How you meet

I was currently running away from the one and only Black Widow. I give her props, she is very fast and she has great agility, but I have better speed and agility. Her mission was to find me and kill me, I am the infamous HYDRA assassin Tikhaya smert' or Silent Death. HYDRA recruited me when I was just three years old. They trained me and raised me into the assassin I was today.

Looking over my shoulder, I noticed that I was running much faster than her and she was quite a ways behind me. I ran around a corner of the building and hid as I quickly looked at what I had retrieved, a flash drive with SHIELD information.

As I was looking at the flash drive, and praising myself for my good work, I felt something hit my neck and I was on the floor seizing from being shocked.

Looking up I saw Black Widow standing above me with a gun pointed at my forehead. My eyes widened and I looked at her with fear filled eyes.

She looked at me and I saw sympathy in her eyes before she lowered her gun and she took the shocker off my neck.

"I was sent to kill you, but I'm not going to. I think you want to change. I think you want to leave HYDRA but you don't know how," she says as she helps me up.

"I do. I want to leave HYDRA," I nodded.

"Come with me," she said and she turned on her heel and started to walk away.
I followed after her quickly.

She asks you out

I have been working with SHIELD for five months now and to say I've developed a small crush on Natasha would be an understatement. I have developed a huge crush on the assassin and I always get nervous when I talk to her.

I got a text from Fury telling me that he wanted to meet with me. Hurrying to Fury's office, I didn't notice that someone was walking towards me and I bumped into them, both of us falling on the ground.

Standing up quickly, I walked over to the person I knocked down and helped them up.

"I'm so sorry-" my eyes widened when I saw it was Natasha.

"Agent Romanoff, I'm so sorry I didn't see you," I said as a slight blushed creeped on my cheeks.

"It's ok, I wasn't looking either. And please, call me Natasha. I actually wanted to ask you something," she said and she was slightly nervous.

"What is it?" I asked curiously.

"I was wondering, would you like to go out to dinner with me?" She asked.

"I would love to Natasha," I smiled at her.

First Date

Natasha took you to a favorite restaurant of hers that you hadn't tried yet. She wore a short black leather dress with a deep v neck and black strappy stilettos. She had a necklace with a round black gem and an oval shaped red gem below it with black earrings that had diamonds around the gems. Her lips were a deep red color and her hair was down in its natural state and she was wearing neutral colored eyeshadow.

When she picked me up, my jaw actually dropped because she looked absolutely gorgeous.

I was wearing a knee length red dress with a black lace overlay, and black pumps. I paired it with a black choker necklace, black drop earrings, and a bracelet that had studs on it. I did a deep red lip and darker eyeshadow with my hair in an updo.

At dinner we talked about our lives before SHIELD. I never knew how much we actually had in common.

After dinner, we walked around Central he Park and I thanked her for deciding not to kill me.

"When I looked at you, I saw myself. I thought of what I went through and I wanted to help you change," Natasha said and she smiled slightly.

It was the best first date I have ever had and we planned out our second date.

Contact Names

Sexy Assassin 😍🔪🔫❤️- You thought this name fit perfectly because Natasha was an assassin and she was also very sexy. She laughed when she first saw the contact name but she loved it and she made a matching one for you in her phone.

Sexier Assassin 😍🔪🔫❤️- Natasha wanted to match the contact name you gave her in your phone and she thinks you are way sexier than she is so she decided to put this as your contact name. You love it and you love that your contact names match.

First Fight

Lately I have been getting a lot of calls from Nick and Maria for late night missions. They would call at like two or three in the morning for quick in and out missions, or personal favors they need. They instructed me to keep these a secret, so I didn't tell my girlfriend Natasha.

Quietly closing the door to mine and Natasha's shared bedroom, I set down my duffle bag that I took with me on the mission and I quietly walked over to our bed. I turned on the lamp on my nightstand and jumped back when I saw that Natasha was sitting up on the bed wide awake.

"Shit babe, you scared me," I said laughing a little. She had her arms crossed across her chest and her eyes narrowed at me.

"What's wrong babe?" I asked confused and concerned at why she looked angry.

"Why are yous always sneaking away and sneaking back? It's 3 am (Y/N)," she scolded.

"I told you already babe, I can't tell you," I told her, this only made her more angry.

"Are you still HYDRA?" She asked me straight faced.

My jaw dropped when she asked me that. I couldn't believe she would accuse me of playing her when she was the one responsible for getting me out.

"Are you fucking kidding me? I can't believe you're asking me that!" I raised my voice.

"It's a legitimate question (Y/N)! You've been sneaking off at odd hours and returning at odd hours, sometimes a day later!" She raised her voice back.

"That doesn't mean I'm HYDRA!! If you really wanna know where I go, ask Nick and Maria because they told me I couldn't tell anyone. Now I'm leaving because I can't stay with someone who accuses me of being HYDRA, especially when they were the one who helped me leave," I said before grabbing my duffle bag and walking out of our room, but not before slamming the door behind me.

Making Up

It was in the middle of the night and I was on a mission that Fury asked me to quickly complete. Sneaking around a HYDRA compound, I had my gun at the ready, quickly taking out any agents that passed by me.

I snuck around the corner and I made my way to the control room and I started looking for information. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I saw Natasha standing behind me arms crossed.

"What are you doing here Nat?!" I whisper yelled.

"What are you doing here? This is a HYDRA base (Y/N)," she says narrowing her eyes at me.

"No shit Sherlock, why did you follow me?" I asked and then a felt something hit me in the shoulder.

"Shit!" I yelled and I grabbed the flash drive I was uploading information and I started sprinting out of the compound. I pressed my earpiece.

"Fury, Hill. I have been compromised! I need the jet to be brought over now! I got the information but I've been shot!" I yelled through my comm as I was sprinting out, Nat following close behind.

Once we were outside of the compound we saw the jet close by the entrance and we sprinted to the jet and once inside we hunched over and started to catch our breath. I took out my phone and called Fury.

"Yes sir I got all the information we needed." I said, "Natasha followed me sir," I continued, "She thinks I'm still HYDRA sir." I finished and then handed Natasha my phone.

"She isn't? She was just doing missions for you?" Nat asked, "Sorry sir, I won't do it again sir." She said and hung up my phone.
She walked over to me and handed me my phone.

"Listen (Y/N), I'm sorry. I should've believed you and I shouldn't have even asked you that. It was wrong of me, please forgive me?" Natasha said and she looked at me.

"Natasha, it hurt when you asked me that, especially since you were responsible for getting me out," I said.

"I'm really sorry (Y/N). I shouldn't have questioned you. You mean the world to me (Y/N), I never thought I would find someone who would understand what I went through and I never thought I would find someone who would put up with me, but you do and I can't lose that, you're the only one who fully understands what I went through," Natasha said.

"Natasha, you mean the world to me too. I never thought I would find anyone who understood what I went through either and I can't lose that. I forgive you Natasha," I smiled and I hugged her and kissed her softly.

She kissed me back and wrapped her arms around my waist pulling me closer, not wanting to let me go.

Nicknames

You call her babe. You keep it simple using this term. She loves it when you call her babe and she will kiss your cheek or simply kiss you when you do.

She calls you lisichka or babe. which means little fox in Russian. She calls you this because you are an ex assassin and you are sly and sneaky like a fox. Sometimes she will call you babe to keep it simple, you don't care which term she uses but you love when she calls you lisichka.

First Kiss

It was early in the morning and I had woken up screaming. Soon Natasha burst in my room and walked over to my bed. Sitting on my bed, I was hugging my knees and rocking back and forth. I felt a hand on my knee and my head shot up and I flinched.

"Hey, it's just me. You're ok lisichka," Natasha said before she pulled me in a hug and she started to rub my back. I hugged her back and cried into her shoulder.

After I calmed down I looked up at her and smiled slightly.

"Thank you babe," I said.

"Another nightmare?" She asked me.

"Yeah, another one about HYDRA," I answered.

"They won't get you. I won't let that happen lisichka," Natasha smiled and she leaned down and pressed her lips onto mine. Smiling, I kissed back immediately and I wrapped my arms around her neck pulling myself closer. She forced her tongue into my mouth and let it roam around my mouth. We pulled back when we needed more air and we smiled at each other.

When You're Sick

When you're sick, she buys you soup and gets you ginger ale to make you feel better. She will help take care of you and she also makes the guys help too, but they mainly have to clean up after your spills or if you throw up because Natasha wants to focus on you.

How you guys sleep

It took awhile for you guys to share a bed because of both of your pasts, but when you guys did, you both fell asleep laying on your back, holding hands. You guys would wake up in each other's arms, legs tangled together.

What your friends think of her

Because of your past as a HYDRA assassin you don't have very many friends besides the other Avengers and some SHILED agents but you met one girl and she is your best friend (Y/BFF/N) loves Natasha and thinks she's super cool and loves that she protects you and that she helps you get out of HYDRA.

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I  am sorry it took so long for me to update. I have been busy with work. I will be writing more often though so I should be posting more often too.

I really hope you like this, I've been wanting to add Natasha for awhile now, I am also going to add Wanda too!

~Haylie❤️