So this one isn't going to have as much smut as the others, 1: because I might make this one a full story too and 2: because the idea for this one is kind of sad and wholesome. I hope you guys like it.

This is a Loki story. He loses the love of his life and Dr. Strange let's him see her again by showing him an alternate reality. Loki then discovers that he can escape into his own reality, creating it to be the life he longed for. (Inspo: Wandavision and Loki)

I sit with my arms around her as she leans her back into my chest. We stare at the stars on the top of Avenger's tower, completely at peace.

"Loki?" she says, her voice soft like sink.

"Yes, darling?"

"How do you feel about being a father?"

I pause, processing what she's asked.

She shifts her body so that she can look up at me, her sweet smile shining brighter than any star.

"I'm going to be a father?" Tears brim my eyes. I can't take my eyes off her beautiful face as she nods, "I'm going to be a father."

I kiss her passionately before pulling away and kissing every inch of her face.

She giggles before turning all the way to me, straddling my lap and kissing me deeply.

"One more time won't hurt the baby," she smiles down at me, "actually from what I've heard it can help it develop better."

"I would like to test that theory," my hands trail on her hips.

"Mmmm," she hums inches away from my lips, "I think I would, too."

She presses her lips to mine, the kiss starting gentle but quickly growing intense, as her hips grind against mine.

I groan in satisfaction, urging her on. Her hands sneak up into the front of my shirt, her ice cold fingers causing my muscles to tense.

She pulls back only to remove her shirt, followed by mine, the cold night air not effecting us in the least.

Her skin tints a baby blue, her eyes glowing gold, as she place her hands on either side of my face.

"Loki," she whispers, "let me see."

I cast away my Asgardian illusion, allowing my Joten form to be on full display, only for her.

She loves me in whatever form I am in, and she is the only one that can see my true form when she pleases.

"You're beautiful," she kisses my chest along the makings of my skin. She was the first to see me for who I am, not as a monster.

She leave frost in the wake of every kiss as she goes across my chest and up my neck. My hands trail up her cold skin as I unclasp her bra, kissing the golden etchings upon her skin as I do.

I use my magic to rid us of the rest of our clothing as her lips capture mine again.

She wraps on arm around my neck, her other hand resting on my check as she pulls away, rest her head to mine.

"My beautiful Frost Giant," she coos, "My God of Mischief. My World."

She lowers herself onto my member. I let out a groan as I'm sheathed into her warmth.

"My Eternity."

She captures my lips once again after uttering the words, my hand going to her hips, guiding her movement.

I thrust my his up, meeting her movements, as our pace increases, our climaxes building together.

Her skin grows colder, the blankets and chair we reside in now covered in frost from her powers, as she moans in ecstasy.

The sound is music to my ears and I can feel my self grow nearer.

I reach between us, rubbing the apex of her thighs, eliciting another one of her beautiful moans, as she tightens around me.

"Loki," she moans tossing her head back.

I hold her hips still as I slam into her, still rubbing her beautiful bud.

She tightens again.

"Loki I'm gonna-" she stops with another moan.

"Go ahead, Love," I groan and pick up my pace, my climax threatening to throw me over the edge.

"Loki!"

She releases on me, tightening around my shaft deliciously.

I reach my high, releasing my seed into her and riding out both of out highs.

She rests her head on my chest after I remove myself from her.

"I love you," she says once she catches her breath.

"I love you, too, darling," I rub her back as she drifts off.

I press a kiss to the too of her head as her skin warms up and I return to my Asgardian form.

I conjure clothes onto the both of us and pick her up, carrying her to our room. I lay her gently beside me, covering her with the blanket as she curls up to me.

Nothing could be more perfect.

~

I wake up to the sound of the shower running and y/n beautiful voice singing.

I get up and decide to join her. Have to save on that water bill you know?

She giggles as I enter and kisses me wrapping her arms around me.

"Good morning," she smiles.

"Morning, darling," I peck her nose.

We finish showering and head to breakfast with the others.

"Why hello Mr. And Mrs. Let's Keep everyone up 'till 2am," Stark greets us.

I look to y/n who's face has turn a light tint of blue, her equivalent of blushing.

"Oops," I shrug looking back at the others as we take a seat at the table.

We all eat, enjoying each others company, mostly. A lot of them still don't like and/or trust me, which I don't blame them, I probably wouldn't trust me either.

"Sorry to interrupt the party but we need to head out," Stark says looking at one of his devises, "some of our Hydra buddies are trying to highjack a SHIELD weapons facility."

"Suit up," Rogers orders and we all quickly get to our feet.

We quickly suit up and head for the quinjet.

"Darling," I stop y/n before we get to the hanger, "maybe you should stay here."

She smiles up at me.

"You and I both know that's not happening," she tilts her head.

I sigh, I already know there's no way to convince her. She's even more stubborn than I am.

"Please be careful."

"I always am," she kisses me gently, "we can tell the others when we get back."

"Come on love birds," Starks calls, "don't got time to wait."

We quickly get on the jet and take out seats.

"Could you have taken any longer," Thor says gruffly.

I don't say anything in response. He has the right to be rude with me, I've tricked him and stabbed him in the back countless times. I just wish we could be how we were when we we children.

Y/n laces her fingers in mine giving me a small smile.

I return it squeezing her hand just a little.

Rogers explains the plan of action, making sure no detail is left out.

We make it to the weapons facility and quickly fall out.

We fight the men off, dwindling their numbers down.

"I make 37," y/n says over the ear piece.

"No way, you're cheating," Sam retorts, "I make 22."

"How am I supposed to cheat at this?" she laughs.

"I don't know, but you are," he laughs back

They always compete when we t comes the things like these, I'm not really sure why, but it is amusing.

"Oh come now," I say pausing to take out another hostile, "just admit she's better."

"You're biased, Loki," Sam jokes back at me, "so your opinion doesn't count in this."

I laugh as he passes over me.

Sam trusts me and we have grown to be good friends in the year that I've been on the team.

"39."

I laugh again and go back to fighting.

We finally finish.

"I made 48," Sam says over the com again as he lands beside me, "what about you?"

There's no response.

"Y/n?" He asks again.

Again no response.

"He earpiece probably fell out during the fight," Natasha says.

"I'll go find her," Sam's says, taking back off.

We join back up at the jet, waiting for Sam and y/n to come back.

We wait for some time, with not confirmation from Sam.

"Guys."

"What is it?" Rogers says getting to his feet.

I get to my feet as well, I don't like his tone.

"I found y/n."

"Where is she?" Natasha asks.

"About 5 miles south east of the jet," his voice is solum, "Loki, I'm so sorry."

I feel my world crumble to oblivion.

"No!" I begin running in the direction of Sam and y/n, "No!"

The others run after me.

With every foot fall I can feel more of my world fall apart even more. I run as fast as I can, nearly tripping over roots and fallen trees.

I can see Sam carrying her with his head down.

I run to him and take her from him, falling to my knees.

"NO! NO! NO! PLEASE NO!" tears stream down my face, "You can't leave me! Not now! Not ever!"

The others come, standing around me as I cradle y/n in my arms.

"We have to raise our child," I sob, "you have to teach them how to cook and sing and dance. We have to tell them stories and soothe them when they have nightmare. We have to take them ice-skating and hiking and swimming, just like you planned. You can't leave me."

"She- she was pregnant?"

"We were going to tell everyone when we got back go the tower," I say taking in a shaky breath.

"I'm so sorry," Stark says placing a hand on my shoulder.

"Why must everything be taken from me?"

I get to my feet, lifting her body with me, and carry her back to the quinjet.

~
And that's the end of chapter one