I know you guys don't want to hear about my life, but I need to do something about the troubles in my life. Earlier my best friend's little brother yelled at me, and I was weak at the moment, so I began to cry. He was yelling at me about he had felt more pan than I had in his two year shorter lifetime. That hurt me deeply for some reason. Then my best friend walked up to me and bless her she was doing everything she could to calm me down. I felt like a lousy friend because she's always there for me when I need her and I'm never there for her. She told me that it was ok, that she rarely needed someone to help her calm down. The rest of the walk home my heart ached to do something for her in repayment for all she's done for me. I've never felt this before, and it hurt. Corynne, I know you probably won't read this, but I'm gonna say it anyway. You're such a good friend to me and I almost never do anything for you, I love you.

-Sammy