Clint's POV
During a fight someone throws a grenade and we all look away but Nat can't because she is so close to it so she gets temporarily blinded by the light "Nat are you ok" I question running toward her "no I can't fucking see" she curses, her accent coming thicker than usual, "language" cap says through coms "not now" she groans "ok hold on let me get to you and I'll take you to the quinjet" I tell her "ok" she sighs.

I get to her and pick her up and carry her to the quinjet and take our coms out "be nice" I tell her with a small smile "I will and be careful baby" she tells me and I nod kissing her cheek and I put my com back in and run back out and after the fight I run back to the quinjet while cap is yelling at me to slowdown because my body is exhausted and will burn out but I don't listen and just take the earpiece out and run faster to get to Natasha who has probably been fighting all the people trying to get her to stay in the jet once I get there I run and hug Natasha.

"did you fight them" I question sternly "maybe" she shrugs "baby you shouldn't have they're just trying to help you and it was dangerous if you couldn't see what was happening" Clint scolds her lightly "but I could and I can now" she pouts before Tony walks in "you dropped this Barton" Tony tells him and hands him his com back "yeah cause cap was yelling in my ear that I would burn out if I didn't slow down but he was wrong I still have plenty of energy" I argue.

Nat's POV
"ok than show me" Steve says and Clint walks over to him "how" Clint questions "run around the quinjet 2 times" Steve challenges. Clint and the rest of the team obviously don't notice the bullet wounds in his arm and stomach "ok" Clint says and he starts walking to the back of the jet when I stop him.

"you have two bullet wounds and will have bleed out by the time you're done so lie down and let me remove the bullets and stitch you up, or let the medic do it, or leave me alone forever, it's your choice" I tell him sternly "oh my gods" Wanda gasps and Vision nods in agreement "you were shot" Bruce looks exasperated "how did you not notice that" Tony demands "how do you not feel it" Steve asks in question. "you can do it, apparently, I don't know and I have a high pain tolerance and lots of adrenaline" Clint shrugs and all the others leave and shut the door behind them. "take the suit off and lie down now" I order him.

Clint takes the suit off and lies down and I start disinfecting the wounds and he squirms and clenches his jaw. I lock the door then cover the windows and cameras and kiss him while disinfecting the wounds which distracts him a little bit. "ok time for the next step baby" I mumble and he shakes his head looking a little scared because he knows how painful it is, and he won't make noise because he doesn't want the team to hear him,  he usually never screams when I do it because they're never to bad but the one in his stomach is bad and deep.

"there's no local anesthetic so it'll hurt more so just let the team hear they won't judge you because this is painful even for a super solider like cap" I whisper "no" he shakes his head "fine but I have to remove them" I sigh "no please don't" he whispers a look of desperation in his eyes "I have to" I tell him "fine but make it quick" he tells me and I nod.

I grab the tweezers and start with his arm I carefully grab the bullet and put it in a dish and then move to his stomach I kiss above the wound and start to pull the bullet out and his face is red and his knuckles are white from holding the table so tight. "almost done" I whisper as I pull out the bullet and kiss him quickly.

"stitches now" I tell him and he nods as I pull out needle and thread and start stitching the wounds and wrapping them up once I'm done I give him a long and passionate kiss "all done" I whisper. He lets out a breath and relaxes than sits up slowly and swings his legs off the table and stands up and walks out after unlocking the door I stay behind and uncover windows and cameras then walk out.

"how did you not scream" Tony asks shocked "helps when it's your best friend doing it" Clint shrugs "go to bed and rest" Natasha says shooing him away with her and she gets a nod as he leaves to his room and I sit down in front of the team.

"you know it actually did hurt" Natasha tells them "really why'd he lie" Cap asks "because he's humble" Natasha shrugs . "but why did he not yell" Tony asks the question everyone's thinking "because he's afraid you'll all think he's weak" Natasha tells them truthfully "but we wouldn't yelling is a normal human reaction to pain" Bruce explains, more to himself as he works it over. "except to him it's not he doesn't scream or yell or whimper or cry because to him that means he's weak it's the way he was taught even if he were dying he would have a straight face or a smile while talking to us and he told me what his final words to each of us would be except mine" I tell them and the all looked shocked.

"wow what would they be" Tony asks "I can tell you if you want to know" Clint says coming out of nowhere "yes" Tony agrees.

while to you they would be I know we don't get along the best but I want you to know that I always thought of you as family and make sure to take care of pepper and make sure that you don't spend all your time in the lab and if something in the lab falls it's me telling you you've been in there to long and make sure Nat eats and trains and be there for her she may not open up but just give her time" he answers "wow" Tony smiles.

"to you cap they would be you were a great captain and an even better friend to me and make sure that whoever you fall in love with knows you love them and don't be too bossy with tony and make sure to take care of them forever and every time you draw and one of you pencils fall it's me telling you that I will always be here for you and please make sure Nat has a friend at all times and check her wrists, thighs and weight all the time because she will be slowly dying and that can't happen as much as wish she could come with me" Clint explains looking at the ground and cap has a sad smile set on his face.

"why have you already decided what to say to us" Wanda questions softly and Clint shrugs looking over at her before looking back at the ground "because that's what I wanted to do and for you Wanda my last words would be you are like a daughter to me and I will always care about you no matter what happens and it's not your fault about Peitro and if there is a cool breeze it's me watching over you and please be there for Nat because she will need you when I'm gone" Clint tells her earnestly "ok" Wanda answers frowning.

"for you vision they would be take care of Wanda or I will haunt your ass if you hurt her and make sure cap and tony don't fight to much and steal Thor's hammer as often as possible just to annoy him and when your stone hurts it might be me just checking in with you and take care of Nat for me don't let her join me to soon because she deserves to live her life to the fullest" Clint glares as he mentions the thought of Wanda being hurt "I would never hurt Wanda" Vision tells him "good" Clint nods

"for you Thor my words would be if your hammer goes missing it's me showing you how much I care about you my friend and don't fight with Loki he's just misunderstood and feels unloved and please take care of Natasha because she isn't a god so she doesn't live as long as you" he clears his throat "really my friend" Thor asks and Clint nods "yes of course Thor, Loki my words to you would be I loved you like a brother and always loved the pranks we pulled and if your dagger goes missing it me telling you to be careful and that you're loved and please take care of Nat because she loves you like a brother to" Clint says looking at the god "of course my friend" Loki tells him and gets a nod.

"For you Bucky I would say it's not you're fault and no one blames you for what happened but we're glad you're back to normal and if you feel a warm breeze it's me thanking you for protecting Nat all those years ago and please continue doing that and protect her from herself at times" Clint says with a look no one can quite decipher "ok" Bucky gives him a look but I miss it

"and last is strange I would say you saw this coming didn't you Harry Potter but I'm glad you didn't tell me because I would have done everything to avoid this happening and every time someone calls you weird or looks at you weird it's me saying hi" Clint smirks at him as strange shakes his head.

"what about me" I whisper and he looks over to me "what do you mean" Clint asks "what would you say to me" I clarify "I um I uh I would uh I don't know what my last words to you would be" he whispers "so you know what you would say to all of them but not me so I'm not as important as them" I say standing up "what am I supposed to say to the person I love because I have tried to think of what to say to you but I can't because each time I do I get sad so I stop thinking about it because I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you in my life and I don't want to think about it I shouldn't think about what I would say to them but I do because that's all that ever runs through my head on these missions is that someone is gonna die and it's gonna be me or you because everyone has something other than us and I'd rather it be me because I'm in love with you" Clint yells stands up to. "Clint" I sigh "what" he asks "I love you" I tell him "but" he starts "I love you" I say as I take a step forward with each word. "I love you too" he takes a step with each word and when he's only a few inches from me he kisses me.

"this is out of a movie" Tony comments "it's like every romantic movie ever made but sadder" Wanda whispers "we can still hear you" Clint mutters "are you gonna ask her out" Tony questions "why would I" Clint questions as he pulls a confused face. "they don't know we're dating already" I whisper as a reminder to him "oh yeah, so we have an announcement" Clint says clearly "what is it" Vision asks "me and Nat have been dating for almost 2 years now" he tells them "what" Tony gasps "I didn't know that long I just knew for about a month" Wanda mutters to herself "who's mind did you read" I question "both" Wanda answers and looks down "good to double check things and not just look at one thing you're becoming quite the spy" I kiss the top of her head.

"I'm tired" Clint mumbles "I told you to go to bed but you didn't listen" I sass "I did but I couldn't sleep because you weren't there" he says with exhaustion tugging at the edge of his voice "do you sleep when I'm away on missions" I ask as I had been away on a mission before this one, "yes" he answer "really so if I ask Jarvis he'll say you do" I ask playing along "yes" Clint answers "Jarvis what is Clint's sleep schedule when I'm away" I say looking at the ceiling "non existent" Jarvis answers quickly "dude why'd you rat me out cause now she is going to make sure we are always on the same missions so I sleep" he groans "I'm glad he did now bed" I tell him "are you coming" he asks uncertain "yes" I grab his hand and walk to the sleeping area and cuddle with him until we get to the tower.