Sleeping between the two super soldiers you had been dating for the past 5 years was the most comfortable full feeling you could ever feel. It had been 10 years since Thanos had been defeated. Steve had gone back to time to meet Peggy but he found put that after he had been frozen, she had moved on with someone else.

Heartbroken he returned to the present and a year later Bucky and Steve reignited their love, which started of as a brotherly love but changed into more of a romantic love. Four years to their relation, you came along, a new recruit to the Avengers, a spy master, an assassin, a genius and a hacker. You first captured the grey eyed super soldiers heart and then captured the blond blue eyed super soldier's heart.

Of course you fell in love with both of them.Once you were watching a romantic movie, with a nasty cold which soon converted to a fever , seated between the two super soldiers, your feet on Bucky's lap, who was softly massaging them while Steve softly massaged your temples and fussing over keeping you warm and comfortable. They thought you had fallen asleep but no you weren't asleep you had just closed tour eyes to keep the head pain from increasing, that's the day when you overheard them talking about them falling in love with you. The very next moment yout eyes shot open and you said yes. Of course they were confused earlier but when they realised you heard everything and were agreeing to be theirs they were on top of the moon, Bucky kissed you passionately and when you froze up, not expecting him to kiss you like that, he backed away guilty, once the shock was over and before he could start a strong of apologies you kissed him passionately and then turned to Steve and kissed him, his kiss wasn't so demanding as Bucky's, he kissed you softly letting you take the lead while Bucky kissed you hard. From that they onward you three were a unit, a force to be reckoned with and you know what the best thing about your relationship was, you all understood each other and always stood up for each other even if the other wasn't present you of they would defend that particular person against the other.

A year into your relationship, you guys got an apartment, away from Starks tower and a bed big enough for the three of you , on which you were currently sleeping on.

You were facing Bucky with Steve sleeping in his side, one of his arms along over your waist. You saw Bucky scrunch his face, toss and turn around before suddenly sitting up straight, sweaty and shaking. You carefully slipped out of Steve's embrace and sat upright, placing an arm around Bucky.

"Want to talk about it? " You asked softly and he nodded. You weren't a stranger to his nightmares, the fucked up things HYDRA did to his mind may have been erased but were still subconsciously present. He may have got his mind back. But he wasn't truly free.

"I saw myself killing those innocent people. I saw myself as a monster. How can you love me when I'm a monster? How can Steve love me when I'm a fucked up psycho man? How can anyone sleep next to me when I have an arm made of vibranium? How can anyone look me in the eye and tell me I'm a changed person when I literally  a weapon waiting to be triggered? " He asked sobbing
You gathered him in your arms, running a palm over his back while your other hands smoothed his hair and rocked him back and forth, calming him down.

"Bucky, ... James... Jame Buchanan Barnes listen to me very clearly " You said taking his head in your palms and staring at him dead in the eye

"You are not a monster. You are not a psycho fucked up man. You have a Vibranium arm which brings me pleasure when we do the deed. You were a weapon but now your a free man. You are not the winter soldier any more you are James Buchanan Barnes, the white wolf, a reformed man with a pure innocent heart. You may have been fucked up by HYDRA but your stronger than them James, in love you, Steve loves you. Do you know why we love you? It's because of who you are.... You may have been a frog, a bearded alien a mouse, a chocolate  monster or even a pickle but me and Steve would love you just the same" You said as he nodded so long his tears

"Your right... I am not the winter soldier anymore... I'm James Buchanan Barnes.. Boyfriend of Steve Grant Roger and Y/n m/n  l/n, a free man with a mind of my own and a heart full of love" He said and you smiled and kissed him as both of you laid down, you snuggled up to him while Steve sling an arm around you and Bucky subconsciously and you three fell back to sleep again.

Somewhere later in the night you woke up again to find Steve standing near the window looking lost. You slipped out of Bucky's arms and walked over to your other boyfriend.

"Nightmare? " You asked and he nodded.

"The mission, I had to jump in the cold water and that triggered the memories of my days in the ice and now I can't sleep" He said softly. You sat down next to him, snuggling next to him as he shared his blanket. Bucky walked over next to you at some point of  time and wrapped an arm around you.

"Doll, you should sleep... You woke up at 12 to comfort me during my night mare and then some up again to comfort Steve... You hardly have rested at night and it's almost 5 in the morning " He said

"It's alright boys, in like comforting you... Your always there for me when I need you... I'm happy to be there for both of you when you need me" You say as both of them smile.

Steve picks you up and carries you to bed.

"Sweetheart, you need to sleep " He said softly as he tucked you in bed and wrapped an arm around you. Bucky wrapped himself around you, your front pressed to his front and your back pressed to Steve's front... You were the filling to the super soldier sandwich.

"Doll you have no idea"

"How much we love you"

"You are our lives"

"The reason why our old hearts beat"

"The realm we are able to over come our devils"

"The reason we believe we oldies have a place in this world"

"What Steve means to say is that, we can't imagine a life without you"

"So please say this is for forever and always"

"Marry us" Said Bucky

"Marry us and spend eternity with us" Said Steve

"Please doll, the decision is upto you"

"You say no today and we will wait "

"No matter what your decision is, you need to know"

"You have both of us in your corner" They both say.

"Yes, I will marry you.. Both of you... I love you and I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with the two of you... I can't imagine a life without either of you" You say as both of them pepper you with feather kisses, tears of happiness leaking from the 3 pairs of eyes.

"We love you doll"

"So very much"

"I have a question though doll.. Does my Vibranium arm bring you pleasure when I choke you or when it's inside you? "