feel like I've used this title before but whatever man i don't care

literal quotes from Polarize because for once in my life the song title is relevant

Kairu's parents are cult leaders near the beginning of the Plague outbreak, when everyone was just starting to get desperate, some Defenders kidnapped him (Avery was L I V I D). Unfortunately said parents did not want him back (even when they dropped the ransom to "you just stop trying to kill us for five days") so Avery was EVEN MORE LIVID and then adopted him 

No one remembers why Orca exists or where she's from. I'm still trying to reintegrate this Mogeko reference piece of feline garbage into canon but where do you put a character like Orca. What is her purpose. Why

cherub doodles because cherub horn/ear/body size is kind of still up in the air. Shiloh's horns are nubbier than Anthem's because of course they are. Anthem is superior cherub, according to Anthem, of course. 

Also I keep forgetting her markings in these pictures but whatever

just a quick doodle dump for stress relief on a crazy Sunday. My life is kind of a mess because I absolutely refuse to give anything up so I'm balancing like six "priorities" (school, health, friends, writing, crew, art??? maybe more???) and it's wearing on me. If I ignore school for a few minutes I end up with shit like this weekend where I have a fuckton of projects and homework that could have been easily resolved had I been paying attention. My family is beginning to worry about me and my health (read: they've been worried for a while but the "bad day" excuse is less and less of an effective excuse for me bursting into tears in public places... I mean I'm actually better than when I was hiding it from them but this is the type of thing that lingers). I've already bitched about art before but wattpad is just killing me. If I don't have a consistent update schedule people can and will stop tuning in. It's not like, a personal thing, it's just how it works... habits are notorious little buggers. I can not keep that schedule without running myself through the mud no matter what I make the schedule, goddamnit! Anyways I'll work it out but right now the goal is to stop setting so many fucking goals and just accept that I'm never going to make it to 1.5K. Literally I started this year at 1330 and it's gone up ten in six months. If I don't spend ten hours a week pouring over my books it DOESN'T go up and any follow is immediately succeeded by losing another follow.  

F*ck.