-cream.
"Ya it's ice-cream, Black currant." he told her.
"Black currant??... Is that name of the that?" avni asked again making Neil confused.
"Yaa,what? do u have any problem with name ? " he made a weird look.
" No... I thought it's potassium permanganate mixed with toothpaste." At last she spilled her inner thoughts about that ice cream making Neil go mad!!
"What ? " he chocked .
"What happened Neil ?" She asked innocently yet cutely.
"Do u really think it's lab chemical" .he saw her with disbelief.
"Actually I don't know much about flavours.I know only chocolate ,strawberry and vanilla flavors." Avni said while counting her fingers cutely.
Neil laughed !
"Why are u laughing"She asked with a angry pout.
"Nthg, you don't know this how could anyone on this earth only know three flavours " he laughed again.
" Yes, I'm in that " She gritted her teeth...
" haan, "what can I expect from a village girl" he laughed while eating his ice cream.
Avni felt bad with his words but she shut her mouth as she know in upcoming days she is gonna face alot. Coz she is unaware of things and technology as she lived in village from childhood.but her chain of thoughts were broken by Neil.
" Hey, where are you from ?"
"I'm from ganore .you know right I'm from village so, again why are talk asking ?"
"Nthg, just want to know name of ur village. Is that in Maharastra?"
he again asked making her angry with his questions .
"Why don't you check in Google Maps instead of asking me?"
avni replied back with irkness.
"I was about to do that but what it will be there in Googlemaps ? "
" If it won't there then it is Google's fault. Because it exits in this small world " She yelled on him.
"Okay okay.. Chill... I was just asking!"
He understood that she was feeling hurt with his questions...
"Acha... I wanna ask something. Can I ?"
" From past then minutes ur eating my grey matter so, ask that one too." Avni huffed.
"Hmm.. Why did you cancelled admission ..imean at first u cancelled and now you again came. Can I know the reason behind that?" He inquired.
After listening his question, avni rooted at that spot. By now her sweet facial expressions turned into the serious one..The irkness on her face is obliviously her past in ganore.. Slowly, Avni started to remember the horrible days when she cancelled her admission at ECCS, the way she workedhard to arrange money ,the nth number of tears that she shredded for her mom and sister at last the terrific condition which was placed by the animal... Ops vidyut.. While remembering these all horrific moments avni eyes turned into bloodshot red as she gonna burst if anyone would touch her. she was in her own thoughts that she haven't released that Neil was continuously calling her name from the past 10min.
LAVNI... AVNI.. Are u hearning u deaf girl " Neil huffed as she was not responding to his words .
"AVNI "at last he roared at her bringing the avni to her senses..
"ARe u mad or what... I was calling you from past 10 minutes but,You are behaving like a deaf and dumb girl... "
He yelled on her.
"oh... Mmmm... Sorry.. I think we should leave"
Avni spoke calmly to Neil and she left from there to bike leaving a confused Neil behind.
"These girl's are really senseless persons.... Why ain't she replied to my question?Albeit why would I care"
Neil payed bill and left to his bike. Soon their ride started to home. But it was utter silent as avni sat like a broken doll without any expressions. This is noticed by Neil yet he don't know the reason behind it. anyways he wanted to break the ice between .so he spoke to cheer up .
" WOW, Someone is silent. Like really.. How can it possible that great avni mehta sat silent .dont know why I'm getting negative vibes from ur calmness " Neil said.
Avni glared him.
" oho sorry... Mehta ji at least guide to ur home address. If you stood silent like then how will I find ur home. Don't say use Google Maps. "
He chuckled.
"Don't need to do this much of drama okay!I will tell you my address. "
"okay" . He smiled.
After 30minutes avneil reached Avni's Apartment entrance.
"hey.. Stop here I'll go."
Neil stops at gate entrance.
" you live here?" neil questions which glancing the apartment.
"Any problem"
"Nothing ... Just like that" . He smiled.
Later, avni started to leave from there but her steps stopped when Neil called her.
" Avni "he shouted.
"What ?" s he goes towards him.
"At least say thanks for what I did for you "
"What ? Why should I thank u.literally who will ask thanks yar....first ,on that road and now. Like seriously who will ask.?" She giggles.
"Don't need to laugh... You should be thankful to me .First for dropping you. Second for finding ur so called panipuri. Third for ice-cream." He said in a go.
"Ooooookkkkk.... " By saying she starts to leave with I don't care look.
"What the hell..."Neil huffs. After a couple of minutes quite from far distance avni shouted.
"hey "
"what" He sighs
"THANK YOU... THANK YOU... THANK YOU........... "
"AAAAAALLLLLIIIEEEEENNNNNNN"
she shouts and stresses the alien word.
" Hey you useless girl.. Stupid... Idiot! Wait I'll see u tomorrow in class... See miss mehta." He yelled..
"Brainless girl how can she call me alien..is she mad. " But his thoughts were interrupted by apartments watchmen.
"hey boy .someone shouted alien here... Is that real..??"
" Say na is alien is here ?? Did you saw ?" watchmen asked him with horror .
"It's there... See it went towards that apartment. " Neil said while rolling his eyes making that watchmen scare like hell..
After that he left to his home.. Which was actually alot distance from Avni's. After reaching Neil silently tip toed to his room but I think Neil's is wearing bad luck on his head that he caught up by sweatha.
"Tillu.... This time home... What's happening.. ha .....where you have been doing until this night?Say tillu beta."she asked.
"Mom...mmm Actually ,my bike got repaired so, I n this stormy night mechanical wasn't there so I had to go alot of distance for him that's why late " He lied.
" Eat dinner and sleep okay " she kisses his forehead and goes from there.
"The only girl I believe is my mom neil smiles sadly and goes to freshen up.
After freshing up &dinner. Directly, he went to sleep.but sleep ...it was far way from him as some weird& beautiful thoughts were swirling in his brain like a tornado which was unknown. He was unaware what he was feeling today. He felt something new, something fresh which he never used to get. Today he was feeling some cherishness which was blossoming like a flower. this was his second night which a small curved smile made it way to his lips. First was when he thought about Avni...when he thought that he will meet her. But why now he was feeling something?? Is that beautiful thing which he hated. Is that the joyful flowerly grace which he feared .LOVE.... it's the only word he hated most after girls..... But now what's that feeling he was experiencing. is that attraction or love?.
Neil's Pov-
What the hell is this .why I'm not getting my lovely sleep.. Why I'm constantly thinking about that annoying girl whom I have hated the most.. What's these thoughts, I'm just stilunware. What I'm feeling today ???The moments which I have spent with her is making my lips curvy to v and making my cheeks crisman red ... Nevertheless why I'm feeling all this now!! It suspecious cause never ever I thought about a girl like this.actually I'm unable to understand what I did today.. And I couldn't understand myself, as the stunts that I have pulled today are just wonders for me.
Don't know why, at morning when I saw avni with rahul my blood boiled, For the first time I felt jealous or may be I don't know what it was .. I felt my fist clenched when Rahul came to library to meet avni... I just....i just didn't like that bastard around her.. How so? I'm not liking their closeness and why would I care about avni much that I my self gave lift to her which was a Miracle coz never ever Neil khanna gave lift to anyone but today I did. I would have yelled on her when I got struck on middle streets of Mumbai cause the solely reason was her to stuck but I didn't . I never yelled on her OR I hurted her with my heart piercing words which I actually say to girls to reduce my irkness. Why would I gave much freedom to her that she started to make fun of me. Literally she shouted in front of everyone which was just a insult for me though I ain't did anything which will hurt her.. And never uttered word against her.
when I saw dancing her in rain automatically my body, my brain, and heart everything forgot their work and just they landed up on the beautiful sight infornt. I couldn't resist her beauty which was fully explored by rain droplets. I felt jealous of them too .Lol I felt jealous of rain drops cause they were on her body, face and especially lips. Which actually made my hormones go crazy and I pulled that dangerous stunt but thanks to that driver who made my senses back. If not don't know what might had happened .Never ever I starred at someone like that not even my physics book which was actually my first love !
Is that something which I hated..... Is that attraction or infatuation or love. I don't know or because of my imbalanced harmores may be! .Her cute ethics, her puppy face,Her angry pouts , her sad face are just swrlimg In my mind. Gosh why I'm thinking about that useless girl..
Why? Why I'm giving special treatment apart from others. How so, I'm unable to yell or resist when I come across her. And the most important why would I wanted to learn her personal things which I don't have any right to ask.Never in my dream I talked to a girl like this that's sweetly ,coolly but I did with her I really can't understand what made me to do so. . In a single day much happend that I couldn't believe it was me.. "Neil khanna"
While thinking these all things unknown tears started to fall from my eyes which were not at all new for me. Cause from past year im facing my lonely tears alone . these tears... I just hate them cause they how how weak you're .. These tears show the vulnerable state of Mr. Great Neil khanna. Who used to pretent attitude guy to the outside world . And I don't want anyone to think "Neil is a looser ","Neil is a fool " That's is why I like not to shed water from my eyes but while thinking about my bitter past they make their own way which I want to earse and want to make invisible to any isolated face. . Everyday I just want to ripoff my past from my head and want to enjoy my life like a normal guy. but... I can't cause my brain ,heart everything is just filled with my horrific past events and it memories.... Where may be there is now way to out..thus I have changed my self to a rock hearted person who doesn't care about anyone especially girls who are just cheaters in my view. now I'm not that bubbly boy who will feel on girls charm and there smoothly words. And now I'm not a believer In love cause those people are the fools who trust love blindly. Yes love and girls r just same.. They r cheaters betrayers and what not Really words are not enough to describe the shit about girls they are just a waste for this earth and just a trash for the world. If I could have any powers at first I would eliminate all the girls and women from this earth and I'll live a happy life..
I hate them. And I ensure that these tears which were spilling from my beautiful eyes won't be there tmrw as I will erase them. and as per avni she is not at all special to me she is just like a another girl who will be someone's cheater. And all the things that I'm feeling is just attraction coz of my stupid male hormones...
"The fact is I hate girls "..i hate them to the moon and back.
Pov ends.
While thinking Neil dozed off to sleep.
Next mrng As usual college was busy with students but as it was first period much students didn't turned up yet..but avni reached early as yesterday she was totally late which in turn got some scoldings from Mr. Alien which she hated therefore , she came up at first.... After a couple of minutes Neil showed up in class asusual with smrinky attitude, albeit avni lowered her gaze towards books as she don't want any unnecessary fightings with Neil at morning it self. But unexpected happened that she felt some huge muscular body beside her and the fragrance is just making her intoxicated .she could feel her hater presence. avni slowly lifted her gaze just to see Neil beside her... With inturn made her astonished.
"hey, why are you sitting here. it's mine and Pari's place... So go to ur place".
" I know you don't have anything in brain except mud...&what can I do for that. any ways,I'm not here to sit with a useless girl like you,I'm here to take something which you forgot to give me." he told her.
"What me??" She thinks for a while.
" haan. It's you"
" Hmm.. Money for the bill... Sorry I forgot. I'll pay now.. how much?" She asked Neil while checking her purse.
" I'm not that kind person who will ask money for small things .I'm here to ask my black jacket which u forgot to give me.im asking this cause it costs much" .
After listening Avni's jaw dropped. She couldn't resister what he was asking his jacket which she threw on some street road.
"Oh God... Jacket... His jacket.. I threw that on road... now what will I say to him .. He will kill me if he knows that I lost that. Now what to do " she thought.
" where is my Jacket?. "Neil again asked bringing avni from her thoughts.
"Haa Neii...l .actually it is in washing machine. As it looked dirty so I cleaned that. I'll give u tomorrow okay. "She lied..
" Okay, But don't forget okay"
When he was about to go to his place but lecturer turns up in class so, unwillingly Neil sits beside avni. And Pari haven't showed up as she is always a late comer ..
(anyone here who r late comers 😂...no I'm not. I'm good student😆)
Soon, first lecture got over, but professer want to make some important announcement so everyone were listening carefully including avneil.
"Hey students, as labs are gonna start this month I'm going to make pairs "
Everyone thought there will be slips so they will get a pair whom they will get in slip. And all were curiously thinking about their partners and boys r shamelessly imaging that they will get girl partners if they were lucky except Neil .but what lecturer said next is enough to shock everyone .
"Ok guys as a serious concern last year students end up in fightings after doing the slips pattern. Thus this year we are changing the that .for freshers ur partner will bw ur bench mate as now I'm seeing... Ex: avni and Neil..i hope u all will be happy as ur bench mates mean ur friends are ur lab partners so, come everyone to lab ". by saying he leaves to lab leaving astonished class behind.
" What the hell, this girl my lab partner no way ...for whole year she will be my partner no... This shouldn't be happen . No I want boy partner or I'll do alone but no girl partner..yaar" Neil thought and cried .
"you idiot why did u sat in my bench see now ur my lab partner gosh how will I handle ur theories through out the year. And I even can't handle you for two minutes." Avni frowned.
"Stut up u annoying girl... At first how will I handle such a poor girl who doesn't have any idea in mechanical physics" He huffed .
In lab
"Guys so, this is ur first lab in this college &year so in this class I'm gonna tell basics about circuits so kindly note everything. After teaching professor went giving little lab work to students.
As avneil were partners they both had given a single table but avneil stood poles apart with angry pouts thinking and cursing eachohter in mind.
As session started everyone started to do lab by touching, connecting the equipments and circuits. But avni as tubelight in physics she feared to touch anything but after gaining some courage she tried to make a circuit but her activity was stooped by Neil.
"Are you out of ur mind. What the hell r doing... Do u even have any knowledge about this" He yelled on her.
"what? Are you mad why are you shouting at me. "
"you stupid girl ur connecting in a wrong way. " he shouted.
"Ho sorry"
"what sorry ha, what sorry from tomorrow on wards ur not going to connect or touch anything .I'll do all these things . U just note readings that's enough .because I really don't wanna reduce my grades because of your stupidity ".
"what?? Excuse me Mr. Neil I'm ur lab partner so I have my right to do Everything .if u do all practical then what I will learn." she yells.
" I don't care!!! Did u understand... I just don't care!! just do as I say Not more than that. Your work is just noting readings that's it. And It's not a request it's order of mine. Hope u get it In ur thick skull " By saying he left.
"how can he simply blackmail me like that just to note readings. I have my right to do. What he thinks of himself. Newton or Einstein"
when she came out of her thoughts and saw Neil wasn't there but their circuit was perfectly arranged and connected Probably the first members to do practical .
After that ,soon afternoon classes started but principal made a surprise entry for an announcement. Yet after lab incident avneil didn't talked albeit They both were secretly glancing
At each other.
"Guys ,tomorrow there will be frehses party .hope u all join and enjoy ". Principal makes an announcement
Every body cheered up.
Later avni and Pari went to canteen.
"I'm so angry on you Pari. If you would have showed up then, you could have been my partner but see now " Avni said sadly.
"I'm sorry yar, but leave it. Are you coming to party or not? " she asks.
"No Pari. I'm not at all interested in that you go I'm not going to come. " avni said
"Avni please... It will be fun yar why you spoiling my freshers day?"
"I'm spoiling ur freshers day? Like seriously"
" yes, without you how can I go... You are r my jaan and my love then how will I leave you alone In flat and go to enjoy party. And it's final you are. comming that's it."
After alot of thinking she said okay
"Yay You're coming.So, avni what r u wearing tomorrow ?"
"Anarkali" Avni smiled.
"Avni no ,you are not going to wearing that. else u will get taunts from all. "
"I don't care Pari.. I cant change myself for others . I will wear which I feel comfortable."
" I know avni. U love only traditional dress but. I want to see u some thing different so we r going for shopping today. "
" hlo.. No way... Shopping why?? I have lots of dresses at home so, plz...no shopping. " avni yells.
"You are coming ". Pari demanded.
"Pari .why can't you understand. it's just waste of money. for a single day we don't need to spend thousands".Avni tried to explain.
Pari pouted.
At last avni agreed and both went for shopping.
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