FLASHBACK !

❝PUSH !"  said the midwife to jezebel. marissa was right as her side, consoling her sister in the birth of her niece. marissa herself had three months left of her pregnancy. she had to return to france soon with her husband, she was only in canada for one thing and that was for jezebel. jezebel had never told marissa the father of her child. whenever she brought up the subject, jezebel would get extremely sad, a sadness even her sister never had seen before.

jezebel was currently active in a cult, marissa knew about it. she usually kept quiet about it, jezebel did will when not in the mist of the cult.

marissa always speculated jezebel was getting raped there. she secretly planned for her escape, however with jezebel's child its been difficult.

jezebel let out a blood curling scream, that almost made her facial blood vessels pop. she had been crying the whole five hours, after all she was giving birth in the woods. the cult wouldn't let jezebel's child be born the hospital, frankly they had been watching her every move.

the sound of a baby's wails caught the attention of the cults midwife, marissa, and jezebel. the midwife held the baby up in the air, jezebel smiled brightly and took the baby. she immediately gave the baby skin to skin contact.

"jezzy, its a girl" marissa said sofly, stroking her nieces wet skin. she then put her hand on her sisters forehead, and rubbed her hair slick back.

"madeleine" jezebel said softly, and when she heard the name, the baby stopped crying. "hi maddie" marissa said, making jezebel smile.

"maddie? what a beautiful nickname for madeleine, it's perfect" jezebel said. "sister jezebel, madeleine's father has beeb waiting to see her" the midwife said sadly, as if she didn't want the child near the man.

"no please sister janice ! i don't want my baby near him ! he's a monster, you don't even let him near your son marino !" jezebel screamed making janice panic. "shush ! they will hear you!" she said, ripping maddie from jezebel's arms.

"no. NO!" jezebel screamed as janice ran back to the church. "marissa she took my baby! GIVE HER BACK STOP!" jezebel screamed and kicked.

people started gathering around jezebel and picked her up. "let me go! let me go!" she screamed hysterically. "she's the devil! she's evil! resisting the lord himself" a person cried out.

"no, she's tired after giving birth. let my sister down will you not!" marissa cried out. people starting lifting jezebel in the air, she started to kick and scream.

until the leader himself jim jones appeared in content, and smiled at scene. "let her down softly" jim said, and the people let jezebel down.

jim reached his hand towards her, jezebel only cried harder and harder. she wanted to go back home to france.

this was not home.
and it cost her.❞

marissa cried heavily, after maddie's funeral. she failed jezebel so much, maddie was now dead. she couldn't even bear to have another drink, even the wine burned her throat so much.

marissa was sure to be haunted, there were too many factors. her head perked when hazel opened the door, soaking wet with mascara running down her face.

"hazel! you think you can just leave the funeral like that! people were staring!" marissa yelled, but it simply didn't phase hazel.

she simply cried even more. "mommy she's gone" hazel softly said, making her mother nod her head softly. "i failed jezebel" marissa said softly, sitting on the couch.

hazel joined her mother on her couch and rested her head on her shoulder. "you didn't mommy" hazel said to her, but marissa clutched her daughters hand and looked her in the eyes. "before jezebel told me where she had gone, i promised to keep madeleine safe, her father was no good, i was her only support system" marissa said, even choking on some of her tears.

"who was maddie's father mommy? who was he?" hazel asked, but marissa kept her eyes on the fire, as tears drifted on her cheeks.

"jezebel was being raped, i was denying it but i know. she was manipulated on being in jonestown, maddie's birth she wanted to leave but as soon as those years passed by... she suddenly wanted to stay and move with that cult, there was still some jezebel in her though, if she was truly lost, she would have taken madeleine with her to jonestown, but she didn't. she knew what was going to happen" marissa said, still looking at the fire.

hazel hugged her mother tightly, her mother didn't return in gesture though. "hazel baby, it's all my fault" marissa said.

"no mommy" hazel said, only to let her mother walk away from her and put on a jacket. "baby i need to take a walk, to catch myself, stay here until i come back, i'll make your favorite foods, alright we will even call daddy if it makes you feel better." marissa said with a sad smile.

"alright mommy, love you" hazel said with vulnerability. "je t'aime beaucoup, ma fille" marissa said, closing the door.

hazel took a deep breath and walked up the stairs. there was so much things going in her mind, she needed a nap.

this jonestown cult really ruined the calais family, the more she thought about it. if only maddie lived, her heart would have felt better. she didn't even feel like calling danny or heath at this point, she needed her dad.

however, her mother needed to be there. she even put on a record on her vinyl for soft tunes, she found herself drifting to sleep.

next day

as the record player stracthed continuously, there was a uncomfortable silence in the house. hazel was awoken by the bright light coming from her window.

hazel rose from her head, and stopped her record player. she opened her door, and started shivering from the extremely cold breeze. she walked downstairs to see if her mom returned, but the coat her mother took when talking that walk was still missing.

she immediately ran back upstairs to her mothers room, and she was nowhere to be seen.

"what the hell? MOTHER!" hazel yelled, but noone answered. suddenly, the home phone started to ring making hazel extremely uncomfortable. she picked up the phone and she gave a simple hello.

"hazel? are you alright?" danny asked her in a very rushed voice. "yes i am! dude i woke up and my mom is nowhere!" hazel said. suddenly, there was a long pause, causing the girl to become confused.

"danny what is it?"

"hazel, your mother... was murdered last night in flores avenue" danny said, causing the girl to pause and let out tears.

then, the phone slipped out of her grasp.

the earth was against her.

A/N: MARISSA DIED NO! sadly good sis marissa died, this cult business iS J U I C Y

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