~Helen~

Playing innocent is the last thing I want to do right now. I knew the bitch was coming. When I talked to her at lunch, I knew that today would make her world crumble. But yet, I have to act like I care.

Helen: Autumn! I swear, I'm so sorry about this!

She had nothing to say. She was quiet as a mouse. Maybe now she'll learn.

Autumn: You forgive me, huh?

She said as her body began to shake lightly.

Jacob: Yes, I do.

Autumn: Really?

Her leg was starting to twitch and it was beginning to get scary. Jacob just stood up with his arms crossed and nodded.

Jacob: Yeah. Still wanna talk?

She nodded and disappeared with her hands behind her back. She was going senile..

Autumn: Oh yeah.. Yeah, I wanna talk..

Jacob: Iight, what you wanna talk about?

She slowly came towards him and sat on him. Then I saw what was behind her back.. This bitch crazy..

~Jacob~

Honestly, right now.. I would care, but the way my fucks are set up right now, I don't. When she sat down on me, I thought that she was getting desperate to keep me. But when I asked her what she wanted to talk about, shit got real.

Autumn: I wanna talk about our deal.. Remember that? Huh?

She pulled out a knife that came from my kitchen and slowly let it graze my skin.

Autumn: I wanna talk about blood, your life and decisions you've made. Why'd you cheat?

Jacob: Because the bitch looked good and I got hard.

The knife pinched my skin and blood ran down my neck. Why didn't I care? I have no idea and quite frankly, I don't give a fuck about anything.

Autumn: You couldn't wait, could you? You just couldn't wait until I was ready to trust you again! I swear, I'm gonna kill you!

The knife pierced my stomach but I was smiling at her as Helen was screaming in the background.

Helen: NO! JACOB! YOU CRAZY BITCH!

They began to fight and everything was a bloody mess. But as I watched, it was oddly satisfying.. I didn't cringe or move until I heard a knock on my window.. I blinked and Autumn was standing right there and I was still in the car. Damn.. I gotta stop daydreaming.. I rolled down the window and she didn't look like herself.

Jacob: Hey baby. Wassup?

Autumn: You said we could talk?

Jacob: Oh yeah.. Get in..

She walked over to the other side and got in.

Jacob: You hungry?

Autumn: I'm fine.

Jacob: Well, I'm gonna go over to steak and shake. Then we can talk there.

Autumn: Alright..

We got there and I secretly ordered food for her. She didn't notice and didn't touch the bag even after I told her that it was hers.

Jacob: What's wrong baby?

Autumn: I just.. I can't.. I.. Jacob!

She screamed my name in frustration and I tried to calm her down.

Jacob: Hey, baby it's okay.

Autumn: I just don't know how to say this..

Jacob: Aye, whatever it is, I'm here for you.. Unless you cheating..

That made her crack a smile.

Autumn: No, I'd never.

I gave her a look and we both started laughing.

Jacob: Let's walk, maybe that'll help you clear your head.

She nodded and while she was walking, I noticed that she stayed away from me. So I went over to her and held her close as we walked.

Jacob: Come on babe. Why are you so distant?

Autumn: It's just everything. Me and my stupid decisions, Helen suddenly trying to be nice to me and I've finally figured myself out.

I stopped and looked at her.

Jacob: What?

Autumn: Jacob.. I.. I think I Love You.. and I know that we've said it before but I've never really meant it.. I just say it so you won't feel bad.

Jacob: Autumn, i don't think you've ever said it back before.

Autumn: Oh.. Well, I am now and.. As for your question about children.. If we end up getting married, then yes. I've only been in love with you and I just can't seem to be able to fight my feelings for you. Trust me, I've tried..

She gave a nervous laugh and I couldn't help but kiss her. Listen.. I thought I just wanted her ass again and run, but now I'm for sure I Love her but.. A nigga need to smash every now and then.. I guess I started getting crazy with my hands and she pushed me away.

Jacob: I'm sorry.. I just miss you..

Autumn: Me or my body?

Jacob: Both.. I miss seeing my girl smile and feeling her body next to mine. By the way, that accident where I took your virginity, that was the best accident in the world!

She playfully hit me and rolled her eyes.

Autumn: Whatever Jacob.

Jacob: I ain't lying and hey.. No matter what, you'll always be my baby. You got that?

Autumn: Alright..

I lifted her chin and gave her a look.

Jacob: Aye..

Autumn: Okay, okay. I'm your baby.

She smiled and I gave her a kiss.

Jacob: By the way, do not stab me..

Autumn: What?

Jacob: Don't ever stab me.

Autumn: I can't promise you that.

Jacob: Why not?

I gave her a look.

Autumn: Depends on what you do.

Jacob: What would earn me a stab?

Autumn: Cheating..

Fuck..

Autumn: But I wouldn't do it immediately.. I'd make you suffer.

She winked.

Jacob: Damn.. At least you ain't lying..

Autumn: No, unfortunately I'm not like you.

Jacob: You know what.. Get over here.

She screamed and was laughing because I was tickling her.

Jacob: I Love You..

This is the first time that I've said it and meant it in a long time..

Autumn: I Love You Too.

I kissed her and we talked some more in the car before I took her back to her house. When I got home, Helen was already asleep on my bed. I kissed her forehead and climbed in bed with her. I Love Helen but I Love Autumn too. Both of them have two types of love from me and only have one type in common. But this weekend, I'm making things happen between Autumn and I. She's gonna love my surprise for her..