Levi felt like a piece of shit. There was no one to tell him that he was everything. There was a month before the avenging time would come.
He was nothing without you. Worthless. He needed motivation more than anything. Someone to talk to. Someone that would understand him.
Passing out only helped him relieve stress for one day. He needed to relieve stress for a whole month. You wouldn't allow him to get drunk every single day.
He didn't wan't to do it himself. He acted crazy yesterday. Erwin told him about it. Levi couldn't remeber a single thing that happened last night.
You watched Levi day and night. You had Petra,your bestfriend. You wanted Levi more than her. Levi meant every single thing in your life.
The scene yesterday,funny. Levi was drunk. Drunk people become crazy before passing out. Nonetheless,it wouldn't have changed at all.
            You constantly worry about Levi. He's always calling himself worthless,nothing,or shit these weeks.
           It was really true. Without you,Levi was nothing. It was weird. You knew the strong Levi. The one that always stays brave.
           You didn't know your death had such an impact on Levi. You thought he could handle it.
           Then,you thought about it. If he goes on the next expedition,no one would talk to him. He'll only have Eren. He's the one that has all the stress. From protecting Eren to avenging you. All of it.
            Plus,he's been through deaths of the people that were close to him. Like Isabel and Farlan. Worst of all,he was a mistake. A perfect mistake.
             It's sad to think about Levi now. The life he's been through. The only good that came out of it is his title. Humanity's strongest.
"No,Levi,you are something."you whisper in his ear.
"(Y/N)?"He says.
He tilted his head down. He was ashamed of telling you something. That he thought he was nothing. You would clearly decline. He was humanity's strongest! That was definitely something.
Plus,it wasn't his goal. He naturally did it. A lot of people admired that title. So did you. Besides,it is impressive.
Then,he got out beer. Yesterday,he drank six bottles of it. You only expected him to drink 1 bottle.
"(Y/N),I'm nothing."
He tipped the bottle into his mouth,after opening it. Liquid flowed into his mouth like a waterfall. He did it over and over,careful not to spill it on him.
Slowly,all the beer disappeared. Levi started cleaning his shirt. A stain. He accidentally spilled it after yhe thought of you came into his mind.
"Bleach. Tch."
He was the typical Levi when cleaning. Then,the same thought entered your mind. Levi's sad life. So many deaths. Thinking he achieved nothing. Nothing at all? Oh he achieved many things. A lot of things.
He wasn't worthless or nothing. For example,he earned humanity's strongest. He also earned a squad. Sadly,the squad died.
You can see that Levi was just sad.