"It's the dirty work, but somebody gotta do it." I roll my eyes rolling over Peter's body.

"Don't remind me. I gotta clean up your messes." Steve and Tony turn from my naked body as I shadow on a black suit much like Tasha's. I kiss Peter gently on the forehead leaving his room.

I follow behind Tony and Steve with my head down. "All I ever wanted was the world." Tony looks back with a small frown on his face, I knew he felt bad for making me do this.

Peter didn't know. He didn't have to know. I swallow the lump in my throat thinking of what I had to do. I had to convince Loki to join our side, in defeating Thanos, and I knew how I'd have to do it.

Finding Loki was easy as he was in jail, but I had to create a diversion of sorts. Break him out. "Why, my sweet young thing, why are you here?" I smirk as I walk down the corridor, a shadow gown trailing behind me, a shadow crown on top of my hair. I wave my hands the guards falling asleep.

"I'm here to save you my lord." I purr making sure my cleavage stuck out enough for him to see, for him to drool over. He studied me smirking.

"You'll have to excuse my looks my pet, I haven't had the best service since I've been here." I bow as I reach him unlocking his cell.

I reach for his hand smiling. "May I transport us elsewhere my liege?" He bows back taking my hand. I teleport us to a small apartment in France, I let go of Loki removing the shadows from my body, leaving me bare.

"Well aren't we eager." I cackle shaking my head. My shadows surround him cleansing him, stripping him down.

"I am yours to command my lord. I am here for your pleasure." Peter would now be waking up, pulling my body tighter around his, his bare chest hitting my back. I clear my head of him.

Loki takes my face in his hands lowering his lips to mine. Then, he began.

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Peter Parker

"Aunt May! Aunt May!" May runs out of her room hurdling herself into me. I crumple in her arms looking around for the fire.

"Y/N is gone, no note, gone." May sighs pushing me away from her.

"She probably went home Peter, she's fine, try calling her yet?" I nod tears threatening to spill.

"Nothing, she always answers me, what, what if someone got her? Aunt May what if someone got her? I-I gotta go!" I scramble to my room sliding on the carpet in the hallway hauling on my suit.

"Peter wait!" I shake my head pulling my mask down.

"Can't, I got to go. Bye I love you." I kiss her on the cheek jumping out the window, almost forgetting to web myself.

I'm swinging trying to see anything that would be a clue, when a flash of red and gold slams into me. I'm knocked out.

When I wake up Tony is sitting next to me, when I try to move I realize I'm restrained.

"Where is she? What have you done to her!" I roar struggling to escape.

"Peter, stop, she's on a mission, she won't be back for a while." I lean back shaking my head.

"You're lying, she would have told me." Tony shakes his head, hanging it.

"She didn't want you to know what she was doing." Fear pools in my stomach.

"She's gone to recruit Loki." I gasp shaking my head. Scenes of what he'd do to her, of what I did to her last night, of what he was probably doing to her now flashed before my eyes.

And I wept.

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Y/N

I lay in the bathtub, thinking of what I was doing, of what Peter was doing. Loki slept in the room next to the wall the bathroom was against. I kept my sobs low.

"Forgive me Peter." I whisper into the air wiping my face with the water I lay in.

I step out cleansing myself. I would have to suffer months through that again. Of missing Peter, of suffering the God inside me. To win a war, I would. To win peace, to win stability for a future I could have. I would torture myself to the pits of hell, and survive.

I climb out drying myself off using my powers, a shadow nightgown falling over my body, I don it with white glitter, making it look like the nights sky. Like I was a goddess.

Because I was, and nothing would stop me from completing my mission.

"Come to bed darling." Loki drawled. I bow crawling into bed with him snuggling close to his chest.

"My sweets what is it that you want from me? There's no way a pretty thing like you doesn't want something. Gold, a crown." His hands tighten around my arms, my blood running cold.

"I want you to help the Avengers and I defeat Thanos." I say quietly not looking at the God.

"I see." His grip loosens as he kisses the top if my head. "Well, if this is my payment, I will gladly help whoever, as long as I get to keep you."

I don't cry, because I knew this is what was going to happen. I'm sorry Peter.

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A/N

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